[FR] Monomania - Finale

"I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity." - Edgar Allan Poe

>Day who knows anymore in Arkhoof Aylum
>You've accepted the fact that you are one-hundred percent bonkers
>You had an episode in bed last night
>You're able to distinguish reality and fiction now
>When Fluttershy shows up, and has super strength, and an off-color mane with pinprick eyes, you know its your mind playing tricks on you
>But times like yesterday in examination-room B....it was Fluttershy for real
>Or that night in the barn after your first two episodes
>Fluttershy would keep coming to 'help' with your therapy, and when the doors closed and you two were alone, it would be rape time again
>Then she would tell the doctors you went crazy, say she would come back tomorow, and the process would start over again
>In your mind you got raped by Fluttershy
>In the real world you got raped by Fluttershy
>The universe really wanted you to get raped by Fluttershy

>You are now Nurse Oxy-cotten Candy
>You're taking notes of what he wants you to do to set up the next experiment with Anonymous
>You finish the checklist and double check it, running it by him again
>Dr.O:"Yes, thats correct"
Okay, I'll get started on it right away
>Dr.O:"I just don't understand it. He can talk about Fluttershy. He admits its all in his head. But Fluttershy comes into help him with treatment and he goes bat shit crazy on her. Do you know she reported he cursed at her, threatened to do bodily harm to her all while claiming she was raping him"
Oh my! That doesn't sound like Anon at all!
>Dr.O:"Thats what I said! But, apparently hes worse than we thought..."
You saw all of this happen?
>Dr.O:"Hm? No, but Fluttershy told me all about it."
Don't you think that'd be a little....convienient if she was actually...raping him?
>Dr.O:"You aren't possibly suggesting that the Element of Kindness is raping a mentally unstable patient, are you Miss Candy?"
No...no, of course not....just my imagination.....
>Dr.O:"Good, then go get to work on that experiment
Will do....
>You leave the room, a knot forming in your stomach

>You are now Anon
>After your morning ponderings as to where your life is going, you get out of bed
>You shit, shower, and no shave
>Your stubble has turned into a small beard by now, you really wish they trusted you with razors
>You walk to your door, ready to go get some breakfeast
>You find the knob locked, and start to panic
>You were locked in, and nobody knew!
>You didn't have any food in here, and the sink water looked hardly drinkable
>You begin to beat your fists on the door and scream for help
>Five minutes pass, and you stop beating, your hands having the beginnings of bruises on them
>You watch the clock on the wall tick by
>Slowly
>Fifthteen minutes pass
>Then twenty
>Then an hour
>Finally, you hear hooves outside the door
>You restart your banging and crying out for help

>The door unlocks, and swings inward to reveal the elderly nurse pony from two nights ago
>Shes carrying a tray with a sandwhich and a glass of water
Oh thank God you found me, I was locked in!
>She snorts in laughter
Whats so funny?
>"You. It wasn't no mistake you were locked in. You've lost your walkin' privileges. After that little episode with one of the elements your Doc said he thought it'd be better if you stayed in your room like a good little crazy"
>"Enjoy your lunch" she says, placing the tray on the table, before she exits and re-locks the door
>You stare at the sandwhich with hatred
>They're feeding you like an animal now
>And treating you like one
>Is that all you were?
>An animal in a cage?
>Something from another world that posed a threat to the ponies perfect little ways of life, that should be kept behind locked doors and white walls in a mental hospital?
>You sigh
>Fucking Octagonapus

>Noon rolls around
>The hoofsteps in the hall alert you of the presence of another being in the hall, and you hear your door rattle
>The elderly pony appears, without food
>Which is unfortunate, because you're hungry
>"Come on you, your Doc wants you down in the examination room again. Says the experiment is ready"
>Great
>Another 'Experiment'
>You follow her down some stairs and arrive at the same room as yesterday
>She leaves you at the door, and you walk in
>Octagonapus is waiting patiently inside
>You don't say anything, but take a seat in your chair
>The one with the straps
>It kind of reminds you of-
>Nope, not going there
>That time of your life was behind you
>"I trust you're wondering why I placed you on the no-walk list?"
No, I understand. Can't have the dangerous monkey walking around, now can we?
>The bitterness in your voice is almost tangeable

