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- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:19, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > What about ME?! Am I not allowed to be a little selfish just once?! I did EVERYTHING for other people's sakes! All I get back is pain and sadness! I'M done! I'M sad! And I'M ending it!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:23, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > Why am I not allowed to do what I want for ONCE?!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:25, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > I don't want you to die...I don't want to lose someone close to my heart again I don't want to be broken without you
- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:27, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > Fine...Fucking...Fine! I'll do what someone else wants again!! Because who needs MY oppinion RIGHT?!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:29, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > I don't even care anymore!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:31, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > Don't apoligize!! Don't feel selfish!! Don't look at me!! Don't feel sorry for me!! I. DON'T. CARE!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:34, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > .....
- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:39, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > Continue using me as your fucking slave!! Continue ignoring my feelings!! Continue pretending to care!! Why should you even try to act like a friend to ME right?! RIGHT?!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:40, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > I never said I was acting....I do care...but I don't want to lose you too...
- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:48, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > I guess I was right when I called myself a scumbag
- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:50, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > Explain already damnit!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:51, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > If I never talked to you, you'd have none of your current problems, you'd still be a normal girl with a normal life, I can't even let you go now I'm the worst kind of person
- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:54, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > Oh it's not just you!! Almost everyone uses me as a motherfucking footstool!!! How am I supposed to fucking support MYSELF when everyone I know is acting like I'm their safety net?! I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:56, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > Then I'll trade places then, I'll help you up even if you say its pointless I'll try
- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:56, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > You don't need to know my problems or care I just need you
- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:58, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > Good fucking job!! You lasted 2 seconds!! You ALREADY need me!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 21:59, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > I don't need you for help or anything I just need you to know how you feel
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:01, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > How do I feel?...How do I feel you ask?! I'm angry and annoyed and sad and depressed and broken and just completely INSANE!! I feel like I LOST MY SANITY!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:03, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > ...how long have you felt like this?
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:07, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > For almost my ENTIRE LIFE!! EVERYONE has been working me to the BONE!! Beating me untill I CAN'T STAND ANYMORE!! Hitting and torturing me!! Making me consious of how motherfucking USELESS I AM!! I'M SO SICK OF IT!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:07, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > You're not useless
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:10, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > The tiny bit of sanity I had DIED together with Sophia and Mia!!! THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT DIDN'T DEPEND ON OR USE ME LEFT MY SIDE FOREVER!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:10, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > .....
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:11, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > Do you have ANY idea how MANY nights I've spend CRYING AND WANTING TO JUST END IT?!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:12, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > But NO!! I'd drop all those people!!! I'M NOT ALLOWED TO JUST HAVE PEACE!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:12, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > Why did you keep it all in? I...someone could've tried to help
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:13, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > NO ONE CARED!! I told so many people!! EVEN FUCKING THERAPISTS THOUGHT I WAS OVERREACTING!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:15, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > I cared! I felt so guilty, I felt like I ruined everything, now I know I was right...I wanted to make amends I wanted to do everything I could to at least ease the pain
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:16, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > Come to your god damn SENSES!!! IF YOU KNEW YOU COULD'VE HELPED FROM THE START!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:17, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > But you just stood there and kept LEANING AND LEANING ON ME, PRETENDING NOT TO NOTICE LIKE EVERYONE. ELSE!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:17, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > ....
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:19, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > And now I finally SNAPPED!! After YEARS AND YEARS of complete TORTURE I broke!!! BUT 'NO ONE SAW IT COMING'!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:20, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > Amelia....
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:21, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > No, is this the only thing you want. ..
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:23, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > WHAT?! ENDING IT?! NO! OH FUCK NO! I WANT TO SEE EVERY SINGLE PERSON THAT HURT ME DIE A HORRIBLE PAINFULL DEATH!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:23, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > ....
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:24, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > ENDING IT WILL JUST GIVE THEM THEIR MOTHERFUCKING SATISFACTION!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:24, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > SO NO!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:24, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > IT'S NOT 'EVERYTHING' I WANT!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:27, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > What are you going to be then? A serial killer? You want blood on your hands? You want to hurt people? Amelia, that's not you and if it is... then.. I guess I never knew you in the first place
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:28, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > I WON'T EVEN BE ABLE TO KILL THEM ALL IF I WANTED TO!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:29, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > Then what do you want!?
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:30, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > I WANT TO NOT BE TREATED LIKE MOTHERFUCKING TRASH!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:30, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > EVEN YOU IGNORED MY FEELINGS!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:31, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > PRETENDED LIKE I WAS FINE!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:31, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > I was just scared of hurting you more
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:32, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > SCARED?! I'M ALWAYS SCARED!! SCARED OF WHO WOULD BEAT ME THAT DAY! SCARED OF WHAT WOULD RUIN MY HAPPINESS THIS TIME!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:34, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > I didn't want to risk hurting you like I did before, so I'm sorry for being a coward I want to say I'll change but I honestly doubt you'll believe me
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:35, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > HOW COULD I BELIEVE YOU?! I'M CRUSHED!! TRAUMATIZED BY EVERY SINGLE PERSON I KNOW!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:35, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > EVEN SONIA USED ME LIKE I WAS TRASH!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:37, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > SHE GOT ME RAPED!!! TELLING ONE OF HER FUCK BUDDIES I WAS FREE TO DO WHATEVER HE WANTS WITH HIM!!! I ALMOST LOST MY FUCKING VIRGINITY!!!!! BECAUSE SHE JUST 'ASSUMED' I'D 'LIKE' IT!!!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:37, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > ....
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:37, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF BEING ABUSED AND USED FOR OTHER PEOPLE'S FUCKED UP NEEDS!!!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:39, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > All you had to do is tell me!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:40, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > Did that matter!? I barely talked to her!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:40, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > ALL YOU EVER HAD TO DO WAS GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS AND STOP PRETENDING NOT TO SEE!!!!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:41, schreef Venice "Phoenix" Talonflame:
- > Don't you see I was afraid to cause another tragedy abd completely destroy everything jnside you!
- Op 23-05-2015, om 22:42, schreef IRanOutOfNameIdeas:
- > DON'T YOU SEE EVERYTHING INSIDE ME ALREADY WAS DESTROYED?!?!
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