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- 8/4/2008 7:12:47 PM Nikki Joe can't din it
- 8/4/2008 7:12:49 PM Nikki Joe find^
- 8/4/2008 7:12:52 PM Joe Nikki shame
- 8/4/2008 7:13:10 PM Joe Nikki Is this the thor poem?
- 8/4/2008 7:13:18 PM Nikki Joe indeed :P
- 8/4/2008 7:13:37 PM Nikki Joe where did everyone go?
- 8/4/2008 7:15:01 PM Joe Nikki Ran away
- 8/4/2008 7:15:12 PM Joe Nikki Probably for wow
- 8/4/2008 7:15:33 PM Nikki Joe i still don't see why they can't wow and msn at the same time
- 8/4/2008 7:16:30 PM Joe Nikki Because it's a game, you can't do it at the same time
- 8/4/2008 7:16:36 PM Joe Nikki and no, solitaire doesn't count
- 8/4/2008 7:17:27 PM Nikki Joe but you said all they have to do is click?
- 8/4/2008 7:18:16 PM Joe Nikki Alt tab
- 8/4/2008 7:18:33 PM Joe Nikki which on their crappy to mediocre pc's takes a while
- 8/4/2008 7:19:38 PM Nikki Joe oh well
- 8/4/2008 7:19:41 PM Nikki Joe we can converse without them
- 8/4/2008 7:20:01 PM Joe Nikki Indeed we can
- 8/4/2008 7:22:09 PM Nikki Joe are you going to choose the topic tonight?
- 8/4/2008 7:22:28 PM Joe Nikki No, I'm not in the mood
- 8/4/2008 7:22:48 PM Nikki Joe to talk, or choose a topic?
- 8/4/2008 7:22:57 PM Joe Nikki Choosing a topic
- 8/4/2008 7:23:36 PM Nikki Joe ok
- 8/4/2008 7:24:00 PM Nikki Joe and by the way, i won't be online much this weekend probably because i have family coming over and then we're going to a wedding :/
- 8/4/2008 7:24:09 PM Joe Nikki Ah right
- 8/4/2008 7:24:23 PM Joe Nikki I'll probably spend the weekend od'ing on gaming anyway
- 8/4/2008 7:24:47 PM Nikki Joe ok, cool
- 8/4/2008 7:24:55 PM Nikki Joe i imagine you'll have much more fun than me then :P
- 8/4/2008 7:25:17 PM Nikki Joe i'm hoping my sister will come and take me to her house instead this weekend
- 8/4/2008 7:25:33 PM Joe Nikki Why don't you ask her then?
- 8/4/2008 7:26:06 PM Nikki Joe it was her suggestion actually. it all depends on this wedding really
- 8/4/2008 7:26:14 PM Nikki Joe because she's got work in the week
- 8/4/2008 7:26:18 PM Nikki Joe we'll see what happens though
- 8/4/2008 7:27:46 PM Nikki Joe i like 'history'
- 8/4/2008 7:28:52 PM Joe Nikki yeah, it's a good song
- 8/4/2008 7:29:06 PM Joe Nikki I didn't send you the whole album, just the good songs
- 8/4/2008 7:30:20 PM Joe Nikki i have tea in a few minutes
- 8/4/2008 7:30:38 PM Joe Nikki I'll probably brb til then and after we can talk
- 8/4/2008 7:30:52 PM Nikki Joe alright, see you then
- 8/4/2008 7:31:09 PM Joe Nikki And I actually will be back
- 8/4/2008 7:31:11 PM Joe Nikki HINT HINT
- 8/4/2008 7:31:23 PM Nikki Joe i came back and you'd left!
- 8/4/2008 7:31:31 PM Nikki Joe i was as fast as i could be without being rude to my mother :P
- 8/4/2008 7:49:02 PM Joe Nikki Ok, I'm done
- 8/4/2008 7:49:09 PM Joe Nikki And only 18 minutes
- 8/4/2008 7:49:44 PM Nikki Joe yeah but i had to cook two meals and eat and have a discussion with my mum :P
- 8/4/2008 7:50:56 PM Joe Nikki Well I had to wait a while to make it seems like I take my time ;)
- 8/4/2008 7:51:07 PM Joe Nikki There's always one typo
- 8/4/2008 7:51:15 PM Joe Nikki So then
- 8/4/2008 7:51:28 PM Joe Nikki first I'm going to sing along to this song
- 8/4/2008 7:51:36 PM Joe Nikki Then we can talk properly
- 8/4/2008 7:51:47 PM Nikki Joe a very good song at that
- 8/4/2008 7:52:01 PM Joe Nikki ;D
- 8/4/2008 7:55:00 PM Joe Nikki Ok I'm donw
- 8/4/2008 7:55:10 PM Joe Nikki And it's time for my to choose the topic
- 8/4/2008 7:55:12 PM Joe Nikki So
- 8/4/2008 7:55:34 PM Joe Nikki Now we talk a lot, but we don't really know much about each other's lives really
- 8/4/2008 7:56:00 PM Joe Nikki So I thought it would be a good idea to talk about roughly our lives from birth to now
- 8/4/2008 7:56:05 PM Joe Nikki If you get what I mean
- 8/4/2008 7:56:17 PM Nikki Joe ya, i see
- 8/4/2008 7:56:23 PM Joe Nikki Naturally I want to go first ;D
- 8/4/2008 7:56:26 PM Joe Nikki No
- 8/4/2008 7:56:30 PM Joe Nikki I meant you
- 8/4/2008 7:56:31 PM Joe Nikki fuck
- 8/4/2008 7:56:32 PM Nikki Joe i think i have done this before in the past?
- 8/4/2008 7:56:44 PM Joe Nikki Have you?
