Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
Aye.
Meh.. i did it again.. D:
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
You did what?
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
Don't ask, you know what i mean..
>///>
Srsly, what the heck is wrong with me.
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
Tbh, my mind is full of ideas, I'm not sure which one it could be, thoughts shooting faster than bullets in a war
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
o.o
Tell me a few. o:
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
Better not. :smiley:
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
Come one, tell me a few, gogo. :p
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
Faning about k-pop again, falling in love with it aagain?
Or did it went deeper than that...again?
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
Deeper, way more deep.. D:
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
Seriously?
Why are you doing it?That was the reason.. q.q
I dunno, it just feels good. >\<  To good to don't do it and my pain leaves me for the moment. The pain of reality. q.q
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
You really shouldn't be doing it
Your emotions are taking over you, which is bad
Where have you left your logical thinking side?
I'll go find it and slap it for leaving
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
Cute. :D
It's there but i repress it because it hurts to much atm. ._.
I think this was not the last time. Dx  I know it's bad, but i just can't help it. >~<
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
You can help it
Stop for a moment and think if it's worth it
What benefits you from doing it?
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
Feeling good, not having pain?
And it hurts no one..
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
It hurts you in a long term
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
But why do you think so?
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
This is not healthy for your mental health, you know.
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
Yeah.. i already thought of people that were having a delusional reality because of something like that.
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
And you're having it
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
If the pain doesn't stop and it will go on for half a year or more, i have to see a therapist. Because then it is going to be serious Depression. ._.
No i'm not having it, but it can get in that direction..
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
It's already going that way and pretty fast
And what pain do you have?
What pains you? Reality?
You know, I have saved a friend from doing suicide
And why? Because I skipped highschool that day
Can you imagine what would have happened if I didn't, though?
Once I thought I had depression as well, then I stopped listening to shit I was listening and everything changed.
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
Yap reality is what brings me pain atm..
I'm proud of you, that you saved your friends life tbt. :3
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
Well, I was listening for her to cry about 4 hours straight
How does reality brings you pain? Like what exactly it is? I'm pretty sure it can be dealt with.
Another question would be if you even want to deal with it? Dealing with problems isn't a easy task, but it's managable.
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
That it just can't be as i wish..
That i just can't be with them or meet them in privat. ._.
Or that i can talk to them for hours. >~<
I don't know if i want to deal with it.. i don't think i want to.
D:
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
You see, you're being delusional, reality CAN be as you wish it to be, but you have to work for it.
Don't you realise that they are "Idols" someone you strive for
They are made to make people delusional
That's their business
If needed, I can tell you this every day till you stop thinking about those damn "illusionists"
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
For me they are just humans in which i have really really much interest. Aswell as in their characters.. o:
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
They are just bunch of spoiled guys, which use shitton of make up and a good video editor to look good, that's all
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
You tell me if i work hard enought i can see them and talk to them one day..?
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
Of course you could.
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
Don't be so savage.. xD
But how..
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
Money>problems :smiley:
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
I can learn korean, i can go to south korea and then?
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
Have you seen anyone sad driving a lamborghini?
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
I'm not famous? Normal people like me will never have the chance to get in contact with people like them.
No, i haven't. :p
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
Normal people does have a chance
As I said, it's all about money
It's stupid, but it's true
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
Yeah but i don't have a million euros to just go to korea and pay them to talk to me.. q.q
And i don't think they would do this. Dx
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
And they would treat you like "Oh just another fan, nothing special"
I made an acc on EU West
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
I dunno if they would.. if i would behave like a normal and nice Person o:
And don't go up to Jimin and straight up wisphere him that scentence in his ear.. x'D
Another reason to be sad, i'm not famous neither i'm famous in korea nor have i grown up with one of them..
fml
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
Geez
You're making a whale out of microorganism.
Seriously, that's the same as I would blame myself for Chester Bennington's death, because I was a fan and did nothing.
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
Meh. T^T
I am who i am. D:
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
No
You're overthinking stuff
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
Then please tell me the name and the password :3
Just write it Another Time together, thanks. ^~^
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
Which started to lead to ovethinking
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
>~<
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
Username: KillingOurMemories
Password: qaz123wsxm
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
Thanks, will be leveling as soon as i have time to do it. :3
OG Rush - 08/15/2017
Sure, thank you. :smiley:
Gonna go play beach volley now
Cya later!
Meowlex. <3 - 08/15/2017
Btw why that name? o:
Have fun:p