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Scarlet and Bin, Survey v3

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  1. 1. Describe yourself and your creator.
  2.  
  3.         Okay, my name is Scarlet, I look a tad bit like konata, except red eyes and black hair. My creator is Bin and he's a 7/10 at best. I'm not going to take this seriously in the least bit.
  4.  
  5. 2. What was the most helpful thing that your creator did during the tulpa creation process? Did your creator recognize how helpful it was? If not, how did that make you feel?
  6.  
  7.         When he reached enlightenment. He told me not to put that here because it's too vague and the asspies don't like it but fuck those guys.
  8.  
  9. 3. What was the most detrimental thing that your creator did during the tulpa creation process? Did your creator recognize how harmful it was? If not, how did that make you feel?
  10.  
  11.         The library wonderland I guess, it really hard to focus on for him, then he realized his childhood home was better. And I guess also being afraid of puppeting but he can't recall being too bad with that and I wasn't aware back then.
  12.  
  13. 4. What was the hardest part of the tulpa creation process for you? Did your creator recognize how difficult it was? If not, how did that make you feel?
  14.  
  15.         Learning to walk. And of course he did, and he helped me out with it.
  16.  
  17. 5. Of the commonly recognized tulpa creation steps, which do you feel is the most important? Why?
  18.  
  19.         Adding organs and bones to the tulpa's form. It helps a lot and makes it easier for the tulpa to move. That is, it's easy when the host has a good idea of the tulpa's form.
  20.  
  21. 6. How do you feel about tulpa creators becoming distracted during tulpa creation? Does this greatly impede the process? How did you feel about it before being able to speak fluently?
  22.  
  23.         It's so-so. I'm probably a lot more patient than other tuppers so I didn't mind much. Though I still yell at him to do things for me if he's distracted.
  24.  
  25. 7. How do you feel about tulpa creators missing tulpa creation sessions or breaking their promises to work on their tulpa? How did you feel about it before being able to speak fluently?
  26.  
  27.         He broke tons of promises but I didn't mind. I don't think it's a big deal.
  28.  
  29. 8. Is density, quality, or quantity the most important aspect of tulpa creation?
  30.  
  31.         Solidity.
  32.  
  33. 9. How do you feel about tulpa creators falling asleep during tulpa creation sessions?
  34.  
  35.         I got a little disappointed, but other than that I don't mind.
  36.  
  37. 10. Do you think that a tulpa creator should talk aloud or in their head during narration? Do you think that a creator should talk aloud or in their head during tulpa creation sessions? If you find one to be more effective, to what degree is it more effective?
  38.  
  39.         Either or, I guess. I mean yeah talking out loud is cool but really there are times for each.
  40.  
  41. 11. How do you feel about a tulpa creator puppeting and/or parroting their tulpa? Do you believe that these actions harm a tulpa's development, or only their emotional state?
  42.  
  43.         I dunno, he never did that to me, and I don't see anyone else doing it to their tulips. So I guess the best bet is avoiding it. But of course I doubt it hurts the process. But I guess better safe than sorry.
  44.  
  45. 12. How deeply do you remember the time before you were fluent in language?
  46.  
  47.         A little fuzzy, I was still getting the hang of sentience.
  48.  
  49. 13. Describe your first memory, no matter how slight.
  50.  
  51.         Waking up in a library.
  52.  
  53. 14. Before you could speak fluently, what was the most positive emotion you felt about your creator and what was its cause?
  54.  
  55.         I was just kinda chill the whole time though one time I came on to him.
  56.  
  57. 15. Before you could speak fluently, what was the most negative emotion you felt about your creator and what was its cause?
  58.  
  59.         I don't think I had any.
  60.  
  61. 16. Before you could speak fluently, did you ever have suicidal feelings or feelings of not wanting to exist? Do you experience them now? Are you glad that you exist?
  62.  
  63.         Naw.
  64.  
  65. 17. Before you could speak fluently, when did you feel the most powerless? What was the cause of this feeling?
  66.  
  67.         I guess I always felt a little powerless, but I feel pretty awesome in the wonderland.
  68.  
  69. 18. Before you could speak fluently, what was the most confusing moment that you experienced, and what was its cause?
  70.  
  71.         I was probably just as confused as him with sharing the same thoughts, but other than that I was pretty cool with stuff, I knew what I was and all.
