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- >You take another swig of the bottle on the table.
- >Funny thing about alcohol.
- >There are times you remember where it would rejuvenate you- dinners, tastings, small gatherings of close friends...
- >Your wedding night.
- >Oh god, your wedding night.
- >The scent of wine from the reception is pungent, to say the least.
- >You’d managed to sneak a bottle from the bar and keep it close for a large part of the reception.
- >The speeches seemed to blur by until your father finally found the bottle and confiscated it.
- >You remember wondering how he’d finish the rest of it on his own, cuz he didn’t drink.
- >That wasn’t important, however.
- >You remember the vows you’d given to Doug that night.
- >To follow him wherever for as long as you’d live.
- >The only other time you remember being that happy was receiving your Doctorate.
- >The promise of becoming everything you’d been helped towards achieving, with the freedom from your parents’ stricter rule.
- >Damned if it didn’t help you though.
- >...
- >Another funny thing about alcohol.
- >It had a keen tendency to keep you in the state of mind as if nothing had happened.
- >Anything to keep your mind off the hospital would be amazing right now.
- >Wait.
- >There’s a bottle right there.
- >Damn, you’re smart.
- >Everyone said you were, ever since you were a girl.
- >You’ve never had any reason to not believe them.
- >But if you’re so smart why did today go down the way it did?
- >What went down today even?
- >oh yeah.
- >You take another siwg.
- >It’s funny, sober you wouldn’t be able to go ten feet without crying.
- >Heh.
- >You’re glad for a brief moment.
- >Just as it begins…
- >it ends.
- >Yuo can’t even remember the last time you had to make the call you made today.
- >not like there was anything you could do.
- >...
- >But youre you.
- >This genius of a girl everyone said could go anywhere and do anything
- >The girl whose parents helped and oversaw her every step towards medicinal competense.
- >those square fuckers.
- >...
- >Dammit.
- >You wanted to be so much more than what you are now.
- >A savior.
- >A caretaker.
- >When something like today happens though
- >What could you do?
- >if you can’t save her, you can’t save anything.
- >and you couldn’t saev him.
- >you try to take another swig, but only a few specks of that bitter, putrid drink reach your tongue.
- >...
- >whoops.
- >you dropped it.
- >the shattering sound is almost harmonic, tiny pieces of glass scattering themselves across your tile floore.
- >You want to get up, but you don’t feel like walking.
- >you’d probably trip and cut yourself all over.
- >pffft.
- >you know cuts.
- >you can deal with a few.
- >They’re basically your ... life.
- >well, at least there’s no mopping to do.
- >but damned if your smart ass can’t get across the kitchen floor.
- >besides
- >You’re only as drunk as you think you are.
- >That’s a fact.
- >you think.
- >Made sense when you thought about it.
- >you take a step.
- >fuck
- >you’re on the ground
- >shitshithhithtithithisShit
- >you can fix this.
- >you’re a licensed surgeon.
- >anything you want to accomplish, you can.
- >...well.
- >apparently not everything.
- >that’s when you see her.
- >Connie.
- >She’s in her nightie- looking wide-eyed at something behind you.
- >oh wait.
- >Shit.
- >”Mom...?”
- “...Hello, Connie.”
- >”I don’t think I’ve ever heard you talk like that.”
- >wait
- >did you say that out loud?
- >shit.
- >”Mom, you need to stop.”
- >SHIT.
- >”MOM!”
- “Go to bed, Connie”
- >”Mom, I heard about what happened.”
- >Well
- >Sober you would be dead in your tracks
- >”Everyone in the ICU told me about how he was when he came in. I don’t think it’s possible to fix a hole like the one he had.”
- >Um, yes it was.
- >The process is terrifyingly painful, but you can in fact fix holes made by steel pipes.
- >wait
- >she has no medical experience
- >pffft
- “I’ll be fine, Connie. Get some sleep.”
- >she gives you a worried look.
- >and promptly power-walks out of the kitchen.
- >you’re still on the ground.
- >you shouldn’t have smiled as you said that.
- >...
- >you think you’re about done being drunk for tonight.
- >which means tomorrow the you face your music.
- >damn.
- >you decide to pass out on the kitchen floor.
- >best to just let the hangover take its course.
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