A Taste of Nothing

>You awake with a constant throbbing in your head.
>Why did Rainbow even fucking bring up this stupid idea?
>How are you going to do this?
>It's going to hurt them so bad.
>Wait.
>Think about how they've hurt you.
>All that rape torture for years.
>Constant fetish guessing, rape attempts, sexual harassment...
>You get up with your hand on your head.
>Then walk into the bathroom and do your routine.
>After finishing and getting dressed, you go downstairs and sit on the couch.
>Alright.
>So.
>What are you going to tell them?
>You already know what you're going to say, but how to do it is the problem.
>And just how everything else has gone wrong in some way or another, there is a knock on the door before you even think of something to say.
"Fuck... Here we go."
>You stand and go to the door.
>When you open it, they all come inside and sit on different furniture in the living room.
>All facing you.
>Expecting to be loved.
>Each one of them screaming for you on the inside.
>But...
>But...
>"You alright Sugarcube?"
"No. I'm not alright."
>You look to all of them.
"I don't know how to say this..."
>Twilight smiles warmly at you, "Just say what you're thinking Anon."
"Alright give me a second to gather my thoughts."
>You look up at the ceiling and think.
>There's no easy way to do it.
>So fuck it.
>You look back at them.
"Look, I'm just going to say it flat alright? You will not find any shit up this bull's ass."
>They each agree in some way.
"I don't want to be with any of you."
>Twilight's once happy smile fades, "W-What?"
"What's the point? If I choose one of you, the other five are heartbroken. AND even if I did choose one of you, then I'd have to deal with your fucking problems!"
>Fluttershy snivels a little and backs into the couch.
"I don't want to have to deal with the fact that AJ's parents are dead, with Fluttershy's awkward shyness, Pinkie's misunderstanding of how a relationship should be, Rarity's miscarriage, how Rainbow lost her mother, or when Twilight fucked up a Gala! Seriously, how do you think telling me all of that would persuade me to love any of you?! That just gives me more reason not to!"
>With each sentence Fluttershy and Pinkie back further into the couch.
>Rainbow has tears in her eyes and an open mouth as she flies there.
>Applejack says nothing but simply watches.
>So does Rarity.
>Twilight has a sad look on her face.
"The only thing that I gained from learning all this sobstory shit is that each one of you is fucked up in your own way. But I guess that doesn't surprise me considering before this week you were all desperately trying to rape me!"
>All of them are silent as they stare at you.
>AJ takes off her hat and comes closer to you, "Anon Ah-"
"I don't care. You all said you would leave me alone when I decide. I choose no one. Now get out of my house."
>Rainbow zooms out and the others run out crying.
>It's better this way.
>You shut the door after them.
>Fuck.
>Forced them to go to find their own mates and stop fighting over one.
>They'll hurt at first but eventually they'll find others.
>That was the best you could have done for them... And yourself.
>Right?