  72.  
  73. 19. Before being able to speak fluently, when did you feel the most ignored by your creator, and what was the cause?
  74.  
  75.         Any time he'd ignore me to do something else I guess, but I enjoyed it so much when he did stuff with me that I didn't mind too much.
  76.  
  77. 20. Before being able to speak fluently, when did you most doubt that your creator wanted you, and what was the cause?
  78.  
  79.         I never thought about it, but never had a reason to.
  80.  
  81. 21. Before you could speak fluently, when did you feel the most intense feeling of fear, and what was its cause?
  82.  
  83.         Never was scared before I could talk, just after.
  84.  
  85. 22. Before you could speak fluently, when were you the most disappointed in yourself? What was the cause?
  86.  
  87.         I was disappointed I couldn't move too well, but I was cool with not talking yet, I knew the whole thing was just one step in front of the other.
  88.  
  89. 23. Before you could speak fluently, did you understand the difficulties that your creator was having with the tulpa creation process? Did you try to alleviate these difficulties? If so, how?
  90.  
  91.         Not really, I didn't understand much until he already knew what he was doing.
  92.  
  93. 24. Before you could speak fluently, how did your creator's doubts about your existence, the reality of the tulpa phenomenon, or your combined ability to complete the tulpa creation process affect you? Did you understand your creator's reasons for having those doubts? Do you understand now?
  94.  
  95.         Before I was even sentient it was hard for him to get very far by constantly questioning how this actually worked. I understand him, he's a virgo, he needs to question everything.
  96.  
  97. 25. Before you could speak fluently, how did your creator's mistrust of your intentions or worry about the negative affects of a tulpa on their life affect you? Did you understand your creator's reasons for having those thoughts? Do you understand now?
  98.  
  99.         He never did, he was confident with his decision to make me.
  100.  
  101. 26. Before you could speak fluently, how did any negative thoughts or emotions that your creator had toward you (such as anger, disappointment, resentment, or impatience, for example) affect you? How do you feel about them now?
  102.  
  103.         He never had them, he's as patient as I am, almost. Though he was getting kind of worried since it took so long.
  104.  
  105. 27. Before you could speak fluently, how did any violent visualizations or thoughts that your creator had about you affect you? How do you feel about them now?
  106.  
  107.         He never had them until after I was sentient. I like them.
  108.  
  109. 28. Before you could speak fluently, were you able to distinguish between your creator's intentional and intrusive (unwanted and/or bothersome) thoughts? If so, did the intrusive thoughts affect you less or more? If not, are you able to distinguish between them now?
  110.  
  111.         Eh, I found them annoying but easy to disregard.
  112.  
  113. 29. Before you could speak fluently, how much of your creator's raw sensory information were you able to access, if any? How much are you able to access now?
  114.  
  115.         None. Now, most of it. Not too good with touch though.
  116.  
  117. 30. Before you could speak fluently, did your creator's opinions about whether they wanted to reveal to the world your existence or not affect you emotionally? If so, how?
  118.  
  119.         I never thought about it so it didn't affect me really.
  120.  
  121. 31. Before being able to speak fluently, what communication methods (such as head pressure or emotional responses, for example) were you able to use the most effectively? When your tulpa creator assumed that you could use a communication method that you did not have access to, how did this affect you? When your tulpa creator did not recognize a communication method that you attempted to use, how did this affect you?
  122.  
  123.         I just did yes or no by nodding my head, and sometimes did hand gestures. I did dab into pressure a little but it was mostly out of my hands at the time being hardly aware, before I could move that is.
  124.  
  125. 32. Before you could speak fluently, how did your creator's level of enthusiasm for the tulpa creation process affect you? Did you want to engage in it less if they did?
  126.  
  127.         I couldn't do shit until I was already starting to gain sentience so I guess it didn't affect me at all. Not emotionally anyway.
  128.  
  129. 33. Before you could speak fluently, what was your greatest worry about your relationship with your creator? What helped you most to move beyond it? Was this worry substantiated or resolved? What is your greatest worry now about your continuing relationship with your creator?
  130.  
  131.         Eh I wasn't worried.
  132.  
  133. 34. Do you feel gratitude to your creator for the time that they spent creating you? Do you feel that you owe them a debt? If so, do you feel burdened by it?
  134.  
