well. first of all, she called my dad and claimed she had tried calling me several times (my phone never rang. i know i dont pick up numbers i dont know, but i look them up). and said she wanted a talk with me about a speeding ticket.
2:16
Storm
mhm
2:16
Erik
alright, so i get there.
2:16
shes all nice and friendly hey
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get me in the room
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and lets me know im a suspect, its an interogation
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i have right to lawyer blah blah
2:17
i am supposed to know if its an interogation beforehand.. she said a talk on the phone.
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and im sure just to trick me, so i wouldnt have a laywer
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cause if i wanted one i would of had to wait for another time
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set upa nother appointment
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and if im "innocent" i wouldnt need one
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also i was stressed as fuck, shaking, almost having a panic attack in there
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which she competely ignored
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Storm
mhm?
2:18
Erik
and she was made aware of my health situation, and said she'd be careful and all over the phone when talking to me dad..
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so yeah..
2:18
interogation
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right to lawyer
2:18
3 cases
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1 speeding
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and 2 letters sent to my address from the netherlands.
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Storm
shit
2:19
Erik
Speeding I just admitted, and went with. And the other I of course claimed I had no knowledge of.
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and well
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she went on if i was sure i hadnt ordered anything online
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so on
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asked f id be ok to let them take my computers to search them....
2:20 Storm went idle
2:20 Storm became active
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Erik
and informed me i had the right to say no but if the police jurist who looks over it accepts it they'll have a warrant and come get it....
2:20
but i mean i claimed i need it, and use it daily.. and them taking it would mean months without...
2:20
theyre slow like that
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she seemed to go with that explanation, but yeah.. extremel unpleasant
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then she wanted access to my account
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so they could look over it and comfirm i'd not paid anyone "on a list"
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which i did give them
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cause of the whole "im innocent i have nothing to hide"
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she went on asking me about my treatment diagnoses and stuff
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i told her my diagnoses..
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and um..
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she wrote down 3, and then just said "ok thats enough.."
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and skipped rest
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Storm
o_o
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Erik
and went on
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asking me about what medication i was on
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and such
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which really is personal and comp[letely irrelevant, and i shouldnt have answered
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but i told her xanax and lyrica
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and i could just see her face when i mentioned xanax...
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and she went on "are you sure you dont self medicate with anything?" and "are you sure you've never used any narcotics in norway?" over and over
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Storm
mhm?
2:23
Erik
and yeah...
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so she wrote like, my statement
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i had to sign
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took my license
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let me go
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ill get a letter in some weeks knowing about my license
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she also seemed to indicate since i had no income and was on welfare jail was where id go..
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she seems to want to stick these 3 together and take me to court if she can...
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and the other case will be reviewed and investaged, apparently
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and like she said, it could take months before i hear anything...
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so its gonna be on my mind stressing me like fuck
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and i told her
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about my condition
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and what it puts me on
2:25
Storm
yeah..
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Erik
and she just goes on and says she understands but theres nothing she can do
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so. im hoping, in maybe 5 months ill get a letter case dismissed cause of lack of evidence...
2:25
but like...
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if the one revieiwng it approves
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they could come do a full search of my house
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in which case im in deep
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shit
2:25
Storm
how?
2:26
Erik
and she seemed to indicate several times that…. like, do you approve we search your computer, if so we'll come right with you after this and take it
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Storm
are you gonna do some wiping on your computer or what?
2:26
Erik
well. so far, theyr evidence is 2 letters sent from the netherlands to my address, one containing 2.7 grams of ketamine and one 5 grams of PCP (hah, they were both ketamine, theyre not good at testing)
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and no
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i just
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cant
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Storm
because?
2:27
Erik
well
2:27
id also have to
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hide all stash
2:27
stop smoking
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and it would just
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fuck me over
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computer would just be an excuse
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for them to come with dogs and all
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and search me, you know
2:27
Storm
mhm
2:27
Erik
like she tricked me with the lawyer
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telling me she wanted a short talk
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Storm
there is one thing i would say to do
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Erik
about speeding ticket
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i get there and get told its an interogation and about cases i was not informed about...