>"Anon..."
Save it. Lets get this test over with
>"Very well"
>He leaves the room
>You expect Fluttershy
>You receive Twilight
>"Hi Anon"
Hey, what're you doing here?
>"Do you remember, well of course you remember......look, I scanned your mind before. Invaded more like it. I didn't ask permission, and I regret it. Thats why I'm asking now. Will you let me go back into your mind Anon?"
Well, shit. I mean yeah, if its gonna help then why not?
>"Ok, good. I've altered the original spell, so now you can come in your mind too"
What? I can come with you...into my mind?
>"Not exactly, its a simulation of your mind, that has all of your memories imprinted on it"
I still don't get it
>"Magic"
Got it, lets start then.
>You watch as she strikes a pose, and purple wisps enelop your body and her horn
>You feel a pounding start in the back of your skull and work its way forward until it feels like its going to tear right out of your forehead
>Darkness poisons your vision, and you pass out

>Your cheek rests on something hard, cold and dirty
>Opening your eyes, your vision adjusts to the darkness of the room while a dank, moldy smell enters your nose
>Twilight sleeps on the floor next to you, and you give her a little nudge
>She moans in her sleep "No Princess.....not Mrs. Buzzy........"
Twilight!
>"Huh?! Wah? Oh, thanks Anon. That spell took a lot more nergy then last time."
Is this..my mind? Looks kinda shabby
>"Everybody has a different mind Anon, this must be the one that represents you. But its your mind, you could probably change it if you want"
>Hmm.
>You close your eyes, and strain your mind, focusing on the change you want to happen
>Opening your eyes, to your bewilderment, a disco ball comes down from the ceiling, and your favorite song starts playing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LB5YkmjalDg
>Twilight gives you a 'really?' look
You know Twilight, in '87, Huey released this, Fore, their most accomplished album. I think their undisputed masterpiece is "Hip to be Square", a song so catchy, most people probably don't listen to the lyrics.
>Rapidly and somewhat agitated you continue
 But they should, because it's not just about the pleasures of conformity, and the importance of trends, it's also a personal statement about the band itself

>"Wow, thats..er..awesome Anon. Now lets get down to business. The doctor asked me to find what may be making you be having these episodes, and I have an idea what time period to look in"
>She walks over to a filing cabinet and starts going through VHS tapes.
>Finding one marked 'Traumatic Experiences' she pops it into the TV in the corner
Wait, hold on!
>You close your eyes again, and when they open a 52" widescreen replaced the shitty old TV, and the VHS tapes are all DVDs
>"Are you ready now?"
Yep
>She pops the disc in
>The tape starts where it looks like a scene just ended
>"Last time I was here the last clip I saw was you and your mother leaving the doctors office, so if we continue, we might find where these horrible experiences are coming from"
>She fast forwards, while you're forced to re-live all the worst parts of your life
>The freshman formal, your Dad's funeral, and various others pass by
>Suddenly, after that time the bed wet you goes by, bright colors fill the screen and you hear a voice say "Closed Captioning for Anon's memories provided by..."
>A familiar commercial comes over the T.V.
http://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=we+buy+any+car&view=detail&mid=EF6175BBE011C8AB88C9EF6175BBE011C8AB88C9&first=0&FORM=NVPFVR
>Wut

Ummm Twilig-
>"Anon, I really have no bucking clue what just happened so please don't ask"
Okay
>You continue to watch until you get up to...oh no
>You'd forgotten about this
>The night it happened
>You were fourteen
>You uncle had been staying with you since that he'd lost his trailer to that gang of clowns in a game of twister, and he'd been drinking
>You knew about his past, but you had never imagined that he would do that to you....
>And heres the part with the straps and the bindings
>You look over at Twilight, and her face is frozen in horror
>Tears begin to stream down your face
>You can't take this memory anymore
>You thought you could block it out, but you just couldn't
>You press eject on the DvD player, and grab the disc
>You raise it above your head, and somewhere else, miles away from you but also just inches away, you hear Twilight scream
>"Anon, NO!"
>Its too late

>You bring the disc down with the force of 1000 suns x mach kenyans, and it smashes into peices on the ground
>The worst memories of your childhood begin to slip away
>You couldn't remember who you went to freshman formal with, or why that was so bad
>You don't remember when you saw your dad last, but it'd been awhile
>You see the image of your uncles face with a clown nose on fade away, and wonder what that was all about
>Twilight looks at you with concern
>"You just destroyed those memories Anon! They're gone! like gone gone! Forever!"
But Twilight, its labeled worst of the worst, and if that was what was making me crazy, isn't a good thing they're gone?
>"I...I......"
>She looks up with new hope in her eyes
"I guess you're right"
Look, I don't know what I saw on that disc that made me want to smash it, but if it was that bad then I'm glad I don't remember. Lets get out of here and go tell Doctor Octagonapus the good news
>You prepare to teleport back to the real world whilst Twilight's horn starts glowing
>You take a last look around and notice a filing cabinet marked Fluttershy in the corner
>You open your mouth to tell Twilight to wait, but its too late
>Too late to show her the videos of you
>Fucking Fluttershy
The End