ピチュー says:
Now settle this
and don't leave Rhys
And that's my skype username
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
Wait what?
ピチュー says:
galdrj is my skype username.
And Rhys wanted to talk.
So
リース| Riisu says:
Jess.  No.  If he doesn't want to talk, then he doesn't have to talk.
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
Well, all right. Wasn't stopping him from talking.
ピチュー says:
I'm jumping out a window if you don't get your feelings across, Rhys
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
What's the matter?
リース| Riisu says:
Nothing's the matter.  And no suicidal thoughts, Jessica.  That's my job!
ピチュー says:
I have a trampoline outside. So I'll just bounce.
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
No seriously, what's the matter?
リース| Riisu says:
*Sigh* Usual Jessica....Nothing's the matter.
ピチュー says:
There is
リース| Riisu says:
I guessed there was when you said, Jess. =_=;;
ピチュー says:
I have all your conversation saved. I can just copy & paste
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
please, just tell me.
ピチュー says:
You have him cornered, Rhys... if you don't get this off your chest then I can't do anymore to help you.
It's your time and I got this.
リース| Riisu says:
Jess.  You really didn't have to force this.  He's a big boy and if he cares to IM, then he will if he wants.
ピチュー says:
Yeah but you complaining about to me makes me act
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
Rhys, I'm IMing with you now. Clearly you have something to say or Jess wouldn't have started this group talk. Tell me what the matter is or forever hold your peace.
リース| Riisu says:
....Fine.
We fought over such a miniscule thing.
ピチュー says:
I'm doing this because I care.
リース| Riisu says:
Leading to a block.  In counting, this makes about 6-8 instances in the year it's happened.  Every time, we've stepped into the familiar grounds of a single question.  Always with your same answer.  Always with my same answer.
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
Rhys, all that happened was you said something to deliberately piss me off and so I blocked you for a day.
リース| Riisu says:
You say you want me to "Not belittle your intelligence" over a 3 word question.
Not finished and was blocked until now.
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
I unblocked you like four days ago or something. You've been silent until now.
リース| Riisu says:
I'm getting to that.  Please be patient.
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
Go on.
リース| Riisu says:
Now...this "3 letter word". "Huh?".  As I've told you before, I get it a lot.  But nobody ever specifies what is misunderstood.  Without that knowledge, I cannot properly provide an answer.  THAT is what my side of this matter was.
Moving on.  The "Single question".  "Still friends?".  The issue here is a pattern.  I always ask for your input on the matter.  Your say is "I could go either way", almost seemingly in a matter of not caring whether you lose a close friend or not.  Only staying because of my input.
Now...Moving on to the current day.  "Staying silent".  As I've told Jessica, I decided that I would not initiate a conversation before the year has ended.  After the clock determines it is 2011 without recieving a single contact from you, I've determined that I would have moved on.  A new year, a new start.  I chose this because feeling heartbreak over something (Please forgive my language)--
--entirely stupid...that's just something I cannot do forever.
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
If I caused you heartbreak then I apologize... I really didn't mean that. I only blocked you for 24 hours because you said something frustrating. I hadn't intended on you taking it so personally.
I didn't initiate contact with you because I wanted you to start it to see if you wanted to talk. I didn't think you'd be too happy with me for blocking you, so I let you take the reins of contact.
And as I've already said. I'm sorry for not specifying what I meant in my question, though my point still holds: repetition of an already-typed word is still insulting.
I don't want you to move on past me, I really don't. Other times, when we have arguments, you piss me off to the point where I really don't care if you go away forever. But that's a matter of the frustration of the moment. This time I'm not mad at you, but I still have to leave it in your hands. It's your choice. If you feel frustrated enough not to talk to me, I'll leave you to that. I'm not an i
nstigator, I'm a responder.
リース| Riisu says:
Steven?  You're 18 years old.  In some states, that means you're an adult.  You're free to make your own decisions on what stays or goes.

I may be an instigator at times, but through personal experience, I already know that there is the usual hidden feeling from the other side of being irritated just by simply being IMed by a person whom is not wanted to be talked to.

Point.  I feel that--
--you're only still around simply due to the matter of what my input is.  This concerns me.
Basing your decision solely on a single input, that seems as if chosen decision is rather forced rather than a natural flow.
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
If you want to remain friends, then I'm not sure what it is you want from me as proof of my desire. It seems like you keep wanting me to do something that you never tell me and thus is never done.
What is it you need?
リース| Riisu says:
This time?  I have no change I wish you to make.  I just want to hear your input on the matter.  As was the same when I was banned from DC.   Still curse myself to this day for not speaking up to remain, but no matter the curse, that's not going to change anything.
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
What do you mean by input?
リース| Riisu says:
"I will if you want.  If you don't, then we'll do without".  That's the story with you and DC both from what I've noticed.
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
All right.
リース| Riisu says:
The question this time isn't what I want.  You know my input from a thousand arguments.  All I want this time is to hear your input.  What YOU want.
My only issue with our arguement is that I needed clarification, that's all.  Without clarification, I'll repeat because I don't know what you did not understand.
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
What do I want? I want you to understand that conversations do not happen like an interview. "Do you have a topic? [topic discussion] Well, do you have another one?" Formality a part of your nature or not, that is very bothersome. I've said this before.
We need to roleplay more. Sometimes, especially recently, I've tried to hint toward that and have been mostly ignored. This is my fault for the --
most part, this is just my suggestion.
Your conversational skills when we DO talk are irritating sometimes. I'll do a better job of letting you know of this, and I'm sure some parts of my conversation bother you. I recommend we let each other know of these.
Other than these, I can't think of anything.
リース| Riisu says:
True.  Some things you say do irk me a tad, but only a tad.  They're easy to look past.
As a result, I keep my mouth shut on those matters.
ピチュー says:
I don't want to butt in but
That's the same problem Steven had with me
And look where it got me
You keep your mouth silent on even the little issues and they just tend to build up
And Steven finally got the chance to explode on me.
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
I exploded, and we worked out a resolution.
ピチュー says:
the resolution has me paranoid for life
but anyway carry on
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
I wish you weren't...
it's nothing to be paranoid about.
リース| Riisu says:
Formality.  I take quite a few matters seriously.   You've seen how I am.  All 3 sides.  The serious side, the "Jerk" side, and the real side (or "Relaxed side).

When I'm serious, you'll notice that I do speak formally.  Same as you've noticed when I'm clearly nervous.
I'm not a strong person physically, so I try to be strong mentally instead.  I believe words can solve more than a brawl of physical strength can.   But that's only my opinion.  Never been in a physical fight because of my formality.
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
I understand. I think we've worked it out here. Can we turn down the tension now and please go back to being friends?
リース| Riisu says:
It's a natural side, please understand.
Is being friends what you wish?
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
Yes, of course.
リース| Riisu says:
....That's the first time that I can think of that I've heard your input on the matter.
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
Does it make you feel better?
リース| Riisu says:
Worlds.
edgemaster025@msn.com says:
There.
Now we can move on.