1915: 1/2 dose
1930: less coordinated
1945: weird temperature perception in fingertips
2000: feeling giggly
2015: decreased sensation, feeling tickled
2030: everything is funny
2045: everything is funny
2100: sierra getting impatient, wants more
2130: more twilight zone
2140: visual hallucinations visible while reading text
2200: irregular pupillary dialation observed
2215: second dose taken. 1/2 dose
2230: visual hallucinations observed
2245: food tastes differently, vietnam war discussion ensues
 it hurts to smile. (from here onwards i will throw in quotes in quotations)
2243: "you want to rest in peace, not in shame"
2258: did pushups to increase metabolism
2304: limbs percieved as distant
2306: "alphabetical order mass murder"
2309: "you five feet of fine"
2312: sierra is "vibrating". likely just twitching the leg but without inhibitions
2315: teeth feel wierd. smiling muscles are sore
2321: the next doors are fucking
2330: heading outside
2335: walk and cig
2346: distinction between "good" light and "bad" light has been determined
0012:"the biggest challenge is trying to make sense of any one thing"
0024: "the walls breathe"
0028: pupil check. no longer dilated
0030: "can i sleep? idk you could try"
0034: the laughing has stopped
0035: "the clouds have hands"
0043: 'i have the fears of 'the chunkiness"
0044: "if human culture ended in the 1980's from nuclear war, i wouldve been fine. we were at the peak of culture. everything afterwards is not worth our time."
0050: sierra comes and demands i look in a mirror
0113: mirrorman makes me angry. saw a threat
0116: "two eyes and a nose is not a normal thing to see. its for the better that i see it for what it is to me than for what it actually is because that would just be too much to process consciously."
0122: "leaves still taste like shit"
-sierra and myself both percieve a sound in the same direction
0122: "is it moving? of course. everything is moving"
0134: the subconscious mind is there for threat detection because right now that shits gone
0138: lsd seems to alter the part of the mind that "prescreens" reality for the conscious mind.
0151: "what the fuck am i"

0156: threat detection function on total manual mode, likely reason why bad trips exist.
0158: visual distortions (color) observed on smart man
0200: threat detection extremely perceptive in manual mode. human type stillouettes, eye direction
0203: leaf still smells great
0208: your brain is trying to go through a library of a million human faces with pages of memories for each. without that prescreening search engine, you wouldnt be able to recognize anyone. you dont see a loved one for who they are, you see them as the collection of memories attached to this "thing/bookmark"we call a face
0210: es| ultra hd is bs because its giving you much more than what youd be able to handle. now you see these conversations for what they are and actually feel them in thought rather than talk about them as a segment of self amusement or entertainment.
0212: you cant take yourself seriously. youre just a flesh machine stumbling through a world. youve seen the wizard behind the oz. its just machine
0215: "everything ive said so far is bullshit" -sierra
0217: "who cares how the pebble rolls? idk its fun to watch. forget the dread, its still fun. you cant take away fun as a valid notion of perception"
0218:perception is perception theres no reality
0223: "the fear of the chunky unmilky energy i took way too many fucking shrooms"
0225: there are npcs
-the big real(trademarked)
-big monkeyman descend he give sad monkeyman food
-now we have sad monkeyman z
all of human history: "monkeyman have big sad"
this dumb bitch schoeppenhaur? i figured this shit out in 2 hours. the answer was "monkey man smart and now sad"

"why did we evolve"
"idk sierra i think its your lips, but anything you say can sound racist"

"these cells move in coordinated motion and go through all these functions all just so i can utter the word "minority""

"wanna listen to smart monkeyman"
"why do i want to deconstruct everything"
0242: some nihilistic pleasure in degrading complex life into simple deconstruction

0243: cynicism and deconstructionism likely just a defense mechanism for trying to devalue the shitty parts of life  that are beyond your control

0245: "they dont scare me i just dont like seeing them have things"

0301: kang goes off to listen to death grips

0307: "i agree with kang i think if i saw a vagina right now i would vomit"

0315: teeth keep racing towards me from the dark

0327: attempt 1 to sleep. listening to black sabbath,

0342: duolingo-no change in performance
0350: auditory hallucinations ovserved in the form of parallel harmonization
0554: woken up by neighboring airbnb fucking