[16:23:49] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): im going to be as straightforward as i can be with all this, as Axis contacted me and asked me to give you a second chance
[16:31:58] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): and if we are going to do this
[16:32:04] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): you and i need to seriously sit down and talk
[21:40:01] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Ok...
[21:40:54] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): its more along the lines that, since i came on to an offline message of Axis asking me to give you a second chance it made me realise a few things
[21:41:04] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): one she still really cares for you it seems
[21:42:11] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): and two, if i where to take you back, if that is something you wanted, i would need to lay down some ground rules at least, so we do not run in to what happened a second time
[21:43:06] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Right...
[21:43:08] Vera Beaumont (strakova): tp me?
[21:43:41] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): spending time with nos at the moment, she wanted some one on one
[21:43:46] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): but i can speak here
[21:43:53] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Oh. Ok
[21:44:27] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): so before i ask you if it is something you would want again
[21:48:30] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): i should inform you of what would be in store before hand. as i explained before that all happened, i have my times where i just need to be alone, and you understood that, it isnt because i am off fucking someone else or doing what i shouldnt or whatnot, i just need silence and solitude, the other thing is,this is second life, between dom and sub there is a bond yes, but there are also boundries, reguardless of who i fuck around with, be it some random thot, or even axis, it should not matter to you if i am tending to you, which, i have tried to do in the best of my abilities, and yes, at times i do not want to watch you play games, but its more that, things like GTA or conan are a source of frustration to watch, as i would rather play, and since i cant play, i am just sitting there essentially edging myself, and that gets annoying
[21:49:17] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): this by no means means i am trying to neglect or avoid you
[21:49:24] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): iw ould rather do something mor einteractive
[21:49:35] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): and unfortunately, i cant watch you play and play another game at the same time
[21:50:25] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): i also have other pets as well that i have to give love and attention to
[21:51:15] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): talking every day is fine, but it was almost at a point where it felt like if i didnt give you my immediate attention and all of it, it put you in a mood, or if i didnt want to do the thing that you wanted to do it was the end of the world
[21:52:49] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): on that end, it also felt that you where more rushing to ignore what is going on in my personal RL to get your own personal enjoyment, and then teleporting sam in, ro dragging me to your friends naked and covered in cum, it was something that you made me feel like i was obligated to do that
[21:53:09] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): im not the biggest social person, and its my fault for not nescesarily relaying that to you
[21:53:17] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): however i am getting this off my chest now
[21:53:36] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): lastly we come to axis, the first time i met her, it seemed liek the two of you butted heads a little bit
[21:53:50] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): and i know the bit of story between you two
[21:53:52] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Would have been better that you had done it *before* abandoning me.
[21:53:56] Vera Beaumont (strakova): And yes.
[21:54:00] Vera Beaumont (strakova): You abandoned me.
[21:54:23] Vera Beaumont (strakova): You removed me, blocked me, and kicked me from the groups and your life and didn't even have the common decency to tell me ahead of time.
[21:54:23] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): if you want to see it that way then sure, but allow me to point this out to you
[21:54:37] Vera Beaumont (strakova): I didn't find out til days afterward.
[21:54:43] Vera Beaumont (strakova): When I tried to apologize.
[21:55:04] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): consequence of demanding an apology when one wasnt warrented
[21:55:25] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Let's agree to disagree there.
[21:55:33] Vera Beaumont (strakova): All of this was avoidable.
[21:55:41] Vera Beaumont (strakova): But there was no communication on any of it.
[21:55:45] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): im not going to do that
[21:55:54] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): as this is something of tension
[21:56:12] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): the point comes back to you questioning me about who i was having sex with
[21:56:27] Vera Beaumont (strakova): The point was that was never directed at YOU, Rei.
[21:56:30] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): after i had already stated that i was on a break
[21:56:35] Vera Beaumont (strakova): It was because Axis has fucked my dominants in the past
[21:56:38] Vera Beaumont (strakova): And broken my heart
[21:56:40] Vera Beaumont (strakova): betrayed me.
[21:56:47] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): Angel With A Shotgun07/11/2019
Did you two fool around...
[21:56:48] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Cheated on me with Sam while Sam had been neglecting me.
[21:56:50] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Yes
[21:56:51] Vera Beaumont (strakova): I asked that
[21:56:52] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): not directed at me
[21:56:57] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Because Axis is a fucking whore
[21:56:58] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): accusingly asking me
[21:57:05] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): the point is
[21:57:07] Vera Beaumont (strakova): I wasn't accusing you.
[21:57:09] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): WHO THE FUCK CARES
[21:57:17] Vera Beaumont (strakova): You perceived it that way and won't fucking listen to me when I try to explain
[21:57:19] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): if i fucked her
[21:57:22] Vera Beaumont (strakova): I DO!
[21:57:23] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): does it matter?
