Prologue: "People Living Deeply" (Earth, circa 2025 AD) "People living deeply have no fear of death" - Anais Nin "Tie your shoelaces before you trip and knock your brains out", Paul heard for what seemed like the thousandth time in the past hour. Paul grunted, bent over with some effort, and obliged his girlfriend. Julie was a wonderful woman, but she was not in a great mood, so he was stepping extra gingerly today instead of poking fun at her over-protectiveness. And there was another, even more important reason not to rile her up. Today was the big day. He was going to pop The Question. He wanted it to be a fairy-tale moment, something special. Julie, if pressed for her thoughts on the subject, would have been thrilled to have him ask in the freezer aisle at Walmart at this point. But he had not pressed her for her thoughts, and so the two of them had spent several hours driving to Fall Creek Falls on the pretext that he wanted to show her the Great Outdoors while the leaves were in their autumn colors, alternating between holding hands and bickering over the AC temperature. Paul stood back up and grinned at her. "Yes ma'am." Unfortunately, the cool autumn temperatures of the past few days had given way to a blast furnace. The humidity and arduous hiking had left her glistening with sweat, so she was a bit pricklier than usual. The part of his brain that preferred not having fights, often for days at a time, concluded that it wasn't the opportunity for one of his usual humorous comebacks. When he was trying to sell her on the idea of going hiking, he had to gently navigate the fact that Julie was about as enamored with hiking through the Great Outdoors as a vampire might be with garlic-flavored mouthwash. Her idea of relaxing was watching TV on the living room couch, with the thermostat set at a temperature that made the cats hide under the covers and was more appropriate for storing sides of beef. Not stomping through murky forest in the sweltering summer heat. She might even have made this fact subtly known a few times during their hike, but Paul persevered, hoping the payoff would be worth it. They rounded a small rocky outcrop, and Paul could distinctly hear the sound of rushing water nearby, and his fingers tightened around the small blue box hidden in his coat pocket. Once when he was a kid, his school took the kids here on a field trip. He remembered seeing a couple propose right on the edge of the waterfall. Being as he was 12 and still deep in his "playing with frogs" phase of life, he thought it was crazy and the only thing that immediately struck him was the catcalls from some of the older boys urging them to jump. A few decades later when he was struggling to think of someplace exciting to pop the question, the image kept coming back to him. Paul was an IT geek and not overly fancy. He bought two changes of clothing at the beginning of spring/fall, wore them until the changing seasons forced him to wear something else, and tossed them. He had long since acquiesced to the fact that he had the fashion sense of a 2x4, and decided to focus on the positives. He was proud at all the money he saved by not buying clothing (which he subsequently blew and then some on various electronics gizmos), but his minimalist geek aesthetic left him somewhat unprepared for dealing with a fashionable woman, which Julie most definitely was. All of Paul's day-to-day clothing easily fit in a drawer. So he was taken back when he first saw Julie's apartment. Entire mountains of admittedly fashionable clothing were pouring out of every closet, drawer, storage cube, laundry bin, piled on the floor, hanging on every doorknob... When he had once mustered the courage to ask her if there was any she might be willing to part with just a few items for the sake of space, she had spent an hour giving him the complete biography of every scrap of clothing, where she'd got it, what she was thinking about when she bought it, how it made her feel, and what moods she was in when she wore them, and he took that as a valuable life lesson and never asked again. Her love for elegant things likewise extended to jewelry. Rings, necklaces, earrings, bracelets, bangles were arrayed on every surface in her home that wasn't already covered by clothing. They all had a memory, a story, a mood that they set in her. So he nervously hoped that the ring he bought would have the desired effect. He fingered it a bit nervously. It was the sort of wedding ring that spared little expense to give the illusion that no expense was spared, but it was the best he could afford. Fortunately her love for the fancier things in life didn't extend to her choice in men. Paul smiled a bit at the thought. They walked through the woods silently, Paul alternating between taking in the natural beauty and trying to suppress his nervousness at asking the question, Julie daydreaming about air conditioning and trying to keep her soul from fleeing her body due to the rancid god-awful heat. He had practiced the moment in his mind for weeks. He intended to slide to the ground on one knee and groan and mutter painfully about falling. When she asked him if he was ok, he would quickly present the ring, look her deeply in the eyes, and say "I said I've fallen". Her eyes would tear up, and would scream yes, and then they would live happily ever after. And, just ahead, he could see the short side-trail that had led to the waterfall when he was young. In the 20 years since his childhood trip during the height of the lawn dart craze, someone had put up a "DANGER AHEAD! NO HIKING!" sign blocking the path, but given the well-worn ground, myriad visitors had decided to ignore the sign in search of their own beautiful moment, just like he was about to. Julie noticed the sign and stopped because, unlike Paul, she wasn't naturally inclined to be a Darwin Award candidate. "I'm not sure I want to do this." Which might sound indecisive when spoken by someone else, but Paul knew her well enough to know she said it in the passive-yet-matter-of-fact tone that meant there would be ten types of holy hell to pay if Paul pressed her to continue. "Look", Paul begged, "You can see the waterfall just ahead." He mustered every last bit of charm he had. "Let's just go take a quick photo, and then we can go back to the car and head back to the hotel." She wavered. The car and the hotel had air conditioning, and he was hitting one of her vulnerable spots. She stared at him for a moment and then sighed. "OK, but just for a minute." He took a breath and stealthily tugged the ring from its box and palmed it, hoping she wouldn't glance at his hand for a few more seconds. They wobbled along the short trail jutting with loose rocks, until they reached the spot where the waterfall took its plunge into the gorge below. Pam grabbed her camera and started taking a picture to remember the experience, mostly so she could, if he ever mentioned another waterfall trip, show him said photos so they wouldn't ever have to do it again. His senses were overwhelmed with the beauty of it. The gurgling rush of the stream, the roar of the waterfall filling his ears, the lush green canopy of the sunlit forest, and the sunlight playing off the rainbow-hued mist hovering over the gorge. Paul had to admit, it was breathtaking. The perfect spot, just like he hoped. He looked at her and grinned from ear to ear. Just one thing to do now. He slid to one knee. Or rather he tried to slide to one knee like he'd planned, but wobbled a bit on one of his shoelaces that had unknowingly come undone for the Nth time and to his horror found himself slow-motion sliding across the algae-slick stream bed towards the looming cliff edge. "I'm falling!" he screamed, in a vastly different sense than he had envisioned a few minutes earlier. The ring dropped from his hand as he desperately scrambled to find a stick, a rock, any purchase to arrest the slow slide. Julie, for her part, was frozen in horror, camera in hand, and unable to process the situation just yet. The initial "I told you so" look on her face was quickly giving way to horror. People often contemplate their final thoughts, whether it be memories of a life well lived, or of loved ones they look forward to seeing in the afterlife, or of meeting the Creator, or of simply being at peace. In the few seconds Paul had left, the only thing that ran through Paul's mind was a highly incredulous "SHIT!" Moments later the world faded mercifully to black.