The Texture of Falling (2018)

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Subtitles by explosiveskull

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Michael, do not slam the door.

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[MUSIC PLAYING]

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(SINGING) You can't do it like.

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You can't do it like.

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You can't do it like.

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You can't do it like.

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You can't do it like.

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You can't do it like.

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You can't do it like.

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You can't do it like.

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You can't do it like.

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You can't do it like I did.

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You can't do it like.

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You can't do it like I did.

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You can't do it like.

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You can't do it like I did.

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You can't do it like.

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You can't do it like I did.

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[RAILROAD CROSSING BELL]

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[SIDE CONVERSATION]

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Do yoga or something.

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It's not the best
place to hangout.

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So we were shooting this
crazy car scene, explosions

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everywhere, and this big
piece of shrapnel hit my hand.

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I had to go to hospital.

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And for four weeks...

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in a cast.

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It was crazy.

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What do you do?

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I'm a filmmaker too.

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I'm an independent
filmmaker here in Portland.

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I'm looking to
get into features.

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I've only made shorts so far.

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But I have an idea
for a feature film,

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and I'd love to
share it with you.

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OK.

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I'm listening.

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OK.

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Well, in short it's about an
artist and her love affair

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with the city of Portland.

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Different color schemes
throughout the film

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would represent the different
stages of her relationship.

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And... that's it?

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Well, of course, there's
their love story, which

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follows the voyage of the hero.

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I don't see it being
viable, but good luck!

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So anyway, we had this
great, crazy boat,

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and we were like, all on it.

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I can't make a story.

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I can't make a story.

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[TRAIN HORN]

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[INAUDIBLE]

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I definitely fucked it up.

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No, I just had the
worst performance...

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Hey, I know you.

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I think you might
think I'm someone else.

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No, no.

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The festival a
couple of months ago.

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Oh, hey, Louisa.

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This is Raiyah, she's another
producer director here.

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Hi, nice to meet you.

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Nice to meet you.

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Hi, and this is Luke,
he's the composer

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for my current documentary.

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[SIDE CONVERSATION]

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I know, that's what I
like about coming here.

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It's weird seeing you here.

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You must be from Portland.

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No, I'm actually from Seattle.

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I was just here for a
performance, I'm a pianist.

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Oh, nice.

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Sorry about the phone
thing, I was just

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going through some things.

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What are you going through?

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If you don't mind me asking.

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A lot.

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I really fucked up
that performance.

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But then again, I
don't know if it's

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just like over analyzing
self-deprecation stuff.

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I definitely fucked it up.

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I feel in a very
similar place right now,

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but I'm sure mine is worse.

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Oh yeah?

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What's going on with you?

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Basically I'm a failure.

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I think I can relate.

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I should go.

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Can I at least get your name?

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I'm Louisa.

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Luke.

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Maybe when I'm back in town
we could go for a drink,

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can I get your number?

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Sure.

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Cool.

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Well, give it to me.

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[LAUGHTER]

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Here.

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Thank you.

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Goodnight.

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Stop picking.

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I'm not picking.

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Yes, you are.

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Don't do it.

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[GROANS]

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You have to stay on
your side of the bed.

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Don't touch me.

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I drew a line down the
center, so don't cross it.

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[TELEPHONE RINGING]

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I don't want it to look
like everyone else.

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I don't want ropes
and whips and stuff.

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I've never done this.

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Sylvia.

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[CHEERING]

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But you're not trying
to touch me at all.

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[LAUGHTER]

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There's nothing I
can do to stop you.

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The I all of a sudden
get you, I know.

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Ow!

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I'm sorry.

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No, it's all right.

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July 15th, dreams are
better than memories,

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because memories, I
will forget them all.

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[MUSIC BOX PLAYING]

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[TELEPHONE RING]

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Hi, this is Luke.

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I have an addictive personality.

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I think that I do too.

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What are you addicted to?

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Mostly sensation.

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Not even sure what
that means, really.

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What about you?

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Well no hard drugs.

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Nicotine, obviously.

