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- > Me, 17.
- > At friend's house, playing video games and hanging out
- > Have to shit really bad
- > It's taco bell shits.
- > The kind that are really greasy, and takes forever to wipe
- > Like, 16 ft. of TP and leaving streaks the whole way through
- > Say BRB and hit the bathroom
- > Start releasing the colon-ctuhlhu a fraction of a sec before my ass ham-slapped the toilet seat
- > Sweet relief.
- > Reach for TP, saw roll was all used up.
- > Look around. no TP. Anywhere.
- > Stranded on the 1st floor of his house without a single square.
- > Too awkward to yell for help
- > Look around for alternative wipe ammo
- > 2 things:
- > His dad's new car mag
- > And his mom's bible
- > Faced with an ultimatum
- > Dad's huge, loves cars, and prone to aggressiveness
- > Mom's a sweet lady, very small and soft-spoken, would feel heavy bad if I did that to her
- > Dad could kick my ass
- > Also, doesn't give a damn about religion
- > I rip a few pages from the middle of the old testament
- > Christians don't read that shit
- > Paper is thin, getting lots of papercuts in my ass crack
- > 10 pages later, I'm clean
- > Pulling up pants when a seond wave hit
- > Don't even have time to flush toilet
- > Poo lasagna mode engaged
- > After 3rd round, I sat for another 20 min just to make sure everything was out
- > By now my friend is outside the door asking if I'm OK
- > Just say I'll be out in a few, just passing some used burritos
- > Clean myself up for the 4th and final time
- > By now, about 1/4 of the old testament was noticeably gone
- > Toilet has more in it than his plumbing can handle
- > After 3rd round, I sat for another 20 min just to make sure everything was out
- > By now my friend is outside the door asking if I'm OK
- > Just say I'll be out in a few, just passing some used burritos
- > Clean myself up for the 4th and final time
- > By now, about 1/4 of the old testament was noticeably gone
- > Toilet has more in it than his plumbing can handle
- > Have to act fast, he's outside the door
- > Tried plunging, but there's too much paper
- > This time I make sure there's some antibacterial soap by the sink
- > Hands can be washed
- > Roll up sleeves and reach into toilet to start hand-pulping the solid mass
- > as I'm on my knees processing the Purina Romney Chow…
- > I notice the full roll of toilet paper that was sitting on the toilet backing the whole time
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- > flush toilet with elbow, starts over flowing
- > half-pages of old testament smeared with shit scattering across the floor
- > rip the lid off the tower desperately trying to unstick the cheap-ass plumbing
- > tank empties and something I did fucked it up
- > Toilet starts making really loud gurgly chainsaw sound
- > Friend starts pounding on door yelling, what am i doing
- > Over the span of 40 seconds, the sound gets louder and deeper
- > turns into a grinding sound wearing down, then stops
- > whole time in shock with my shit covered hands on my forehead
- > friend kicks down door, yelling.
- > Stops mid sentence, staring at me
- > I'm wide eyed, smeared with shit on my face and hands
- > there's some on my jeans
- > heavily brown tinted water and soggy pages of old testament coating the floor
- > mom's bible sitting forgotten on floor, soaked with shit water
- > By now, I hear his parent's footsteps coming down the hall
- > Friend is standing there staring, doesn't know what to do
- > His mom comes in, shocked, starts tearing up and whimpering a bit
- > "My grandmother gave me that bible a month before she died of cancer"
- > His dad comes in a few seconds later
- > Shocked, but sees the bible pages and starts laughing
- > Starts walking away, still laughing
- > He screams at the end of the hall way
- > "Anon, you are FUCKED"
- > Friend's mom starts wailing and crying
- > "Why did you do that, anon?"
