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  1. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:19, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  2. > What about ME?! Am I not allowed to be a little selfish just once?! I did EVERYTHING for other people's sakes! All I get back is pain and sadness! I'M done! I'M sad! And I'M ending it!
  3.  
  4. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:23, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  5. > Why am I not allowed to do what I want for ONCE?!
  6.  
  7. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:25, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  8. > I don't want you to die...I don't want to lose someone close to my heart again I don't want to be broken without you
  9.  
  10. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:27, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  11. > Fine...Fucking...Fine! I'll do what someone else wants again!! Because who needs MY oppinion RIGHT?!
  12.  
  13. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:29, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  14. > I don't even care anymore!!
  15.  
  16. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:31, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  17. > Don't apoligize!! Don't feel selfish!! Don't look at me!! Don't feel sorry for me!! I. DON'T. CARE!
  18.  
  19. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:34, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  20. > .....
  21.  
  22. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:39, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  23. > Continue using me as your fucking slave!! Continue ignoring my feelings!! Continue pretending to care!! Why should you even try to act like a friend to ME right?! RIGHT?!
  24.  
  25. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:40, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  26. > I never said I was acting....I do care...but I don't want to lose you too...
  27.  
  28. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:48, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  29. > I guess I was right when I called myself a scumbag
  30.  
  31. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:50, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  32. > Explain already damnit!!
  33.  
  34. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:51, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  35. > If I never talked to you, you'd have none of your current problems, you'd still be a normal girl with a normal life, I can't even let you go now I'm the worst kind of person
  36.  
  37. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:54, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  38. > Oh it's not just you!! Almost everyone uses me as a motherfucking footstool!!! How am I supposed to fucking support MYSELF when everyone I know is acting like I'm their safety net?! I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE!!
  39.  
  40. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:56, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  41. > Then I'll trade places then, I'll help you up even if you say its pointless I'll try
  42.  
  43. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:56, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  44. > You don't need to know my problems or care I just need you
  45.  
  46. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:58, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  47. > Good fucking job!! You lasted 2 seconds!! You ALREADY need me!!!
  48.  
  49. Op 23-05-2015, om 21:59, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  50. > I don't need you for help or anything I just need you to know how you feel
  51.  
  52. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:01, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  53. > How do I feel?...How do I feel you ask?! I'm angry and annoyed and sad and depressed and broken and just completely INSANE!! I feel like I LOST MY SANITY!!!
  54.  
  55. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:03, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  56. > ...how long have you felt like this?
  57.  
  58. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:07, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  59. > For almost my ENTIRE LIFE!! EVERYONE has been working me to the BONE!! Beating me untill I CAN'T STAND ANYMORE!! Hitting and torturing me!! Making me consious of how motherfucking USELESS I AM!! I'M SO SICK OF IT!!!
  60.  
  61. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:07, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  62. > You're not useless
  63.  
  64. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:10, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  65. > The tiny bit of sanity I had DIED together with Sophia and Mia!!! THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT DIDN'T DEPEND ON OR USE ME LEFT MY SIDE FOREVER!!
  66.  
  67. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:10, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  68. > .....
  69.  
  70. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:11, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  71. > Do you have ANY idea how MANY nights I've spend CRYING AND WANTING TO JUST END IT?!
  72.  
  73. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:12, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  74. > But NO!! I'd drop all those people!!! I'M NOT ALLOWED TO JUST HAVE PEACE!!!
  75.  
  76. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:12, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  77. > Why did you keep it all in? I...someone could've tried to help
  78.  
  79. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:13, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  80. > NO ONE CARED!! I told so many people!! EVEN FUCKING THERAPISTS THOUGHT I WAS OVERREACTING!!!
  81.  
  82. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:15, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  83. > I cared! I felt so guilty, I felt like I ruined everything, now I know I was right...I wanted to make amends I wanted to do everything I could to at least ease the pain
  84.  
  85. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:16, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  86. > Come to your god damn SENSES!!! IF YOU KNEW YOU COULD'VE HELPED FROM THE START!!!
