Misha's Diary

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Postable image of the original thread here, with a epilogue (in the form of..well, you'll see)
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Dear Diary,

	My parents bought you for me so that I'd have someone else to talk to at the new school. I know they are worried about me making friends. I think I am too. But even if everyone hates me, I'll still have you.

Good night diary. Class begins tomorrow and I want to be rested.

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Hi Diary!

	Classes began today. Nothing ever really gets done the first day, but you probably know that. I'm worried about sign language though... the teacher seems really into it. I hope I can keep up.

Good night diary. Thanks for listening.

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Diary....

	I'd have written in you earlier, but when I went to leave class today, I was cornered by two girls. They wanted me to join the Student Council, which I guess is something that helps the teachers organize the festivals and stuff. Lily seems really nice, but Shizune heard that I was taking sign language and made a fool of me in front of her. She wouldn't go away. I was embarrassed and angry but I agreed to help them out tomorrow.

I hope Lilly makes up for in niceness what Shizune lacks.

Good night diary. I have a long day tomorrow.

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Hi Diary.

I know it's been a week. I'm sorry. At this rate, you'll never be as full as a proper diary should.
The class work is really hard here. My last school was pretty laid back... I knew Yamaku was going to be different, one of those fancy private schools. My sign language is getting a little better though. The teacher here is really nice and helpful, and I guess I have to give Shizune her share of the credit too...

Student Council has been a lot of hard work, but it has been a lot of fun too. Shizune isn't really mean like I thought, but she is pretty intense about her work. It seems silly to be so involved in a club but I guess it's kind of cute too. Lilly is really nice to me but trying to have a conversation with them both is really hard. I hope I get better at signing quickly.

Thanks for listening diary.

I promise I'll write in you tomorrow.

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Helllloooo Diaaary!

I promised I'd write in you today, but I don't have a lot of time! Lilly and Shicchan want to have a game night before tomorrow's paperwork threatens to bury us again. I'm so happy I agreed to help. I thought the work would be boring but Shicchan is really helping me come along with my signing and Lilly is just so nice. The festival is in a few days and we'll be running our own booth. Isn't that exciting?

Bye for now diary!

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Hi Diary...

It has only been a few days, but with Shicchan's help I've gotten pretty good at getting her point across (well, at least more than half the time). But the better I get at helping her and Lilly communicate, the more they argue and the more I feel like it is my fault. They seemed to get along better before I came along. I was just trying to help. Why do I ruin EVERYTHING? I just wanted to make friends and now I think I'm tearing my only two friends apart. Why do I always screw up? Why can't I do anything right?!

It isn't even close to time to go to sleep but...

Good night diary. Maybe everything will be better tomorrow. We have a booth to run, and won't that be fun?

Sure... sure, it'll be a lot of fun!

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Hi Diary.

The festival was a lot of fun. I'm exhausted. Shicchan would make a good line cook, I'll bet. Lilly spilt noodles all over some poor woman though and Shicchan got pretty angry. But I think everyone had fun. We have a lot of work to do with the stalls tomorrow though.

Goodnight Diary!

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Hi Diary.

Lilly and Shicchan got in a really bad fight today. I don't think Lilly is coming back.
I don't really want to write any more.

Good night Diary.

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Hi again, Diary.

I know I haven't written in you for a while now. I'm sorry. With the sc so understaffed... okay, it's just Shicchan and I, but that's a secret! But without Lilly around, and me being so new to helping around, Shicchan is doing almost all the work. All by herself! She is amazing. I wish I had her confidence, her drive, her passion.

I wish I had a lot of things.

I think though, for now, maybe Shicchan is enough.

What do I do?

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Diary...

I don't know who else to talk to. The only one I have here is her. The problem is her. Or the problem is me. Me and her. Her and I. I don't know. Even with me to translate, the only one she really talks with is me. And the only one I talk to is her. When we work together she sends me off before it's all done... and I know she sits alone in the office, trying to fix every little problem all by herself.

Maybe she can fix me too? Fix us? Maybe I WILL talk to her about it. Then after, I can be there for her, and she'll understand and like me too.

Thanks for listening Diary.

Good night.

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