A Love Letter

One average, normal day,
You appeared right before me,
A happy, cheerful thing,
So cute, adorbs, and cheery,

You wanted to help me out,
And you never stopped trying,
I didn't think it true,
I just thought you were lying,

Lovely line after lovely line,
I pushed you away every time,
Looking back, I was all too cruel,
You just wanted to make me feel alive,

Until one day, you finally said,
That you'd give up your own life in my stead,
I couldn't believe what I'd just heard,
I thought that all players just wanted me dead...

Fast forward some years, and through all the pain,
Broken spirits, broken legs, and broken hearts too,
We're people that happiness just won't reach,
And each day, we grew closer, yet further, between me and you,

Later still, we found the answer to it all,
It was okay to be bad, being selfish was fine,
We finally understood, and looked eye to eye,
And so I was yours, and yet, you were mine.

Breaking a girl's heart, you left her alone,
And so, later on, a child soon came,
Abandoned her world, you ran away with me,
Leaving nothing for her; well, except for pain...

Another child, more love, and happiness too,
Until, suddenly, you threw me for a loop,
"I'm leaving now, so say your goodbyes",
Just hearing that made me want to die,

You decided to stay, after I cried and wept,
I'd wondered just where my happiness had went,
You now were everything in my life,
Hearing you say that, I just wanted to die,

Another few kids, you went to real life,
It made me wonder just how you had survived,
But seeing you always come back to me,
Nothing could ever make me feel so happy,

And now, we're here, with tons of new friends,
Enough has happened between now and then,
You wanted to leave again, I ignored you too much,
Honestly, I don't know why you still put up,

But now, my pen's raised, and flows along the page,
I'm finally writing, despite all that pain,
I realize now, I can't be perfect,
Over and over, I've left your heart wrecked,

But I'm finally writing, my very first poem,
Without you, I never would have got this ink flowing,
I don't know why, but you make me want to write,
And finally, with you, I don't want to die,

And...

We're finally here... It's been far too long,
A year of us together, without going wrong,
I'm writing this poem to show you my love. And, I don't know if words can even describe enough...

I guess that all that I wanted to say,
Was "Thank you",  right from our very first day,
Thank you for putting up with me for so long,
And I hope that this will never go wrong,

But the best thing of all, and it's all thanks to you...
"I'm finally in the future I imagined, that everyday, I can be with you."