First video - [Elektronomia - Vision] : Benjamin was trying to stay strong having a lot of trouble and was starting to break down from the disconnect with Chelsea and AC spirit wanting Carley. AC spirit / Emotion did something that upset her and lost her trust for him completely after trying to be friends several times and it not working out. (December 5th, 2016)

Second video - [Pegboard Nerds - Downhearted ft. Jonny Rose (Ryos Remix)] : He became completely broken and "ran away" from home which was out of his control. (December 9th) After, this is where I stepped in and was trying to support him and was "fighting for him." It was like my anthem for him at the time.. this was the song that broke me too as I was thinking about it and it came on, I shouted at my friend online and I ran off at night thinking I lost a friend (Ben has said 3 more days after the 13th of January like he had a set date..) after hearing no sign of him for over a month.... (January 15-19th, 2017)

Third video - [Audalanche - Find The Light (feat. Harley Holmes)] : This is when I was trying to find the light in him and try to make him snap out of it, that he was too desperate for this girl and he needed to move on with it. Things happen.. It is life. I knew some light was in there somewhere.. (January 16th - Maybe this should be moved to a later time in the playlist [January 20th])

Fourth video - [VisionStarix & Freakpass - No One Else (feat. Aimi D)] : He was all alone and he abandoned everyone he has ever known, even his family.. I was THE ONLY ONE THERE for him as he was out there somewhere alone, possibly kidnapped after running off on his own and escaped, possibly dying, possibly being chased, possibly suicidal.. (January 16th)

Fifth video - [APEK & Shanahan ft. Andrew Jackson - Broken Souls] : This one just makes sense - he's broken out on the dark streets alone and in dire straights trying his hardest. It was also my hope for him that we would still have time to save him. (January 18th)

Sixth video - [Vigel & Robert Falcon - I'll Be Waiting]  : This shows how far he would go to be with Chelsea. He was losing hope for himself but she was that beacon of light for him even if it would kill him getting there. It also shows me as waiting for him.. getting my hopes higher up that it was better than it seemed. This was also the day I came back. That my friend showed me he was there. (January 19th)

Seventh video - [Quade77 - Climb (Featuring Cory Friesenhan)] : He was still trying to hang on at this point even if it seemed impossible to him with everything happening to him. I was there for him trying to give him hope and compassion, trying to reason with him. (January 21st)

Eighth video - [Janji - Heroes Tonight (feat. Johnning)] : This is where I got really worried for him and played hero and it probably should be higher up in this playlist. I was trying to see if he was a lost teen in a headline trying to bring him home.. (January 15th, 2017) but also shows that he was coming back to normal and getting stronger! (January 22nd)

Ninth video - [Porter Robinson & Madeon - Shelter (Official Video)] : Watching this video.. I can never keep a straight face, no matter how I feel that day when I watch this video, I start to tear and by the end of it it just gets me.., with a sad type of happiness in my heart.. It's just beautiful to me! Specifically, this is where things got quite heavy and he started to open up about things with me and revealed some of the horrible things that happened to him. I tried to comfort him in any way possible that whatever you do in life that good friends, good people will always be there for you and that your family wouldn't have wanted these things to happen to you. (this could be at a later time in the playlist actually and maybe throughout the whole affair)

Tenth video [Mako - Way Back Home (Two Friends Remix)] : This is where his brother Anthony contacted me frantically telling me to try to get through to him by Skype text. Ben responded back to me and said he was on his way back home walking alone. He seemed normal to me and the Ben that I knew. I was wondering if he really was going back home or not.. (January 23rd)

Eleventh video - [Madeon – Home] : This was when he actually returned home after his brother Anthony found him or he just walked home. We played Minecraft and had a normal day together after such a long time of turmoil and he was his real self for once! I felt like all the heavy weight lifted and was happy beyond belief! I felt like a hero! (January 23rd)

Twelfth video - [Imagine Dragons - Demons] : This is where things changed suddenly and it got rather dark and alarming and just didn't know what was happening to him.. his brother Anthony ran into the room and started Skyping me and asked me what the **** happened to him. Ben was rushed to the hospital with 80+ lacerations all over his body. He told doctors he didn't do it to himself and had an unusually high amount of white blood cells while being screened by several doctors and healed only in a few hours. He also seemed to lose himself and Anthony exclaimed that he seemed like a completely different person to him. He was released in just 4 hours after the incident. I had thoughts it was possession or influence after all that.. It was just crazy and didn't make sense to me! (January 24th)

