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sigh sometimes fade just stresses me out when he gets pretty toxic
nia - Yesterday at 8:27 PM
i'd imagine ):
do you still wanna be friends with him?
Misakochip - Yesterday at 8:28 PM
I mean,
Kind of? but if he's treating me like this,
It's best I should really leave :frowning:
nia - Yesterday at 8:28 PM
I agree.... he's not helping you at all by upsetting you constantly like it's not a healthy friendship
Misakochip - Yesterday at 8:29 PM
But then, there's something binding me from leaving, and I can't get away from it
nia - Yesterday at 8:29 PM
I understand ):
just give it time I think
don't rush to make decisions you aren't comfortable with
Misakochip - Yesterday at 8:29 PM
yeah :<
but the more I think about, the reason I don't want to leave, is because he's a bit, suicidal? but then again, what he's acting like right now, it seems he doesn't really care about me, and probably won't even matter if I left
nia - Yesterday at 8:31 PM
you aren't obligated to stay with him if he's suicidal it's awful that you feel pressured to keep being his friend even if it harms you
and like
adding onto what you said
if he's treating you like crap it's probably just best not to talk to him anymore? like
that's just disgusting behavior... making someone feel unwanted you know? and then still making them feel like they still have to stay and do something that's not even for their own benefit
Misakochip - Yesterday at 8:34 PM
yeah...
I shouldn't be this strained out tbh, I'll just ignore him for a while, I think some times need to past and we'll have to see :<
nia - Yesterday at 8:35 PM
mhm :<
Misakochip - Yesterday at 8:35 PM
I really should, otherwise I'd be caught in more of his toxicity u_u
nia - Yesterday at 8:35 PM
yea D:
Misakochip - Yesterday at 10:43 PM
wow that name tho
Misakochip - Yesterday at 11:30 PM
Fade's nickname man
July 21, 2017
nia - Today at 3:22 AM
? lemme check
sorry i suddenly woke up :disappointed:
Misakochip - Today at 3:22 AM
oh it's all good
But I have a question
nia - Today at 3:23 AM
omfg I just checked
and go ahead
Misakochip - Today at 3:23 AM
Was Miah the one who kicked out fade?
nia - Today at 3:23 AM
no
fade left on his own
fade left both gcs the irl one and the original one
Misakochip - Today at 3:24 AM
sorry for the sudden questions but he had a talk with me on twitch and he said a lot of shit T_T
He hurt me pretty hard, he called me a fake bitch
nia - Today at 3:25 AM
i'm unadding him then
what a fucking prick
:rage:
Misakochip - Today at 3:25 AM
Oh the nickname earlier was "Kick me I dare you" he suddenly changed it
nia - Today at 3:26 AM
I just did
Misakochip - Today at 3:26 AM
Oh, if he notices that, and he said If I said anything to you, he said fuck you to me :frowning:
nia - Today at 3:26 AM
if he's gonna act like this then he's gonna get repercussions for it I can't stand him
): i'm sorry misa
it's pissing me off like how can he treat you like this when you literally have done nothing wrong other than try to be his friend :rage:
Misakochip - Today at 3:28 AM
<insert pic>
:/
nia - Today at 3:28 AM
omfgggggg
he's not entitled to your feelings like you personally said you had issues with dating him right :x like
if he can't accept that then it's his own problem
Misakochip - Today at 3:29 AM
yeah, I just, didn't feel exactly ready nor emotions really came out (and it was pretty sudden when he went gooey on me >_>)
nia - Today at 3:29 AM
yea exactly): you have your own boundaries
Misakochip - Today at 3:30 AM
yeah, I just expected that boundary that we're still good friends but if he just suddenly goes gooey on me and not treating me like he usual does, then that's where I get uncomfortable immediately :frowning:(edited)
nia - Today at 3:30 AM
exactly like omg
jfc
if he can't respect that then well
that's his own problem and he doesn't deserve you :angry:
Misakochip - Today at 3:31 AM
oh sorry, there's a bit of part 2
<insert pic>
nia - Today at 3:31 AM
jesus fucking christ
Misakochip - Today at 3:32 AM
whenever he says that and I say something, he then gets pretty pissed >_>
nia - Today at 3:32 AM
):<
I don't understand why the hell is he doing this
that's not how relationships work
Misakochip - Today at 3:33 AM
ugh, he was pretty indirect with me so I had no idea how he felt afterwards
I broke down a bit, and this is all he says

I honestly don't feel any better from reading this since it's super indirect :/
nia - Today at 3:33 AM
yeah ):
Misakochip - Today at 3:34 AM
ughhh, I just don't know what to do, how he's behaving is not healthy
He's depressed but the way he still treats people is unhealthy
nia - Today at 3:35 AM
yeah
Misakochip - Today at 3:35 AM
Like, if they do something (something asshole-like) he tells them to fuck off and doesn't trust anyone ? wtf
nia - Today at 3:35 AM
u know what at this point just cut him off :/ he can't treat people like shit and expect them to till like him as a friend
like I don't get it? him being depressed is no excuse for it at all I don't know why he thinks otherwise
which is a shame bc i'm depressed too and he makes it seem like that all mentally ill people can get away with being abusive :rage:
Misakochip - Today at 3:36 AM
yeah : (
I may as well tell you a bit more of the conversation if I'm gonna let him go
nia - Today at 3:37 AM
go ahead :0