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  1. [11:02:58] Princess✨Rubirules: one sec
  2. [11:04:43] Princess✨Rubirules: ok so like about a month ago
  3. [11:04:48] Princess✨Rubirules: she disappearted from
  4. [11:04:50] Princess✨Rubirules: discord
  5. [11:04:52] Princess✨Rubirules: and u know how she is
  6. [11:04:54] Princess✨Rubirules: sehs ALWAYS on discord
  7. [11:05:17] Princess✨Rubirules: u remember draco right
  8. [11:06:40] Princess✨Rubirules: ?
  9. [11:06:58] %Insist: yea
  10. [11:07:04] Princess✨Rubirules: and how close they are
  11. [11:07:24] %Insist: Apparently close but never talk
  12. [11:07:35] Princess✨Rubirules: so draco and i were really worried about her
  13. [11:07:39] Princess✨Rubirules: and wer messaging her daily like
  14. [11:07:45] Princess✨Rubirules: "please let us know you're ok"
  15. [11:07:46] Princess✨Rubirules: etc
  16. [11:08:19] Princess✨Rubirules: like anyone would do if their suicidal friend
  17. [11:08:23] Princess✨Rubirules: disappeared for an extended period of time
  18. [11:08:28] Princess✨Rubirules: but she didn't reply to either of us
  19. [11:08:32] Princess✨Rubirules: guess who she fucking repliued to
  20. [11:08:36] Princess✨Rubirules: 3 gyesses
  21. [11:08:49] %Insist: uhhh
  22. [11:08:53] %Insist: Tsar
  23. [11:08:54] %Insist: 
  24. [11:08:56] Princess✨Rubirules: bingo
  25. [11:09:15] Princess✨Rubirules: she replied to tsar and was like "my computer broke and im sad, i'm still here but don't tell anyone i'm here"
  26. [11:09:25] Princess✨Rubirules: and i was frekaing out so tsar was like "shes ok but she doesn't want to talk"
  27. [11:09:33] Princess✨Rubirules: so eventually draco came to me and was like
  28. [11:09:40] Princess✨Rubirules: "im gonna kill myself, she hasn't replied in weeks, i have nothing to live for"
  29. [11:09:53] Princess✨Rubirules: so being anormal fucking human being
  30. [11:09:56] Princess✨Rubirules: i tell him what i heard from tsar
  31. [11:10:10] Princess✨Rubirules: (Right?)
  32. [11:10:34] %Insist: what the hell yea ofc u msg the homie
  33. [11:10:49] Princess✨Rubirules: so i tell him
  34. [11:10:53] Princess✨Rubirules: and i guess he messages blaire
  35. [11:10:58] Princess✨Rubirules: and then this is where it gets bad
  36. [11:11:30] Princess✨Rubirules: keep in midn this whole time
  37. [11:11:33] Princess✨Rubirules: i've been breaking down as well
  38. [11:11:35] Princess✨Rubirules: thinking she's dead
  39. [11:11:37] Princess✨Rubirules: or caught the virus
  40. [11:11:38] Princess✨Rubirules: and dying
  41. [11:11:40] Princess✨Rubirules: or something
  42. [11:11:41] Princess✨Rubirules: right?
  43. [11:12:42] Princess✨Rubirules: begging me to give her some sort of sign that shes ok
  44. [11:12:55] Princess✨Rubirules: her to give me*
  45. [11:13:29] Princess✨Rubirules: like i'm not ok
  46. [11:13:30] Princess✨Rubirules: i'm crying
  47. [11:13:33] Princess✨Rubirules: i'm falling apart
  48. [11:13:41] Princess✨Rubirules: i'm terrified and overcome with concern about my best friend
  49. [11:13:45] Princess✨Rubirules: understandably
  50. [11:13:46] Princess✨Rubirules: right?
  51. [11:14:11] ~DeathlyPlays: yea
  52. [11:14:14] Princess✨Rubirules: anyway as soon as i tell draco, i guess he messages her, and then tsar immediately messages ME saying "oh loki is mad that you told draco she was ok"
  53. [11:14:16] Princess✨Rubirules: ...