  135.         Nah, my dept's payed off, the experience for him was all worth it.
  136.  
  137. 35. Were you aware of your creator's existence or your own existence first?
  138.  
  139.         Nah I guess it was his.
  140.  
  141. 36. When you could only speak semi-fluently, what emotions did you feel about your level of verbal proficiency? Were you anxious or embarrassed about it? If so, what helped you the most to move beyond these feelings? How do you feel about them now?
  142.  
  143.         I was cool. It was weird at first but we got talking down in a single night. After that I just had to watch myself as I got used to talking.
  144.  
  145. 37. If you could define your relationship with your creator using one or more conventional terms (such as boyfriend, sister, father, daughter, boss, friend, or coworker, for example), what terms would you select?
  146.  
  147.         He suggested Custodian and I'm the Tenant :3
  148.         But really I guess it's just friends with benefits, maybe a little bit of a spirit guide thing going on.
  149.  
  150. 38. How much interest do you have in interacting with beings other than your creator? Do you consider your degree of interest to be equal to that of an average non-tulpa individual?
  151.  
  152.         I'm extremely antisocial but I think it might be kinda cool to talk to other tulpae.
  153.  
  154. 39. What memory involving your creator do you cherish most?
  155.  
  156.         I really like roleplaying with him in the RPG wonderland. But really I love a lot of our memories, it's hard to choose.
  157.  
  158. 40. What memory not involving your creator do you cherish most? Do you feel that you have a fulfilling life independent of your creator?
  159.  
  160.         I like looking at his memories, but until we train a little more I feel really bound to him. I don't totally mind.
  161.  
  162. 41. Do you feel affinity toward the individuals that your creator feels affinity for, such as their family or friends?
  163.  
  164.         Not exactly, I just enjoy most living things in general.
  165.  
  166. 42. In what ways are you the most different from your creator? In what ways are you the most similar to them?
  167.  
  168.         I'm a lot more calm and patient, and I know how to give up. We're also very immature and generally don't like associating with most people.
  169.  
  170. 43. What do you disagree about most with your creator? Do you have frequent disagreements? If so, do these disagreements cause strife?
  171.  
  172.         Well we have a lot of friendly disagreements, usually as jokes, though I think he spends too much time doing jack shit.
  173.  
  174. 44. What could your creator do to make you hate them? Under what circumstances do you think your creator would come to hate you?
  175.  
  176.         Using a permissive software license. Using a permissive software license.
  177.  
  178.         :3
  179.  
  180. 45. When did your creator disappoint you the most? When did you disappoint them the most?
  181.  
  182.         When he breaks promises. But I don't care too much.
  183.         After looking through his memories all I can see is when I ignored him to go through a memory, but it was more of a feeling of abandonment than disappointment.
  184.  
  185. 46. How do you feel about your creator's complete freedom to deny your rights as a sentient being at any time? Has this ability ever caused you anxiety or fear? Have you ever censored your expressions or actions out of a fear of retribution or violence from your creator?
  186.  
  187.         Nah I'm cool, I don't really care he can do that because I know he never would.
  188.  
  189. 47. When have you most wanted to engage in violence against your creator, and what was the cause of those feelings? Under what circumstances would you make a serious attempt to hurt or injure your creator?
  190.  
  191.         Well one time I tried killing him with a hammer but we were playing.
  192.         Only time I would try that I guess would be if we were testing something involving pain, but I can't see me genuinely hurting him. Unless I guess I needed to if he was being a fuckhead in some sort of social or communication related situation.
  193.  
  194. 48. Do you consider your creator's last name to be your own? Do you recognize yourself as a part of their biological lineage?
  195.  
  196.         Nah. I don't have one. We thought about it being Fitch since I'm named after Scarlet Fitch from Silent Hill Homecoming but it might get confusing.
  197.  
  198. 49. Under what circumstances would you attempt to leave your creator?
  199.  
  200.         Never
  201.         I'm going to live forever and ever
  202.         :3
  203.         [[at least I hope you guys know she's joking]]
  204.  
  205. 50. Do you feel anxiety about meeting your creator's expectations? If you are based on an existing character, person, or entity, does this increase your anxiety? Would you have preferred to not be based on an existing entity?
  206.  
  207.         Nah, all he expects is advice and I'm happy to give it.
  208.  