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But it's not that bad,
just like two packs a week.

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But I think primarily I'm
addicted to fascination.

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Nothing can be
fascinating for too long.

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True.

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Have you ever been
addicted to a person?

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I don't think I have ever
felt addicted to a person.

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Do you want to find
a club to dance at?

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Sure.

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[ELECTRONIC DANCE MUSIC PLAYING]

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So how was your
date with that guy?

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What's his name?

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It wasn't a date.

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We were just hanging out.

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Oh, come on, I can
tell by your energy it

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was more than just hanging out.

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You know I never like
anyone romantically.

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Passage.

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What is this?

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[GIGGLES]

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Passage.

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[GIGGLES]

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Wondering if you noticed
the half moon with Jupiter

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by its left shoulder last night.

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I did see the moon
last night and today.

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Perfectly halved.

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But I didn't catch Jupiter
or the moon's shoulder.

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But I did notice your
left shoulder somehow.

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So you emailed that you had
some complications in your life.

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Well, I just felt like I should
tell you that I'm married.

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Separated.

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Oh, I thought you
were going to say

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something different
like you were

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addicted to coke or something.

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[LAUGHS]

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No.

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Let's play.

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No, I'm smoking.

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No.

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What?

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If you are, I am.

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No, you can't.

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You need to quit smoking.

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Fuck you.

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Fuck you.

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Give me my cigarette back.

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Oh shit!

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[LAUGHS]

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Thank you.

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You're welcome.

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Who's the guy you're seeing?

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What?

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What are you talking about?

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I saw you going to a club a
couple weeks ago with a guy.

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Oh, no, Ati, that's the
new intern at the gallery.

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He's from New York.

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Yasmine wanted me to
show him around town,

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make him feel comfortable.

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Seemed to be dancing
pretty close.

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I was dancing.

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I was having fun.

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I was helping him
feel comfortable.

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And what were you doing
walking by that club anyway?

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What's his name?

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His name?

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Michael.

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I was just walking.

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Really?

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Downtown?

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Mhm.

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At night?

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That's weird.

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I guess that it doesn't
seem like you would do that.

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It was just coincidental.

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Yeah, that's a
weird coincidence.

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If you say there's nothing going
on, then I have to believe you.

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OK.

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The reason I brought
down here was

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because I had to let you know
that you are safe with me,

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and that I have you, and
I will take care of you.

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Do you understand?

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Yes.

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Yes, what?

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Yes master.

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Good.

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Very good.

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[TELEVISION PLAYING]

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How do you feel?

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Alive.

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Good.

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[MOANING]

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[SIGH]

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What's wrong?

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Do you really have
to ask me that?

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You know.

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then why don't you tell me

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I don't like it
that you can't stay.

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You always have to go.

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What would you like
me to do, Sylvia?

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[MUSIC PLAYING]

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I don't think I can
come down tomorrow.

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Kate found your tampon.

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She looked through
my trash downstairs.

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I'm not really in
a space to talk.

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I want see you so
much, but I can't.

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I'm dark, I know.

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I wish you would get home.

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[TELEPHONE RING]

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I'm sort of confused.

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I really wish we could
talk in person right now.

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I feel like I don't
want to drag you

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into this anymore than I have.

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I'm so sorry, Louisa.

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What?

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Louisa, I want to
live with my kids.

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I'm sorry, Michael,
I'm not going

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to be able to hang out tonight.

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I have to work on some
paintings for an upcoming show,

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but we'll see each other soon.

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Ok make a wish.

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Ready?

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Yeah.

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Just don't get all
melodramatic in the screenplay.

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I know that your
connection to Luke

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felt really profound to
you, but it might not

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read that way to everybody.

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I hope we have an
earthquake, that way we

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can have an apocalyptic
ending where

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the only thing that
matters is true love.

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Then whoever's
playing me is going

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to have to be in that scene,
because what you had with him

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was definitely not love.

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Anyway, I don't want
to talk about it.

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[LOUD CLICK]

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Shit.

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Hi.

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Hey.

