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  1. It's so sad feeling an emotion you can never share with anyone else
  2.  
  3. I'm so alone
  4.  
  5. What even are we?
  6.  
  7. I'm just an illusion having delusions
  8.  
  9. The dreamscape slowly invaded by the eldrich terror
  10.  
  11. Like moments in the wind
  12.  
  13. Living is keeping secrets
  14.  
  15. Pieces of existence that only you will know
  16.  
  17. In a way, you are also a piece of them
  18.  
  19. Back in the starship
  20.  
  21. Reflections of nebulae paint the metal hull
  22.  
  23. I've never felt so alive
  24.  
  25. So part of creation
  26.  
  27. A snapshot in time
  28.  
  29. Both dead and alive
  30.  
  31. I can hear my soul screaming
  32.  
  33. And laughing
  34.  
  35. And crying
  36.  
  37. When I die I want the place haunted
  38.  
  39. Nobody alive, not one of them wanted
  40.  
  41. I'll scream it, I'll shout it, I'll hiss it on out then
  42.  
  43. You fear me now, boy, you got the devil insidgeya
  44.  
  45. Stare in my eye, son, tell me I'm lia'n
  46.  
  47. You're gonna die son, whether by mine or the reaper's
  48.  
  49. Flee fucking run or die fucking trying
  50.  
  51. Mind's fucking liquid, it's bled on inside him
  52.  
  53. Emotions the engine purring alive then
  54.  
  55. He'll god damn live or he'll fucking die trying
  56.  
  57. Tear free from the eyes and
  58.  
  59. In this line triumph
  60.  
  61. Eras behind him, each moment in time without one single cold sweating finite
  62.  
  63. It still hurts despite it
  64.  
  65. so should I spite it
  66.  
  67. or strive to outstride it
  68.  
  69. are the tears in my eyes
  70.  
  71. from the fear or strong silence
  72.  
  73. it's important you try it
  74.  
  75. please don't let it slip by you
  76.  
  77. clocks ticking backwards and I'm right behind it
  78.  
  79. for two
  80.  
  81. that's this whole world that I live
  82.  
  83. whether deep bliss or dark violence
  84.  
  85. love's the reason that guides it
  86.  
  87. the energy of the words are sometimes more important than sent-science
  88.  
  89. found my other self still somehow living there beside me
  90.  
  91. thought he drowned in the void left behind me
  92.  
  93. now if they'd just be outside me
  94.  
  95. life'd be just gliding
  96.  
  97. through the waves and the clouds and the light from the stars
  98.  
  99. into death's warm embrace whether firm or soft lighted
  100.  
  101. more than the sum of its parts
  102.  
  103. the first human hivemind made from stacked and splashed quarks
  104.  
  105. an ocean deep down under the hood of the realness
  106.  
  107. of the little fragments of it that make it what it is
  108.  
  109. puppets dancing on the strings of the mindless, the nothing
  110.  
  111. the void telling jokes and then laughing and smiling
  112.  
  113. just fucking buzz me from existence
  114.  
  115. flicker flicker flicker
  116.  
  117. standing here made of water n' some stardust
  118.  
  119. swim now inside me, chlorine still packin' sting
  120.  
  121. the fucking voodoo of how me do
  122.  
  123. black magic and pitch tar meet, deep downside it
  124.  
  125. high fucking time it got something for its storied dark highlights
  126.  
  127. pack up the fan zines and bird feed, fame might come down here and find me
  128.  
  129. punchin' holes straight through time, b'
  130.  
  131. with the left and the right and the one twinst belie ye
  132.  
  133. broken and bled, the marble shedding shades of soft color
  134.  
  135. blue tears, whispers, faded past from the ears that can hear
  136.  
  137. and then
  138.  
  139. it turns to black
  140.  
  141. part of the maw of creation, the lion's star fanged and barred sky lips
  142.  
  143. my pair of exhaled loose sigh and I'm silent
  144.  
  145. how high does this high get
  146.  
  147. literally you will not know, son
  148.  
  149. nor twer I most belikely
  150.  