- > Over and over, hysterical
- > I start crying too, but I look like a pissed off baboon when I cry
- > She thinks I'm sneering at her and walks away crying harder
- > I hear his dad cracking a beer in the kitchen
- > I turn to friend and say "look, I can--"
- > Punched me in the face, cheekbone stinging
- > Grabs me by the hood of my jacket and forces me out of his house
- > See his mom bawling and picking up a phone as we pass
- > Out on street, a mile from my house, no ride, covered in shit and paper
- > I start walking back to my house
- > 30 min later, a lady stops and asks if I need a ride, I get in
- > Lady starts driving
- > Get self conscious about the shit drying on me
- > She's making small talk
- > A minute later she smells the shit stank and looks at me
- > She pulls over to the side hard, my head hits the window
- > She starts screaming at me in Chinese, gesturing for me to get out
- > Yeah, she was asian, but she had perfect new englad accent, surprised the shit out of me
- > Get out of car
- > Later, a fat guy in a pickup truck asked where I was going
- > Offered to let me hop in the cargo bed
- > Get ride home
- > Sneak past parents and take shower
- > Try to call friend over and over to explain myself, no answer
- > 4th try, my friend answered and screamed at me to stop, then hung up
- > Over next week, I notice neighbors and classmates looking at me a lot
- > Start hearing "mom hater", "satan boy" and "Ass Testament" behind my back
- > Nicknames spread through school like wild fire
- > Younger kids I've never talked to and barely ever looked at coming up to me and saying them to my face
- > One of my closest female friends who is christian got distant and eventually stopped talking with me
- > Story gets to the teachers, a few days later I get called into principal's office
- > Superintendant is there
- > Tells me they're expelling me for "gross ridicule of religious beliefs"
- > Mom and dad find out
- > Mom starts acting weird around me
- > More tense, looks at me a lot
- > Feels like she thinks she doesn't know me
- > Dad thinks I'm just being deviant and I need strict structure and reform
- > 2 hours later, he's on the phone with and army recruiter, volunteering me for boot camp
- > Fast forward to bootcamp
- > It's alright at first
- > First couple days were sore but a few days in, my body starts going with it
- > One day, I get a package from some anon's at my old school
- > It was a stack of pictures of me, photoshopped to look like I was wiping my ass with a bible
- > On the back of each picture there's a nickname
- > Overly curious guy comes over and takes them from me
- > A few minutes later whole barracks is sharing the pictures and laughing their asses off
- > A couple of them even found out my friend's email and asked for the story
- > Later, I notice one of the other guys looking at me a lot
- > I find out he comes from an ultra-conservative family and he hates me for what I did
- > He bumps into me later and I try to make small talk
- > When no one else was listening, he told me that if we were ever in combat, he would shoot me and say it was arabs
- > Start noticing the drill seargents singling me out
- > One day we start training with live ammo
- > Day of training with live ammo, go to bathroom in the morning
- > Barely notice everyone is watching me
- > On toilet, realize that all the paper's been removed, and there's nothing in the room except for a bible
- > Start yelling, get laughter in response
- > everyone goes to training, leaves me there
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- > I start ripping pages from that motherfucker and wiping like no tomorrow
- > Paper cuts make my anus bleed
- > Blood starts dripping everywhere, can't put on uniform without staining it
- > Rip out a stack of pages and roll them up, put it in my crack like a hotdog in a bun
- > Ripped out some more pages and fashioned myself a makeshift King James diaper
- > Wear it under uniform
- > Audibly crinkly, but I'm going to be late for training
- > Hope we're shooting again
- > Turns out to be marching in formation before weapons training
- > 10 minutes in the drill sergeant notices the sound
- > Drill sargeant makes us stop and asks who is reading the paper
- > The guys start looking at me
- > Drill sergeant makes me jog in place
- > Loud crinkling
- > Asks what the hell that sound is
- > Throat closes, can't answer
- > Orders me to drop my pants
- > King James Diaper exposed to the world
- > He swears low, and tells me to run 200 laps around the boot camp
- > No choice, do it
- > Half an hour later, I'm running through the less visible wooded side of the camp
- > None other than mr. Jesus Avenger, who said he would kill me if he could get away with it, pops out from behind a bush
- > He's got a bottle of jack daniels in one hand and a handgun in another
- > Smacks me in the face with the bottle and shoots me in the foot
- > Pours bottle over my face and in my mouth while I was screaming
- > Runs away
- > Drill Sergeant comes looking for me
- > Incident gets logged and investigated
- > Turns out Jesus boy fed them a bullshit story
- > Said I've been harassing him about his religion
- > and mocking him by defacing his bible
- > I get discharged for religious intolerance, drinking, and recklessness
- > Found out later he only got a formal warning about going AWOL in the army
- > Move back in with parents
- > Dad's disappointed in me and mom won't talk to me
- > Start putting out job applications
- > My name and story have spread, and no business around town wanted anything to do with me
- > A month later, dad thinks I'm a bum and haven't been looking for a job
- > Kicks me out
- > Homeless, I start drifting.
