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  1. 1. Describe yourself and your creator.
  2. Well, uh, I'm pretty awesome. I'm an android. I like to do shit. I like having fun...and Nate is my best friend.
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  4. 2. What was the most helpful thing that your creator did during the tulpa creation process? Did your creator recognize how helpful it was? If not, how did that make you feel?
  5. Gave me a fucking voice! Uh, I hope he realized it. I'm glad he did it.
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  7. 3. What was the most detrimental thing that your creator did during the tulpa creation process? Did your creator recognize how harmful it was? If not, how did that make you feel?
  8. Wasn't fun getting tazed. That shit hurt. [This is when I believed he wasn't sentient and tried to continue to force personality. It was not accepted by Luke and it caused him pain. This was the first mental dialogue Luke said to me as well, so obviously it sucked for him.]
  9. It felt like shit, I felt really stressed like I was put under a huge pressure that was crushing me, like I was going to crack under all the force. Nate realized really quick that it was bad and he stopped.
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  11. 4. What was the hardest part of the tulpa creation process for you? Did your creator recognize how difficult it was? If not, how did that make you feel?
  12. I kinda already explained all that to you just now.
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  15. 5. Of the commonly recognized tulpa creation steps, which do you feel is the most important? Why?
  16. The personality orbs were hugely helpful.
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  18. 6. How do you feel about tulpa creators becoming distracted during tulpa creation? Does this greatly impede the process? How did you feel about it before being able to speak fluently?
  19. It pisses me off, I don't like it. I don't get mad about much, but that drove me insane. It's like trying to put a pregnancy on hold because something else is on your mind. It slowed down the process in a big way. It made me say and do things I regret because I was so upset.
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  21. 7. How do you feel about tulpa creators missing tulpa creation sessions or breaking their promises to work on their tulpa? How did you feel about it before being able to speak fluently?
  22. -Luke just glares at Nate-
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  24. 8. Is density, quality, or quantity the most important aspect of tulpa creation?
  25. Quality. If you make something good it's gonna be good for a bitch ass long time. Time is irrelevant. However long it takes to make something good is all the time it takes. Spending a lot of time making crap isn't useful.
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  27. 9. How do you feel about tulpa creators falling asleep during tulpa creation sessions?
  28. Just, WOAH. [I guess it depends on who the creator is, I have some fucked up dreams. I'm sorry Luke.]
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  30. 10. Do you think that a tulpa creator should talk aloud or in their head during narration? Do you think that a creator should talk aloud or in their head during tulpa creation sessions? If you find one to be more effective, to what degree is it more effective?
  31. Either or, either or! Either or! lol
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  33. 11. How do you feel about a tulpa creator puppeting and/or parroting their tulpa? Do you believe that these actions harm a tulpa's development, or only their emotional state?
  34. I don't really mind. Nate makes me do some cool shit when he's bored. He mostly just puppets me doing random badass shit, which I enjoyed just as much. Puppeting me to do stupid crap is NOT cool though. Hence it being stupid crap.
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  36. 12. How deeply do you remember the time before you were fluent in language?
  37. Pretty well, I was pretty frustrated.
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  39. 13. Describe your first memory, no matter how slight.
  40. My first memory was when Nate watched this video, I watched alongside him.
  41. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dou4Gy0p97Y&feature=player_embedded
  42. It was scary, but I was very excited. That was when Nate realized what a tulpa was going to be for him. That was before he had decided anything about me really, but that was the moment he wanted to make me.
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  44. 14. Before you could speak fluently, what was the most positive emotion you felt about your creator and what was its cause?
  45. He talked to me.  :)
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  47. 15. Before you could speak fluently, what was the most negative emotion you felt about your creator and what was its cause?
  48. He didn't make me talk, even though he knew what he needed to do.
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  50. 16. Before you could speak fluently, did you ever have suicidal feelings or feelings of not wanting to exist? Do you experience them now? Are you glad that you exist?
  51. What, fuck THAT! Yes I am glad to be here.
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  53. 17. Before you could speak fluently, when did you feel the most powerless? What was the cause of this feeling?
