[12:17:34 AM] Genji: I have a serious question though
[12:18:12 AM] Haze: ?
[12:18:33 AM] Genji: Could we survive another break up if one happened..
[12:19:06 AM] Genji: I first and foremost wouldn't want it to affect the friends around us ya know
[12:21:14 AM] Haze: yea
[12:21:43 AM] Genji: Yeah we could or..
[12:24:16 AM] Haze: Yea I understand you not wanting it to affect our friends
[12:24:22 AM] Haze: Sorry I'm in a game atm
[12:24:26 AM] Genji: Oh
[12:24:30 AM] Genji: It's cool
[12:24:44 AM] Haze: But I think so, I think the first time we dated and broke up shit just went bad
[12:24:55 AM] Genji: True
[12:26:00 AM] Haze: I dunno you know
[12:26:19 AM] Genji: Yeah
[12:27:49 AM] Haze: What do you think
[12:28:27 AM] Genji: I think we could
[12:29:10 AM] Haze: I think we are smart enough
[12:29:17 AM] Haze: chill enough even
[12:29:21 AM] *** Genji nods ***
[12:29:42 AM] Genji: Could you put up with me though?
[12:30:43 AM] Haze: If you were patient
[12:31:00 AM] Genji: I mean certain aspects of me.
[12:31:15 AM] Genji: Like my labido
[12:31:25 AM] Genji: I know you arent very physical
[12:32:06 AM] Haze: Is that something you are okay with?
[12:32:24 AM] Haze: Its not that I never want it, its an occasional thing. I like it to be special.
[12:32:42 AM] Genji: Yeah I understand that to a point.
[12:32:54 AM] Genji: Like I'm not going to force it on you.
[12:33:02 AM] Genji: But I get horny..
[12:33:45 AM] Genji: And I can't help that I do lol
[12:34:30 AM] Haze: I know.
[12:34:35 AM] Haze: I'll have to be honest with you too.
[12:34:46 AM] Genji: Okay
[12:35:45 AM] Haze: o.o
[12:36:41 AM] Genji: You said you'd have to be honest with me too
[12:39:02 AM] Haze: I meant like
[12:39:11 AM] Haze: actually convey my feelings
[12:40:06 AM] Genji: Oh
[12:40:25 AM] Genji: I thought you meant you had something to tell me -faceplam-
[12:40:50 AM] Haze: Sorry xD
[12:41:32 AM] Genji: Tbh...
[12:41:47 AM] Genji: I've been thinking about you more these last couple of days
[12:42:23 AM] Haze: How so?
[12:44:21 AM] Genji: I'll explain in a second
[12:46:37 AM] Genji: Well..
[12:46:41 AM] Genji: About us
[12:46:45 AM] Genji: If we could work
[12:46:51 AM] Genji: If it would be smart
[12:47:13 AM] Haze: o.o
[12:47:28 AM] Genji: And to put it out on the table
[12:47:34 AM] Genji: Something kinky.
[12:47:46 AM] Genji: But mainly about the serious questions.
[12:48:35 AM] Genji: >. <
[12:48:59 AM] Haze: o.o
[12:49:05 AM] Genji: Q.Q
[12:49:17 AM] Genji: Say something other than "o.o"
[12:49:26 AM] Genji: I don't know how to read that
[12:49:50 AM] Haze: Like what?
[12:49:55 AM] Haze: Explain your thoughts
[12:50:23 AM] Genji: Well
[12:50:29 AM] Genji: Mainly if we dated.
[12:50:39 AM] Genji: Would it be like it was the first time.
[12:51:02 AM] Genji: Would it end like the first time. Which is a scary thought for me.
[12:51:22 AM] Genji: Would it work out with my busy work schedule.
[12:51:47 AM] Genji: I know you need attention, but would you be able to cope with me while I'm at work.
[12:52:01 AM] Genji: And on nights I can't stay up super late.
[12:52:14 AM] Genji: As for if it would be smart.
[12:52:36 AM] Haze: Makes sense
[12:52:40 AM] Genji: I'd want you to want it as much as me.
[12:52:49 AM] Genji: Not to just not be lonely
[12:53:45 AM] Haze: I want it if It works out, and if we are going into it for the right reason. I want you to talk to me, but I'm willing to be understanding I just want you around.
[12:53:56 AM] Haze: I want you to care, and I want to know if you care. You know?
[12:54:05 AM] Genji: Absolutely.
[12:54:18 AM] Genji: Even if I can't be up your butt
[12:54:29 AM] Haze: I want this to be working for a future
[12:54:33 AM] Haze: not bullshit
[12:54:34 AM] Genji: I try and make it a point how much I care.
[12:54:39 AM] Genji: Exactly.
[12:54:52 AM] Haze: I feel like
[12:54:58 AM] Haze: I gave up to easy
[12:55:05 AM] Haze: Cause I was so hohum
[12:55:07 AM] Haze: about everything
[12:55:14 AM] Haze: I feel I have a bit more clarity now
[12:55:21 AM] Genji: You were going through shit though.
[12:55:40 AM] Genji: If we were to, I'd want you to finish with your therapy.
[12:55:52 AM] Genji: I want that to be your first priority right now.
[12:56:10 AM] Haze: it is, don't worry.
[12:56:14 AM] Genji: Not that I'm calling you crazy
[12:56:18 AM] Haze: I know
[12:56:24 AM] Genji: But I want you to get the help you need
[12:56:29 AM] Haze: My therapist is super nice and I like her a lot
[12:56:37 AM] Haze: She said it wasn't a big deal I smoked weed
[12:56:42 AM] Haze: brownie points from em
[12:56:43 AM] Haze: me
[12:56:57 AM] Genji: I told you once I'd wait for you to get the help you wanted.
[12:57:07 AM] *** Haze nods. ***