- > This was probably the worst point in my life, but it gets better from here
- > Become a vagrant for 2 years
- > Dehumanizing and disgusting at first
- > Got food from homeless programs during the day
- > Went drifter and started going town to town on foot
- > Eventually, digging through garbage when I got hungry at night
- > First winter, I met and became friends with 2 other drifters
- > They're names were Bub and Shaky.
- > He's called Shaky because he drank so much it fucked his motor functions
- > Bub's girlfriend died of a heroin overdose 3 months before
- > Met them under a bridge on the outside of town
- > We traveled together and kept each other company
- > Wake up in the middle of the night once to a weird sound
- > Saw they were sucking each other's dicks
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- > Go back to sleep
- > A month later, they tried to kill me
- > Bub, Shaky and I were walking through a town one day
- > See a $50.00 bill
- > We're all thinking "booze!"
- > I want Jim Beam, but shaky's an alcoholic
- > Wants as much cheap 6.00 vodka as 50 can get
- > Fuck you, I found it
- > Bub comes at me with a half pair of scissors
- > out of fucking nowhere
- > He stabs me twice in the leg, grabs the money
- > Dirty ass pals run away
- > Never see them again
- > 3 days later get a fever from infection
- > Collapse on somebody's stoop for a few hours
- > Pus from the wounds seeping through my torn dirty jeans
- > A cop pulls up and tells me to keep walking
- > Try to stand up, leg hurts too much
- > Cop comes over and yanks me to my feet
- > Yells "get moving"
- > Throws me forward, I grab my leg in pain
- > Wounds are open and bleeding again
- > Cop finally sees my condition
- > He takes me to the homeless shelter the next town over
- > Doesn't say a word to me the whole way
- > At shelter, a cute redhead comes in with a first aid kit and a box of gloves
- > She seemed upbeat and genuinely sorry about my wounds
- > First time being treated like a human by a female in a long time
- > Sprout boner, throbbing in pants
- > She sees, vague look of disgust flashes over her face
- > I feel bad and apologize
- > She laughs nervously and treats my wounds
- > Gives me a tube of topical antibiotic
- > Tells me it won't get me high and is only worth a couple bucks
- > So much for being treated like human
- > After a couple days the wounds start to heal
- > Shelter gives the boot, and I get back to drifting
- > Fast forward a few months and it's winter
- > Wandering through a new, more urban town, it's 1:00 AM
- > Roads are empty
- > Found a winter jacket just my size in a goodwill donation bin
- > Walking along, I see a lady on a corner
- > I know she's a hooker, but she's barely wearing anything
- > It's freezing out, she's shivering
- > I go up to her and say hi
- > She asks if I got cash - no
- > Tells me to fuck off, sounds tired
- > Offer my jacket, she looks at me strange for a few seconds
- > Says she can't cover up on the job
- > Thanks me anyways and smiles
- > She's not all that skanky looking
- > A little worn, but there was still a spark of dignity
- > I stayed and made small talk with her
- > keep her mind off the cold
- > Around 3 AM a dirty Pontiac pulls up
- > Heavy set latin guy at the wheel, screams for Denise
- > Her name was Denise
- > Gives me the thousand yard stare and asks if I'm a customer
- > I say no, he tells me to fuck off
- > As I walk away, he starts smacking her and asking who I was
- > Throws her in the car
- > Wonder about her all day
- > Sleep in vacant ally
- > The next night, I came back to that corner and she was there
- > She had a black eye, and was counting bills on the sly
- > Cautious at first, she says Sam will cut us both up if he sees me again
- > I tell her I'm passing through
- > Sit behind a box in the alley behind her out of sight
- > We talk all night, between customers
- > Almost 3, she tells me to get lost before Sam comes around
- > I take off
- > It goes on like this for almost a month
