Torpefy: What are you and Geo going to do now due to Liv?
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Regicide: As much as it pains both of us.
Torpefy: I don't get why she's even with LIv
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Regicide: I don't know, really.
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Regicide: Yesterday when she was tired she told me all about how Liv is happy, how Liv makes her happy.
Regicide: But she's turning around today and telling me that she wishes I hadn't broken up with her the second time.
Torpefy: I don't think she knows who she wants, to be honest
Regicide: I can understand wanting more than one person but...I don't know.
Regicide: I see what you mean.
Regicide: I'm worried that my wants and Liv's wants have her caught in the middle.
Regicide: She just told me, "I do want to be with Liv, but if I had both of you I'd be happy. I feel like it's always been a competition between you two, that you (me) always win."
Torpefy: That's the thing, people keep being compared
Torpefy: I get compared to you by her.
Torpefy: You get compared to Liv.
Torpefy: Liv gets compared to both.
Regicide: She compared me to you, too. Haha.
Torpefy: I hope it all works itself out eventually
Regicide: Same.
Torpefy: Must be tiring
Regicide: It really is, honestly.
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Regicide: I love her but I feel like all I've done is fight for her, and even if I /have/ left her (my own fucking mistakes that I REALLY regret) and now I'm being put on the backburner.
Regicide: I don't know.
Regicide: I feel like it's selfish.
Torpefy: It's like.. a never ending battle for you?
Regicide: Kind of? I don't mean it in the "I want to win her over' way but.
Torpefy: No I mean it like, there's always something
Regicide: Yeah.
Torpefy: Or someone, that just pops up and makes it harder
Regicide: Yes. Exactly.
Torpefy: Like. I'm on edge in her room.
Torpefy: As I don't know what I can and cannot say
Regicide: First it was Liv. Then we stopped talking, and then it was Bri. Then it was Molly. Now it's Liv.
Torpefy: Wait. I was an issue?
Regicide: It wasn't to the extent that this is at all.
Torpefy: Ah. Can I ask something?
Regicide: Go for it.
Torpefy: When I was trying to work things with her, I already know she went behind my back with Liv, how did she treat you?
Regicide: With the whole Liv thing?
Regicide: Or with you?
Torpefy: When her&I had our thing
Regicide: She was pretty honest to me. I told her I was wary of you, because of what I'd heard. She didn't listen to my warnings, but I told her I trusted her judgment so it was okay. She trusted me and talked to me about things you two had said. Nothing too personal or life changing, but she did tell me a few things.
Regicide: I was aware you two were talking, and even if I wasn't necessarily okay with it, she didn't go behind my back.
Regicide: Maybe I'm just very oblivious to it but she's never necessarily gone behind my back.
Regicide: No, that's a lie. She did when she first spoke to Liv.
Torpefy: I know that part. What I mean is, did she flirt with you or get into emotional shit of "OH maddie I wish it worked" or something, you know, or "I'm still posessive over you"
Regicide: OH.
Torpefy: Because one of our largest arguments, was when she said shit like that to Liv.
Torpefy: And that's what ended it in my eyes.
Regicide: Oh. I mean, she's kind of always said that stuff to me. When you guys were having things it was dulled or just never spoken of.
Torpefy: Soo... she didn't flirt or?
Regicide: Oh, she didn't really flirt. I think that was when she was starting things with Liv, anyway.
Torpefy: This is the thing, you have to ask multiple people to get the truth, as she kinda.. blurrs it as she fears an argument.
Regicide: I was the one who was like "Oh I wish it'd worked" and stuff, it wasn't necessarily reciprocated
Torpefy: Alright, fair enough. At least I know that.
Regicide: Yeah.
Torpefy: Anything you wanna know?
Regicide: Eh not really.
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Torpefy: Fair enough. If anything pops up, lemme know
Regicide: Mhm, of course.
Torpefy: I'm quite open about it
Torpefy: Oh, Geo also said "I highly doubt Liv will ever accept us, so I don’t know where this will go."
Torpefy: So she's on the same track as you with it
Regicide: I just think she doesn't know because she just told me "I think it could work out"
Regicide: But I don't think Liv can handle it, tbh.
Regicide: 'Cause you were in the room when Liv left, apparently she got pissed off at Georgia for something and said "I can't deal with this" or something
Torpefy: Lmfao, I think I make things worse.
Regicide: Me telling you all of this probably doesn't help. xD I shouldn't be airing dirty laundry.
Regicide: I tell you all of this in confidence, though.
