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- whyd they set me up with such high expectations
- heavy loads just give me stress and always lands me in bad places
- started using heavily when my mental can not take it
- every day is so routine, i'm sick and tired of the same shit
- my life got so chaotic but nobody help me change it
- so i sit alone write down my sins, i sign it and i date it
- bottle of pills, fifth of jack, im dead soon i'm not waiting
- if there is a god please understand, since day one i've been praying
- i never know if people round me notice when i'm losing it
- i know i did this to myself right when i started moving shit
- sheets of acid, bags of powder, junkies stay abusing it
- toxic chemicals, cook in the kitchen, he stay brewing it
- dipped into my stash, got no idea why i went through with it
- playing tag up with the dragons, just can't stop pursuing it
- had a plan i put together, feels like i'm undoing it
- it's not confusing i'm just proving that i'll always ruin shit
- so what i'm jaded, just assume i'm contemplating
- the future and the past, but the presents where i'm staying
- i haven't changed in years and honestly i fuckin hate it
- something in my life is missing, always cursed with a craving
- so can you relate to what im saying
- these words are from the heart
- i hurt too much to just be playing
- reincarnation of satan
- and thats not an understatement
- the skeletons are in the closet
- got the bodies in the basement
- yes i'm angry, is that not what i'm conveying
- i was hoping every word i use portrays just what i'm saying
- maybe you'll understand once i simplify the basics
- mentally i'm dying, but now i'm trying to delay any decaying
- it seems impossible, all attempts are chronicles
- maybe i'd have a chance if every variable was optimal
- that simply isn't probable with this amount of obstacles
- no matter how methodical my problems are unsolvable
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