So far TLDR: Emily is an ugly social reject who is seeking a high from drugs to add excitement to her life and we have characters Steven who tried to kill himself and was banished from death to earth, his presence doesn't exist to Emily or others unless they are on LSD. Our other character is Lewis the dog he hates his master and find himself inferior to his well-beings around ohim. Emily can see Lewis but when Emily is high on the drug cocaine she can talk to lewis and they share the interest of hating todays society.

Our story begins at Niagra Falls. Emily, our main character, is perplexed by the sheer complexity of each and every single particle of water streaming down the falls. She can’t see the wonder around her, but she can hear it. Emily has been blind for hundreds of years now. I say hundreds because she is a vampire, she was turned 420 years ago.


The vampire who turned her was named steven. Steven grew up a quaint lad with little to no taste in women, but a never satisfied desire for men. More on steven after Emily dies later on in the story.


Emily, walking around the Falls, sensed the threat grow ever deeper. From the day Emily was born she could sense where danger would be. This was not her only affliction, for, in such danger, she was driven toward it. 


Emily had been around for the great Rape/Murder/Suicide controversy that surrounded George bush’s administration in ‘04. Should it have been legal because he was white?


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An accident in fourth grade left Emily short of hearing. While swinging on the swingset during recess, she heard a controversy spark a mere 30 meters to her east. She was just at the peak of her swing, as high on the playground as you can get. She could see everything from this height. This is why she loved to swing, she loved to keep watch over the playgrounds. The children frantically swaying their arms and yelling out loud noises such as to be expected from an autistic individual. She was renowned as the Queen swinger amongst all the children. 

At this very peak height she observed what appeared to be a gunman in black. In reality she had only observed a black child playing football with the other african american children. This startled her, she hated the blacks, more than she hated her vegetables. She went flying a distance nearly euphoric in existence. 

When she collided ear first into the pole that was sticking out of the slide, she could feel it pierce her skull and heard from the other side of her head the blood squirting. What felt like throbbing for mere seconds turned to darkness as she laid in her own pool of blood. She was wearing a white dress that day, what was supposed to be pretty and innocent turned into maleficent and what could be considered child pornography with the red color exposing her tiny little nipples through the beautiful white silk.

She survived this event, if you could call it that. She was now an amalgamation. One-third of her head would be always dangling down the side of her face. She had hearing left in one ear. No children would again consider her queen of anything, except ugliness.
 
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"Why am I at the falls?, why did the water decide to flow in this direction?, how do magnets work?" she pondered as the threat loomed. She knew the threat of this place was definite, but this did not worry her. She lived life with no assumptions of what was to come. 


And when all the people around her died, she did not shed a single tear.  As the meteor came crashing down to Earth, killing all those people, and as the atmosphere exhumed millions of tons of burning earthen ash, for it to rain down on millions of others burning them alive.. she remained as careless as she was as a child. She was so wet.


Emily presence was not unseen to all, for those that know where to look, a shadowed figure existed in great images that documented these great events. On the Dark Net there was great discussion and much intrigue into why this single figure appeared to be at every single memorable event in recent history. 


Some thought it was god, others government conspiracy. But one man knew the real truth. Not even emily herself knew the truth. On the night of a full moon Emily went to the arcade for the blind to play some sonic the hedgehog and treat herself to a slice of pizza and waffle fries. Whens he found herself in a deep depressed state wanting a new high of excitement. Emily decides tonight's the night she is going to try LSD. Emily had no clue where to obtain such a drug or even how to inject it. She wandered into a dark narrow alleyway to a well known area of town where she can find a drug to stimulate herself. When out of nowhere came a drug merchant riding an gryphin, he swooped from the sky in front of Emily with a grin from ear to ear and says to emily “I’m the LSD vendor Willie the Wizard i know when you need me, and when you need me i come.” Willie the Wizard held a large cane in his hand with a blue cloak and crocks. He took Emily’s lifeless hand that was cold enough to give you autism and opened it up dropping 3 pills of LSD. Willie then warned Emily there is a time and a place to consume these pills because with great pills comes a great trip. Willie then turned his back to Emily and began to mount his gryphin and flew off into the ominous darkness.