[21:57:25] Vera Beaumont (strakova): YES!
[21:57:27] Vera Beaumont (strakova): TO ME!
[21:57:30] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): and why do you care?
[21:57:47] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Because she's destroyed me in the RECENT past by doing so.
[21:57:51] Vera Beaumont (strakova): I didn't want it to happen again
[21:57:59] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): destroyed you
[21:58:09] Vera Beaumont (strakova): You think I've always been so paranoid?
[21:58:42] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): so let me get this straight, perfectly straight, you tell her that you are a guy, and she is accepting of this, however, when it comes down to her turn to admit to it, you dump her ass that day
[21:58:56] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): and yeah
[21:58:59] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): there are years in between that
[21:59:07] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Yes. Because I gave her ample opportunity many times over several years to fess up
[21:59:17] Vera Beaumont (strakova): She continued to lie to me.
[21:59:21] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): honestly it shouldnt even matter
[21:59:37] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Also
[21:59:42] Vera Beaumont (strakova): How is that ANY of your business?
[21:59:58] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): i dont know, maybe cause you drilled me over it for a day or two
[22:00:04] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): and the fact that she turned around
[22:00:09] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): and ASKED ME TO TALK TO YOU
[22:00:11] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): means a lot
[22:00:14] Vera Beaumont (strakova): BEFORE SHE KNEW
[22:00:15] Vera Beaumont (strakova): THAT I HAD
[22:00:17] Vera Beaumont (strakova): ZERO INTENTION
[22:00:19] Vera Beaumont (strakova): OF CRAWLING BACK
[22:00:32] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Especially to someone willing to just throw me away
[22:00:37] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Over a stupid fight
[22:00:40] Vera Beaumont (strakova): That was perfectly avoidable
[22:00:44] Vera Beaumont (strakova): With simple communication
[22:00:53] Vera Beaumont (strakova): But you chose to react with zero control.
[22:01:03] Vera Beaumont (strakova): How the fuck can you expect to control me
[22:01:07] Vera Beaumont (strakova): When you can't even control yourself
[22:01:34] Vera Beaumont (strakova): You abandoned me over something so stupid, so infantile, so avoidable...
[22:01:38] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Because.....what?
[22:01:40] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Why?
[22:02:01] Vera Beaumont (strakova): I was scared and needed your reassurance.
[22:02:04] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): because you stepped out of lined
[22:02:05] Vera Beaumont (strakova): And you cast me aside.
[22:02:11] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): line*
[22:02:21] Vera Beaumont (strakova): So I step out of line once and you throw me away
[22:02:23] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Fine.
[22:02:23] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): because all of that, reguardless of how you want to twist it
[22:02:26] Vera Beaumont (strakova): I don't want you, then
[22:02:29] Vera Beaumont (strakova): because I told you
[22:02:31] Vera Beaumont (strakova): I WILL fuck up
[22:02:33] Vera Beaumont (strakova): I will make mistakes
[22:02:36] Vera Beaumont (strakova): And to be patient
[22:02:39] Vera Beaumont (strakova): As I am learning
[22:02:42] Vera Beaumont (strakova): You didn't care
[22:02:44] Vera Beaumont (strakova): You never did.
[22:02:54] Vera Beaumont (strakova): It was so easy to throw me away over something so small
[22:02:56] Vera Beaumont (strakova): It's obvious.
[22:03:00] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): would i be cpeaking to you now if i didnt?
[22:03:08] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Starting to wonder.
[22:03:11] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Why?
[22:03:17] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): why am i speaking to you
[22:03:33] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): cause i am giving you a second chance here and you are basically throwing it away
[22:03:42] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): ask taala
[22:03:44] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): as nos
[22:03:49] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): these are rare
[22:04:31] Vera Beaumont (strakova): And yeah, my stress level is high as fuck too. You aren't the only one going through it. When that shit happened, I was under 6 days straight of a thankless job where I am an expendable peon that no one sees, let alone gives a damn about and the only thing I can think about,t he only thing that got me through each day
[22:04:36] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Was the chance of seeing you
[22:04:54] Vera Beaumont (strakova): I'm not throwing it away. I'm considering.
[22:05:05] Vera Beaumont (strakova): But I have a LOT of anger over that shit before
[22:05:10] Vera Beaumont (strakova): And, thankfully..
[22:05:14] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Most of it has diminished.
[22:05:24] Vera Beaumont (strakova): So now, I'm getting MY SHIT off my chest
[22:05:28] Vera Beaumont (strakova): I gave you that chance.
[22:05:44] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): oh i wasnt done, but, please go on
[22:05:54] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Apologies, I thought you were.
[22:08:32] Vera Beaumont (strakova): Go on.
[22:08:45] Rei Vex (rei.darragh): oh no, its your turn, ic an finish after you, its fine