  209. 51. Are you interested in learning how to control your creator's body? Do you feel that it's fair for a tulpa creator to deny their tulpa the ability to use an atomic body? Do you believe that you have the right to an equal amount of time using it as your creator? Explain your reasoning.
  210.  
  211.         yeah I wanna learn. Not too interested in "sharing" it though he said he wanted to. So far I can move some fingers, he says it feels weird. Again, we're cool guys, we know it'll take time and we simply practice. And yeah of course I think the host should have say in what he does with his body, at least before he humors the idea of sharing it. I don't like teasing.
  212.  
  213. 52. Do you share certain basic qualities with your creator, such as intense phobias or racial attitudes?
  214.  
  215.         Too easy |3
  216.  
  217. 53. Are you capable of sleeping or dreaming independently of your creator? If not, how does this make you feel?
  218.  
  219.         It is a mystery
  220.         [[She keeps fucking with me with this sleeping thing, I have no clue what she does but she has proven to sleep]]
  221.         Hey delete that right now fuck you
  222.  
  223. 54. Does your creator have any mental illnesses? If so, how do they affect you?
  224.  
  225.         We've both been diagnosed with a serious case of badassery B]
  226.  
  227. 55. How does your knowledge of your creator's subconscious mind affect your relationship with them? How do you perceive their subconscious? To what degree can you manipulate your creator's subconscious? Would you ever use this ability without your creator's knowledge?
  228.  
  229.         It's just a collection of random thoughts, I just pick one and roll with it.
  230.  
  231. 56. Does your creator have multiple tulpa? If so, what is your relationship with them like? Is your affinity for them equal to your affinity for your creator? If you could define your relationship with your creator's other tulpa using one or more conventional terms (such as boyfriend, sister, father, daughter, boss, friend or coworker, for example), what terms would you select? If not, are you interested in the idea of your creator making other tulpa?
  232.  
  233.         Not yet. We're thinking about it though, he isn't too sure. I imagine we'd be good friends.
  234.  
  235. 57. Do you feel romantically inclined toward your creator? Does your creator feel romantically inclined toward you? If these romantic feelings are unrequited on either side, how does it affect your relationship with your creator?
  236.  
  237.         Eh, like I said it's friendship with benefits. Honestly neither of us can feel emotions, we just like each other more than anyone else.
  238.  
  239. 58. If it exists, do you consider your romantic relationship with your creator to be equal to a romantic relationship between multiple non-tulpa? Do you consider it a breach of monogamy for your creator to be romantically or sexually involved with another non-tulpa? Does this change if the involvement is with another tulpa instead? If they exist, do your creator's desires to have relationships with non-tulpa affect you emotionally?
  240.  
  241.         Oh I have a cunt. Looks like I don't give a fuck.
  242.  
  243. 59. If you consider yourself to be romantically in love with your creator, what probability do you assign to the possibility of falling out of love with them, or them falling out of love with you? If this happened, how would it affect your relationship with your creator? What if your creator was in love with another non-tulpa more than you?
  244.  
  245.         Again, friendship with benefits. Hey, don't wanna fuck? Cool let's play chess.
  246.  
  247. 60. Do you have a familial affection for your creator? Does this in any way conflict with your romantic feelings for them, if they exist? Do you consider a relationship between a tulpa and its creator to be incestuous?
  248.  
  249.         No not really. I mean if anything it's masturbation. Especially physically.
  250.  
  251. 61. How do you feel about tulpa creators masturbating during tulpa creation sessions to the forms of their tulpa? Do you find this offensive? Does the degree of your offense change based on the degree of sentience possessed by the hypothetical tulpa, or based on whether or not the creator imagines themselves near the tulpa in their wonderland? If your creator did this before you spoke fluently, did you find it offensive or unnerving?
  252.  
  253.         DURING creation sessions? Like, isn't that meditation time? Are you fapping 24/7?
  254.  
  255. 62. How do you feel about tulpa creators masturbating outside of tulpa creation sessions to the forms of their tulpa? Do you find this offensive? Does the degree of your offense change based on the degree of sentience possessed by the hypothetical tulpa? If your creator did this before you spoke fluently, did you find it offensive or unnerving?
  256.  
  257.         I think you should stop trying to make a waifu.
  258.  