- 8/4/2008 7:57:07 PM Nikki Joe yeah i vaguely remember at like 4 in the morning talking about my childhood :P
- 8/4/2008 7:57:11 PM Joe Nikki It wasn't exactly that much of an explanation
- 8/4/2008 7:57:30 PM Joe Nikki It was, "I lived with my grandmother, she died and now I live with my parents"
- 8/4/2008 7:57:49 PM Joe Nikki 'oe says (7:56 PM): Naturally I want to go first" Facepalm
- 8/4/2008 7:57:56 PM Joe Nikki But since it's courteous
- 8/4/2008 7:58:01 PM Joe Nikki I will go first
- 8/4/2008 7:58:16 PM Nikki Joe haha :P i thought that was a little unlike you
- 8/4/2008 7:58:31 PM Joe Nikki Right ok
- 8/4/2008 7:58:34 PM Joe Nikki So then
- 8/4/2008 7:58:59 PM Joe Nikki I was born in heath hospital, 25th of january 1991
- 8/4/2008 7:59:25 PM Joe Nikki My mother was 22, my father, 24?
- 8/4/2008 8:00:01 PM Joe Nikki My mother's name is Sheila, my father's is Vincent.
- 8/4/2008 8:00:27 PM Joe Nikki Vincent Joseph Michael Hart I think.
- 8/4/2008 8:00:32 PM Joe Nikki Hence my name.
- 8/4/2008 8:00:37 PM Nikki Joe ok
- 8/4/2008 8:00:57 PM Nikki Joe oh i'll brb for literally like a minute, so carry on
- 8/4/2008 8:01:03 PM Joe Nikki For the first 2 years I lived in my parents house in st mellons. no memories of it.
- 8/4/2008 8:01:32 PM Joe Nikki Then for some reason, we moved to my nan's flat for 2 weeks and then, my dad's mother's house for a month or two.
- 8/4/2008 8:01:58 PM Joe Nikki After this, we got a house in Llanon Road, Llanishen.
- 8/4/2008 8:02:15 PM Joe Nikki This is where the memories begin.
- 8/4/2008 8:03:10 PM Joe Nikki I forgot to mention that my brothers were born in the same year as me.
- 8/4/2008 8:03:16 PM Joe Nikki Stefan and Jamie.
- 8/4/2008 8:03:26 PM Joe Nikki Anyways
- 8/4/2008 8:04:13 PM Joe Nikki The first memory I have I think, is of going to the hospital to see my mum, june the 5th 1994.
- 8/4/2008 8:04:35 PM Joe Nikki She had given birth to my sister the previous day.
- 8/4/2008 8:04:59 PM Joe Nikki After this, it's a little hazy with a few images of my sister as a baby.
- 8/4/2008 8:05:21 PM Joe Nikki Until I remember being in the bath and asking my mum when I was to be 4 years old.
- 8/4/2008 8:05:36 PM Nikki Joe aww :P
- 8/4/2008 8:06:02 PM Joe Nikki When I was 4, I along with my brothers noticed arguing between my parents.
- 8/4/2008 8:06:12 PM Joe Nikki We didn't think anything of it,
- 8/4/2008 8:06:26 PM Joe Nikki My sister's first birthday came along etc.
- 8/4/2008 8:06:45 PM Joe Nikki On that day, my father walked out of the house with a few things.
- 8/4/2008 8:06:51 PM Joe Nikki I haven't ever seen him since.
- 8/4/2008 8:07:00 PM Nikki Joe on your sister's first birthday?
- 8/4/2008 8:07:04 PM Joe Nikki Yep.
- 8/4/2008 8:07:14 PM Nikki Joe so she must not remember him at all
- 8/4/2008 8:07:21 PM Joe Nikki No, she doesn't.
- 8/4/2008 8:07:25 PM Joe Nikki But I do.
- 8/4/2008 8:07:44 PM Joe Nikki I have only three memories, that I can recall with certainty.
- 8/4/2008 8:08:24 PM Joe Nikki One with me riding on his shoulders to sainsburys.
- 8/4/2008 8:08:50 PM Joe Nikki Another of me walking with him along bardsey cresent. (top of llanon road)
- 8/4/2008 8:09:06 PM Joe Nikki And the last was of course, him and my mother arguing.
- 8/4/2008 8:09:45 PM Joe Nikki Now, we entered school normally, but now my mum was a single parent, with 4 children.
- 8/4/2008 8:09:59 PM Joe Nikki So things were pretty hard, we had no money.
- 8/4/2008 8:10:16 PM Joe Nikki Hell, we had single glazing windows and no central heating.
- 8/4/2008 8:10:24 PM Nikki Joe yeah, god things must have been terrible for you
- 8/4/2008 8:10:49 PM Joe Nikki The winters were freezing cold, so we'd huddle up in the living room all in our quilts to keep warm.
- 8/4/2008 8:11:08 PM Joe Nikki I thinkt his is where my ability to keep warm in a t shirt even in snow orginated.
- 8/4/2008 8:11:38 PM Joe Nikki So we went to school and I learnt the rough basics.
- 8/4/2008 8:11:52 PM Joe Nikki Then when we hit 5, the bullying started.
- 8/4/2008 8:12:06 PM Joe Nikki Looking back, we were easy targets.
- 8/4/2008 8:12:25 PM Joe Nikki My mother couldn't socialise because she had us to look after.
- 8/4/2008 8:12:43 PM Joe Nikki So we were pretty alone and our family didn't exactly support us.
- 8/4/2008 8:13:01 PM Joe Nikki Around this time I learnt my mother's father had walked out on her when she was 12.
- 8/4/2008 8:13:26 PM Joe Nikki And her brother had drowned when she was 8.
