Access Denied (BABYBOY)

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            —   나는너를더이상싶지않아
           “idontwannabeyouanymore”

» wattpad user & name i can call you by: @CITRUSEOK / Dri
» slot: Babyboy
» backup slot: Lambo

» birth name: Cho Seungwon
» nicknames for slot/who calls them that: Wonwon by friends and mother, since it suits his cute aura
» birthdate and age: 13/07/1999 / 18 years old
» birthplace: Ilsan

» height: 175cm / 5ft 7in
» weight: 55 kg / 122 lbs

            —   배꼽 통증
           “bellyache”

» face claim: iiyuan
» backup face claim: kkimggeonhho

» body type: Skinny with built arms and legs, fit and sort of athletic
» notable scars/birthmarks: a scar on his left eyebrow, a beauty spot under his lower lip, a lip ring
» outfit: turtlenecks and long sleeved shirts, wears hoodies while going for a run, slit denims. Mostly in a black attire
» other bodily accessories: Black round glasses that highlight his light brown eyes. A lip piercing as well.

            —   인질
           “hostage”

» personality: Has a cute yet mysterious personality. Loves seeking attention and loves absorbing himself into art. Uses sports as a breather and mostly runs in the park. Is reserved yet has a selective group of friends. Faced sexual assault in the part and has accepted that as a part of him. Feels demoralised due to the voices in his head. Likes being called cute yet feels fake and being lied to.

» family: The only child to his ailing mother. His mother used to work as a stripper yet he loves her to the world and back. He skips school to take up part time jobs by day and hustler at night to pay the hospital bills. His mother is 36 y/o Cho Sumin and suffers from 2nd stage Cancer. His father is yet unknown to him.
» background: He lives in the shady part of Ilsan, often known for its cases of drug addicts wandering in those areas. He works as a waiter at a nearby cafe and a hustler at night. Only a few of his friends know of his occupation. He has never been in a relationship, yet indulged in flings for money. His mother once brought a client back home when he was 10, and was raped when his mother was asleep. He was tied up and tortured, hence fears bondage and blood. Is suicidal due to his traumatic experience and sometimes slips in his mother's pills which make him feel happy and euphoric. He feels like the title slit has been labelled onto him and has accepted his fate.
» current status: Studies at Intellect College of Arts, Roll no 2832. Suffers from Schizophrenia and Body dysmorphic disorder. (Jobs are mentioned above :) )

[ L I S T  F O R M ]
» interests/hobbies:
    > Painting
    > Jogging
    > Sleeping
    > Talking casually to others
» dislikes/fears:
    > Blood
    > Bondage
    > Alcohol
    > Being yelled at
When he sees blood or any of these things, he feels dizzy and mostly faints. He mostly cries when someone yells at him and somehow seems pathetic to others.
» skills/attributes:
    > Is a really fast runner
    > A captivating artist
    > Is really charming and dignified in what he does
    > Is a sweet talker, yet mostly practical- minded
» trivia/other facts:
    > he tends to get cranky when ignored or interrupted, since he seeks attention
    > Stubborn yet obedient
    >Often spaces out and talks to himself
    > Is afraid of the dark since he was assaulted in a dark room
    > Likes to try out new things that make him happy
    > Is reserves but will spill the beans once the time is right
    > Hates clingy people since he is insecure about his body

            —   모방자
           “copycat”

[ O P T I O N A L ]
» mental diseases/disorders/illnesses: Schizophrenia which started when he needed some supper and felt all alone.
>> Body dysmorphic due to sexual assault

[ Q & A ]
» can they lift heavy objects? No, he is skinny and frail
» can they run fast? Yes, he is a runner and it's one of his attributes
» can they handle pain? Yes, he faces it every night
» can they see blood? No, his rape caused him to fear the sight of blood
» what are their beliefs? That good things come to those who wait. Those who are kind and hardworking will get what they deserve
» what’s their motivation? His mother's smile since he is living for her sake and she is his only family.
» what’s their breaking point? Seeing his loved ones hurt, seeing his rapist once again in the near future, seeing ropes or being In a small room.
» what do they want most? He wants to find his true happiness in life. He wants to discover his identity and what's his purpose in life. He wants to become a renowned artist and express his emotions in colours on a canvas.

[ C H A R A C T E R  C E N T R I C ]

    > what led to BABYBOY’s body dysmorphic disorder?
    He was raped, and due to circumstances (mentioned above) he developed hatred for his body. He hated seeing fresh scars every night and considered himself as pathetic. He was labelled as a slit by society and accepted his fate. He felt vile inside at what he had become, how he was manipulated and tortured by men and women alike for their sadistic desires. He felt like a toy, without an mind of his own.

            —   바다 눈
           “ocean eyes”

» sexuality: demisexual and pansexual

» love interest : none
» how they act/feel toward each other: He /she was a client, was going to torture him but felt soft to his tears, felt empathetic and then tried to know him deeper
» scene suggestions with love interest: (mentioned above. I'm not keen on them having a love interest so I hope this is fine.)

» character they are closest to: Lambo, since he makes him laugh and is a generous person overall
» character they are the least closest to: Too overbearing and obnoxious, pokes her nose into others' business
» scene suggestions with group:
    > They search up summoning speeds on google and try it when they all can't sleep
    > play pranks by ringing the neighbours doors and running away
    > give him a makeup to cover his facial scars since he is the cutie of the group, so Rolex buys him cute dresses and makes him like a Lolita

            —   내 소년
           “my boy”

» message to me: hello baby girl ;)
» kik user: Jiminiechoo
» password: jjang jjang