  54. [11:14:17] Princess✨Rubirules: EXCUSE ME
  55. [11:14:20] Princess✨Rubirules: so first of all
  56. [11:14:20] Princess✨Rubirules: wtf
  57. [11:14:22] Princess✨Rubirules: second of all
  58. [11:14:28] Princess✨Rubirules: that means she's been at her computer THE WHOLE TIME
  59. [11:14:31] Princess✨Rubirules: IGNORING OUR MESSAGES
  60. [11:14:36] Princess✨Rubirules: PLEADING FOR HER to tell us she's ok
  61. [11:14:41] Princess✨Rubirules: ??????
  62. [11:14:46] Princess✨Rubirules: THIRD OF ALL
  63. [11:14:48] Princess✨Rubirules: WHAT THE FUCK
  64. [11:14:57] Princess✨Rubirules: draco ADORES her. he was going to KILL HIMSELF.
  65. [11:14:58] ~DeathlyPlays: Shes not a great person
  66. [11:15:17] Princess✨Rubirules: so understandly i'm mad
  67. [11:15:27] Princess✨Rubirules: i trust blaire over everything and everyone
  68. [11:15:37] Princess✨Rubirules: and i' feel fucking betrayed
  69. [11:15:39] Princess✨Rubirules: understandably
  70. [11:15:41] Princess✨Rubirules: right?
  71. [11:16:14] Princess✨Rubirules: for *weeks* shes been ignoring me and her bf, whom she supposedly cares about, begging her for any sort of contact
  72. [11:16:38] Princess✨Rubirules: so i change my status to "can't trust anyone"
  73. [11:16:43] Princess✨Rubirules: and i kick everyone out of my cult
  74. [11:16:46] Princess✨Rubirules: because i'm paranoid
  75. [11:16:52] Princess✨Rubirules: yes that was a bit of an overreaction on my end
  76. [11:17:02] Princess✨Rubirules: but i'd just been betrayed by my best friend of 4+ years
  77. [11:17:11] Princess✨Rubirules: so of course i'm goign to be shaken
  78. [11:17:15] Princess✨Rubirules: right?
  79. [11:17:33] ~DeathlyPlays: Shes not a great person I reiterate
  80. [11:17:43] Princess✨Rubirules: just confirm what im saying
  81. [11:18:00] ~DeathlyPlays: Wdym
  82. [11:18:10] Princess✨Rubirules: of course i'm gonig to be shaken and upset by that, right?
  83. [11:18:20] ~DeathlyPlays: yes... as I said do not trust her
  84. [11:18:25] Princess✨Rubirules: NO I AINT EVEN DONE
  85. [11:18:28] ~DeathlyPlays: she uses people for her benefit
  86. [11:18:38] Princess✨Rubirules: so then
  87. [11:18:47] Princess✨Rubirules: she messages me "hi..."
  88. [11:18:53] Princess✨Rubirules: and i'm pissed
  89. [11:19:10] Princess✨Rubirules: and i'm just like "i trusted you tf"
  90. [11:19:18] Princess✨Rubirules: and then she goes to my other account
  91. [11:19:21] Princess✨Rubirules: and starts spamming me with
  92. [11:19:24] Princess✨Rubirules: "after everything i did for you"
  93. [11:19:31] Princess✨Rubirules: "Thanks for the warm welcome back"
  94. [11:19:36] Princess✨Rubirules: "i expected more from you"
  95. [11:19:42] Princess✨Rubirules: "i cant believe you"
  96. [11:19:45] Princess✨Rubirules: all this stuff
  97. [11:19:51] Princess✨Rubirules: and then fucking BLOCKS me
  98. [11:19:57] ~DeathlyPlays: Crazy
  99. [11:20:06] Princess✨Rubirules: now i'm still mad but i didn't want her to *block* me i just
  100. [11:20:07] ~DeathlyPlays: she didn't do anything for you tf
  101. [11:20:18] Princess✨Rubirules: i just needed some time to get over being stabbed in the back
  102. [11:20:28] Princess✨Rubirules: so then i'm sad and feel guitly
  103. [11:20:32] Princess✨Rubirules: and try to contact her through my other accounts
  104. [11:20:34] Princess✨Rubirules: and throuhg my friends
  105. [11:20:38] Princess✨Rubirules: and she is having none of it
  106. [11:20:44] Princess✨Rubirules: and then time goes on
  107. [11:20:45] Princess✨Rubirules: and i realise
  108. [11:20:49] Princess✨Rubirules: "this is so much nicer"
  109. [11:21:03] Princess✨Rubirules: i don't have the constant agonising stress of my best friend killing herself hanging over me