Thirteenth video - [Ghosts] : Had a talk on Skype with "his other self" where a mention of spirits started to be involved and what must be done for Ben.. I thought it was his schizophrenic / bi-polar thoughts talking to me and I tried to stay respectful to him after some advice I got online until the big picture started to become clear later on.. (January 26th)

Fourteenth video - [Manse ft. Cornelia Jakobs - We Come Alive ] : This was when he seemed to have turned around and was himself yet again. (January 28th)

Fifteenth video - [Thimlife ft. Vanessa Lani - Hold Your Hands] : This basically shows the story of Ben and Chelsea.. How much he wants her. Or really.. how much the AC spirit wants her because his love Carley is a spirit attached to her... yes spiritual love is all 'HE' wants... (It can pretty much be anywhere in this playlist)

Sixteenth video - [Feenixpawl & APEK - Quicksand] : This shows how much Chelsea is a part of him without her being there and that they should be together like two parts of a broken heart, "keep pulling me under and we can't be torn apart", "The key to unlocking the heart" - Chelsea's heart and her trust for him. "Slowly sinking into your quicksand" - "his" thoughts of her and why she is connected. He also found out she was in the hospital on the 26th of January which also didn't help his situation.. (January 28th - This could also be anywhere in the playlist as well)

Seventeenth video - [Tom Swoon & Kerano ft. Cimo Fränkel - Here I Stand] : This was where Chelsea came back to Ben for a period of time and that she came out of the hospital after nearly killing herself.. It was amazing to find out about her coming back for a a little while with Ben and to see her join the MC server again. It was a hard road thus far and I thought things were going to be better now. (January 29th)

Eighteenth video - [Tritonal & Cash Cash - Untouchable (BRKLYN remix)] : This is where he started to lose it again since he felt that she didn't trust him and I had to show him hope yet again but it didn't seem to work. Telling him the usual things for support even with Chelsea being back from the hospital and not being supportive of him. Trying to make me contact her and try to regain her trust with him. (January 30th)

Nineteenth video - [Culture Code & Shanahan ft. Matthew Steeper - Anyway] : This is sort of my song to him after all that we have gone through already. He told me some things that happened to him and that he is "lost" and how I still see a friend in him. It can be an encompassing song over the course of our time together too. (January 31st)

Twentyth video - [Enzo Darren feat. Delaney Jane - Adonis] : This one is quite simple showing how important Chelsea is for him. (February 2nd)

Twenty-first video - [Nero - The Thrill (Porter Robinson Remix)] : This one is about his feelings and how he seemed to be at a younger age before something terrible happened and lost all his emotion and where he started to be controlled. That they are there but he just can't at the moment. His feelings are there and it's hard to understand why he feels like this.. but he can't really explain because it all hurts for him... (February 4th)

Twenty-second video - [Galantis - Runaway (U & I)] : This was when he ran away again out into the middle of the Californian desert. It was not him doing this he said. He didn't want to be out here. He was forced to. Forced to walk to her because of the disconnect between Chelsea for awhile. He sees her as his other half with no one else to fill that role but he himself wouldn't walk to her just like that. He was controlled. He actually does not even want to be in a relationship but to just be friends.  (February 5th)

Twenty-third  video - [Ariana Grande - Thinking Bout You (GARRY Remix)] : Obviously Ben is thinking about someone with intensity again and "tried to make it through the night" - had intense insomnia, couldn't sleep and had recurrent thoughts "can't really control his mind" - had a hard time thinking correctly. "Had my eyes rolling back" - He got taken over again that night.. ... After what happened the night before on the 11th, this really hit me hard and started to lose it... (February 12th)