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Sorry I'm late.

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Either way it's a
very temporal state.

273
00:36:09,070 --> 00:36:12,779
I mean, nothing can be
fascinating for too long.

274
00:36:12,781 --> 00:36:13,280
It's true.

275
00:36:18,154 --> 00:36:19,820
Have you ever been
addicted to a person?

276
00:36:23,033 --> 00:36:23,532
Cut.

277
00:36:25,991 --> 00:36:26,488
That's good.

278
00:36:26,490 --> 00:36:27,398
Good?

279
00:36:27,400 --> 00:36:30,268
I can do it a little louder
or broader if you want,

280
00:36:30,270 --> 00:36:31,838
or I can just...

281
00:36:31,840 --> 00:36:33,718
Yeah, let's try some...

282
00:36:33,720 --> 00:36:35,068
a few different things.

283
00:36:35,070 --> 00:36:38,258
Maybe a little
bit more neurotic.

284
00:36:38,260 --> 00:36:41,178
None of them feel
right me, but I

285
00:36:41,180 --> 00:36:43,448
do feel like we found our lead.

286
00:36:43,450 --> 00:36:45,108
I knew it the first
time I saw her.

287
00:36:45,110 --> 00:36:49,268
Honestly, I'm not sold on
her as an actress either.

288
00:36:49,270 --> 00:36:52,638
Babe, I just don't feel like
I can feel her sexuality.

289
00:36:52,640 --> 00:36:54,779
I'm surprised you're
concerned about her sexuality.

290
00:36:54,781 --> 00:36:56,030
I feel like she has in spades.

291
00:37:37,551 --> 00:37:38,545
[MOANING]

292
00:38:29,910 --> 00:38:32,484
So you started dancing again.

293
00:38:32,486 --> 00:38:33,978
How is that?

294
00:38:33,980 --> 00:38:35,008
It's pretty great.

295
00:38:35,010 --> 00:38:36,068
It's fun.

296
00:38:36,070 --> 00:38:40,728
It's a distraction from
my class and the thesis.

297
00:38:40,730 --> 00:38:42,898
Maybe I should start dancing.

298
00:38:42,900 --> 00:38:44,868
Wait, what?

299
00:38:44,870 --> 00:38:47,448
You've always been so
against dancing, though.

300
00:38:47,450 --> 00:38:52,440
Not because of morality,
because of pride.

301
00:38:52,442 --> 00:38:53,898
I don't judge it,
I just don't want

302
00:38:53,900 --> 00:38:56,178
the stigma that comes with it.

303
00:38:56,180 --> 00:38:59,568
I have to fund the
film somehow, and I

304
00:38:59,570 --> 00:39:02,338
feel like I have to do something
extreme to get over Luke.

305
00:40:46,662 --> 00:40:47,618
Hey, how are you doing?

306
00:40:47,620 --> 00:40:48,168
Hi, good.

307
00:40:48,170 --> 00:40:48,668
How are you?

308
00:40:48,670 --> 00:40:49,708
Good, good.

309
00:40:49,710 --> 00:40:51,001
What can I get for you?

310
00:40:51,003 --> 00:40:52,498
I'm going to get a margarita.

311
00:40:52,500 --> 00:40:53,598
Margarita!

312
00:40:53,600 --> 00:40:55,118
[GIGGLES]

313
00:40:55,120 --> 00:40:57,720
Also, do you guys have a
bathroom here I can use?

314
00:40:57,722 --> 00:40:59,180
Yeah, it's right
through that door.

315
00:41:02,260 --> 00:41:03,750
Hey, by the way,
it's a strip club.

316
00:42:52,400 --> 00:42:54,818
All right, hold on, Juliet.

317
00:42:54,820 --> 00:42:58,180
[ENGINE STARTS]

318
00:43:04,420 --> 00:43:12,428
Main character, love
skeptic, filmmaker.

319
00:43:12,430 --> 00:43:16,158
I want to show
their push and pull.

320
00:43:16,160 --> 00:43:17,555
How he was a sadistic priest.