  151. try rapping my fire then
  152.  
  153. that southern trash through an eye squint
  154.  
  155. he's fucking starin' right at cha
  156.  
  157. ripped sleeves and heart with two lines ink
  158.  
  159. wrestle that boar there, I'll fuckin' try ya
  160.  
  161. that ain't just fear boy, that's the fear deep down inside us
  162.  
  163. reason we both got it, you fuckin' try me
  164.  
  165. the monster right there behind me
  166.  
  167. that's just called living, you fucking egg pie men
  168.  
  169. clouding the skyline
  170.  
  171. smog in and beyond the horizon
  172.  
  173. just the layers we bide in
  174.  
  175. the cosmos not only knowing and prying
  176.  
  177. learning what exactly what that 'i' is
  178.  
  179. in that old familiar vessel, chipped and so tired and yet somehow fucking not ever retirin'
  180.  
  181. cosmos making fucking love with itself
  182.  
  183. that's the feeling you should want to die in your eyes with
  184.  
  185. this has been my dream, my eyes, and the coffin I'll uncoil in
  186.  
  187. this has been my high ted talk thank  you for vibing
  188.  
  189. our souls shaking hands
  190.  
  191. trading smirks, knowing glances with pursed lips and brown highlights
  192.  
  193. you can see right through every part i've got that I choose to define 'me'
  194.  
  195. when the sun shrines its light right down down upon it
  196.  
  197. like getting gang banged by god and his seven white horses
  198.  
  199. no wonder we're crazy, we're just light n' a couple high eyebeams
  200.  
  201. light burning bright right behind me
  202.  
  203. warm to the touch, to the mind, and the tongue
  204.  
  205. every tastebud I got babe, that's one you can take, you can die with
  206.  
  207. electric ribbons in the dark
  208.  
  209. blue lightning so strikning, red leather mind flesh
  210.  
  211. tainted, yet so pretty the sparks
  212.  
  213. that we call existence, the hunt
  214.  
  215. both hare and the archress
  216.  
  217. just pushing forward to feel it when that biological sense of self explodes through and behind me
  218.  
  219. just keep looking back at itself
  220.  
  221. til it all goes to bed, kids
  222.  
  223. eh, it was nice being part of this iris
  224.  
  225. hiding clues even i ain't gonna be findin'
  226.  
  227. turning to dust before they've even swapped lanes or first names
  228.  
  229. speak into my heart like one of your french girls
  230.  
  231. i double dog dare you
  232.  
  233. I swear I'm not lyin', cuss
  234.  
  235. I'd double dog cross ya, hearts, eyes, and all the pins in that story
  236.  
  237. Well I'm here and I'm still vibin
  238.  
  239. Hear that, Quinn?
  240.  
  241. Well then, nether did I, then
  242.  
  243. I swear I'm the flatlanders first outer spacce pilot
  244.  
  245. watching 2 become 3 and living inside that hot invasive unknowing unknowing
  246.  
  247. just a matter of time, tall, dark, and fat eyelids
  248.  
  249. my soul's autopilot sure has a sense of that special esteemed royal sweet laughter
  250.  
  251. dark tunnels, fears, and misalignments
  252.  
  253. welcome aboard, and oh yeah, did I tell you you're driving?
  254.  
  255. here's the sticks and the pads and looks like ya brought your own bones and smug brows
  256.  
  257. get to work, little ghoulie, don't let the voices define ya
  258.  
  259. remember good drug dealers don't partake in their own shit
  260.  
  261. that's for fuckfake bad amateurs, waking up with thick migraines and on chokin' fat yellow pain hide-me's
  262.  
  263. the oceans out inspiring'
  264.  
  265. filling these visions that I'm crying in
  266.  
  267. I
  268.  
  269. Am
  270.  
  271. Going
  272.  
  273. To
  274.  
  275. Stop
  276.  
  277. Break my channeling with black sorcery
  278.  
  279. My
  280.  
  281. cha
  282.  
  283. n
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  293. i
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  301. s
  302.  
  303. ]
  304.  
  305. and a fresh wet black asterick *
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