- 8/4/2008 8:13:36 PM Nikki Joe jesus
- 8/4/2008 8:13:42 PM Joe Nikki Pretty traumatic eh?
- 8/4/2008 8:13:54 PM Joe Nikki But I have no feelings about it of course.
- 8/4/2008 8:14:21 PM Joe Nikki Much like with my father.
- 8/4/2008 8:14:32 PM Joe Nikki However, with my father it's a little different.
- 8/4/2008 8:14:48 PM Joe Nikki There's a feeling of emptyness, rather than no feelings at all.
- 8/4/2008 8:15:32 PM Joe Nikki So we were alone in the world, poor, almost destitute, no central heating and we started to be bullied at school.
- 8/4/2008 8:15:47 PM Joe Nikki Christ I can't begin to decribe just how poor we were.
- 8/4/2008 8:16:00 PM Joe Nikki But because I was a kid I didn;t think anything of it.
- 8/4/2008 8:16:14 PM Nikki Joe yeah
- 8/4/2008 8:16:22 PM Nikki Joe but you're mum..it must have been so tough for her
- 8/4/2008 8:16:32 PM Joe Nikki Yeah, it gets worse, don't you worry
- 8/4/2008 8:16:41 PM Nikki Joe oh dear
- 8/4/2008 8:16:52 PM Joe Nikki So I grew up with no father and dirt poor.
- 8/4/2008 8:17:13 PM Joe Nikki Money became the biggest issue of our lives back then.
- 8/4/2008 8:17:23 PM Joe Nikki We could barely afford to support ourselves.
- 8/4/2008 8:17:49 PM Joe Nikki My mother became politically active and we went on a few rallies and the like.
- 8/4/2008 8:18:17 PM Joe Nikki Even to london where she went to Marxism, while we stayed in a creche'.
- 8/4/2008 8:18:34 PM Joe Nikki All of our bullying revolved around us having no money.
- 8/4/2008 8:18:57 PM Joe Nikki We never went on holiday, never bought new clothes, had practically no food.
- 8/4/2008 8:19:02 PM Joe Nikki No luxuries etc.
- 8/4/2008 8:19:20 PM Joe Nikki When I was 6, my brothers got a sega mega drive.
- 8/4/2008 8:19:37 PM Joe Nikki Now us being kids, we played that think night and day, and we did for years.
- 8/4/2008 8:19:54 PM Joe Nikki The bullying intensified, became more physical.
- 8/4/2008 8:20:30 PM Joe Nikki At this point, when looking back I don't think I really had much emotion at all back then.
- 8/4/2008 8:20:47 PM Joe Nikki I never once felt bad or wanted to cry.
- 8/4/2008 8:21:21 PM Joe Nikki Being beaten up and made fun of, it was just a way of life, just like having no money was.
- 8/4/2008 8:21:57 PM Joe Nikki Just an emptyness is all that's there. A lack of something.
- 8/4/2008 8:22:05 PM Joe Nikki The same feeling as having no father.
- 8/4/2008 8:22:22 PM Nikki Joe don't tell me it gets worse?
- 8/4/2008 8:22:26 PM Joe Nikki Yeah..
- 8/4/2008 8:22:52 PM Joe Nikki I got into year 3 and by now, I was a fucking smart kid.
- 8/4/2008 8:23:07 PM Joe Nikki I had no reason to mess around in school and I'd barely made a friend.
- 8/4/2008 8:23:13 PM Joe Nikki A guy named Aaron.
- 8/4/2008 8:23:54 PM Joe Nikki He was a great guy, we sticked together until year 7 and I hung over his house all the time. Until he moved to risca with his family, but that's another story.
- 8/4/2008 8:24:12 PM Joe Nikki Again, the bullying intensified.
- 8/4/2008 8:25:15 PM Joe Nikki I'm not sure exactly when it was, but after trying to play with the other kids and most them going home, a black girl shoved dirt down my throat.
- 8/4/2008 8:25:40 PM Joe Nikki I was choking, barely able to breath, I stumbled home and told my mother.
- 8/4/2008 8:26:00 PM Joe Nikki She went over to the girl's house only to be accused of racism...
- 8/4/2008 8:26:13 PM Joe Nikki And I have no emotions related to that.
- 8/4/2008 8:26:27 PM Nikki Joe how old were you then?
- 8/4/2008 8:26:33 PM Joe Nikki 8, maybe 9
- 8/4/2008 8:26:38 PM Joe Nikki year 3 ish
- 8/4/2008 8:27:41 PM Joe Nikki Around this time, the bullying developed to include a family down the street from me, which had a guy named james in.
- 8/4/2008 8:28:17 PM Joe Nikki He was an asshole, kind of the ringleader, this little kind of gang included a girl (tomboy) from up the street called hayley.
- 8/4/2008 8:28:32 PM Joe Nikki Those two were the worst two, always picking on me etc.
- 8/4/2008 8:29:09 PM Joe Nikki And then a family across the street started picking on us. A sikh family.
- 8/4/2008 8:29:17 PM Joe Nikki Now this was really weird for me..
- 8/4/2008 8:30:02 PM Joe Nikki Because I thought it was some kind of reverse racism against me. But my mother told me in a stern voice that it wasn't.
- 8/4/2008 8:30:25 PM Joe Nikki They were just a bunch of assholes, although the parents were nice.
- 8/4/2008 8:31:02 PM Joe Nikki Now around this time even an old woman began having issues with us.
- 8/4/2008 8:31:11 PM Joe Nikki It was getting crazy.
- 8/4/2008 8:31:59 PM Joe Nikki I was getting bullied in the street as soon as I left the house, so I couldn't go outside and I was getting bullied in school.
- 8/4/2008 8:32:20 PM Joe Nikki I'd get beaten up quite rarely, but it still happened.