Torpefy: She doesn't know we talk
Torpefy: I'm sure she knows we are friends
Regicide: Yeah, haha.
Torpefy: But I haven't said about our conversations.
Torpefy: But like, anything I tell you about her or you tell me, we'll keep to us
Regicide: Yeah.
Regicide: Absolutely.
Regicide: She's confusing me
Torpefy: Why?
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Regicide: I keep hearing "My relationship with Liv is completely different than anything before" and Liv's decision was more important and all of that but she just told me "I'll never not be able to want you"
Regicide: Also, thank you.~
Torpefy: I think this is where her issue lies, she is possessive over every person she has ever had a thing with
Torpefy: So then they can't move on, and nor can she
Regicide: She just
Regicide: Told me
Regicide: She still sees me as hers
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Regicide: I can't keep doing this
Torpefy: I wanna show you something but it'll cause world war 5
Regicide: Lmao what is it
Torpefy: You know that day we had a talk? Me you and her
Regicide: Yeah.
Torpefy: During that, she said something that made me wonder so I asked her if she is possessive of me still, and she said yes. Then she started getting really upset, I can't remmeber what over but she was whispering me so I reassured her things would be alright and she said I love you. Probably meant it as a friend, idk, never had her say it before. Then she asked to be on my lap, and so I let her and she "wanted comfort" so I kissed her earlobe, keeping it platonic. And she moaned and wanted me to kiss down her neck and shit, so I did. And then I was like this isn't a good idea and stopped it.
Torpefy: Then we talked on discord about everything
Regicide: Oh, yeah. She told me about that.
Torpefy: It's just all confusing and I feel like everyone is in/out of involvement with one another
Torpefy: So I said I'd be ditching her room for a bit when everyone was there.
Torpefy: Or I'd be like popping in but not staying.
Regicide: Yeah, I understand that.
Torpefy: Figured I'd be honest, as I felt dirty/rude talking to you about everything without saying it.
Regicide: I get it.
Regicide: I know what you mean, too.
Torpefy: But it won't be happening again. She just kept confusing me with "I wish she had your spine."
Torpefy: And then calling me pretty and saying she had emotion left for me
Torpefy: I just like.. Malfunctioned
Regicide: Yeah, lmao. I get that.
Torpefy: I always thought you and Liv were close
Torpefy: Still shook over you two not
Regicide: LOL.
Regicide: We weren't ever really that close, tbh
Torpefy: God. Would've liked you more initially if I'd known that
Regicide: Tbh when the first thing with you went down I sided with her, but that was because of this reputation you'd been given.
Torpefy: Yeah, see my biggest issue with Liv was nothing to do with Georgia
Torpefy: I was in an emotionally abusive relationship with a guy, and he'd cheated on me with this one person, and at the time I told Liv about it.. She went and said she saw him cheating with someone else too, put me through all that anxiety, upset and resentment to myself of wondering why I wasn't enough, etc. For her to then announce a week later, she'd had the wrong guy.
Torpefy: She never apologised. She literally just dropped a message one day and was like "Yeah, wrong guy. Never mind!"
Torpefy: .... I was fuming.
Regicide: Oh, god.
Torpefy: Yeahhhh and then involving herself with me and Geo, and then being passive aggressive to me.. You can see why I lost my shit so much with her.
Regicide: Yeah.
Regicide: That's why I didn't like her in the first place.
Regicide: When I actually said something about it :
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Regicide: She played it off like "Oh haha I wasn't looking for a relationship with her" but like.
Regicide: How was I supposed to know that at the time?
Torpefy: Ummm the situation is not different
Torpefy: AND she flirted with Geo infront of me when I was with her. True, it was unofficial but when I raised it, she was all "It's our dynamic. You can't demand that changes"
Torpefy: So just say that to her.
Regicide: It's whatever, now. I want to be civil, because the second I get salty I'll be painted as the bad guy.
Torpefy: That's always how it is. Like, anything you say even slightly gets twisted in that group
Torpefy: Honestly I thought relationships with girls would be so so so much easier
Torpefy: They're not.
Torpefy: I'm going back to guys. xD
Regicide: LOL.
Regicide: I thought guys were hard, right?
Regicide: Nope. Girls...are so much worse.
Torpefy: Guys are now easy,they cheat and apologise. Girls.. They just are sly.
Regicide: Exactly.
Regicide: Big fat rip.
Torpefy: Well. If it helps you have an attractive personality so you will make a person happy one day.
Regicide: Aw, thank you.
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