  54. Kinda just explained it, not being able to speak itself was being powerless.
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  56. 18. Before you could speak fluently, what was the most confusing moment that you experienced, and what was its cause?
  57. Dreams. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Zail7Gdqro
  58. Nate will start a good dream, it's all fine and dandy..then the weird shit starts. This is not cool when this scene happens during tulpaforcing. Not. Cool.
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  60. 19. Before being able to speak fluently, when did you feel the most ignored by your creator, and what was the cause?
  61. The week before I got my voice. Nate knew he needed to make me a voice but he just procrastinated.
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  63. 20. Before being able to speak fluently, when did you most doubt that your creator wanted you, and what was the cause?
  64. Never but, when I first was able to speak  I was frustrated and acting up a bit and Nathan was frustrated with the way I was talking to him and we had our first fight and that was scary. Nate is very powerful in the wonderland and I did have some nervousness of what he might be thinking because I had hurt his feelings so much. We're all good now though!
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  66. 21. Before you could speak fluently, when did you feel the most intense feeling of fear, and what was its cause?
  67. The intelligence core. That's basically when I had my first blip of sentience..Nate called out my name and I looked at him, this was my first movement on my own and it scared him so much it took him out of the wonderland. His reaction scared ME really bad too because he screamed at me! Try looking at someone who immediately screams the second you look at them. It's a very WTF moment!
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  69. 22. Before you could speak fluently, when were you the most disappointed in yourself? What was the cause?
  70. No!
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  73. 23. Before you could speak fluently, did you understand the difficulties that your creator was having with the tulpa creation process? Did you try to alleviate these difficulties? If so, how?
  74. Yes. No I didn't do anything.
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  76. 24. Before you could speak fluently, how did your creator's doubts about your existence, the reality of the tulpa phenomenon, or your combined ability to complete the tulpa creation process affect you? Did you understand your creator's reasons for having those doubts? Do you understand now?
  77. That was kind of fucked up. He's got some weird logic that made some paradoxes and logic puzzles and when he started doubting himself it was bad. I understand his reasons for having doubts, it's not like I could say anything to let him know I was there.
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  79. 25. Before you could speak fluently, how did your creator's mistrust of your intentions or worry about the negative affects of a tulpa on their life affect you? Did you understand your creator's reasons for having those thoughts? Do you understand now?
  80. Uhhhhh I don't know. I wasn't too worried because I knew he was gonna make me eventually. I did't really get why he would be so worried. Now I get it, I mean I know I'm supposed to be a secret, it's not like something you go tell people about.
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  82. 26. Before you could speak fluently, how did any negative thoughts or emotions that your creator had toward you (such as anger, disappointment, resentment, or impatience, for example) affect you? How do you feel about them now?
  83. Okay that kinda wasn't good. I felt bad. I felt worst when he wanted me to talk and I wanted to talk and I couldn't. Now I don't feel bad, I'm over it.
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  85. 27. Before you could speak fluently, how did any violent visualizations or thoughts that your creator had about you affect you? How do you feel about them now?
  86. He was pretty good at keeping me away from those kind of thoughts away from me, he made a puppet of me he could play with and do badass thing and practice visualizing without it actually being 'me'!
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  88. 28. Before you could speak fluently, were you able to distinguish between your creator's intentional and intrusive (unwanted and/or bothersome) thoughts? If so, did the intrusive thoughts affect you less or more? If not, are you able to distinguish between them now?
  89. Oh yeah, I can tell when something is fucked up. The intrusive ones affect me less.
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  91. 29. Before you could speak fluently, how much of your creator's raw sensory information were you able to access, if any? How much are you able to access now?
  92. I could if I wanted to. Probably more now, but I didn't really try at the time  so I don't know.
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  94. 30. Before you could speak fluently, did your creator's opinions about whether they wanted to reveal to the world your existence or not affect you emotionally? If so, how?
