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  1. ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒธโ™กโ›„โ„Today at 2:39 PM
  2. this love feels so cruel jake
  3.  
  4. PrismalToday at 2:40 PM
  5. i mean yeah its pretty one sided
  6. im not in love with u kelley
  7. we've been over this
  8. i love u as person
  9. and i will shower u with my platonic love.
  10. showers
  11.  
  12. ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒธโ™กโ›„โ„Today at 2:43 PM
  13. no
  14. it's not fair
  15. do i really mean that little to you?
  16. am i really just not good enough for you to love me back?
  17.  
  18. PrismalToday at 2:44 PM
  19. i mean
  20. i dont think
  21. romantic attraction
  22. has anything to do with
  23. being good or not good enough
  24. u know?
  25. use ur big brain
  26.  
  27. ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒธโ™กโ›„โ„Today at 2:44 PM
  28. i am using my big brain jake
  29.  
  30. PrismalToday at 2:44 PM
  31. ur kinda dumb when it comes to
  32. urself
  33. too
  34. u say i am but like
  35. U TOO OK
  36.  
  37. ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒธโ™กโ›„โ„Today at 2:44 PM
  38. and after all of this time how could you not like me back in any way at all
  39.  
  40. PrismalToday at 2:44 PM
  41. bc
  42. its not whats best
  43.  
  44. ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒธโ™กโ›„โ„Today at 2:44 PM
  45. like is belinda what you want?
  46.  
  47. PrismalToday at 2:44 PM
  48. for either of us
  49. rn
  50. i want
  51. someone like belinda
  52. that doesnt
  53. matter
  54. so that i dont
  55. ruin anything
  56. with ppl i care about
  57. u know?
  58.  
  59. ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒธโ™กโ›„โ„Today at 2:45 PM
  60. so you just want something meaningless?
  61.  
  62. PrismalToday at 2:45 PM
  63. ya
  64. i think ive told u thi
  65. s
  66.  
  67. ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒธโ™กโ›„โ„Today at 2:46 PM
  68. okay.
  69. just
  70. nevermind
  71.  
  72. PrismalToday at 2:46 PM
  73. i love u a lot kelley
  74. idk
  75. how i can
  76. show that to u
  77. im
  78. sad
  79.  
  80. ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒธโ™กโ›„โ„Today at 2:46 PM
  81. i don't know jake
  82. because you reeled me in and then it's like you just put me to the side
  83. the reason why you even started this friendship wasn't because you were interested in being my friend
  84. it's because you wanted someone there
  85. and only after i grew on you did it matter to you
  86. and now im stuck here
  87. and you get to do what you want
  88. because it never meant as much to you as it did to me
  89. and i tried so hard
  90. to make it mean as much to you as it did to me
  91. and i know you can't change people and you can't make them want you but i was just hoping
  92. and maybe i'm stupid for sticking around this long but it's because i saw you and i saw something in you and what you could be and i wanted to be the person to help bring that out of you
  93.  
  94. PrismalToday at 2:48 PM
  95. ur not
  96. wrong
  97. i do
  98. want that
  99. with you
  100. someday
  101. i just dont think im ready
  102. to commit to something like that rn
  103. brb scrim
  104.  
  105. ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒธโ™กโ›„โ„Today at 2:49 PM
  106. what am i supposed to do jake
  107. because it's not like i can just
  108. go out
  109. and like someone else
  110. i've already tried to do that
  111. and we know how that ended up
  112. you say it all the time dont put your eggs all in one basket
  113. but you're the only basket i want to put my eggs into
  114. other than my own basket
  115. i'm just supposed to sit here and watch you want to be with other people?
  116. because it's not like i'm going to leave
  117. like you know how painful this is
  118. and i can put myself first all i want
  119. and focus on myself all i want
  120. but you will always be there
  121. to haunt me when i'm alone at night
  122. im sorry for pushing this on you
  123. and im sorry for being in love with you
  124. but i don't know how to just keep my mouth shut about it when it sucks like this
  125. i can try and i can learn how to but it is always so painful being around you
  126. and i try to overlook it because i love you as a human being and you are my best friend and i cannot and don't want to imagine a life where you're not in it
  127. it's like all the pain feels worth it when i get to just laugh with you or watch a show with you or spend time with you
  128. and that's why i'm still here
  129. i don't want you to pull away or to be any less of my friend because of this even though i know space would probably help me get over you
  130. but i don't think i want to
  131. i think i just want to learn how to cope with it
  132. and if you leave it's not really me coping with it
  133. it's just me ignoring it because you're not there
  134. i'm just really bad at it right now like i was really bad at everything else when we first met
  135. but maybe things will change along the line i dont know
  136. when school comes around and i have things to do other than sit here and think
  137. i'm sorry for doing this when you're at your scrims
  138. i won't bring it up again
  139. but i had to get it off of my chest
  140.  
  141. ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒธโ™กโ›„โ„Today at 3:10 PM
  142. please don't get upset with me
  143. or annoyed with me
  144.  
  145. PrismalToday at 3:20 PM
  146. im not
  147. im always here to listen
  148. ive already expressed the way i feel and its kind of on u now to like
  149. deal with it/ get over it/ whatever u choose to do
  150. all i can rly do is be here n listen
  151. and ill do that
  152. for u
  153. always.
  154. :heart:
  155.  
  156. ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒธโ™กโ›„โ„Today at 3:21 PM
  157. :(
  158. i'm scared i'm waiting for something that's never gonna happen.
  159. and don't tell me not to wait.
  160. because you know i'm going to do it.
  161.  
  162. PrismalToday at 3:23 PM
  163. i mean
  164. thats what i said
  165. about saki
  166. remember?
  167.  
  168. ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒธโ™กโ›„โ„Today at 3:24 PM
  169. yeah jake but saki was pushing you away 24/7
  170. our friendship isn't like
  171. how it was
  172. with you and saki
  173.  
  174. PrismalToday at 4:23 PM
  175. yeah i know but
  176. im just saying that
  177. its something u have to deal w and
  178. u wont feel this way forever
  179. i love u as a person
  180. not romantically
  181. and regardess of what happens in future
  182. i dont want you rn
  183. and thats just something u hav to accept
  184. that doesnt mean we wont ever have something together in future or that we will eitbet
  185. it just means that rn this second u gotta get over it
  186.  
  187. ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒธโ™กโ›„โ„Today at 4:25 PM
  188. ok
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