- 8/4/2008 8:33:01 PM Joe Nikki If I tried to resist (against like 10 people) they'd just say "we'll hit you some more" so I didn't.
- 8/4/2008 8:33:27 PM Joe Nikki One time 4 of them were waiting for me in the street to ambush me as I walked home.
- 8/4/2008 8:33:50 PM Joe Nikki They made a line in the street and stood there for a few seconds before ealking towards them.
- 8/4/2008 8:34:14 PM Joe Nikki Now I knew this was going to end bad..
- 8/4/2008 8:34:31 PM Joe Nikki But I had this thought that was roughly equivilent to "oh fuck this"
- 8/4/2008 8:35:05 PM Joe Nikki I charged right at them and did some kind of wild lunge, although I kind of remember it being a jumping kick.
- 8/4/2008 8:35:22 PM Joe Nikki I smacked this kid, jame's brother right in the face and he went down.
- 8/4/2008 8:35:40 PM Joe Nikki He started crying and the gang dispersed and went home.
- 8/4/2008 8:35:49 PM Nikki Joe good for you!
- 8/4/2008 8:36:17 PM Joe Nikki I walked home and (I didn;t know how awesome what I had done was!) just sat there playing on my mega drive
- 8/4/2008 8:36:32 PM Joe Nikki That's got to be my proudest moment in those dark years.
- 8/4/2008 8:36:47 PM Joe Nikki Nothing came of it.
- 8/4/2008 8:37:01 PM Nikki Joe they didn't stop?
- 8/4/2008 8:37:36 PM Joe Nikki Well, no, but I was referring to them not getting parents involved or anything.
- 8/4/2008 8:37:46 PM Nikki Joe oh right
- 8/4/2008 8:37:47 PM Nikki Joe that's good
- 8/4/2008 8:38:03 PM Joe Nikki No remember, I still didn;t really have much emotions back then.
- 8/4/2008 8:38:16 PM Joe Nikki I didn't feel proud, but I didn't feel bad about it.
- 8/4/2008 8:38:30 PM Joe Nikki it was just another step in the road of life.
- 8/4/2008 8:38:42 PM Joe Nikki Something that just happened, oh well, let's carry on.
- 8/4/2008 8:39:08 PM Joe Nikki Now around this time we went on holiday, we went to italy, had an awesome time.
- 8/4/2008 8:39:19 PM Joe Nikki That's the only time I've ever been abroad.
- 8/4/2008 8:39:31 PM Joe Nikki Year 4 came about.
- 8/4/2008 8:39:48 PM Joe Nikki Now I was pretty much the smartest kid in my class.\
- 8/4/2008 8:40:03 PM Joe Nikki A particulary memory sticks out massively here.
- 8/4/2008 8:40:34 PM Joe Nikki My teacher asked what .9 on a calculator was in pounds, if a pound was 1.
- 8/4/2008 8:40:46 PM Joe Nikki I answered straight away with 90 pence.
- 8/4/2008 8:40:56 PM Joe Nikki Every single other person went with 9 pence
- 8/4/2008 8:41:11 PM Joe Nikki I was happy I think for a little bit.
- 8/4/2008 8:41:24 PM Nikki Joe well done, young joe :P
- 8/4/2008 8:41:28 PM Joe Nikki Yes :P
- 8/4/2008 8:41:48 PM Joe Nikki So then, got into karate a bit, was fun.
- 8/4/2008 8:42:00 PM Joe Nikki Got beaten up on the way back one time.
- 8/4/2008 8:42:34 PM Joe Nikki Went home and talked to my mum's friend, who'd she'd just met because of starting university.
- 8/4/2008 8:42:51 PM Joe Nikki Told her I'd been beaten up and showed her the marks.
- 8/4/2008 8:43:52 PM Joe Nikki Police were rang and three people (of a group of like 15 people (of which 5 were 12-13)) were cautioned
- 8/4/2008 8:44:12 PM Joe Nikki I tried to resist this time.
- 8/4/2008 8:44:32 PM Joe Nikki Gave them a sweeping kick, that scared the shit out of them. But there was like 15 of them.
- 8/4/2008 8:44:46 PM Joe Nikki Didn't exactly resist much, but I tried.
- 8/4/2008 8:45:21 PM Nikki Joe there wasn't much you could do with that many people really
- 8/4/2008 8:45:22 PM Joe Nikki Played the vidyah to pass the time, back then.
- 8/4/2008 8:45:37 PM Joe Nikki That's what me and my brothers did all the time.
- 8/4/2008 8:45:54 PM Joe Nikki Thing eased off a little then.
- 8/4/2008 8:46:07 PM Joe Nikki The physical stuff stopped then.
- 8/4/2008 8:46:20 PM Joe Nikki Verbal stuff just stayed the same of course.
- 8/4/2008 8:47:13 PM Joe Nikki my mum completed her degree (while looking after four kids on her own).
- 8/4/2008 8:47:33 PM Joe Nikki Chronologically this isn't exactly perfect, you understand :P
- 8/4/2008 8:47:41 PM Nikki Joe yeah
- 8/4/2008 8:47:47 PM Joe Nikki Year 5 came.
- 8/4/2008 8:47:59 PM Joe Nikki Now this is were I knew, I was smart.
- 8/4/2008 8:48:19 PM Joe Nikki The poorest kid, being the smartest, now that pissed them off.
- 8/4/2008 8:49:05 PM Joe Nikki In year 5, they realised me and aaron were above the level of the class.
- 8/4/2008 8:49:18 PM Joe Nikki We were moved up to year 6 maths on a trail basis.
- 8/4/2008 8:49:22 PM Joe Nikki We kicked ass.
