sky - Today at 1:26 PM
You make me feel like shit then expect me to say i love you right after?
im going for a while ill make new friends. (i wont,  im sorry. I should of just said I did and hoped you didnt ask for a link, I searched everywhere. The only sites that still selled cheats are the one that didnt work and some shady stuff where I had to send a discord invite to someone and pay them over PayPal which felt like an omega scam. I couldn't prove I cheated if I wanted to. I dont care if you say I cheat anymore, or if your boyfriend and all your friends hate me. I dont care if im playing by myself, I dont want you to be mad at me. It makes me really depressed when your mad at me. You and Gian are all I got and Gian either to busy with life or to busy with Gage. Ill even uninstall warface, and never play it. I'll record the roblox and APB videos tomorrow, I tried today but most of it was me doing omega shit because I kept crying and sniffling like a faggot. I think I did good on some of the war face videos I made but the resolution is messed up in some of the videos. I dont even care if you cuss me out or anything I just dont want to be alone again. I'm so shit at making friends compared to you. I'm sorry I made you feel bad earlier. I just feel like shit because you dont trust me and I trust you so much,and over something this small? It really hurt. i have more to say but cant because 2k word limit, and i cant send messages untill you accept my fr.(edited) I keep typing shit to edit the nigger and its deleted itself 3 fucking nigger shit times. I bitched about how if you can't trust me over something this small it makes me really fucking wonder if I can trust you. I know I can, I fucking hope I can. I have literally no reason to hide shit like this, sure I wanted to keep the doll shit a secret but I think that's rpetty self explanatory, any nigger knows that shits fucking weird and I told you how insecure I sm about it. But cheating in a game? What reason do I have to hide that. I loved hacking with you on APB, and I'd love hacking with you in war face.  And mind you I searched for w good hour for cheats. All the websites that was listed didnt sell cheats for wsrface anymore, the only ones that did where the inr that did work and one shady as shit one where you had to add someone on discord and pay them. I dont care if you think I'm bad, if I cared what you think about me I wouldn't say half the stuff I do. Well I do care what you think about me because I kinda like you more then I should bit you know what I mean. The other websites are known scam sites BTW, don't try buy cheats from them. Those sites say they have cheats for planet side 2 and stuff. And there are not planet side 2 cheats. That game has like 6 anti cheats. I dont know why you think I would hide something like this from you. You really dont trust me do you. :( You really dont know how hurt and depressed i am because you think im lying to you about something i wouldn't even be ashamed of. I said you guys would laugh at me for been bad because houston keeps doing it when i died when we played battleroyal, and i know you defend me. I dont not want to defend you, its just whenever i have the chance houston always does it and it annoys the nigger out of me. And dont say houston dosn't defend you and he insults you either because if you do its the biggest bullshit you've said. I love you, i doubt houston loves you the way i do but SiNcE yOU saY sO huoston loves you too. You know how upset i got, even if i was cheating you couldn't just NON SARCASTICLY say you believe me and not cause all this shit? I know some how i caused it too, im not saying its your fault. NO IM NOT TRYING TO MAKE YOU FEEL BAD EITHER WHEN I SAY THIS but you not trusting me really fucking hurts. I know i catfished you ALMOST 2 YEARS AGO. And im sorry, if i could go back in time i wouldn't, but tbh i'd pretend i was a guy because aslong as there a guy they have a chance with you. Sorry for been a nigger about it, and running away. i know your not my sister, i really do. i didn't know what else to do, i know you say you dont hate me for it but it really felt like you did, and you didn't want me there. i try to give you tips to improve at games, like i say play 4:3, or lower your sensitivity, or some stupid shit that i do and you dont, and you always go no sky. im not upset at the fact you think im bad at games and need to cheat, im upset because you think im lying to you. To me, this is something so small. I explained how stupid it was for my to lye about it. So when your %100 that im lying to your face and you dont trust me it really really hurts. I ran away because i know houston hates me, i think your other friends dont care enough to have an opinion. last night when i rage quit it hurt so much because it felt like you both hated me. imagine this, imagine you found someone that you want to love forever. The perfect humern bean that you'll do anything for. And they have a boyfriend, and them and there boyfriend are really mad at you. It feels like shit. And to have it happen again the next day? it was too much for me. You know how brain dead i am, and how i cant handle the smallest shit let alone stuff like this althought i doubt you where thinking about it at the time because i dont think about how you feel when im upset because you dont need me, you already have a lot of friends that will do thing with you and talk to you when your sad, people you can lean on and have fun with. I dont, i have you and gian. So when your mad at me, and gian isn't there, or dosn't want to spend time with me. You dont know how that feels, and how much it hurts. Like i said if you dont trust me with this i dont expect you to trust me with anything, if you think i cheat i would hold it too you. Ill just never play those games with you again. I dont even know what i would be gaining by pretending i cheat. like i said i dont have ego with you because i dont care what you think about me. and if not ego then what? Me been sadistic by dominainting you and yourboyfriend as some sort of "Grrr this is what you get for not loving me the  way i want grrr." If you really think i'd do something like that you really dont know me at all. And i know you know me. I've already made the warface videos of me going good. Im going to make the roblox and apb videos soon too. Dont take offence but roblox is a little harder to do because im not fighting against new players all the time. and the time i went 38-7 or whatever we where literally fighting low rank bronzies and silvers. Im sorry if i made you sad, but you made me omega sad. i still am omega sad. Look at it from my shoes, your bestfriend hates you for cheating and dosn't trust you with shit even though your not cheating. They wont believe you no matter what you say. It hurts.