Emily began to run from the alleyway with her LSD clenched tightly within her fist, she did not know where she was running. She let loose of her fist holding the LSD and popped all three pill into her mouth she shed a tear down her cheek and she swallowed the last pill. Emily began to feel happy, she began to feel weightless. Emily wanted to stop running but she couldn’t, she felt she needed to be somewhere but she didn’t know where. She began to slow down and she saw a red glowing figure in the darkness. Curiosity began to strike Emily as she walked closer to this red glowing figure in the distance. Emily walked up to the red glowing figure she saw in the darkness as she got closer she could smell what seemed to be a person, she held her hand out and touched the ominous glowing red light she saw. It was a man, is physique was of a very built and well kept man. The man gazed into emily’s deep blue eyes with intent to fuck her in the ass no lube no condom, that look. Then introduced himself as Steven the. 

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Steven was an aimless vampire. Thousands of years of existence had drained him of any traits he once had. With no purpose left in life remaining, he devoted most of his time to the Appalachian Trail on Jupiter. Whether he was maintaining the trail or just walking it leisurely.. Steven felt no purpose, not in this, not in anything, he contemplated ending it all.

Steven resembled nothing less than a common cave troll. His skin green in color and as large as Shrek, he had never had the company of a woman. He had raped, been raped, gaped, even. Nothing excited him anymore. Not even the threat of death because of Goose HIV/AIDS phased him.

Steven knew he was going to end it tonight. He didn’t even feel excited about it. It was almost as if his planned suicide was just another task in his daily mental checklist. Walking down what were the last 200 steps before the end he observed the sky. What used to fascinate him left not even a twinkle in his eye. When suddenly, he saw Earth. His father taught him where Earth was in the sky. His father that he hadn’t even thought of in the last millennia.. Just then the memories came rushing back to him, only for them to be instantly refused by his sub-conscious.

“Too little too late, Daddy,” he yelled into the night sky, “i’m gunna kill myse” 
“Hello” a figure peered.
Steven remained silent. The last of them had died hundreds of years ago.
“Helooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo”
Steven approached the noise.

Sitting perched on a branch in the middle of the bushes a gryphon stared. The branches shifted as it walked out closer toward Steven staring with intent.

“Who are you?”
“I am your future”

Before Steven could respond the gryphon busted out a magic wand and cast a spell on Steven, banishing him from the realm of the dead, and to the world of the living.

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 Steven awoke on the plane of Earth. Steven doesnt know what he is or where he is, all he knows is that he is still alive. Steven looked at emily and asked where he was and what she is. Confused Emily replied “i’m tripping out on LSD, were at Niagra Falls this is where i live. Are you not from around here?” Steven still looked confused so emily again asked “are you not from around here?” Steven looked up, looked all around him into the night sky with all the stars glowing in the night, he said  “I’v never seen something so beautiful, the stars the light and you.” Emily blushed and looked at Steven once more, Steven turned around to look emily in the eyes but couldn't because half her face was missing due to a childhood accident, he ran his hand down her cheek and magically her face began to feel hot then cold and she backed off and said “What are you doing to me?” Steven had no clue what he was doing to Emily so he stopped. Slowly emilys face began to mend together. Emily began to stop feeling like a social reject anymore. All her problems in life seems to disappear. But why? She asked herself? Could it be the LSD or the presence of this new found friend Steven? how did i come to find a friend so great like steven? As the night went on Emilys view of steven began to fade, her face began to drop and fall off. but worst of all Emily began to feel like an idiot social reject.

Emilys night began to get worse and worse after her high from LSD began to fade. The social reject she was. As Emily got home to her apartment she layed in her bed she felt lonely wanting to feel the high again that she got from LSD but she wanted more and more of the rush. 


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I fucking hate being a dog. Everything always itches, I have no fucking flexibility. My master just sits there eating the entire plate of food, literally a fucking pound of nachos and gives me a single chip with a tiny amount of meat on it and then acts as if he just did me a fucking favor. This mother fucker thinks that he is being generous, he doesn’t know I fake this happiness. I am doing my duty as part of squadron sixteen: Barks of Dog. We all are legion.

The master knows not of what dogs really are. The few that find out are secret are executed in their sleep. As part of S16 I was deployed into southeast India to observe the effect that smoking has on the population here. A tedious job, and surely not a lasting one considering the plans the federation has for this area. 

I have not much else to say, I am biding my time waiting for phase 1 execution. Keeping a journal like this is hard when nothing is going on. I hope to see you all again soon.

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