- 8/4/2008 8:49:48 PM Joe Nikki I excelled in the logic based stuff, failed hard in music, art and drama.
- 8/4/2008 8:50:03 PM Joe Nikki For example, I could beat any kid in my school mathematically.
- 8/4/2008 8:50:40 PM Joe Nikki But when my teacher asked the drama class to act scared like something big and mean was coming after us, I acted like I was fighting someone.
- 8/4/2008 8:50:53 PM Joe Nikki That's a memory I'm fucking proud of also.
- 8/4/2008 8:51:10 PM Joe Nikki Even if I did get told off and the teacher was "disappointed".
- 8/4/2008 8:51:25 PM Nikki Joe right, you know your teachers
- 8/4/2008 8:51:30 PM Nikki Joe did they never try and help you?
- 8/4/2008 8:51:41 PM Joe Nikki Not particulary.
- 8/4/2008 8:52:03 PM Joe Nikki They'd stop anything going on in front of them, but they couldn't do anything else.
- 8/4/2008 8:52:33 PM Nikki Joe they must've been aware things were going on
- 8/4/2008 8:52:43 PM Joe Nikki Yeah, but they were heartless bastards.
- 8/4/2008 8:52:49 PM Joe Nikki Remember
- 8/4/2008 8:53:03 PM Joe Nikki Back then, I thought nothing of us being poor and abused.
- 8/4/2008 8:53:09 PM Joe Nikki it was just our place in the world.
- 8/4/2008 8:53:16 PM Joe Nikki I'd learnt to accept it.
- 8/4/2008 8:53:41 PM Nikki Joe THEY could've done something though
- 8/4/2008 8:54:15 PM Joe Nikki As I said, I didn't think anything of it.
- 8/4/2008 8:54:25 PM Joe Nikki it was just our place
- 8/4/2008 8:54:38 PM Joe Nikki I didn;t know anythign different, or that anything different existed.
- 8/4/2008 8:54:48 PM Joe Nikki Anywyas
- 8/4/2008 8:54:58 PM Joe Nikki So we're in year 6 maths, me and aaron.
- 8/4/2008 8:55:11 PM Joe Nikki and we take a mock SATS paper.
- 8/4/2008 8:55:21 PM Joe Nikki Well three of them, that add up to 100 marks.
- 8/4/2008 8:55:39 PM Joe Nikki I score 95/100 far above the second person.
- 8/4/2008 8:55:53 PM Joe Nikki But aaron didn't as someone fucked uo his marking.
- 8/4/2008 8:56:07 PM Joe Nikki But I adjusted it to make him hit the highest level.
- 8/4/2008 8:56:15 PM Joe Nikki he was my best friend back then.
- 8/4/2008 8:56:52 PM Joe Nikki So I was a proper swat back then and everyone knew it :P
- 8/4/2008 8:56:56 PM Joe Nikki I was proud of it.
- 8/4/2008 8:57:02 PM Joe Nikki Hell, even a little arrogant.
- 8/4/2008 8:57:08 PM Nikki Joe rightly so
- 8/4/2008 8:57:15 PM Joe Nikki We move to year 6, same old, same old.
- 8/4/2008 8:57:23 PM Joe Nikki We get taught year 9 maths.
- 8/4/2008 8:57:45 PM Joe Nikki I get one mark from a level 7 in year 6 on a mock year 9 sats paper.
- 8/4/2008 8:58:01 PM Joe Nikki (level 7 is the highest level you can get in year 9)
- 8/4/2008 8:58:18 PM Nikki Joe wow, mr smart :P
- 8/4/2008 8:58:25 PM Joe Nikki That classed me as above an average of a year 9 kid.
- 8/4/2008 8:58:57 PM Joe Nikki when I was 9, I took a reading test by the way
- 8/4/2008 8:59:09 PM Joe Nikki I had the reading abilty of a 15 year old.
- 8/4/2008 8:59:22 PM Nikki Joe ahh same!
- 8/4/2008 8:59:28 PM Joe Nikki Year 6 mock came.
- 8/4/2008 8:59:35 PM Joe Nikki I scored off the chart apparently.
- 8/4/2008 8:59:46 PM Joe Nikki Either full marks or 1-2 mistakes.
- 8/4/2008 9:00:03 PM Joe Nikki Primary school ended.
- 8/4/2008 9:00:12 PM Joe Nikki I got A A A all the way through.
- 8/4/2008 9:00:42 PM Joe Nikki And I hated it, I've never looked back after leaving.
- 8/4/2008 9:00:57 PM Joe Nikki I'm not sure if the teachers even missed me much.
- 8/4/2008 9:01:27 PM Joe Nikki In the last year, my enemies became friends with my teacher and never did any work...
- 8/4/2008 9:01:37 PM Joe Nikki So I was pretty pissed by then.
- 8/4/2008 9:01:48 PM Joe Nikki Emotions started to form I guess around then.
- 8/4/2008 9:02:00 PM Joe Nikki I guess it's not that I was completely emotionless.
- 8/4/2008 9:02:24 PM Joe Nikki It's just that I only felt emotion when extremely happy or something.
- 8/4/2008 9:02:33 PM Joe Nikki So high school comes.
- 8/4/2008 9:02:41 PM Joe Nikki New people, new faces.
- 8/4/2008 9:02:49 PM Nikki Joe yep
- 8/4/2008 9:03:02 PM Joe Nikki Don't bother making new friends really, being the loner I was.
- 8/4/2008 9:03:28 PM Joe Nikki Met up with aaron and dan on the banks. (dan I made friends with in year 5-6)
- 8/4/2008 9:03:53 PM Joe Nikki Three of us and the only friends I had and kept from primary school.
- 8/4/2008 9:04:34 PM Joe Nikki Towards the end of high school I make friends with the guys in my form.
