28th of November, year 2014



It's been a long time since i've made a long message. Haha wala lang bored lang naman ako.
Di ko rin alam sasabihin ko pero napagtripan ko lang haha di ko rin alam sasabihin ko, and i dont even know how long can  this get. Haha yung grammar ko, sorry kung baliko if ever.


Hindi ako mapakali kanina pa haha wala naman akong kinain and i'm very bored
naisip ko nga ren na kung gaano ako ka awkward nung last na nagsend ng ganto haha ang awkward ko nun at kung ano anong mga kabullshitan na sinasabi ko haha grabe di ko talaga alam kung ano reaksyon mo nun since i don't even know how to keep my feelings to myself haha masyado akong madaldal at assumera. Di ko nga ren alam kung ano pinapahiwatig ko din nun since yoko rin naman magka jowa agad (wow ha feeler)

Haha wala naalala ko lang. Minsan nga gusto ko mapa facepalm nun sa sobrang bwiset since hindi ko na pwede bawiin sinabi ko, yung para bang gusto ko rin na hindi nalang kita nakilala at ewan. Whatever.

Para maiba naman, pinastebin ko to kasi baka may maidagdag ako haha kasi pag facebook hindi ko feel haha i feel like it's not me pag duon ako nagsesend ng long message.

Di ako mapakali ngayon thats why im writing and siguro to put my mind in ease.



I don't know, but i really want to meet you soon, yung parang makakausap talags kita ung di na awkward haha (pero kung awkward parin and if we're not ready to really meet each other haha ok lang)

Feeling ko kasi iba ung feeling pag nakausap na talaga kita ng harapan and it's my goal to meet you (i know we almost see each other everyday pero parang may barrier hehe ewan nililimitahan ko sarili ko and awkward pag maraming nakakakita na kinakausap kita hehe) since you've been a great part of my life kasi biruin mo


If we didn't meet each other on the internet,

I might be dead (literally) and i don't know what will happen to you.



Im just fucking curious why i have entrusted many things to you (my trust and such) since naging crush kita noon tapos you've proven me that you're just more than it. A friend, a brother, and everything in between.



Thank

You



Very


Much





-Auf Wiedersehen,

Elysa


P.s: yung red velvet mo, last day of 3rd periodic ko siguro mabibigay


P.p.s:  decode mo yung mga binary or morse code na sinesend ko pag may time keke