Sorry, I fell asleep... but Brian either think hayleigh is hotter than you,  it will be easier to get into her pants, she is cooler, something along those lines. Or, he purely does not think your "good enough" to date him. This kid is an alpha male, varsity football player, extremely popular Guy, so he might think you aren't good enough for him. which is bullshit. I'm not the type of Guy who is trying to get into a girls pants first thing, or ever (in highschool)... and believe men, you have a lot on hayleigh.... she has a dull personality, is a bitch sometimes, and not hot at all in my opinion... you have a lot on her. Idk what the fuck Brian is doing, tbh, he should be dating you... but idk, he might have deeper set feeling for her, which you can't do much about. You may also want to consider why you have been in love with him for so long, and if its been for the right reasons. Don't let what he or other guys think bring you down, they aren't worth it. Focus on the people that care about you and like you for who you are, not just because you're beautiful, but for how nice you are and your amazing personality...