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- 🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 2:39 PM
- this love feels so cruel jake
- PrismalToday at 2:40 PM
- i mean yeah its pretty one sided
- im not in love with u kelley
- we've been over this
- i love u as person
- and i will shower u with my platonic love.
- showers
- 🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 2:43 PM
- no
- it's not fair
- do i really mean that little to you?
- am i really just not good enough for you to love me back?
- PrismalToday at 2:44 PM
- i mean
- i dont think
- romantic attraction
- has anything to do with
- being good or not good enough
- u know?
- use ur big brain
- 🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 2:44 PM
- i am using my big brain jake
- PrismalToday at 2:44 PM
- ur kinda dumb when it comes to
- urself
- too
- u say i am but like
- U TOO OK
- 🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 2:44 PM
- and after all of this time how could you not like me back in any way at all
- PrismalToday at 2:44 PM
- bc
- its not whats best
- 🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 2:44 PM
- like is belinda what you want?
- PrismalToday at 2:44 PM
- for either of us
- rn
- i want
- someone like belinda
- that doesnt
- matter
- so that i dont
- ruin anything
- with ppl i care about
- u know?
- 🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 2:45 PM
- so you just want something meaningless?
- PrismalToday at 2:45 PM
- ya
- i think ive told u thi
- s
- 🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 2:46 PM
- okay.
- just
- nevermind
- PrismalToday at 2:46 PM
- i love u a lot kelley
- idk
- how i can
- show that to u
- im
- sad
- 🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 2:46 PM
- i don't know jake
- because you reeled me in and then it's like you just put me to the side
- the reason why you even started this friendship wasn't because you were interested in being my friend
- it's because you wanted someone there
- and only after i grew on you did it matter to you
- and now im stuck here
- and you get to do what you want
- because it never meant as much to you as it did to me
- and i tried so hard
- to make it mean as much to you as it did to me
- and i know you can't change people and you can't make them want you but i was just hoping
- and maybe i'm stupid for sticking around this long but it's because i saw you and i saw something in you and what you could be and i wanted to be the person to help bring that out of you
- PrismalToday at 2:48 PM
- ur not
- wrong
- i do
- want that
- with you
- someday
- i just dont think im ready
- to commit to something like that rn
- brb scrim
- 🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 2:49 PM
- what am i supposed to do jake
- because it's not like i can just
- go out
- and like someone else
- i've already tried to do that
- and we know how that ended up
- you say it all the time dont put your eggs all in one basket
- but you're the only basket i want to put my eggs into
- other than my own basket
- i'm just supposed to sit here and watch you want to be with other people?
- because it's not like i'm going to leave
- like you know how painful this is
- and i can put myself first all i want
- and focus on myself all i want
- but you will always be there
- to haunt me when i'm alone at night
- im sorry for pushing this on you
- and im sorry for being in love with you
- but i don't know how to just keep my mouth shut about it when it sucks like this
- i can try and i can learn how to but it is always so painful being around you
- and i try to overlook it because i love you as a human being and you are my best friend and i cannot and don't want to imagine a life where you're not in it
- it's like all the pain feels worth it when i get to just laugh with you or watch a show with you or spend time with you
- and that's why i'm still here
- i don't want you to pull away or to be any less of my friend because of this even though i know space would probably help me get over you
- but i don't think i want to
- i think i just want to learn how to cope with it
- and if you leave it's not really me coping with it
- it's just me ignoring it because you're not there
- i'm just really bad at it right now like i was really bad at everything else when we first met
- but maybe things will change along the line i dont know
- when school comes around and i have things to do other than sit here and think
- i'm sorry for doing this when you're at your scrims
- i won't bring it up again
- but i had to get it off of my chest
- 🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 3:10 PM
- please don't get upset with me
- or annoyed with me
- PrismalToday at 3:20 PM
- im not
- im always here to listen
- ive already expressed the way i feel and its kind of on u now to like
- deal with it/ get over it/ whatever u choose to do
- all i can rly do is be here n listen
- and ill do that
- for u
- always.
- :heart:
- 🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 3:21 PM
- :(
- i'm scared i'm waiting for something that's never gonna happen.
- and don't tell me not to wait.
- because you know i'm going to do it.
- PrismalToday at 3:23 PM
- i mean
- thats what i said
- about saki
- remember?
- 🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 3:24 PM
- yeah jake but saki was pushing you away 24/7
- our friendship isn't like
- how it was
- with you and saki
- PrismalToday at 4:23 PM
- yeah i know but
- im just saying that
- its something u have to deal w and
- u wont feel this way forever
- i love u as a person
- not romantically
- and regardess of what happens in future
- i dont want you rn
- and thats just something u hav to accept
- that doesnt mean we wont ever have something together in future or that we will eitbet
- it just means that rn this second u gotta get over it
- 🌟🌸♡⛄❄Today at 4:25 PM
- ok
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