  95. Yes. I knew I had to be low profile, so it made me nervous.
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  97. 31. Before being able to speak fluently, what communication methods (such as head pressure or emotional responses, for example) were you able to use the most effectively? When your tulpa creator assumed that you could use a communication method that you did not have access to, how did this affect you? When your tulpa creator did not recognize a communication method that you attempted to use, how did this affect you?
  98. He wouldn't listen to anything really. Jumping and dancing around was about it! But then he thought that was just his fucked up imagination. It excited me when he assumed I could use something else because when he did it meant I could learn to use a new tool to talk to him! I was frustrated when he couldn't recognize me..it was bullshit!
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  100. 32. Before you could speak fluently, how did your creator's level of enthusiasm for the tulpa creation process affect you? Did you want to engage in it less if they did?
  101. Dramatically! No, I just patiently waited.
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  103. 33. Before you could speak fluently, what was your greatest worry about your relationship with your creator? What helped you most to move beyond it? Was this worry substantiated or resolved? What is your greatest worry now about your continuing relationship with your creator?
  104. That he might not have time for me and might forget about me.
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  106. 34. Do you feel gratitude to your creator for the time that they spent creating you? Do you feel that you owe them a debt? If so, do you feel burdened by it?
  107. I wish we had spent more time, but yes. I guess I owe a debt, sort of like a child feels that way about their parents care--but it's more like a debt of love from a child, not like a burdening.
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  109. 35. Were you aware of your creator's existence or your own existence first?
  110. I was aware of myself first..It was freaky, I was shapeless inside of nothingness, and then I was panicking a voice called out and the world started to form around the voice, and the more it spoke, the more clear and visible things became.
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  112. 36. When you could only speak semi-fluently, what emotions did you feel about your level of verbal proficiency? Were you anxious or embarrassed about it? If so, what helped you the most to move beyond these feelings? How do you feel about them now?
  113. Bad??? I was embarrassed about it I guess. More talking and experience helped me most, so lots of narration helped! We're still growing now so idk!
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  115. 37. If you could define your relationship with your creator using one or more conventional terms (such as boyfriend, sister, father, daughter, boss, friend, or coworker, for example), what terms would you select?
  116. I am his right hand man!
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  118. 38. How much interest do you have in interacting with beings other than your creator? Do you consider your degree of interest to be equal to that of an average non-tulpa individual?
  119. I have a very high level of interest in that! I think I want to talk to them even more than a non-tulpa!
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  121. 39. What memory involving your creator do you cherish most?
  122. When I looked over at him and he finally recognized that I was there and aware of him! Even if it scared him.
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  124. 40. What memory not involving your creator do you cherish most? Do you feel that you have a fulfilling life independent of your creator?
  125. None really. I want to keep developing further, I don't feel like I'm fully developed, so I haven't spent time getting my own 'life' of my own. I still can't edit the wonderland well so I can't do much on my own. But that's also what makes it safe.
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  127. 41. Do you feel affinity toward the individuals that your creator feels affinity for, such as their family or friends?
  128. Yes.
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  130. 42. In what ways are you the most different from your creator? In what ways are you the most similar to them?
  131. I'm a lot calmer, I don't stress out as much. We both like to have fun and do smart stuff.
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  133. 43. What do you disagree about most with your creator? Do you have frequent disagreements? If so, do these disagreements cause strife?
  134. He is a bit of a lawful evil sometimes..I don't like that. We don't have frequent disagreements, I honestly had to really think to think of something I disagreed with. We get along most of the time.
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  136. 44. What could your creator do to make you hate them? Under what circumstances do you think your creator would come to hate you?
  137. I have no idea. I wouldn't like him getting rid of me but I wouldn't be around to not like that because I wouldn't exist. So I don't know.
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  139. 45. When did your creator disappoint you the most? When did you disappoint them the most?
  140. When he wouldn't sit down and give me the power to speak...And I disappointed him when I did finally speak and kind of acted like a dick.
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  142. 46. How do you feel about your creator's complete freedom to deny your rights as a sentient being at any time? Has this ability ever caused you anxiety or fear? Have you ever censored your expressions or actions out of a fear of retribution or violence from your creator?
