AtiyaLayla: Hi Michael.
MichaelHoldenSabbath: 'Sup?
AtiyaLayla: Not alot. I wanted an opportunity to make this right if it's at all possible.
MichaelHoldenSabbath: Alright.
AtiyaLayla: I am sorry for my behavior and the choices that I made. You may not believe me, but I can't stop thinking about you and how I miss you in my life. Even if it were just here. I don't want to say something to fuck this up right now. You have given me a chance to speak. You are here.
AtiyaLayla: Is there anything I can say or do to lead us in the right path to where we once were?
MichaelHoldenSabbath: I can only be frank and honest.
MichaelHoldenSabbath: I know I overreacted a bit, but I still consider you as having made a questionable choice that I never expected you to make.
MichaelHoldenSabbath: I don't need to rehash what I was pissed about. You already know.
MichaelHoldenSabbath: I forgive you, and I only wish you contentment.
MichaelHoldenSabbath: But I, in all truth, have no interest in reigniting a friendship.
MichaelHoldenSabbath: As many men as have hurt you, you should know how it feels.
MichaelHoldenSabbath: And for you to run off and to precisely what you said you weren't going to do....I forgive you, but I don't believe I can ever fully trust you again.
MichaelHoldenSabbath: That's just me being honest.
AtiyaLayla: Very well. You are entitled to feel the way you feel no matter what I say. I told you I wanted more with you but it broke my heart hearing you say you don't. I make poor decisions often. That is my flaw. Something I deal with daily. But in the end I know my worth.  And I know I have a good heart and do not hurt people intentionally. I care for people on a daily basis and form relationships with them. So it cuts me like a knife to hear you say you do not wish to be friends with me. Why can't I have another chance?
AtiyaLayla: I really need to fix what I broke.
AtiyaLayla: I'm so sorry.
MichaelHoldenSabbath: You broke more than trust.
MichaelHoldenSabbath: Layla, to be honest, I'm not here for anything beyond role-play.
AtiyaLayla: Not even friendships?
MichaelHoldenSabbath: And if me saying that is what pissed you off, then maybe you should turn your venting onto Grunbar, since he's now your dom, or J.D., or whoever's who in your life.
MichaelHoldenSabbath: Your poor decision-making isn't my issue.
AtiyaLayla: ok.
AtiyaLayla: I'm sorry to have bothered you.