Zack
I'm done with my game so can I talk to you like for real now about it
.zack - Today at 4:51 AM
Ok
seb - Today at 4:51 AM
It's completely up to you if your decision is final and everything, nothing I say is like for the airbnb or anything
.zack - Today at 4:51 AM
So the stuff you said about janes discord is literally irrelevant so idk why youre sayng this
seb - Today at 4:51 AM
it's just me being real with you
.zack - Today at 4:51 AM
I understand you are taking your time to apologize and stuff but like
you literally burned bridges with a lot of people
by just softblocking
and then subtweeting
seb - Today at 4:52 AM
So like let me tell you how I cope with things, I pretty much just really isolate myself from things and I take emotions really badly and handle them bad as well
Like you can ask Mitch or Jun for example
I act out with emotions
I been really stressed recently with finals and work and having enough money for this whole thing to have a good time
I lashed out at Moe and it was really wrong of me
And if you remember how I confronted you its because like I kinda felt a sense of emotions towards me or maybe its because you've been going through something which I can understand completely
I take alot of time to myself when I'm going through things
Kitty hasnt been able to work for a week and a half which is alot of money we both don't have
so I've been taking shifts and it's hard to take time to myself which I'm really bad with because I just want to spend it with Kitty and friends
All in all, I've just been like overloaded with stress
.zack - Today at 4:55 AM
I understand where you are coming from with all of it
and I understand her being sick
seb - Today at 4:55 AM
I really didn't want anything to come out of this
.zack - Today at 4:55 AM
but this trip was planned out for what about 2 months?
I think you both should have been putting money aside
for this trip
Like ive been putting in 40+ hours every week
just so i can do these trips
seb - Today at 4:56 AM
I'm only part-time at my work and can only have so many hours on top of school
.zack - Today at 4:56 AM
Im only part time for my work too
seb - Today at 4:56 AM
Like zack the reason why i isolated myself from mitch's discord is because of the jokes that happened from what I said
Like I felt
really
alone
like people were making a joke of me
and that's really hurtful
to see and read
by the people I spent alot of time with
for the past few months or more
.zack - Today at 4:57 AM
I think a lot of us are part time who are going to LA and stuff and we all managed to put money aside to do this
seb - Today at 4:58 AM
I didn't have any money on the side to put it to the side though until I finally decided on committing to the trip
.zack - Today at 4:58 AM
It was a joke people werent making fun of him and the whole line that was said in the joke was word for word what you said
so what you said was unacceptable
Seb you were linking stuff you wanted to buy
I strictly remember thomyas and I saying you should be saving for this trip
seb - Today at 4:59 AM
I was never committed into buying any of those things
It was just something to think of  if it was really really solid
and that was before Kitty got sick
or during the beginning of it
.zack - Today at 5:03 AM
Ok well this convo isnt going anywhere at all the decision is final at the end of the day its jenny and i's airbnb and we are doing what we think is best for our trip. I know the circumstances are unlucky atm but it is what it is.
seb - Today at 5:03 AM
like I dealt with it the wrong way, but I felt extremely isolated with everything was going on so I just left the discord because I felt like I was a joke to everyone. You know how overthinking and emotions can do
Like I understand you might think that way of me, but understand that it's Kitty and she did nothing wrong
Can you tell me how the convo isn't goign anywhere?
I don't want the trip to be unpleasant for you or Jenny I understand that from my point of view and what I've said/done. But you should understand how it is to isolate yourself from things to relieve from stress. I'm not saying what I said was right or anything, and I understand that I should apologize for what I did. I just wanted to explain myself and how I've been like feeling