Ryan,

What I've really been trying to say I am so sorry for the past, I'm not quite sure what I have done to you, but I really miss IX, I know the whole community hate me now and theres no chance of me regaining that respect back, or even get the chance to join the community again, but I just wish and hope for your friendship back and start a fresh, I never meant anything I've done or said in the past. It was a massive regret going against you and the community and something I wished I never done.

Im so sorry