A few rational thoughts since i'm calmer now

Uh so.. now that i've calmed down. What do I do? I'll just let time pass and let things happen I guess. Mj is there for me. I feel really awful for everything I've done to Catherine though, I'm not going to be okay with myself for a while. Meh, maybe I'm completely wrong and she does actually want me in her life and she does really care and she just didn't understand but does now and can look past things, it'll be a process but it'll work.
[edit: please fate just let me get another chance.. this is the only one that i need]