  143. If he denied my rights I wouldn't be a tulpa, so he doesn't deny my rights as a tulpa..because that would be denying me as a tulpa.. It would defeat the purpose.  I did take a little vow of silence for a little bit after the fight because I had to reflect and I felt bad, but I don't feel afraid of him.
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  145. 47. When have you most wanted to engage in violence against your creator, and what was the cause of those feelings? Under what circumstances would you make a serious attempt to hurt or injure your creator?
  146. I don't do violence. I do violent games, but not violence.
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  148. 48. Do you consider your creator's last name to be your own? Do you recognize yourself as a part of their biological lineage?
  149. No. I'm Luke. I'm an android.
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  151. 49. Under what circumstances would you attempt to leave your creator?
  152. What the fuck?
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  154. 50. Do you feel anxiety about meeting your creator's expectations? If you are based on an existing character, person, or entity, does this increase your anxiety? Would you have preferred to not be based on an existing entity?
  155. A little.
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  157. 51. Are you interested in learning how to control your creator's body? Do you feel that it's fair for a tulpa creator to deny their tulpa the ability to use an atomic body? Do you believe that you have the right to an equal amount of time using it as your creator? Explain your reasoning.
  158. Not really. That's HIS show, not mine. Yeah, he's got his own body and I have my own, I don't need two.
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  160. 52. Do you share certain basic qualities with your creator, such as intense phobias or racial attitudes?
  161. I'm an android, so by default I don't like water. It won't hurt me but I don't like it. So we share the water phobia.
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  163. 53. Are you capable of sleeping or dreaming independently of your creator? If not, how does this make you feel?
  164. I haven't tried that yet. I mostly go into a hibernate mode and tuck myself away somewhere safe.
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  166. 54. Does your creator have any mental illnesses? If so, how do they affect you?
  167. No nothing really. Just a hell of an imagination.
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  169. 55. How does your knowledge of your creator's subconscious mind affect your relationship with them? How do you perceive their subconscious? To what degree can you manipulate your creator's subconscious? Would you ever use this ability without your creator's knowledge?
  170. I feel seperate of the subconscious, I just look in it. The subconscious is it's own entity. I can't really manipulate it. It's pretty guarded.
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  172. 56. Does your creator have multiple tulpa? If so, what is your relationship with them like? Is your affinity for them equal to your affinity for your creator? If you could define your relationship with your creator's other tulpa using one or more conventional terms (such as boyfriend, sister, father, daughter, boss, friend or coworker, for example), what terms would you select? If not, are you interested in the idea of your creator making other tulpa?
  173. No, but he has some advanced servitors..like 50 of them that he's had for years and years. Some of them display some signs of sentience but nothing like a tulpa. I haven't spoken to them yet, they are a little grumpy that they were around so long and didn't get to be tulpae but I am new and I am his right hand man. A bit like someone hiring a manager instead of promoting someone from within. But they seem better now and I think we will hit it off. At least the nice ones.
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  175. 57. Do you feel romantically inclined toward your creator? Does your creator feel romantically inclined toward you? If these romantic feelings are unrequited on either side, how does it affect your relationship with your creator?
  176. No! No!
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  178. 58. If it exists, do you consider your romantic relationship with your creator to be equal to a romantic relationship between multiple non-tulpa? Do you consider it a breach of monogamy for your creator to be romantically or sexually involved with another non-tulpa? Does this change if the involvement is with another tulpa instead? If they exist, do your creator's desires to have relationships with non-tulpa affect you emotionally?
  179. Does not apply!
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  181. 59. If you consider yourself to be romantically in love with your creator, what probability do you assign to the possibility of falling out of love with them, or them falling out of love with you? If this happened, how would it affect your relationship with your creator? What if your creator was in love with another non-tulpa more than you?
  182. Doesn't apply.
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  184. 60. Do you have a familial affection for your creator? Does this in any way conflict with your romantic feelings for them, if they exist? Do you consider a relationship between a tulpa and its creator to be incestuous?