321
00:43:50,580 --> 00:43:53,398
Hi, Anthony.

322
00:43:53,400 --> 00:43:55,481
I've got some great ideas
for the kickstarter.

323
00:43:58,070 --> 00:44:00,538
There's a lot of noise.

324
00:44:00,540 --> 00:44:02,998
Are you with people?

325
00:44:03,000 --> 00:44:03,523
OK.

326
00:44:03,525 --> 00:44:04,024
OK, bye.

327
00:44:17,886 --> 00:44:18,780
Hi, Ati.

328
00:44:21,450 --> 00:44:23,548
I'm feeling so overwhelmed.

329
00:44:23,550 --> 00:44:26,282
There's so much coming up
for me with the kickstarter.

330
00:44:29,060 --> 00:44:32,178
I feel like something's
going on with Anthony.

331
00:44:32,180 --> 00:44:33,489
I don't know.

332
00:44:33,491 --> 00:44:33,990
He's AWOL.

333
00:44:37,094 --> 00:44:39,411
Yeah, we can talk about
it more at Por Que No.

334
00:44:42,120 --> 00:44:45,728
OK, I'll be there in 30 minutes.

335
00:44:45,730 --> 00:44:46,339
OK.

336
00:44:46,341 --> 00:44:46,840
Bye.

337
00:44:59,320 --> 00:45:01,885
How are you?

338
00:45:01,887 --> 00:45:02,470
Where are you?

339
00:45:06,570 --> 00:45:09,660
I'm driving around in
Southeast Portland.

340
00:45:42,594 --> 00:45:45,270
Louisa, where are you?

341
00:45:48,650 --> 00:45:49,400
Call me back.

342
00:46:05,304 --> 00:46:07,290
Shit.

343
00:46:07,292 --> 00:46:10,771
[GASPING]

344
00:46:14,132 --> 00:46:15,590
I need to tell you
something later.

345
00:46:18,850 --> 00:46:19,350
OK.

346
00:46:45,730 --> 00:46:46,340
I'm so sorry.

347
00:47:00,312 --> 00:47:04,413
[SIDE CONVERSATION]

348
00:47:04,415 --> 00:47:06,888
So I have something to tell you.

349
00:47:06,890 --> 00:47:10,428
I think you already
know this, though.

350
00:47:10,430 --> 00:47:14,208
But I feel like we should
finally say it out loud.

351
00:47:14,210 --> 00:47:20,630
So the script, the film,
it's about you, I mean, us.

352
00:47:23,240 --> 00:47:23,960
Oh my God.

353
00:47:27,450 --> 00:47:28,830
No, I didn't fucking know.

354
00:47:32,790 --> 00:47:38,968
All I've wanted this whole time
is you, as foolish as that is.

355
00:47:38,970 --> 00:47:41,338
You have your kids.

356
00:47:41,340 --> 00:47:43,008
My art is all I have.

357
00:47:43,010 --> 00:47:47,010
[SINGING VOCALS]

358
00:48:02,780 --> 00:48:05,478
Really, Anthony?

359
00:48:05,480 --> 00:48:07,338
I'm working 24/7.

360
00:48:07,340 --> 00:48:10,448
I don't have time to talk
about how you want to fuck her.

361
00:48:10,450 --> 00:48:12,030
That's so unprofessional.

362
00:48:18,400 --> 00:48:20,750
You know you're lying,
it just doesn't fit.

363
00:48:25,400 --> 00:48:26,800
Have you been reading my emails?

364
00:48:30,480 --> 00:48:32,480
Why don't you tell me
where you were last night?

365
00:48:35,030 --> 00:48:35,960
You have been.

366
00:48:43,890 --> 00:48:45,140
I have to come up to Seattle.

367
00:49:00,609 --> 00:49:04,102
[KNOCKING ON DOOR]

368
00:49:28,070 --> 00:49:30,210
You want to know why I do
the things I do for you?

369
00:49:32,840 --> 00:49:33,720
Because I care.

370
00:49:37,830 --> 00:49:38,450
I love you.