  110. [11:21:07] Princess✨Rubirules: and i start to let go
  111. [11:21:21] Princess✨Rubirules: and accept that
  112. [11:21:24] Princess✨Rubirules: while i miss her and love her
  113. [11:21:27] Princess✨Rubirules: maybe i'm better without her
  114. [11:21:41] Princess✨Rubirules: but then tsar is like "wow you really have no sense of loyalty"
  115. [11:21:42] Princess✨Rubirules: like
  116. [11:21:43] Princess✨Rubirules: tf
  117. [11:21:51] Princess✨Rubirules: she's fucking crazy but i stuck with her
  118. [11:21:54] Princess✨Rubirules: >loyalty
  119. [11:22:07] Princess✨Rubirules: shes the one who didn't fucking tell me SHE WAS ALIVE
  120. [11:22:16] Princess✨Rubirules: and i told all this to my therapist and she was like "it sounds like she was trying to trick you"
  121. [11:22:21] Princess✨Rubirules: "or use you to get attention" etc
  122. [11:22:28] Princess✨Rubirules: but like i don't fucking understnad why
  123. [11:22:31] Princess✨Rubirules: i gave her all the attention in the world
  124. [11:22:33] Princess✨Rubirules: i did everything for her
  125. [11:22:51] Princess✨Rubirules: i quit spectral, which i adored, because she wanted me to
  126. [11:23:09] Princess✨Rubirules: and now i'm just like
  127. [11:23:11] Princess✨Rubirules: am i the bad guy?
  128. [11:23:35] Princess✨Rubirules: cause everyone is acting like i'm the bad guy
  129. [11:23:37] Princess✨Rubirules: but i just dont see how i am
  130. [11:23:46] ~DeathlyPlays: You always did shit for her
  131. [11:23:53] ~DeathlyPlays: At your expense
  132. [11:24:03] ~DeathlyPlays: You lost a lot due to Loki...
  133. [11:24:30] ~DeathlyPlays: I don't think you are in the wronf
  134. [11:24:32] ~DeathlyPlays: wrong
  135. [11:24:36] ~DeathlyPlays: Loki is a manipulator
  136. [11:24:51] Princess✨Rubirules: and she was like "you wouldnt hve gotten anywhere on spectral without me"
  137. [11:24:56] Princess✨Rubirules: and im like "ok?? i dont care??"
  138. [11:25:00] ~DeathlyPlays: There's also a fancy Reddit called r/amitheasshole
  139. [11:25:11] ~DeathlyPlays: or something like that
  140. [11:25:12] Princess✨Rubirules: yeah i thought about posting it there but its one of her favs
  141. [11:25:31] ~DeathlyPlays: You would've made it to staff on Spectral without her based purely on accomplishments
  142. [11:25:36] Princess✨Rubirules: thanks
  143. [11:25:43] Princess✨Rubirules: but like eveyrthing i did
  144. [11:25:47] Princess✨Rubirules: i did because i loved and cared about her
  145. [11:25:52] Princess✨Rubirules: i wasn't trying to "get" anything from her
  146. [11:26:05] Princess✨Rubirules: i just don't understand why seh felt the need to do
  147. [11:26:07] Princess✨Rubirules: any of that
  148. [11:26:12] ~DeathlyPlays: The reason some people voted no for you as Admin is you would be Loki's puppet
  149. [11:26:14] ~DeathlyPlays: 
  150. [11:26:28] Princess✨Rubirules: and thats why i said no the frist time when u aksed me to come back
  151. [11:26:36] Princess✨Rubirules: i pushed it off on rubi because i didnt want to trhow blaire under the bus
  152. [11:26:43] Princess✨Rubirules: and the second time
  153. [11:26:46] Princess✨Rubirules: as well
  154. [11:26:52] • Princess✨Rubirules sighs
  155. [11:26:56] Princess✨Rubirules: i gave up SO MUCH for her
  156. [11:27:01] Princess✨Rubirules: no it wasnt because of some guy
  157. [11:27:05] Princess✨Rubirules: it was becuase my best friend was hurt
  158. [11:27:08] Princess✨Rubirules: and iw anted to be on her side
  159. [11:27:10] Princess✨Rubirules: and defend her
  160. [11:27:14] Princess✨Rubirules: but like
  161. [11:27:17] ~DeathlyPlays: It's not healthy if you have to give stuff up for them
  162. [11:27:27] Princess✨Rubirules: yeah rubi only asked me to give up doing p*rn which
