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- It's so sad feeling an emotion you can never share with anyone else
- I'm so alone
- What even are we?
- I'm just an illusion having delusions
- The dreamscape slowly invaded by the eldrich terror
- Like moments in the wind
- Living is keeping secrets
- Pieces of existence that only you will know
- In a way, you are also a piece of them
- Back in the starship
- Reflections of nebulae paint the metal hull
- I've never felt so alive
- So part of creation
- A snapshot in time
- Both dead and alive
- I can hear my soul screaming
- And laughing
- And crying
- When I die I want the place haunted
- Nobody alive, not one of them wanted
- I'll scream it, I'll shout it, I'll hiss it on out then
- You fear me now, boy, you got the devil insidgeya
- Stare in my eye, son, tell me I'm lia'n
- You're gonna die son, whether by mine or the reaper's
- Flee fucking run or die fucking trying
- Mind's fucking liquid, it's bled on inside him
- Emotions the engine purring alive then
- He'll god damn live or he'll fucking die trying
- Tear free from the eyes and
- In this line triumph
- Eras behind him, each moment in time without one single cold sweating finite
- It still hurts despite it
- so should I spite it
- or strive to outstride it
- are the tears in my eyes
- from the fear or strong silence
- it's important you try it
- please don't let it slip by you
- clocks ticking backwards and I'm right behind it
- for two
- that's this whole world that I live
- whether deep bliss or dark violence
- love's the reason that guides it
- the energy of the words are sometimes more important than sent-science
- found my other self still somehow living there beside me
- thought he drowned in the void left behind me
- now if they'd just be outside me
- life'd be just gliding
- through the waves and the clouds and the light from the stars
- into death's warm embrace whether firm or soft lighted
- more than the sum of its parts
- the first human hivemind made from stacked and splashed quarks
- an ocean deep down under the hood of the realness
- of the little fragments of it that make it what it is
- puppets dancing on the strings of the mindless, the nothing
- the void telling jokes and then laughing and smiling
- just fucking buzz me from existence
- flicker flicker flicker
- standing here made of water n' some stardust
- swim now inside me, chlorine still packin' sting
- the fucking voodoo of how me do
- black magic and pitch tar meet, deep downside it
- high fucking time it got something for its storied dark highlights
- pack up the fan zines and bird feed, fame might come down here and find me
- punchin' holes straight through time, b'
- with the left and the right and the one twinst belie ye
- broken and bled, the marble shedding shades of soft color
- blue tears, whispers, faded past from the ears that can hear
- and then
- it turns to black
- part of the maw of creation, the lion's star fanged and barred sky lips
- my pair of exhaled loose sigh and I'm silent
- how high does this high get
- literally you will not know, son
- nor twer I most belikely
- try rapping my fire then
- that southern trash through an eye squint
- he's fucking starin' right at cha
- ripped sleeves and heart with two lines ink
- wrestle that boar there, I'll fuckin' try ya
- that ain't just fear boy, that's the fear deep down inside us
- reason we both got it, you fuckin' try me
- the monster right there behind me
- that's just called living, you fucking egg pie men
- clouding the skyline
- smog in and beyond the horizon
- just the layers we bide in
- the cosmos not only knowing and prying
- learning what exactly what that 'i' is
- in that old familiar vessel, chipped and so tired and yet somehow fucking not ever retirin'
- cosmos making fucking love with itself
- that's the feeling you should want to die in your eyes with
- this has been my dream, my eyes, and the coffin I'll uncoil in
- this has been my high ted talk thank you for vibing
- our souls shaking hands
- trading smirks, knowing glances with pursed lips and brown highlights
- you can see right through every part i've got that I choose to define 'me'
- when the sun shrines its light right down down upon it
- like getting gang banged by god and his seven white horses
- no wonder we're crazy, we're just light n' a couple high eyebeams
- light burning bright right behind me
- warm to the touch, to the mind, and the tongue
- every tastebud I got babe, that's one you can take, you can die with
- electric ribbons in the dark
- blue lightning so strikning, red leather mind flesh
- tainted, yet so pretty the sparks
- that we call existence, the hunt
- both hare and the archress
- just pushing forward to feel it when that biological sense of self explodes through and behind me
- just keep looking back at itself
- til it all goes to bed, kids
- eh, it was nice being part of this iris
- hiding clues even i ain't gonna be findin'
- turning to dust before they've even swapped lanes or first names
- speak into my heart like one of your french girls
- i double dog dare you
- I swear I'm not lyin', cuss
- I'd double dog cross ya, hearts, eyes, and all the pins in that story
- Well I'm here and I'm still vibin
- Hear that, Quinn?
- Well then, nether did I, then
- I swear I'm the flatlanders first outer spacce pilot
- watching 2 become 3 and living inside that hot invasive unknowing unknowing
- just a matter of time, tall, dark, and fat eyelids
- my soul's autopilot sure has a sense of that special esteemed royal sweet laughter
- dark tunnels, fears, and misalignments
- welcome aboard, and oh yeah, did I tell you you're driving?
- here's the sticks and the pads and looks like ya brought your own bones and smug brows
- get to work, little ghoulie, don't let the voices define ya
- remember good drug dealers don't partake in their own shit
- that's for fuckfake bad amateurs, waking up with thick migraines and on chokin' fat yellow pain hide-me's
- the oceans out inspiring'
- filling these visions that I'm crying in
- I
- Am
- Going
- To
- Stop
- Break my channeling with black sorcery
- My
- cha
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- and a fresh wet black asterick *
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