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and well, i told my dad
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and he called the police chief or something
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which agreed that that is not the right way to do it
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and im sposed to be informed beforehand
2:28
they usually send out a letter or something, you know...
2:28
but like...
2:29 Storm went idle
2:29 Storm became active
2:29
Erik
all he can do. and it seems my dad intends. is file a complaint, which will be reviewd by the police themselves, and nothing happens...
2:29
Storm
mhm
2:29
Erik
but yeah..
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quite fucking unpleasant
2:29
Storm
i'm fure
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sure
2:29
Erik
im shaking
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just telling you this
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and remembering
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really
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Storm
i'm not surprised
2:30
Erik
they come here, im fucked
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like
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it's over...
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i cant go to US ever
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get back to my car even
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ill go to jail for fucking years
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and ill just kill myself
2:30
Storm
I know
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Erik
so question really is
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if they find it in their budget
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to do a full search on me
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or to just ignore it
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go over by bank statement
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which i gave them access to
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which should be completely clean, btw.
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and dismiss case
2:31
Storm
mhm
2:31
Erik
which i know happens most of the time...
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but sometimes they also do searches.
2:31
Storm
I know
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and
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Im not trying to trigger you
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but if she saw you shaking
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she may just think the disorders etc are a cover up
2:31
Erik
indeed.
2:31
also, i was shaking
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a lot
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second i got in
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before i was even informed
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what it was about
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thinking it was jsut speeding
2:32
Storm
could you get a letter from your therapist?
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Erik
and i told her
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i had anxiety
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and all
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they should believe it..
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its on the statement i go the therapy weekly
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and all
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though i find it completely irrelevant
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and really dont know why the hell she even asked about it
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cause it shouldnt matter at all
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but for them it might raise suspiction
2:32
Storm
mhm
2:32
Erik
as it puts me in a "risky group"
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Storm
and youre not even gonna try and clean up the house?
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Erik
i just...
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if they come
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im fucked regardless
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so
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its up to that, really
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if they dont
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i'll still be fucked pretty bad
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license, fine
2:33
probably some jail time
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but drug case should get dismissed.
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after months
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and keeping me stressed till then..
2:34
Storm
why is it youre against clearing the place?
2:34
Erik
well first of all
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its not like
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theyd come in a day or two
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itd be
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like
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between 1-8 weeks..
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and id have to stay clean
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and all
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and i know it'd just, be bad for me
2:35
Storm
well
2:35
if you get rid of things other than weed
2:35
Erik
delete all pictures on computer
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tumblr
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all
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i cant..
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and i pretty much have
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well, they are well hidden
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and dont smell
2:35
Storm
itd clear the traces of them
2:35
Erik
and unless they go through my room entirely
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which they might....
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they wont find it
2:36
Storm
tumblr isnt hard to delete
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i know itd be hard for you
2:36
Erik
I know. But I dont want to.
2:36
Storm
but you could just wipe the account
2:36
Erik
Like I said
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Id have to do so much
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and get clean
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and all
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and i know
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i just cant..
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so doing some is pointless
2:36
if i still got other stuff theyd have
2:36
Storm
mhm
2:36
Erik
if that makes sense
2:37
like, ive thought over it too
2:37
Storm
it does
2:37
Erik
but just.. i know, no.
2:37
Storm
im just doing the usual
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which is challenging even if i agree so we can make sure its right for you
2:37
Erik
thank you
2:37
but yeah… it hit me fucking hard
2:37
and i really feel it was a horible interogation
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knowing about my health state
2:38
not informing me it was an interogation
2:38
or what it was about
2:38 Storm went idle
2:38 Storm became active
2:38
Storm
mhm
2:38
Erik
thus not letting me have a lawyer (technically they can claim they offered me one. but just, for me. i just couldnt, come back later, i had to get it over with)
2:38
Storm
yeah
2:38
Erik
and going so hard on me
2:38
seeing me shaking
2:38
Storm
and again not to trigger
2:38
but they may have more intel
2:38
theyre holding back
2:38
Erik
almost having a panic attack
2:39
and asking personal questions about therapy medication and all
2:39
i know...
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like if theyre tapping my phone
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they'll have a warrant for sure.
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