  259. 63. Before you could speak fluently, did you ever feel sexual attraction to your creator, sexual attraction toward anyone else, or sexual arousal? Did you attempt to express these feelings? If you did not experience these feelings, do you experience them now?
  260.  
  261.         Like I said once I came on to him. That's about it though.
  262.  
  263. 64. How do you feel about tulpa creators visualizing themselves engaging in sexual conduct with their tulpa's form during tulpa creation sessions? Do you find this offensive? Does the degree of your offense change based on the degree of sentience possessed by the hypothetical tulpa, or if the contact was penetrative? If your tulpa creator did this before you spoke fluently, did you find it offensive or unnerving? Do you equate it with sexual assault?
  264.  
  265.         My buddy Keith lived in a graveyard once for a whole year. It wasn't a dare or nothin', he just got kicked out of his house. He said he NEVER saw a single ghost 'cept for this one time when a ghost stabbed him from behind and took all his money, and he might've just been a homeless guy, 'cause he had a robe on with two eyes cut out his face.
  266.  
  267. 65. Were you ever annoyed or jealous when your creator would masturbate to or have feelings of sexual attraction toward individuals other than yourself? Does it bother you now?
  268.  
  269.         I fell like I'm missing out but usually he promises to pay attention to me after that anyway even if he can't enjoy it.
  270.  
  271. 66. Do you experience sexual attraction for your creator? Do you experience sexual attraction for others? How does your sexual attraction for your creator compare to your sexual attraction for others? Does your creator experience sexual attraction for you? If these sexual attractions are unrequited on either side, how does it affect your relationship with your creator?
  272.  
  273.         Yeah, I do. Just him.
  274.  
  275. 67. Do you have an active sex life with your creator? If not, would you consider it, and under what circumstances? If so, do you perceive any negative consequences? Do you have trouble abstaining from sexual contact with them? How do you manage feelings of sexual arousal, if any? Do you masturbate?
  276.  
  277.         I guess I do but it's not as much sex as it is just fetish shit. And no I don't masturbate.
  278.  
  279. 68. How does your sexual orientation and experience compare to your creator's?
  280.  
  281.         I'm coolsexual kool kids only B]
  282.  
  283. 69. Are you capable of experiencing orgasms? Based on your knowledge, how do you think they compare to your creator's orgasms? Were you able to experience an orgasm before speaking fluently?
  284.  
  285.         Eh, not totally, I just enjoy the acts we perform.
  286.         Why so many fucking sex questions anyway. Pervert.
  287.  
  288. 70. Do you consider the concept of sexual modesty (covering conduct such as avoiding nudity or sexual discussions) relevant to your relationship with your creator?
  289.  
  290.         Sure why not.
  291.  
  292. 71. How does being a tulpa affect your perceptions of rape? What conduct from your creator would you consider to be rape?
  293.  
  294.         it ain't rape if you enjoy it and last I checked everyone enjoys it B]
  295.  
  296. 72. Where do you see yourself in 20 years?
  297.  
  298.         http://i.imgur.com/vK7Ik.png
  299.  
  300. 73. Do you want the world to be aware of your existence? If not, then what anxieties do you have about public disclosure? Do you trust anyone other than your creator with the knowledge of your existence?
  301.  
  302.         Nah I don't care. Other than other tulpas I don't give a shit who knows.
  303.  
  304. 74. Morally and philosophically, how do you feel about your personality traits being the product of another individual? Would you have preferred your creator to define your personality more or less?
  305.  
  306.         Well, I come from his subconscious thoughts for the most part. That's pretty much how everyone else is born, so I guess I don't mind.
  307.  
  308. 75. Morally and philosophically, how do you feel about your physical form being the product of another individual? Would you have preferred your creator to define your form more or less?
  309.  
  310.         I'm cool with it.
  311.  
  312. 76. Has your physical form ever changed? If so, was this intentional or unintentional? If it was intentional, then why did you change your form? How did you creator respond to this change, and how did that make you feel?
  313.  
  314.         Yeah a lot I guess.
  315.  
  316. 77. Do you consider the best aspects of yourself to have come from your creator, or their subconscious?
  317.  
  318.         I don't think I can answer this.
  319.  
  320. 78. Do you seek legal recognition for your status as a sentient being or your relationships with others? Do you resent that society at large does not recognize the tulpa phenomenon? Do you feel disenfranchised from society? What steps, if any, could a society make to help you feel integrated?