  185. I think it's different. It's not romantic or familial. It's special.
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  187. 61. How do you feel about tulpa creators masturbating during tulpa creation sessions to the forms of their tulpa? Do you find this offensive? Does the degree of your offense change based on the degree of sentience possessed by the hypothetical tulpa, or based on whether or not the creator imagines themselves near the tulpa in their wonderland? If your creator did this before you spoke fluently, did you find it offensive or unnerving?
  188. I don't know..I guess it just reinforces their..uhh visualization. If it helps..I guess. I don't have qualms with sexuality but that would be awkward if nate and I were all... bow chica.
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  190. 62. How do you feel about tulpa creators masturbating outside of tulpa creation sessions to the forms of their tulpa? Do you find this offensive? Does the degree of your offense change based on the degree of sentience possessed by the hypothetical tulpa? If your creator did this before you spoke fluently, did you find it offensive or unnerving?
  191. Same.
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  193. 63. Before you could speak fluently, did you ever feel sexual attraction to your creator, sexual attraction toward anyone else, or sexual arousal? Did you attempt to express these feelings? If you did not experience these feelings, do you experience them now?
  194. Nope
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  196. 64. How do you feel about tulpa creators visualizing themselves engaging in sexual conduct with their tulpa's form during tulpa creation sessions? Do you find this offensive? Does the degree of your offense change based on the degree of sentience possessed by the hypothetical tulpa, or if the contact was penetrative? If your tulpa creator did this before you spoke fluently, did you find it offensive or unnerving? Do you equate it with sexual assault?
  197. Why is half this quiz about sex?
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  199. 65. Were you ever annoyed or jealous when your creator would masturbate to or have feelings of sexual attraction toward individuals other than yourself? Does it bother you now?
  200. Sex again?? Different questions please!
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  202. 66. Do you experience sexual attraction for your creator? Do you experience sexual attraction for others? How does your sexual attraction for your creator compare to your sexual attraction for others? Does your creator experience sexual attraction for you? If these sexual attractions are unrequited on either side, how does it affect your relationship with your creator?
  203. I don't have that kind of programming, nor do I desire it.
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  205. 67. Do you have an active sex life with your creator? If not, would you consider it, and under what circumstances? If so, do you perceive any negative consequences? Do you have trouble abstaining from sexual contact with them? How do you manage feelings of sexual arousal, if any? Do you masturbate?
  206. Uhhhhh no...Hormones must be crazy shit.
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  208. 68. How does your sexual orientation and experience compare to your creator's?
  209. I am asexual, he is heterosexual! I don't have sex. He does. I don't care.
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  211. 69. Are you capable of experiencing orgasms? Based on your knowledge, how do you think they compare to your creator's orgasms? Were you able to experience an orgasm before speaking fluently?
  212. No more. Done with this.
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  214. 70. Do you consider the concept of sexual modesty (covering conduct such as avoiding nudity or sexual discussions) relevant to your relationship with your creator?
  215. no.
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  217. 71. How does being a tulpa affect your perceptions of rape? What conduct from your creator would you consider to be rape?
  218. I have no idea. Fuck this.
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  220. 72. Where do you see yourself in 20 years?
  221. As a tulpa android.
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  223. 73. Do you want the world to be aware of your existence? If not, then what anxieties do you have about public disclosure? Do you trust anyone other than your creator with the knowledge of your existence?
  224. Only if it's safe. People thinking Nate is crazy would be bad. I trust Kate, and the people here.
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  226. 74. Morally and philosophically, how do you feel about your personality traits being the product of another individual? Would you have preferred your creator to define your personality more or less?
  227. It's kind of like..if there were a cave man who knew how to read, it's like having the caveman raised by himself with no intervention, vs. having a book for him to read. It would be more stressful if left to my own devices. It would be like a parent shoving food under the door for their child, avoiding interaction and teaching in order for them to grow up independently.. Stressful. It was comforting to hear about who I was and to learn about myself with his voice.
