You met up with him in November- accidentally or not. At this point it doesn't matter, and I cant get the truth out of anyone anymore so its fucked. You hid and kept it a secret from me.

I got over it. It was months ago. I stopped caring. I didnt, though I said I did.

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You got an Instagram to "stalk" people- but the only person you actually stalked on it was, and is, Ivan.

I got over it. It was months ago. I stopped caring. I didnt, though I said I did.

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You started being friends with Pam, the girl who Ivan allegedly cheated on you with- the person you hated. I told you it wasnt a good idea. I told you it made no sense to me- but you went with it. You mildly used her snapchat- even Ivan confirmed it.

I got over it. It was months ago. I stopped caring. I didnt, though I said I did.

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You got on his facebook page multiple times to "catch up" at what he was doing, and to see who lives better after breakup.

I got over it. It was weeks ago. I stopped caring. I didnt, though I said I did.

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And now I get that you were talking to him in secret chat, something you told, me and him, we dont have. I read it all. And your "starting sentence" to him, [and dont quote me on this one] "Whats your problem", wasnt a starting sentence. Your convo with him that I saw, was continued upon a hidden conversation that wasn't mentioned to me in any way- so you hid something from me yet again. I dont know what you talked about. I dont know if you even texted him first. I think he actually was the first one to text you.

/You even talked to Pam about your past sex life. First, you dont tell me about it, then you tell me you guys talked vaguely about it. Where is this train going? I dont even know if you are telling me truth anymore./

You say we have trust and no secrets. You say couples need to have those traits. Do we have them? I dont see either anymore.

I got over them all, or I just say I did. I guess I stop caring for a bit, but then remember I have to wake up and deal with it the next day, and the next week, and the next month.

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