- 8/4/2008 9:05:36 PM Joe Nikki Dave/steve/peter/other peter (ironically a guy from my primary school, but we weren't exactly close or anything, just a coming and going member of the group)/dale
- 8/4/2008 9:06:02 PM Joe Nikki Year 7 passes. Far far quicker then the primary years.
- 8/4/2008 9:06:11 PM Joe Nikki Nothing really happens.
- 8/4/2008 9:06:11 PM Nikki Joe are these the dave, steve and dale i know of?
- 8/4/2008 9:06:15 PM Joe Nikki Yep
- 8/4/2008 9:06:21 PM Nikki Joe ah ok
- 8/4/2008 9:07:08 PM Joe Nikki As we go through the next years you see my marks and grades slip.
- 8/4/2008 9:07:16 PM Joe Nikki Still a good amount of A's.
- 8/4/2008 9:07:21 PM Joe Nikki But not all A's.
- 8/4/2008 9:07:52 PM Joe Nikki Years 8 and 9 pass in a blur of boring, generic standard stuff.
- 8/4/2008 9:07:58 PM Joe Nikki I make friends, lose friends.
- 8/4/2008 9:08:09 PM Joe Nikki One of the peters moves, but he was a bit of an asshole.
- 8/4/2008 9:08:20 PM Nikki Joe yep
- 8/4/2008 9:08:41 PM Joe Nikki In these two years we got split into the sets.
- 8/4/2008 9:08:47 PM Joe Nikki Away from friends as well.
- 8/4/2008 9:08:58 PM Joe Nikki Aaron had moved at the end of year 7.
- 8/4/2008 9:09:27 PM Joe Nikki By the year of year 7, my voice had broken.
- 8/4/2008 9:09:32 PM Joe Nikki I grew massively.
- 8/4/2008 9:09:47 PM Joe Nikki I'd hit puberty was earlier then the other kids.
- 8/4/2008 9:09:50 PM Joe Nikki way*
- 8/4/2008 9:10:01 PM Joe Nikki I now was fucking big.
- 8/4/2008 9:10:11 PM Joe Nikki With size comes power naturally.
- 8/4/2008 9:10:37 PM Joe Nikki No one dared touch me, because I was bigger than them, but I sill got occasional insults and the like.
- 8/4/2008 9:10:58 PM Joe Nikki the kids from the old school would pick on me now then.
- 8/4/2008 9:11:33 PM Joe Nikki I'd push them over or floor them if them they touched me, which happened twice.
- 8/4/2008 9:11:42 PM Joe Nikki One of them insulted me heavily in the class.
- 8/4/2008 9:12:09 PM Joe Nikki I followed him after, pushed him to the floor, called him a little shit and walked off.
- 8/4/2008 9:12:34 PM Joe Nikki Now it's not like super awesome confident joe though.
- 8/4/2008 9:12:57 PM Joe Nikki This is nice guy, terrible self esteem, angst ridden, depressed joe.
- 8/4/2008 9:13:27 PM Joe Nikki Never harboured thoughts of revenge, there was just emptyness.
- 8/4/2008 9:13:51 PM Joe Nikki I remember years 8 and 9 sucking.
- 8/4/2008 9:13:57 PM Joe Nikki That's pretty much all.
- 8/4/2008 9:14:04 PM Joe Nikki Got 7 7 7 in my SATS
- 8/4/2008 9:14:36 PM Joe Nikki At the end of year 9 I met sarah in a maths class through a paper throwing fight.
- 8/4/2008 9:14:47 PM Joe Nikki Year 10 came
- 8/4/2008 9:14:57 PM Joe Nikki Gcses started etc.
- 8/4/2008 9:15:09 PM Joe Nikki I was placed next to sarah in my maths class.
- 8/4/2008 9:15:26 PM Joe Nikki And from the outset, bam, we couldn't stop talking to each other.
- 8/4/2008 9:15:57 PM Joe Nikki So this kind of developed over the months.
- 8/4/2008 9:16:12 PM Joe Nikki Our teacher got pissed at the time at us for constant talking.
- 8/4/2008 9:16:25 PM Joe Nikki Although I think she was against me for some reason.
- 8/4/2008 9:16:37 PM Nikki Joe the teacher?
- 8/4/2008 9:16:39 PM Joe Nikki At the end of year 9 was when I started growing my hair.
- 8/4/2008 9:16:49 PM Joe Nikki And yes the teacher.
- 8/4/2008 9:16:56 PM Joe Nikki She'd tell me off, not sarah.
- 8/4/2008 9:17:06 PM Nikki Joe ahh
- 8/4/2008 9:17:40 PM Joe Nikki So, after christmas I told her how I felt.
- 8/4/2008 9:17:47 PM Joe Nikki She apparently felt the same way.
- 8/4/2008 9:17:55 PM Joe Nikki Holy christ yes I thought.
- 8/4/2008 9:18:16 PM Joe Nikki I asked her out but she said "iI'm not sure, blah blah blah".
- 8/4/2008 9:18:33 PM Joe Nikki Essientally, the start of indesiciveness.
- 8/4/2008 9:18:49 PM Nikki Joe oh yes, indesiciveness strikes
- 8/4/2008 9:18:53 PM Joe Nikki :P
- 8/4/2008 9:19:04 PM Nikki Joe hang on, brb
- 8/4/2008 9:19:11 PM Joe Nikki At this time roughly, nick and yani are incorperated into the group
- 8/4/2008 9:19:23 PM Joe Nikki I become good friends with nick.
- 8/4/2008 9:19:30 PM Joe Nikki Closer than the others at least
- 8/4/2008 9:20:56 PM Joe Nikki So things between my and sarah are seemingly good.