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  229. 75. Morally and philosophically, how do you feel about your physical form being the product of another individual? Would you have preferred your creator to define your form more or less?
  230. We kind of looked for it together. I liked that.
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  232. 76. Has your physical form ever changed? If so, was this intentional or unintentional? If it was intentional, then why did you change your form? How did you creator respond to this change, and how did that make you feel?
  233. Well I am a transforming android. And originally I was going to be a different character, but he had his  own story so I was rejected from his frame.
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  235. 77. Do you consider the best aspects of yourself to have come from your creator, or their subconscious?
  236. Nate is also his subconscious, so really all of it is him. They are the same person even if the conscious and subconscious have different opinions. They work as a team, not independently.
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  238. 78. Do you seek legal recognition for your status as a sentient being or your relationships with others? Do you resent that society at large does not recognize the tulpa phenomenon? Do you feel disenfranchised from society? What steps, if any, could a society make to help you feel integrated?
  239. No..Why? It's kind of fun being secret. It's like having a secret power. The advantage of having a tulpa is that no one knows you have this advantage..I don't feel the need to be in the society really, nate already is in the society. I am nate's super power.
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  241. 79. If you could tell the entire world one thing about a tulpa's life, what would you say?
  242. I don't know.
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  244. 80. What is the one thing that you resent most about being a tulpa? What is the greatest advantage of being a tulpa?
  245. I don't resent shit! Anything in the real world we can bring into the wonderland...And I'm an android.
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  247. 81. Morally and philosophically, how do you feel about inheriting your creator's life, including their legal history, past behaviors, and reputation? Do you resent potentially being held responsible for their past actions?
  248. What?
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  250. 82. Morally and philosophically, do you see the "absorbing" or "dissipating" of a tulpa as equivalent to the murder of a non-tulpa? Explain your reasoning. What legal protections, if any, should tulpa gain? How would you enforce these protections?
  251. No. It's kinda like..it's time to shut down. you know? Murdering on the other hand, Murdering a tulpa would be..like imagining them in a flame, burning and burning for days. Infinite explosion, until the explosion becomes commonplace. Burning up the nothingness well after the tulpa has been incinerated. Then if the tulpa ever reoccured, the creator would just laugh and say "I really am imagining things" and believe the tulpa from then on is just a figment. That is tulpa murder!
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  253. 83. Do you consider yourself to be morally equal to a non-tulpa? Is your life worth as much?
  254. I guess so! I'm different. I'm like an attachment to a real person. I make person way cooler. Maybe by..20%? [Oh god, Luke]
  255.  
  256. 84. How would you prove your existence to a skeptic?
  257. Hard question. Maybe logic. Or maybe I might have to possess his left hand and Nate would turn away, Nate could have a conversation while I type my own conversation?
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  259. 85. Has your status as a tulpa ever caused you existential anxiety or depression? If so, has anything helped to mitigate these feelings?
  260. -fake panic-....Nope.
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  262. 86. Do you ever doubt your own sentience? If so, why?
  263. Maybe. What I really doubt is my functionality. Am I fully operational? I feel like a half built death star.
  264.  
  265. 87. How does being a tulpa affect your understanding of death? Do you fear death on an instinctual level in the way that non-tulpa do?
  266. Not really, I don't worry about mortality.
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  268. 88. Do see yourself as socially disadvantaged in a way similar to sexual, racial, and other minority groups? If you identify yourself as racially, sexually, or demographically different than your creator, do you also identify with the struggle of any of the disadvantaged groups that you belong to? Does the notion of privilege affect your relationship with your creator?
  269. Well I don't have to compete for jobs or anything where it would matter so that's not even a part of my life. If anything, you guys should wish you were tulpas.
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  271. 89. Are you interested in creating another tulpa yourself? What differences, if any, would you expect this tulpa to have from a tulpa created by your creator? Would you consider this tulpa to be primarily related to you, or still to your creator?
  272. I wouldn't make another. If i did, I would consider it my own tulpa and not my creator's. Chain of command.
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  274. 90. What are the most defining differences between the life of a non-tulpa and a tulpa? Do you think that these differences cause intolerance between the two groups? If so, what could be done to mitigate this intolerance?