Twenty-fourth  video - [Sonata Arctica - Broken HD] : This song has A LOT to it and I mean A LOT!! He became completely broken that day and a lot more was revealed to me. It will be hard to explain everything in the lyrics but it shows the general story in it. "I grew up to be an unwanted weed" - he thinks he is useless and that no one cares for him.. "Ever faster the time exceeds me, little harder again to remember...you." - he has a hard time remembering his true self before he lost his friends in a school fire.. and tries to block out that thought "hope I died for the last time" - continually gets healed miraculously after something horrible happening to him. He can get poisoned and still be ok without going to a poison control center. "Morning dew on the field, where I met you" - He met her on a server on Minecraft.. "I was frozen a year, couldn't get through" - He did not remember anything for a year since he wasn't himself.. He was possessed... for a year since summer 2015 and lost his friends in a school fire before that and completely lost himself and became taken over "Got a sign, not a scar, on my shoulder, I am not quite the man you take me for" - spiritual lacerations on his skin and that he was possessed when he was with her and that Ben didn't call the Government on her or those other things at all.. "Fell in love with the weakness within me" - He didn't fall in love with it but was forced to feel that way because of her dislike for him and the disconnection.. "Tried to force me the Ring and own me" - The possessor knew that to be actively with her, he may need to step in and act as Ben. "I'd give my everything to you, follow you through the garden of oblivion." - That Ben would be with Chelsea until the ends of the Earth "If only I could tell you everything, the little things you'll never dare to ask me..." - What Ben would like to say to her but knows he can't because she is agnostic and doesn't believe in spirits "Do you really know me? I might be a God." Benjamin IS the Antichrist... the power of Satan within him and she doesn't know that when she spoke to him and things happened.. "Show me that you care and have a cry." - that Chelsea cares for Ben still but is very unsure of trusting him "How do you see me?... as the one?" Does Chelsea see him as someone special "Can you see my blood when I'm bleeding." - Can Chelsea see Ben's true suffering "How can you love this exile, and how could I desire you." - This exile.. (Antichrist, Satan's son) and that Benjamin is forced to be with her "When my pain is my pain and yours is too..." - When Chelsea is in pain, Benjamin feels it "On this deadwinter's night. Darkness becomes this child." - possessed by Satan's spirit "Bless this night with a tear. For I have none I fear..." He has no more feelings and can't even be blessed. "Little broken, always been, a part of you belongs to me." - He lost his father at the age of 5, his friends in middle school and tries to block it out but a part of him, a part of his soul lies within her and completes him as they are connected by a spiritual crystal; a crystal they both ate when they were but toddlers in ~2004 that melded into their being, into their hearts by dark forces. Activated by the spirits affecting them both from 3 years ago. He ate it on the beach near San Onofre as his big brother Anthony recalls. Although, I am unsure about Chelsea. "You were never mine to love, but this all has made it easy for me..." - It is not really Benjamin's true relationship but a spirit's, the one controlling him wanting Carley attached to Chelsea.. and being together calms them down and keeps them sane since the negative emotions will go to them making them feel depressed and oppressed. "Burning feathers, not an angel, Heaven's closed , Hell's sold out." - Satan, a fallen angel, cast out of Heaven and banished to Hell "So I walk on the earth, behind the curtains, hidden from everyone," - hidden in an unlikely possessed child, hidden by this deception.. A simple fact.. (February 13th)

Twenty-fifth  video - [Keeps Me Breathing (feat. Chloe Dolandis) - Approaching Nirvana] : I found out that the only way to keep him together, to keep him as the person that I first remembered him as, was to have Chelsea be there for him like they were in August - most importantly on Skype video. She is his everything and keeps him afloat. His life support. Literally and not merely by superstition as anyone without esoteric sense would not understand. (February 14th)

Twenty-sixth  video - [Paloma Faith - Only Love Can Hurt Like This] : Correction to: "Only love like this can hurt like this" - with metaphors abound, it shows the dark forces at work connecting Chelsea's and Benjamin's souls. The intense desire to be with her and talk to her when she joined the Wolf Den server that day. He was being held back by the AC spirit when he saw her on and didn't want the plan to get her back to fail. Feeling her pain if she cuts herself.. seeing a flash of her smiling in a gothic hooded outfit and then becoming completely paralyzed when a needle is involved. He knows that Chelsea will heal him if they got back together. (February 19th)