- 8/4/2008 9:21:06 PM Joe Nikki We talk all the time, every spare moment it seems.
- 8/4/2008 9:21:15 PM Joe Nikki Racing to be the first to talk to each other.
- 8/4/2008 9:21:27 PM Joe Nikki I ask her Again if she'll go out with me etc.
- 8/4/2008 9:21:42 PM Joe Nikki She says "I'm not sure" blah blah blah
- 8/4/2008 9:22:08 PM Joe Nikki However, she's telling me she likes me and everything.
- 8/4/2008 9:22:20 PM Joe Nikki Now this fucked me up.
- 8/4/2008 9:23:44 PM Joe Nikki It didn't help that a quiz she sent laden with stuff like "would you kiss them" or "would you have sex with them" were answered with "Yeah" and to the sex one "yeah I probably would actually"
- 8/4/2008 9:23:52 PM Joe Nikki Now that really fucked with my head
- 8/4/2008 9:24:10 PM Joe Nikki And because of the talking and everything I kind of fell in love with her
- 8/4/2008 9:24:27 PM Joe Nikki Although that looks terrible when written down
- 8/4/2008 9:24:55 PM Joe Nikki Narturally, I did the worst thing I possibly could and told her of this.
- 8/4/2008 9:25:57 PM Joe Nikki 2 weeks later there was an arguement and she accused my of "telling everyone that she was hurting me with indesicion' and that "I wouldn't stop talking about her"
- 8/4/2008 9:26:00 PM Joe Nikki All bullshit
- 8/4/2008 9:26:09 PM Joe Nikki Mainly because I only talked to nick about her
- 8/4/2008 9:26:13 PM Joe Nikki And that was fucking it
- 8/4/2008 9:26:27 PM Joe Nikki And then even then I didn't tell him I loved her.
- 8/4/2008 9:26:36 PM Joe Nikki So heartbreak commenced.
- 8/4/2008 9:27:02 PM Joe Nikki Pain and agony of the worst kind followed.
- 8/4/2008 9:27:24 PM Joe Nikki And I came terribly, terribely emo.
- 8/4/2008 9:27:37 PM Joe Nikki 2 months later my emotions broke.
- 8/4/2008 9:27:46 PM Joe Nikki I just plain stopped caring
- 8/4/2008 9:27:51 PM Joe Nikki About everything
- 8/4/2008 9:27:59 PM Joe Nikki Everything single thing.
- 8/4/2008 9:28:07 PM Joe Nikki I just didn't care.
- 8/4/2008 9:28:24 PM Joe Nikki Didn't care if I would live, didn't care if I would die.
- 8/4/2008 9:28:30 PM Joe Nikki Just utter indifference.
- 8/4/2008 9:28:45 PM Joe Nikki That was one of the best moments of my life.
- 8/4/2008 9:28:57 PM Joe Nikki Where everyone was shallow, I was not.
- 8/4/2008 9:52:53 PM Nikki Joe sorry
- 8/4/2008 9:52:57 PM Nikki Joe on the phone
- 8/4/2008 9:53:10 PM Nikki Joe i'll catch up on what you said in a minute
- 8/4/2008 10:03:24 PM Joe Nikki You need to save your convos
- 8/4/2008 10:03:42 PM Joe Nikki Rest of what I said is in the sharing folder
- 8/4/2008 10:21:38 PM Nikki Joe hey
- 8/4/2008 10:21:42 PM Nikki Joe sorry about that
- 8/4/2008 10:21:48 PM Nikki Joe my sister wanted a full on catch up
- 8/4/2008 10:21:54 PM Joe Nikki Right
- 8/4/2008 10:22:18 PM Joe Nikki So it'll try and pick up where I left off
- 8/4/2008 10:22:39 PM Joe Nikki I'll trying to send amber a transcript but it's not working too well
- 8/4/2008 10:23:08 PM Nikki Joe i'm just reading now
- 8/4/2008 10:23:38 PM Joe Nikki try and forward that file to her
- 8/4/2008 10:23:47 PM Nikki Joe ok i will
- 8/4/2008 10:23:52 PM Nikki Joe and i'm caught up now too
- 8/4/2008 10:23:57 PM Joe Nikki Right
- 8/4/2008 10:24:03 PM Joe Nikki so My last line..
- 8/4/2008 10:24:12 PM Joe Nikki Everyone was shallow and yet I was not
- 8/4/2008 10:24:16 PM Joe Nikki Or something similar
- 8/4/2008 10:24:47 PM Joe Nikki Right, so I was not caring about anything
- 8/4/2008 10:25:18 PM Joe Nikki the the summer holidays came
- 8/4/2008 10:25:58 PM Joe Nikki Or as i like to call it: the summer of fun
- 8/4/2008 10:26:02 PM Nikki Joe for god's sake
- 8/4/2008 10:26:05 PM Nikki Joe ok, carry on
- 8/4/2008 10:26:34 PM Joe Nikki So in this holiday I got invited to hang out with my brother's friends and I did.
- 8/4/2008 10:26:40 PM Joe Nikki And I did for the next week or so.
- 8/4/2008 10:26:49 PM Nikki Joe holiday?
- 8/4/2008 10:26:57 PM Joe Nikki Summer holiday
- 8/4/2008 10:27:07 PM Joe Nikki Learn to read/not get disconnected :P
- 8/4/2008 10:27:19 PM Joe Nikki So we all went to go to town
- 8/4/2008 10:27:31 PM Joe Nikki And this is where I got introduced to alcohol.
