Suicide is never a good thing to do, no matter how you might feel about it.
Do you honestly think that, after you died, your parents would STILL feel that way about you?
And I know it might feel good to make them sad about you, but you won't be around to enjoy it.
So the end result is that other people have to bear that sadness.
And it just throws all this shit out of whchk,
*whack
An I can guarantee you, you might think it's all fine and dandy now, but that's because you're living in the moment. When you look back on it, you'll see that shit, that was an incredibly stupid move I made.
It happens to all of them.
90% of people who try and fail at suicide are happy that they didn't succeed.
Suicide is an emotional response, and emotions are constantly changing.
So you shouldn't rely SOLELY on emotions when doing things.
Like arguing, or commiting suicide, or anything.
Which is why I say that your parents don't really mean those things.
You did something that shocked and surprised them greatly, and they didn't know how to react.
When something that we don't like happens to us, what's the first thing you want to do?
Make it go away.
Any way you know how
We don't think of the consequences.