- > We form a bond, we're friends
- > The drifter and the hooker
- > She jokes that there should be a kids show based on us
- > One day Sam came rolling up in his pontiac a few hours early
- > Sam pinned me against the wall and pointed a gun at me
- > Asked calmly who I was
- > I'm anon, just a drifter
- > Try to tell him I'm only friends with Denise
- > He's got 2 guys with him, they search me for swindled money
- > There is non
- > He figures I'm not scoring free poon, I'm too filthy
- > Drops me, kicks me, and tells me to fuck off
- > Says I'm tainting the product
- > Says he'll shoot me if he sees me there again
- > I dropped in on Denise the next night for only 20 seconds
- > I said good bye and walked away
- > I never saw her again
- > A week later I'm on the edge of the urban side of town eating a can of tuna
- > I see Sam's pontiac driving towards me
- > I duck into an alley, and he stops the car
- > I hear several people behind me, running
- > They catch up and tackle me
- > I roll over, Sam's staring at me, breathing real heavy
- > He pulls out a gun and sits on a crate
- > Lights a cigarette, and catches his breath
- > Eyes locked whole time
- > Finally he says something
- > "Denise is the only reason I'm not killing you today"
- > Turns out she made up a bunch of shit to not get me killed
- > Among those claims are "expert smuggler looking for work
- > Told him I was around all the time, I'm that sneaky
- > My mind shits itself a little bit when he asks me if I want to make 2 grand
- > Hell yes
- > Gives me a bubble wrap manilla folder and told me to take it to the other side of town
- > Didn't trust his guys to not get shot
- > Told me he'd kill me on the spot if I refused
- > Naturally, I accepted
- > Told me if I don't go through with it he'd kill Denise
- > I told him I would do it
- > Gives me folded napkin with an address and "Yellow Beatle" written on it
- > I GTFO
- > When I get to the address there's 2 chinese guys sitting in a beatle.
- > I go up to the window
- > One sees me, pulls out a gun
- > I stop and pull the envelope out of my coat
- > Window rolls down
- > I hand him the package and walk away
- > A few blocks down, I hear yelling and tires burning out
- > Turn around, the beetle is rushing at me
- > Passenger with gun pointed out the window
- > I hit the ground as they drive past, then tuck down a side road
- > After a while, I think I lost them
- > Walking over bridge over river, gonna hide out until I know they're gone
- > Halfway across the bridge the beatle reappears
- > I try to run, but get a bullet in the leg
- > Car stops, asian guy gets out
- > Nobody else around
- > Picks me up by collar, but it rips
- > Grabs me by the neck and shoots me twice in the stomach
- > Throws me over the rail
- > OHSHITOHSHIT is the only thing in my mind as I hit the icy water 10 feet below
- > I remember floating downstream, into the wilderness flanking the urbanized town
- > Trying desperately to stay afloat
- > I got really tired and weak, lost feeling in my arms and legs bumping against rocks
- > Last thing I saw was a dot of light onshore, ahead
- > Wake up.
- > I'm covered in a brown fleece blanket right next to a roaring fire
- > I stand up. My worn clothes are hanging from a stick, drying
- > There's a pair of damp moccasins by the fire, drying
- > I look around in a daze. I hear the river rushing a few yards away
- > There's a fucking teepee pitched under an oak tree
- > And a fucking indian standing outside of it, smoking pot
- > I try to get up, he tells me to lay and get warm or I'll die
- > I lay back down and fall asleep
- > A few seconds later, he's shaking me awake
- > Tells me it's dangerous to go to sleep that cold
- > Turns out the indian, this balding middle aged guy with pot and glasses, is named Hector.
- > Hector tells me he's making a spiritual journey on foot to Arizona
- > He's full Navajo and wants to meet his relatives in a reserve
- > Asks if I want to join him
- > Say yes, free pot
- > We spent the next 6 months walking to Arizona.