  87.  
  88. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:17, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  89. > But you just stood there and kept LEANING AND LEANING ON ME, PRETENDING NOT TO NOTICE LIKE EVERYONE. ELSE!!!
  90.  
  91. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:17, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  92. > ....
  93.  
  94. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:19, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  95. > And now I finally SNAPPED!! After YEARS AND YEARS of complete TORTURE I broke!!! BUT 'NO ONE SAW IT COMING'!!!
  96.  
  97. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:20, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  98. > Amelia....
  99.  
  100. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:21, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  101. > No, is this the only thing you want. ..
  102.  
  103. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:23, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  104. > WHAT?! ENDING IT?! NO! OH FUCK NO! I WANT TO SEE EVERY SINGLE PERSON THAT HURT ME DIE A HORRIBLE PAINFULL DEATH!!!
  105.  
  106. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:23, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  107. > ....
  108.  
  109. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:24, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  110. > ENDING IT WILL JUST GIVE THEM THEIR MOTHERFUCKING SATISFACTION!!
  111.  
  112. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:24, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  113. > SO NO!!
  114.  
  115. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:24, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  116. > IT'S NOT 'EVERYTHING' I WANT!!!
  117.  
  118. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:27, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  119. > What are you going to be then? A serial killer? You want blood on your hands? You want to hurt people? Amelia, that's not you and if it is... then.. I guess I never knew you in the first place
  120.  
  121. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:28, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  122. > I WON'T EVEN BE ABLE TO KILL THEM ALL IF I WANTED TO!!
  123.  
  124. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:29, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  125. > Then what do you want!?
  126.  
  127. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:30, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  128. > I WANT TO NOT BE TREATED LIKE MOTHERFUCKING TRASH!!!
  129.  
  130. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:30, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  131. > EVEN YOU IGNORED MY FEELINGS!!!
  132.  
  133. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:31, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  134. > PRETENDED LIKE I WAS FINE!!
  135.  
  136. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:31, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  137. > I was just scared of hurting you more
  138.  
  139. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:32, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  140. > SCARED?! I'M ALWAYS SCARED!! SCARED OF WHO WOULD BEAT ME THAT DAY! SCARED OF WHAT WOULD RUIN MY HAPPINESS THIS TIME!!!
  141.  
  142. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:34, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  143. > I didn't want to risk hurting you like I did before, so I'm sorry for being a coward I want to say I'll change but I honestly doubt you'll believe me
  144.  
  145. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:35, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  146. > HOW COULD I BELIEVE YOU?! I'M CRUSHED!! TRAUMATIZED BY EVERY SINGLE PERSON I KNOW!!!
  147.  
  148. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:35, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  149. > EVEN SONIA USED ME LIKE I WAS TRASH!!!
  150.  
  151. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:37, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  152. > SHE GOT ME RAPED!!! TELLING ONE OF HER FUCK BUDDIES I WAS FREE TO DO WHATEVER HE WANTS WITH HIM!!! I ALMOST LOST MY FUCKING VIRGINITY!!!!! BECAUSE SHE JUST 'ASSUMED' I'D 'LIKE' IT!!!!!
  153.  
  154. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:37, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  155. > ....
  156.  
  157. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:37, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  158. > I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF BEING ABUSED AND USED FOR OTHER PEOPLE'S FUCKED UP NEEDS!!!!!
  159.  
  160. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:39, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  161. > All you had to do is tell me!
  162.  
  163. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:40, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  164. > Did that matter!? I barely talked to her!
  165.  
  166. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:40, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  167. > ALL YOU EVER HAD TO DO WAS GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS AND STOP PRETENDING NOT TO SEE!!!!
  168.  
  169. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:41, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
  170. > Don't you see I was afraid to cause another tragedy abd completely destroy everything jnside you!
  171.  
  172. Op 23-05-2015, om 22:42, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
  173. > DON'T YOU SEE EVERYTHING INSIDE ME ALREADY WAS DESTROYED?!?!
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