  163. [11:27:29] Princess✨Rubirules: i understand
  164. [11:27:30] Princess✨Rubirules: frankly
  165. [11:28:03] Princess✨Rubirules: but loki asked me to give up PS
  166. [11:28:06] Princess✨Rubirules: my friendship with you
  167. [11:28:12] Princess✨Rubirules: etc
  168. [11:28:16] Princess✨Rubirules: i just
  169. [11:28:19] Princess✨Rubirules: can't take it anymore
  170. [11:28:21] Princess✨Rubirules: v.v
  171. [11:28:31] Princess✨Rubirules: i love and miss her
  172. [11:28:34] Princess✨Rubirules: but like
  173. [11:28:41] Princess✨Rubirules: she's toxic
  174. [11:28:57] Princess✨Rubirules: whenever we got into fights it was becuase i rbought up the possibility that she might be incorrect about something
  175. [11:28:59] Princess✨Rubirules: and she just FLIPPED OUT
  176. [11:29:04] Princess✨Rubirules: and was like "well i guess ill kill myself"
  177. [11:29:11] Princess✨Rubirules: she said that once becasue i was like "bats arent blind"
  178. [11:29:14] Princess✨Rubirules: and she was like "yes they are "
  179. [11:29:23] Princess✨Rubirules: and i was like "uh no they arent, but [blah blah bat facts]"
  180. [11:29:28] Princess✨Rubirules: and she was like "oh so you're calling me stupid.
  181. [11:29:34] Princess✨Rubirules: guess i'm usesls. better go cut myself rubihuh"
  182. [11:29:36] Princess✨Rubirules: huh*
  183. [11:29:39] Princess✨Rubirules: thats what you want isnt it
  184. [11:29:43] Princess✨Rubirules: and im like NO
  185. [11:29:47] Princess✨Rubirules: THAT ISNT WHAT I WANT
  186. [11:29:47] Princess✨Rubirules: WTF
  187. [11:30:30] Princess✨Rubirules: and then
  188. [11:30:33] Princess✨Rubirules: she has the nerve to say
  189. [11:30:36] Princess✨Rubirules: MY relationship is toxic?
  190. [11:30:40] Princess✨Rubirules: like ok yes it is a little
  191. [11:30:44] Princess✨Rubirules: but dude
  192. [11:30:48] Princess✨Rubirules: do you know what she does to draco?
  193. [11:31:08] Princess✨Rubirules: she sends him pictures of guys all the time and is like "oh hes so hot" and one time draco siad he like the hair of an 8 bit female character
  194. [11:31:12] Princess✨Rubirules: and she stopped talking to him for 2 days
  195. [11:31:17] Princess✨Rubirules: cause he was "unfaithful"
  196. [11:31:19] Princess✨Rubirules: .
  197. [11:31:23] Princess✨Rubirules: yeah that actually happened
  198. [11:31:51] Princess✨Rubirules: and then like unrelated but
  199. [11:31:55] Princess✨Rubirules: i joined ithi's server the other day
  200. [11:32:03] Princess✨Rubirules: and the frist thing i saw was that loki had spammed rude stuff about me
  201. [11:32:08] Princess✨Rubirules: and then trheatened to kill herself
  202. [11:32:10] Princess✨Rubirules: when no one laughed
  203. [11:32:13] Princess✨Rubirules: .
  204. [11:32:20] Princess✨Rubirules: i'm not kidding.
  205. [11:32:26] Princess✨Rubirules: i wish i was
  206. [11:32:40] Princess✨Rubirules: crazy bitch
  207. [11:33:03] Princess✨Rubirules: i'm just confused why she's like that to me after everything i went through for her
  208. [11:37:03] Princess✨Rubirules: i gave up so much for her
  209. [11:37:10] Princess✨Rubirules: first she was like "i need help wit hteh server"
  210. [11:37:13] Princess✨Rubirules: so i fucking gave everything to spectral
  211. [11:37:19] Princess✨Rubirules: then shes like "no i hate psectral, destroy it"
  212. [11:37:21] Princess✨Rubirules: so i stopped
  213. [11:37:29] Princess✨Rubirules: and tsar is like "wow you have no loyalty to her"
  214. [11:37:29] Princess✨Rubirules: .
  215. [11:37:31] Princess✨Rubirules: excuse me
  216. [11:38:14] Princess✨Rubirules: i did, my loyalty just ran out because i was sick of giving it to a crazy bitch
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