- > At first, I took him for a guy in a midlife crisis, but as we traveled, we bonded
- > Taught me how to hunt and fish, and keep myself clean in the wilderness
- > How to craft my own clothes and supplies from the fat of the land
- > Once we got to the desert regions, he taught me how to survive like a navajo
- > He came from a U.S. background, but he's definitely done his research
- > One day, we found a peyote plant
- > He was really happy, and asked if I wanted the spiritual awakening from his people
- > Bastard got all mystic on me and told me I would find my spirit guide
- > In the moment, I agree
- > Being high on peyote was the most surreal thing I've ever experience
- > Strange, soothing sounds all around
- > Time and space keep rearranging themselves
- > I see a temple made out of eyes
- > A fox tapped me on the shoulder then ran inside
- > I followed
- > There's a human figure made out of water standing next to me
- > We walk the same and moved the same
- > In the temple there was a roll of toilet paper
- > My mind went into this weird, highly perceptive loop
- > Weird moment of clarity in the insanity forming all around me
- > I realize in this moment the strange nature of life
- > A spiral of events, spurred by a single missed roll of toilet paper
- > This is fucking insane
- > I'm doing peyote in the desert with a drug-addict native american because of TP
- > What the hell happened
- > The rest of the high was an ocean of blurred images and colors
- > Forgot my revelation until much later
- > The next day, we reach the reserve
- > When we walked into the reserve, we got funny looks
- > Half-native outsider with a scruffy white guy
- > Apprehension begins to fade once we introduced ourselves to a group of elders outside a trailer
- > It's sunset, there's a cool breeze blowing
- > There's a smattering of Hogans and decorated trailers throughout the reserve
- > They let us stay, if we told our stories
- > Hector told his; he was a technician in a medium town yearning for his roots
- > I told my story, and they laughed
- > We stayed the night
- > Then the next night
- > Nights turn to weeks, to months
- > It's weird being accepted after all this
- > When we first arrived and got the full affect of the reserve, I don't think it was entirely what Hector was expecting
- > He was looking forward to nature and mysticism. The reserve has modernized a bit
- > There was Navajo artwork, food, and stories, but we had cable TV, internet, and plumbing
- > He was a bit disappointed, but reconciled
- > Tells me "if you're going to chase your dreams, you have to be ready for disappointment"
- > The people are nice
- > Let us stay
- > Eventually I get a job in a nearby town, call center
- > Started taking community college classes online for IT
- > Studying A+ certification
- > Get a job with a tech firm, on salary 26,000 a year starting
- >During my stay at the reserve and subsuquent success, I caught the interest of a native girl my age
- > Her name's Marissa
- > Save money, decide it's time to leave
- > I donate a few thousand to the reserve as a thank you
- > Get airline ticket back to my hometown, where Marissa and I had an apartment and jobs lined up
- > Looking forward to seeing my parents
- > Planning surprise visit
- > Look out window, watching the country fly by below me
- > Clear sky
- > Remember back on how I walked across the land
- > Not mad about anything
- > Happy and amazed at how things turned out
- > Settling into apartment and job
- > I'm clean cut and wearing a suit
- > Go back to my parent's old house
- > Mom answers the door, looks at me for a few seconds
- > Faints
- > When she came to, she started crying and hugging and kissing me
- > My dad couldn't even believe I was really there
- > Dad sheds tears - first time in my life I've ever seen him do that
- > A million apologies and excuses
- > Said that a few days after he kicked me out he had a change of heart
- > Couldn't find me
- > 2 years later, thought I was dead
- > One of the happiest moments of my life
- > Had another moment of happiness 3 weeks later at work
- > Three weeks later, I'm at work, working on a queue of PC repairs
- > Notice the name attached to one machine labeled "Bad RAM"
- > The name is of my old friend, the one who's house this started in
- > I replace the RAM, and boot it up
- > Proxy string a bunch of CP, beast and other nasty depravities onto his HDD
- > Hide the folder, power down, repackage
- > Later, I do some research and find he's now minister of a local church
- > Evil smile
- > Place a phone call to the authorities, informing them of what I found
- > Next day, his mug shot is in the paper
- > Find out he's going to prison, excommunicated from church, and his wife and kids are leaving him
- > Kids going to child psychologist to see if he touched them
- > His life falls to shit
- > He never finds out who did it to him, witness protection
- > The vicious nature of life comes full circle, bitch.
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