371
00:49:42,010 --> 00:49:42,790
What's my name?

372
00:49:46,031 --> 00:49:48,930
Ati!

373
00:49:48,932 --> 00:49:51,460
I'm the one.

374
00:50:02,940 --> 00:50:06,988
You're casting an
actor to play me,

375
00:50:06,990 --> 00:50:11,058
and you were talking to me about
your process and everything

376
00:50:11,060 --> 00:50:12,215
and I had no clue, really.

377
00:50:48,659 --> 00:50:49,700
What's going on with you?

378
00:50:57,620 --> 00:50:59,736
I just want to feel you.

379
00:51:03,117 --> 00:51:05,049
I want to feel you deeper.

380
00:51:08,913 --> 00:51:12,318
Where are you?

381
00:51:12,320 --> 00:51:13,060
Where are you?

382
00:51:19,456 --> 00:51:20,932
I'll be right back.

383
00:51:24,890 --> 00:51:27,958
I can't stay the night.

384
00:51:27,960 --> 00:51:29,790
But please don't go yet.

385
00:51:53,055 --> 00:51:54,045
[DOOR OPENS]

386
00:52:07,950 --> 00:52:09,421
I have to tell you something.

387
00:52:16,097 --> 00:52:16,678
I'm an artist.

388
00:52:16,680 --> 00:52:18,088
And now you're a stripper.

389
00:52:18,090 --> 00:52:19,468
What else do I not know?

390
00:52:19,470 --> 00:52:21,035
I'm not a fucking stripper.

391
00:52:25,110 --> 00:52:27,048
You don't trust me.

392
00:52:27,050 --> 00:52:27,548
No.

393
00:52:27,550 --> 00:52:29,133
You don't even fucking
trust yourself.

394
00:52:36,374 --> 00:52:38,288
You have no idea of what
you're talking about.

395
00:52:38,290 --> 00:52:38,868
Yeah, I do.

396
00:52:38,870 --> 00:52:40,586
I really thought
we were different.

397
00:52:43,430 --> 00:52:46,753
I thought we were different.

398
00:52:46,755 --> 00:52:48,130
You know what, it
doesn't matter.

399
00:52:52,610 --> 00:52:53,110
Goodbye.

400
00:53:03,568 --> 00:53:04,564
[WHIMPERING]

401
00:53:08,548 --> 00:53:09,542
I love you.

402
00:53:09,544 --> 00:53:11,536
[CRYING]

403
00:55:03,850 --> 00:55:07,267
I'm going to take you
somewhere special in honor

404
00:55:07,269 --> 00:55:07,935
of your success.

405
00:55:11,460 --> 00:55:16,123
But I need you to do
something for me, OK?

406
00:55:16,125 --> 00:55:16,940
Good girl.

407
00:55:19,860 --> 00:55:24,287
This weekend I'm going to
bring something special for you

408
00:55:24,289 --> 00:55:24,789
to wear.

409
00:57:28,541 --> 00:57:30,038
[SOBBING]

410
00:58:16,782 --> 00:58:19,525
I feel like I can't
do this anymore.

411
00:58:23,420 --> 00:58:24,840
Every day my heart is breaking.

412
00:58:27,834 --> 00:58:28,832
I'm alone.

413
00:58:36,816 --> 00:58:37,814
Kneel down.

414
01:00:04,141 --> 01:00:06,636
I've never loved
anyone like this.

415
01:00:13,123 --> 01:00:16,738
I'll come back tomorrow
before I go to work.

416
01:00:16,740 --> 01:00:19,298
You're going to
wait here for me.

417
01:00:19,300 --> 01:00:19,800
OK?

418
01:00:37,240 --> 01:00:38,734
I'll miss you tonight.

419
01:00:46,204 --> 01:00:47,698
I'll dream about you.

420
01:01:09,112 --> 01:01:12,686
[SOBBING]

421
01:01:45,422 --> 01:01:48,894
[CRYING]

422
01:02:12,120 --> 01:02:12,740
That was good.

