Coco: As the idol Kiryu Coco..... Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:09 PM) Coco: How should I put this? Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:09 PM) Coco: My existence as the idol Kiryu Coco started on Dec 28, 2019. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:09 PM) Coco: And it's lasted until this day. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:10 PM) Coco: There have been people who didn't think I'd make it. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:10 PM) Coco: I'll also be smiling. I want you all to remain smiling. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:10 PM) Coco: I guess no one was smiling through yesterday's stream. That stream was shit. It was a stream that didn't make a single person smile. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:11 PM) Coco: I don't want to make anyone sad with my streams. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:11 PM) Coco: Never once have I streamed with the intention of ruining someone's day. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:11 PM) Coco: Smile! Smile! Here, let me make a cute pose. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:11 PM) Coco: And of course, a smile on my own face too. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:12 PM) Coco: Of course, because I'm aiming to stream to bring a smile onto your faces, I have to be smiling myself too. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:12 PM) Coco: But at this rate, uh....... Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:13 PM) Coco: This environment that let me in was truly wonderful. I have nothing but gratitude. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:13 PM) Coco: Hold on a moment. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:13 PM) Coco: Give me a sec. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:13 PM) Coco: Uh, I forgot what I was trying to say. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:14 PM) Coco: But one thing I can say is, my feelings have always been true. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:14 PM) Comment: Here's a SC to put food in Kanatan's stomache. / Coco: Thank you! It's reached her! Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:14 PM) Coco: I always put you guys first. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:14 PM) Coco: You guys enjoying is best. Me enjoying is also best. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:15 PM) Coco: I wanted to always be putting a smile on all your faces with my streams. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:15 PM) Coco: At this rate....forever.... Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:15 PM) Coco: When I can't smile anymore, I can't make you guys smile. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:16 PM) Coco: There's a lot that I regret, of course. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:17 PM) Coco: But base line is, I was streaming doing my best to put a smile on all your faces. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:17 PM) Coco: There are so many projects I wanted to do but couldn't get around to. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:17 PM) Coco: I know time flows, and it's not really anyone's fault. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:17 PM) Comment: We're so sorry we can't help you. / Coco: That's not it! Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:18 PM) Coco: The fact that I'm graduating from HL means I won't be a part of HL anymore. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:18 PM) Coco: It's no one in particular's fault. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:18 PM) Coco: That's not what it is. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:18 PM) Coco: I don't want you guys to bring pitchforks to anyone for me graduating. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:19 PM) Coco: That stuff doesn't matter at all. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:19 PM) Coco: What matters most to me is your smiles. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:19 PM) Coco: I don't want your smiles to disappear just because I'll be gone. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:19 PM) Coco: I thought about it a lot. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:20 PM) Coco: I seriously thought really, really, really hard about it. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:20 PM) Coco: Thank you for all your messages, guys. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:20 PM) Coco: I thought about it, and I talked it out with management again and again and again. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:20 PM) Coco: I feel nothing but gratitude to management for creating a place like this for me. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:21 PM) Coco: There's no one to blame. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:21 PM) Coco: It's just that the direction I wanted to head was different from where management wanted. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:21 PM) Coco: It's partly on me, of course. I caused mgmt so much trouble. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:21 PM) Coco: I feel sorry about that too. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:22 PM) Coco: No, mgmt didn't do anything wrong! Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:22 PM) Coco: I was thinking, "The fans might think this fun!" and skipped steps, etc. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:22 PM) Coco: Haha, you do hear it with bands a lot, right? "We disbanded due to creative differences." Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:22 PM) Coco: It's just that the place and time didn't work out. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:23 PM) Coco: I know you're free to blame who you want, and I can't stop you. But.... Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:23 PM) Coco: I guess I'm just not good enough to follow with the times. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:24 PM) Coco: We explored many, many options aside from graduation. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:24 PM) Coco: Kanatan also helped me brainstorm sooooo much. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:24 PM) Coco: I got so many suggestions. (tissue!) Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:25 PM) Coco: My nose's getting a bit stuffy. Not that you guys can see. It's a virtual stuffy nose. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:25 PM) Coco: There was a lot that mgmt told me not to say since the start of this year. But I still found lots of loopholes. That's how I am. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:26 PM) Coco: I did work that I thought you guys would love, and I shaved off years of my own life for it. Taishi Ch. 神代大使 (2:26 PM)