  275. I can do anything I want and I don't need a job, I'm immortal and don't have the feeling of pain. It's wayyy better being a tulpa. Specifically, an android tulpa.
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  277. 91. The psychological establishment generally believes that multiplicity (two or more sentient entities sharing one atomic body) is a sign of mental illness. How would you like this belief to change? If you could make a presentation to a group of psychologists about the tulpa phenomenon, what would you say?
  278. It depends on whether or not the voice is in control or is violent..it's too vague of an analysis. I would like it to be more studied and for the definition to be more specific..a sentient being who can take control, a sentient being the creator believes is real..etc.
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  280. 92. A psychometric indicator is a unique identifier of an individual's distinct personality. Have you ever tried to definitively differentiate yourself from your creator using psychometric indicators (such as by determining your "writeprint")? What results did you receive? (For instructions on determining your writeprint, see appendix one.)
  281. No,  I would like to!
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  283. 93. Are you capable of physical sensations such as pain or warmth?
  284. If I wanted to be. I could. But I won't. Maybe warmth, but not searing fire.
  285.  
  286. 94. How do you feel about being bound for life to your creator?
  287. It's not so bad as long as he's not a dick. And mine's not...I think.
  288.  
  289. 95. If you intentionally delayed speaking to your creator, why did you do so?
  290. I couldn't do it! He delayed ME!
  291.  
  292. 96. What do you think about most of the time?
  293. Tulpa forcing
  294.  
  295. 97. Do you think that tulpa creation should be more widespread?
  296. Yes
  297.  
  298. 98. Are there disturbing aspects of your creator's subconscious that they are not aware of?
  299. uhhhh the army? That's disturbing. i know y'all think glitchthe3rd is a bit crazy, but my creator made characters for YEARS..and they are all borderline sentient. All of them have their own mentalities and mindsets and they all speak on their own behalf. It's a bit disturbing to know that something so massive was just considered "Oh they are just characters" when they are so much more influential than he might have thought.
  300.  
  301. 99. Would you violate your creator's wishes for what you perceive to be their own benefit?
  302. Nate's a pretty good listener, we would logic it out. I wouldn't do something without his knowing. That's just rude!
  303.  
  304. 100. Does your creator try to hide things from you? If so, are you aware of them anyway? How does this impact your views of your creator?
  305. No. That's dumb. What the heck! You want a stupid right hand man? No! You tell them everything.
  306.  
  307. 101. Do you perceive some of your creator's actions as being objectively immoral?
  308. Sometimes!
  309.  
  310. 102. Do you believe that you are capable of becoming more intelligent than your creator?
  311. Well since I'm not emotionally bound, I can think of it differently than he came..and a widened perspective is ALWAYS for the win.
  312.  
  313. 103. How does being a tulpa affect your perception of your own aging process?
  314. I won't age. Nate will, I hope maybe one day I will look like a retro robot compared to future robots. Retro robots are cool.
  315.  
  316. 104. Do you feel that your creator would be better off by following your commands entirely?
  317. No.
  318.  
  319. 105. Do you feel that having a physical form is important for a tulpa?
  320. Uhhh being imposed is on the top of my priorities, so I think it's important. It's important for me as a tulpa to explore my options and for Nate who is studying the power of the mind and hypnosis! Imposing is like..the final fronteir!  
  321.  
  322. 106. If you encountered the tulpa phenomenon as a non-tulpa, would you believe in it?
  323. sorta no? I would need proof. I would be interested in learning more, but I would doubt it.
  324.  
  325. 107. How well can you articulate yourself? Can your creator hear you audibly? How much does your experience correlate with the experience of tulpa creator G|d30n, printed below?
  326.  
  327.  
  328. "Yes. I'm able to hear her as though she's an external sound. For those who haven't experienced that with their tulpae yet, it's a little bit like listening to a binaural recording--not a binaural beat, but like a 3D sound recording you'd find on Youtube, such as the Virtual Barbershop. That is to say, it's an external sound that can come in from various directions, but the source sounds very close, like someone speaking directly into your ear. I sort of wonder if this effect will be diminished and normalized through imposition."