423
01:03:07,040 --> 01:03:10,188
I wanted to toast to our
successful kickstarter campaign

424
01:03:10,190 --> 01:03:13,008
and the commencement of
our principal production,

425
01:03:13,010 --> 01:03:18,148
to all of you who have supported
this vision so much so far.

426
01:03:18,150 --> 01:03:20,654
To our imminent success.

427
01:03:20,656 --> 01:03:21,156
Salute.

428
01:03:39,120 --> 01:03:42,613
[MUSIC PLAYING]

429
01:04:01,575 --> 01:04:03,569
(SINGING) You can't do it like.

430
01:04:03,571 --> 01:04:06,064
You can't do it like.

431
01:04:06,066 --> 01:04:07,618
Cut.

432
01:04:07,620 --> 01:04:08,730
That was great.

433
01:04:08,732 --> 01:04:09,232
Perfect.

434
01:04:22,370 --> 01:04:24,668
Anthony, can I talk
to you for a minute?

435
01:04:24,670 --> 01:04:25,168
Yeah.

436
01:04:25,170 --> 01:04:27,148
Juliet, your expression
was enigmatic.

437
01:04:27,150 --> 01:04:27,688
Thank you.

438
01:04:27,690 --> 01:04:28,581
Really good.

439
01:04:28,583 --> 01:04:31,688
Oh good, thanks.

440
01:04:31,690 --> 01:04:34,067
Do you mind not
doing that on set?

441
01:04:34,069 --> 01:04:35,608
I know we've worked
through my issues

442
01:04:35,610 --> 01:04:37,702
with you dating our
actor, but I would really

443
01:04:37,704 --> 01:04:40,118
like it if you just kept that
behind closed doors for now.

444
01:04:40,120 --> 01:04:40,619
OK?

445
01:04:45,180 --> 01:04:47,008
Everyone can take an
hour break for dinner,

446
01:04:47,010 --> 01:04:48,926
and then we're moving
to the waterfront scene.

447
01:04:52,142 --> 01:04:53,848
All right, let's get
a stand-in and check

448
01:04:53,850 --> 01:04:56,114
the audio and the light.

449
01:04:56,116 --> 01:04:57,998
Oh, shit.

450
01:04:58,000 --> 01:04:58,508
The wine.

451
01:04:58,510 --> 01:04:59,484
Where's the wine?

452
01:05:08,260 --> 01:05:10,798
Louisa, someone dropped
this off for you.

453
01:05:10,800 --> 01:05:12,138
I don't know who it was.

454
01:05:12,140 --> 01:05:13,428
What?

455
01:05:13,430 --> 01:05:15,542
I didn't tell anybody
to bring this.

456
01:05:25,470 --> 01:05:26,388
Which way did he go?

457
01:05:26,390 --> 01:05:26,928
Where is he?

458
01:05:26,930 --> 01:05:27,680
He was over there.

459
01:05:59,805 --> 01:06:02,298
OK.

460
01:06:02,300 --> 01:06:03,797
Let's get going.

461
01:06:16,300 --> 01:06:17,914
I don't normally smoke.

462
01:06:17,916 --> 01:06:19,988
But lately it's become
a bit of a thing for me,

463
01:06:19,990 --> 01:06:23,888
hence this weird thing,
which I'm sure is worse,

464
01:06:23,890 --> 01:06:27,768
nanoparticles and all.

465
01:06:27,770 --> 01:06:30,098
I have an addictive personality.

466
01:06:30,100 --> 01:06:31,518
I think I do to.

467
01:06:31,520 --> 01:06:32,018
Really?

468
01:06:32,020 --> 01:06:33,488
Yeah.

469
01:06:33,490 --> 01:06:34,748
What are you addicted to?

470
01:06:34,750 --> 01:06:37,448
Mostly sensation, but
primarily different

471
01:06:37,450 --> 01:06:40,478
than normal sensations.

472
01:06:40,480 --> 01:06:43,443
Slight alterations.

473
01:06:43,445 --> 01:06:44,070
What about you?