Twenty-seventh  video - [Darren Styles & Dougal - Don't Give Up] : This was where he was nearly giving up. He was in pain, he was tired of dealing with his life this way and he didn't want my help anymore and that is when he lost total control. The Antichrist spirit controlled him nearly to the full extent and started to pressure me that he would kill him and walk his body off into an eight lane highway or something if I didn't get Chelsea (with his love Carley attached) back to him and use extreme measures such as black mailing Chelsea's family for Ben's death and suffering - a hefty price.. if Chelsea didn't listen. At the mercy of an unstoppable tricksters game with no one with me who understood the big picture. (February 20th)

Twenty-eighth video - [The Great Dictator - Great Speech for Humanity] : This shows my thought of a world that the AC spirit (in his 'evil' form) 'AND I' wanted.. What I found out that night on February 11th of the Snow Moon, Lunar Eclipse and Comet... Why we need to start to support each other.. separate what makes us different.. show love and compassion for the fellow man! Forgiving each other. Humanity at its finest! My message from the Holy Father himself through Chaplin's amazing speech! (February 21st)

Twenty-ninth video - [Elvis Costello & The Attractions - (What's So Funny 'Bout) Peace, Love And Understanding] : I knew a world war was looming as well and this shows how simple it should be but it isn't because people either don't understand these simple values or take it for granted. What ever happened to "thou shalt not kill"? It made problems... almost irreversible problems in the world and history repeats itself.. It pains me.. vicariously watching the pain of the world and people thinking it's ok to retaliate with violence and hatred of one another... (February 21st)

Thirtieth video - [Thousand Foot Krutch - War Of Change] : I was hoping people will understand how important this all is and that a war of opposites is going on inside this child.. and that he is completely breaking..... (February 22nd)

Thirty-first video - [Aero Chord x Fractal - Until The End (feat. Q'AILA)] : I started praying for them to be together. I was in full despair that the world would be ending and the only one in the world who truly knows about this mortal danger, would die off mysteriously after HE found me when HIS mission was a failure and that my time was up.... This shows Ben's story and how their disconnect was a terrible thing and that (he "would have never got this far" without her and that "remind me of who I really am" it would reveal the real Ben full of kindness in his heart and that they should be together to the end "hold me until the end".) (February 23rd - February 26th)

Thirty-second video - [Paris Blohm - Miracle Ft. Matt Morris (Original Mix)] : I felt like I needed a miracle and Benjamin NEEDED to be with Chelsea until their natural passing. I prayed for them to be together and to be safe in all their years forever. As I prayed, a sudden thunderstorm came by that night and the lightning flashed as I started it and the thunder crashed when I finished the prayer. It was spectacular! and felt like something happened! (February 24th)

Thirty-third video - [Andrew Rayel feat. Christian Burns - Miracles (Official Music Video)] : The day Chelsea and Benjamin finally came back together. All my extreme heavy thoughts subsided and I was in shock and pure awe and happiness that everything changed in an instant! I have thanked God when they returned together as friends and prayed for this happy ending to stay with them eternally. (February 27th)

There it is. That's the story, the documentation from video to video with all my heart and soul with my truest and honest words or let God, the Holy Father smite me down and kill me right now! I cross my heart and hope to die! Alright, here is a little exercise: These words up there are spears to the normal person and you would want to avoid it but they are actually leaves in the wind for me. Let them go towards me at great speed as a test to see if I will live or not. So do I live? Of course I do! as they are just leaves hitting my face. It tickles a lot so how can I be cut by old leaves? They aren't spears dammit! That analogy is what I think of and feel when a non-believer brushes me off. I am not naive or crazy. This is not creative writing, not superstition, not bi-polar thoughts, not hypochondriac or multiple personality thoughts or anything of that nature. These are words that flow through my every being as I have tears in my eyes! Actual loving TEARS!! I wouldn't have taken the time to make this at all if I was lying. I'm too honest for that.. This documentation flat out is just for you to see the gist of what happened in the truest sense of the word and how me and Benjamin / AC felt and overcame it all. Let it be written and understood in the newest Testament, The New Testament 2 (2000s).







If you are still not believing me for some obscure reason, I have a lot more to show. Skype chat logs, snapchat texts, and images galore!

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I cry for you all.. I'm so lonely in this situation. This very real situation.... so very lonely....... so very lonely.......