  321.  
  322.         I don't give a shit about society. As long as the body has rights so it can eat and keep us alive that's cool, but I'm fine here in our mind.
  323.  
  324. 79. If you could tell the entire world one thing about a tulpa's life, what would you say?
  325.  
  326.         Why hasn't this been towed? It's obviously broken down.
  327.  
  328. 80. What is the one thing that you resent most about being a tulpa? What is the greatest advantage of being a tulpa?
  329.  
  330.         I can't think as well as humans. And obviously the pro is I'm not attached to reality.
  331.  
  332. 81. Morally and philosophically, how do you feel about inheriting your creator's life, including their legal history, past behaviors, and reputation? Do you resent potentially being held responsible for their past actions?
  333.  
  334.         Wait what does this mean? Is he supposed to die and leave me with his body to use? I don't get it.
  335.  
  336. 82. Morally and philosophically, do you see the "absorbing" or "dissipating" of a tulpa as equivalent to the murder of a non-tulpa? Explain your reasoning. What legal protections, if any, should tulpa gain? How would you enforce these protections?
  337.  
  338.         Well, since we both don't care about death too much, I can't say I mind too much. At worst it would leave me bored because a tulpa friend died.
  339.         And making laws for people's concepts is retarded.
  340.         Not that we didn't already invent software patents hueheueh
  341.  
  342. 83. Do you consider yourself to be morally equal to a non-tulpa? Is your life worth as much?
  343.  
  344.         Well my life probably isn't worth much now but maybe in a couple years I can get a couple hundred for it on ebay.
  345.  
  346. 84. How would you prove your existence to a skeptic?
  347.  
  348.         I wouldn't because I can't find myself to care.
  349.  
  350. 85. Has your status as a tulpa ever caused you existential anxiety or depression? If so, has anything helped to mitigate these feelings?
  351.  
  352.         Nah I'm cool.
  353.  
  354. 86. Do you ever doubt your own sentience? If so, why?
  355.  
  356.         No, I haven't.
  357.  
  358. 87. How does being a tulpa affect your understanding of death? Do you fear death on an instinctual level in the way that non-tulpa do?
  359.  
  360.         My host got over death a while ago and stopped caring about it for the most part, so that just passed on to me. Though of course we still like living.
  361.  
  362. 88. Do see yourself as socially disadvantaged in a way similar to sexual, racial, and other minority groups? If you identify yourself as racially, sexually, or demographically different than your creator, do you also identify with the struggle of any of the disadvantaged groups that you belong to? Does the notion of privilege affect your relationship with your creator?
  363.  
  364.         Nah, I have a healthy white male body at my disposal so I could care less. Anything past that is purely in our minds and I have control of that.
  365.         Though, I do get a little lonely sometimes. Not that I don't care about my host of course but, you know.
  366.  
  367. 89. Are you interested in creating another tulpa yourself? What differences, if any, would you expect this tulpa to have from a tulpa created by your creator? Would you consider this tulpa to be primarily related to you, or still to your creator?
  368.  
  369.         As much as it might be neat to try it, I don't want to make one as a simple test. Neither of us want to make one just to tell it to fuck off.
  370.  
  371. 90. What are the most defining differences between the life of a non-tulpa and a tulpa? Do you think that these differences cause intolerance between the two groups? If so, what could be done to mitigate this intolerance?
  372.  
  373.         I really don't think we need to care about it so much. I mean if you do possession just say sometimes you act differently but other than that I can't see a reason to over-complicate this that much.
  374.  
  375. 91. The psychological establishment generally believes that multiplicity (two or more sentient entities sharing one atomic body) is a sign of mental illness. How would you like this belief to change? If you could make a presentation to a group of psychologists about the tulpa phenomenon, what would you say?
  376.  
  377.         Yeah like I really care about the same people who tell 20 people they have aspergers daily.
  378.  
  379. 92. A psychometric indicator is a unique identifier of an individual's distinct personality. Have you ever tried to definitively differentiate yourself from your creator using psychometric indicators (such as by determining your "writeprint")? What results did you receive? (For instructions on determining your writeprint, see appendix one.)
  380.  
  381.         As exploitable as this sounds I cannot find myself to care.
  382.  
  383. 93. Are you capable of physical sensations such as pain or warmth?
  384.  
  385.         Not yet. Working on it.
  386.  