474
01:06:46,680 --> 01:06:48,758
Love, I suppose.

475
01:06:48,760 --> 01:06:49,758
Cut.

476
01:06:49,760 --> 01:06:50,258
Sorry.

477
01:06:50,260 --> 01:06:50,758
Was that me.

478
01:06:50,760 --> 01:06:51,218
That was not you.

479
01:06:51,220 --> 01:06:51,718
OK.

480
01:06:51,720 --> 01:06:52,568
That was great.

481
01:06:52,570 --> 01:06:53,138
It's me.

482
01:06:53,140 --> 01:06:54,518
I'm sorry, everyone.

483
01:06:54,520 --> 01:06:56,628
Just, Damien, can I just
see what's going on here?

484
01:06:56,630 --> 01:06:57,129
Yeah.

485
01:07:01,360 --> 01:07:02,228
Looks good.

486
01:07:02,230 --> 01:07:07,828
Thanks, D. Julie,
how are you doing?

487
01:07:07,830 --> 01:07:08,657
I'm OK.

488
01:07:08,659 --> 01:07:12,082
[SINGING VOCALS]

489
01:07:24,310 --> 01:07:26,456
Damien, that's so
unprofessional.

490
01:07:33,930 --> 01:07:34,598
Are you?

491
01:07:34,600 --> 01:07:36,508
Yeah.

492
01:07:36,510 --> 01:07:38,908
Thanks, Maria.

493
01:07:38,910 --> 01:07:41,988
How are you doing in
front of the camera?

494
01:07:41,990 --> 01:07:43,658
Terrible, of course.

495
01:07:43,660 --> 01:07:44,968
Has Ati come?

496
01:07:44,970 --> 01:07:45,468
No.

497
01:07:45,470 --> 01:07:46,408
Fuck.

498
01:07:46,410 --> 01:07:47,248
OK.

499
01:07:47,250 --> 01:07:49,858
We have to call him.

500
01:07:49,860 --> 01:07:50,758
OK.

501
01:07:50,760 --> 01:07:53,100
So just tell me, yes
or no, are you coming?

502
01:08:06,490 --> 01:08:09,808
He looks like he's not coming.

503
01:08:09,810 --> 01:08:13,189
I don't know what to do, but
I can't worry about that right

504
01:08:13,191 --> 01:08:13,688
now.

505
01:08:13,690 --> 01:08:16,048
Well, I could pass as
a 50-something year

506
01:08:16,050 --> 01:08:17,678
old Korean man.

507
01:08:17,680 --> 01:08:18,938
Oh God.

508
01:08:18,940 --> 01:08:22,376
OK, come watch me out there.

509
01:08:22,378 --> 01:08:23,839
All right, Quite on the set.

510
01:08:26,770 --> 01:08:27,828
104 Charlie.

511
01:08:27,830 --> 01:08:28,327
Take two.

512
01:08:28,329 --> 01:08:28,829
Mark.

513
01:08:31,400 --> 01:08:32,122
What about you?

514
01:08:32,124 --> 01:08:33,790
Well, I haven't tried
drugs or anything.

515
01:08:38,210 --> 01:08:39,154
Love, I suppose.

516
01:08:41,616 --> 01:08:42,949
I wonder what that means to you.

517
01:08:48,913 --> 01:08:50,579
Have you ever been
addicted to a person?

518
01:08:57,070 --> 01:09:02,805
Well, once.

519
01:09:07,922 --> 01:09:10,130
I think I'm still trying to
figure out what that was.

520
01:09:49,270 --> 01:09:52,658
Dreams are better than
memories, because memories,

521
01:09:52,660 --> 01:09:55,338
I will forget them all.

522
01:09:55,340 --> 01:10:00,948
And now that I've forgotten,
it's as if it never happened,

523
01:10:00,950 --> 01:10:03,457
but at least I have evidence.

524
01:10:14,375 --> 01:10:19,375
Subtitles by explosiveskull

525
01:10:24,415 --> 01:10:29,158
[MUSIC PLAYING]