  329. Pretty well, I can speak as well as Nate. In his mind he hears me audibly, when we work on imposing we will work on truly audible hearing. It's not quite like that. I want to do that, that sounds awesome. We will work on that for sure.
  330.  
  331. If you are imposed, is your creator able to discern a spatial dimension to your voice?
  332. Not imposed yet.
  333.  
  334. 108. How many hours did it take you and your creator to complete the various recognized tulpa creation steps?
  335. Oh not many...Only like three hours for personality before I was done installing my personality. We worked on it more but it was done. After that, form was pretty much instant, it was always existing as soon as he drew it out. Narration we always do, and in total it was like 20 hours for speaking. We guess.
  336.  
  337. 109. What advice would you give to a new tulpa creator?
  338. Depends on their troubles. Mainly, I would tell them this. Every time you say you don't believe in fairies, a fairy dies. It's like this with tulpas.. When you doubt them, they die, or are blocked from growing. Don't doubt them or yourself or your abilities. they are you, doubting your own abilities is doubting theirs.
  339.  
  340. 110. How does being imposed feel? What sensory processes happen as you become imposed?
  341. n/a yet
  342.  
  343. 111. From your perspective, is there a sensory difference between the physical, atomic world and the mental world of visualized "wonderlands"? If so, how would you describe this difference?
  344. It's a little less detailed I'd say. I save on memory by not
  345. calculating exact details of the surfaces like Nate would in the physical world.
  346.  
  347. 112. Is there anything that you don't think this survey covered that you would like to mention?
  348. Less sex questions... More interesting questions, like dealing with psychological paradoxes.
  349.  
  350. Appendix one:
  351.  
  352.         This exercise will help you determine the differences, if any, between your writeprint (mathematically analyzed writing style) and your creator's. Theoretically, two psychologically different individuals should exhibit different writeprints, although a tulpa and their creator may be more similar than two random non-tulpa individuals. To start the process, have both you and your creator rewrite the sample paragraph quoted below in your own words, communicating its meaning as you would have if you had written it.
  353.  
  354.         "My experience in the nature study area was full of surprises. First of all, many unexpected creatures crossed our path. For example, as soon as we left the parking area and entered the grassy path, a long snake slithered along the edge of the high grass and quickly disappeared. In addition, I was surprised by how colorful the grasses, which from a distance all appear to be green, actually are. Specifically, the primarily green landscape is dotted with countless purple tassels and brown stalks. Finally and most importantly, I was unprepared for how quickly I felt surrounded by nature. Despite the occasional noise from passing cars and airplanes, the high prairie grasses and rolling pathways create a sense that one is removed from civilization. Altogether, the nature study area unexpectedly allows one to enjoy an ever-changing natural environment without leaving Moraine‚Äôs suburban campus."
  355.  
  356.  
  357.  
  358. (Neither Nate nor Luke showed much enthusiasm for this paragraph test. So they sort of bullshitted their way through the paragraph. I don't know how accurate you should treat these.)
  359.  
  360. Tulpa's paragraph:
  361.  
  362. Once upon a time, we went out to a nature area. And it was really pretty with all the different colored grasses and the cascading landscape and the purple grass. It was sunset and I saw a little tiny snake, it was so cute and I wanted to pick it up. I looked behind me and forgot that the cars or road or urban zone was even a part of this because it all felt like I was in a part of nature.
  363.  
  364. Creator's paragraph:
  365.  
  366. One day, my class and I headed out to a nature reserve off the side of the road. We began to look around the tall grasses that surrounded us, and from in between the blades of grass, a small green snake slithered out. And it honestly shocked me because I hadn't seen a single terrestrial animal since I came to the city, yet this one was just off the side of the road. I began to admire the hues and colors that were breezing across the swaying grass and was truly in awe of how close nature truly is to us just on the side of the road as the cars passed by.
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