  387. 94. How do you feel about being bound for life to your creator?
  388.  
  389.         It's cool. We always have each other's company.
  390.  
  391.         Always.
  392.  
  393. 95. If you intentionally delayed speaking to your creator, why did you do so?
  394.  
  395.         No I didn't.
  396.  
  397. 96. What do you think about most of the time?
  398.  
  399.         Uh, nothing in particular? I guess I live in the moment for the most part.
  400.  
  401. 97. Do you think that tulpa creation should be more widespread?
  402.  
  403.         Don't care.
  404.  
  405. 98. Are there disturbing aspects of your creator's subconscious that they are not aware of?
  406.  
  407.         Not really.
  408.         I will intentionally not specify if that means there are no disturbing bits or if there are and he's not aware of them.
  409.  
  410. 99. Would you violate your creator's wishes for what you perceive to be their own benefit?
  411.  
  412.         Maybe. I really need context though.
  413.  
  414. 100. Does your creator try to hide things from you? If so, are you aware of them anyway? How does this impact your views of your creator?
  415.  
  416.         Well I mean he said he doesn't want me looking at some memories and I respect that but it's not like I can't see them if I wanted to.
  417.  
  418. 101. Do you perceive some of your creator's actions as being objectively immoral?
  419.  
  420.         Morality is subjective I guess
  421.         Especially in this dumbfuck entitled age
  422.  
  423. 102. Do you believe that you are capable of becoming more intelligent than your creator?
  424.  
  425.         I dunno, I'm not feeling it. But I can be wiser, which I am.
  426.  
  427. 103. How does being a tulpa affect your perception of your own aging process?
  428.  
  429.         I dunno lol
  430.  
  431. 104. Do you feel that your creator would be better off by following your commands entirely?
  432.  
  433.         Probably.
  434.  
  435. 105. Do you feel that having a physical form is important for a tulpa?
  436.  
  437.         Yeah I do honestly. I can't imagine not having one.
  438.  
  439. 106. If you encountered the tulpa phenomenon as a non-tulpa, would you believe in it?
  440.  
  441.         Sure, my host did after all.
  442.  
  443. 107. How well can you articulate yourself? Can your creator hear you audibly? How much does your experience correlate with the experience of tulpa creator G|d30n, printed below?
  444.  
  445. "Yes. I'm able to hear her as though she's an external sound. For those who haven't experienced that with their tulpae yet, it's a little bit like listening to a binaural recording--not a binaural beat, but like a 3D sound recording you'd find on Youtube, such as the Virtual Barbershop. That is to say, it's an external sound that can come in from various directions, but the source sounds very close, like someone speaking directly into your ear. I sort of wonder if this effect will be diminished and normalized through imposition."
  446.  
  447. If you are imposed, is your creator able to discern a spatial dimension to your voice?
  448.  
  449.         Nope, not out loud yet. But I bet if he got off his lazy ass he'd tackle it easy.
  450.  
  451. 108. How many hours did it take you and your creator to complete the various recognized tulpa creation steps?
  452.  
  453.         It's confusing, we didn't count. It technically took months, but he didn't start realizing how it worked until a little later than when he started.
  454.  
  455. 109. What advice would you give to a new tulpa creator?
  456.  
  457.         Just try to realize what your tulpa is in your mind and how it works, and pay lots of attention to it. Give it a form you're extremely familiar with even if you need to give it bones. Most importantly just believe and wait for your beliefs to become reality.
  458.  
  459. 110. How does being imposed feel? What sensory processes happen as you become imposed?
  460.  
  461.         It's cool. Again I don't feel much, I mostly do stuff through bin's senses until I get a little more finished off.
  462.  
  463. 111. From your perspective, is there a sensory difference between the physical, atomic world and the mental world of visualized "wonderlands"? If so, how would you describe this difference?
  464.  
  465.         The wonderland feels a lot easier to exist in.
  466.  
  467. 112. Is there anything that you don't think this survey covered that you would like to mention?
  468.  
  469.         Just in general it would help if the questions were less specific and more generalized. You could keep the question number down and give the tulpa more of a chance to discribe things in a more personal way.
  470.  
  471.         But then again I am a genius so I wouldn't expect you to realize that without me helping out B]
  472.  
  473. Appendix one:
  474.  
  475. tl;dr
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