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- i dont want life i just want u
- Never took advice when it mattered
- Left yourself bruised and battered
- Took a knife and it clattered
- To the cold ground and the blood splattered
- You took 2 fingers and you shoved them
- Down your throat and coughed up blood
- Told me “oh it doesn’t hurt ben”
- As you grimaced while you stood
- Said you’re sorry
- Doesn’t matter now
- You made your choice
- Now take your bow
- There is no laughter
- There is no joy
- There’s only a broken sad girl without a boy
- Oh I miss you
- Oh I kiss you
- On the cheek every night
- Stare at your gorgeous face until you turn out the light
- And when all that remains is darkness and shadow
- You dream of running away to a sun-drenched meadow
- You imagine crisp fall days walking an apple orchard
- But you’ve forgotten about that poor innocent boy you tortured
- You cast him to the side because you scared yourself
- You closed yourself off when he offered his help
- You wish to take him back now but he’s already gone
- Life’s a game of chess and you were only a pawn
- Every dark day will have a second dawn
- But after that chance we’re all wise to the con
- Of a girl who says she’s different this time
- Of a girl whose arms are more bruised than mine
- Of a girl whose teeth are stained with bile
- Of a girl who will draw all the boys from miles
- She’ll leave you broken in a ditch and wish you hadn’t ever met her
- But she’ll leave a jagged scare ensuring you’ll never forget her
- She leaves you with the memories you’ll always treasure
- Your first time having sex with a girl, that’s her pleasure
- But she’s torn apart at the seams
- Things no longer what they seem
- You lay skinned, and scheme
- This story has no theme
- It has not chorus
- No denouement
- It’s disgustingly porous
- With a big gaping maw
- Begging to be filled with more plot
- With dreams of a future and colored flowerpots
- But a future’s impossible if you destroy your present
- If you give up the past the present’s never quite pleasant
- It’s over now Alex, the story is written
- The story of a girl, and a boy
- Once smitten
- The story of a cold, jealous, addictive young kitten
- Who drew the fucker in and left him sixty times bitten
- Goodbye now
- I’ll miss you
- Couldn’t bring myself to kiss you
- Because those lips taste like blood
- And the hallway is a flood
- Of stained recollections harrowing events and villainous mud
- You walk right down it, feet not touching the floor
- This story is fucked down to its very core
- You are many things alex, but you aren’t a bore
- You’re many things alex, but what you’re not is much more
- And what you are is a door
- To a future unspoken of
- A present once dreamed of
- A girl that could be loved
- A boy that let me shove
- Him into the dirt
- Didn’t cry that it hurt
- He just watch it happen
- He just WATCHED it happen.
- He’s stronger now alex
- He knows that his life holds meaning
- He’s given his psyche and brainspace a cleaning
- If there’s one greater theme
- That you should be gleaning
- It’s that your past is a mysterious mess,
- But you’re future’s still gleaming
- With hope, promise, tinges of regret
- But not one among us could ever forget
- What you were, what you are, what you aren’t and what you will be
- And I gotta make sure, what you won’t be wont kill me
- So I back away and protect myself
- Put my feelings in a drawer and file it away on a shelf.
- You don’t want life, don’t you lie to me
- You only want me, and that’s the truth ain’t it
- You would be happy dying, if it was by my side
- You said your funeral’d be special, if someone’d give me a ride
- But, me I prefer life over death anyday
- And I found a girl, who wants it the same way
- And turns out although she’s 76% gay
- She’s madly in love with me, to this very day
- I fall for her harder, every time I hear her say
- You’re perfect ben
- You’re a sex idol
- I’m so wet ben
- My heart’s pounding at idle
- I grin and say baby you know it
- But I fear I’ll blow it
- Then I remember forgivness and the way some show it
- I remember your glibness and the way you would grow it
- I remember your evil, and the kindness it hides
- I remember your curves, and all your beauty at sides
- You thought you were fat darling, that was never true
- Because under that skin and those bones, there was you
- Nothing else needed, nothing I could hope to accrue
- But the essence of a girl, that I once fucking knew
- The essence of a girl, that I thought I knew
- The essence of a girl, that I kind of knew
- The essence of a girl, that I didn’t know
- The essence of a girl, that she didn’t show
- The essence of a g-….it’s time for me to go
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