- 8/4/2008 10:27:47 PM Joe Nikki So I bought a 2 litre bottle of cider and got very drunk
- 8/4/2008 10:27:53 PM Joe Nikki That was one of the best days of my life
- 8/4/2008 10:28:02 PM Joe Nikki As other drunken days would be
- 8/4/2008 10:28:23 PM Joe Nikki So I got drunk multiple times
- 8/4/2008 10:28:45 PM Joe Nikki And once got so drunk that I ended up paraletic and practically dying on the floor\
- 8/4/2008 10:28:52 PM Joe Nikki But that was an awesome day
- 8/4/2008 10:29:03 PM Joe Nikki Words cannot describe how good that day was
- 8/4/2008 10:29:22 PM Joe Nikki So this carried on a few times.
- 8/4/2008 10:29:28 PM Joe Nikki I was pretty happy.
- 8/4/2008 10:29:38 PM Joe Nikki Then we went back to school.
- 8/4/2008 10:29:54 PM Joe Nikki School as always was same shit, different year
- 8/4/2008 10:30:02 PM Joe Nikki But this time, I had my apathy
- 8/4/2008 10:30:13 PM Joe Nikki I mitched off great deals of time.
- 8/4/2008 10:30:24 PM Joe Nikki finished with a 65% ish attendance
- 8/4/2008 10:30:41 PM Joe Nikki I just couldn;t be bothered
- 8/4/2008 10:30:49 PM Joe Nikki Then I got to the exam season
- 8/4/2008 10:30:59 PM Joe Nikki And I serioused the fuck up
- 8/4/2008 10:31:17 PM Joe Nikki So I worked hard for 2 weeks
- 8/4/2008 10:31:35 PM Joe Nikki did lots of revision and just generally slogged at it
- 8/4/2008 10:31:53 PM Joe Nikki That was the first stage of me turning into the guy i am now
- 8/4/2008 10:32:41 PM Joe Nikki I then, with my enormous amount of time, naturally started playing bf2 and doing nothing for weeks on end until results day
- 8/4/2008 10:33:04 PM Joe Nikki I got 6 A's, 2 B's 2 C's and an E (in I.T. Irony eh? :P)
- 8/4/2008 10:33:29 PM Joe Nikki So I was pretty happy with my results
- 8/4/2008 10:33:40 PM Joe Nikki even though if I had tried, I could have gotten all A*'s
- 8/4/2008 10:33:56 PM Nikki Joe haha irony indeed
- 8/4/2008 10:33:56 PM Joe Nikki I went back a few weeks later
- 8/4/2008 10:34:06 PM Joe Nikki Registered for sixth form
- 8/4/2008 10:34:21 PM Joe Nikki As soon as sixth form began things started to change
- 8/4/2008 10:34:30 PM Joe Nikki Teachers started to actually like you
- 8/4/2008 10:34:36 PM Joe Nikki Work was interesting
- 8/4/2008 10:35:07 PM Joe Nikki People weren't so anal about personal groups
- 8/4/2008 10:35:23 PM Joe Nikki So things started getting
- 8/4/2008 10:35:24 PM Nikki Joe so all in all an improvement then
- 8/4/2008 10:35:25 PM Joe Nikki better
- 8/4/2008 10:35:27 PM Joe Nikki Yeah
- 8/4/2008 10:35:46 PM Joe Nikki And over this I just developed my confidence etc.
- 8/4/2008 10:37:02 PM Joe Nikki So now, I have more friends than ever, more money then ever, I'm happier than ever and my life has certainly not been better.
- 8/4/2008 10:37:23 PM Joe Nikki And that is my story.
- 8/4/2008 10:38:32 PM Nikki Joe a nice ending!
- 8/4/2008 10:39:15 PM Joe Nikki yep
- 8/4/2008 10:39:45 PM Joe Nikki Saved as a transcript as well
- 8/4/2008 10:40:15 PM Nikki Joe it was quite emotional for me to read
- 8/4/2008 10:40:21 PM Joe Nikki Really?
- 8/4/2008 10:40:30 PM Joe Nikki That's a very vague story of my life
- 8/4/2008 10:40:47 PM Nikki Joe yeah really
- 8/4/2008 10:40:49 PM Joe Nikki But it's not overly detailed nor undetailed
- 8/4/2008 10:41:11 PM Joe Nikki If I wanted to explain everything It'd be a hundred times longer
- 8/4/2008 10:42:07 PM Nikki Joe ok, i'm still here
- 8/4/2008 10:42:17 PM Joe Nikki Right..
- 8/4/2008 10:43:02 PM Nikki Joe i can't face talking to my cousin right now
- 8/4/2008 10:43:04 PM Nikki Joe that's why
- 8/4/2008 10:43:15 PM Joe Nikki On msn?
- 8/4/2008 10:43:20 PM Nikki Joe yep
- 8/4/2008 10:43:23 PM Joe Nikki Ah right
- 8/4/2008 10:43:48 PM Nikki Joe yeah, so
- 8/4/2008 10:43:51 PM Nikki Joe i guess it's my turn
- 8/4/2008 10:44:00 PM Joe Nikki Yeah
- 8/4/2008 10:44:02 PM Joe Nikki But first
- 8/4/2008 10:44:04 PM Nikki Joe although mine is not as interesting or eventful as yours
- 8/4/2008 10:44:09 PM Nikki Joe yep?
- 8/4/2008 10:44:14 PM Joe Nikki What did you think of my story?
- 8/4/2008 10:44:53 PM Nikki Joe well, it was upsetting but i feel like i know more about you know
- 8/4/2008 10:45:10 PM Nikki Joe and like, i respected you before but i respect you more now..if you see what i mean
- 8/4/2008 10:45:31 PM Joe Nikki Well the idea was you know more about me
- 8/4/2008 10:45:38 PM Joe Nikki from my telling the story
- 8/4/2008 10:46:08 PM Nikki Joe yeah
- 8/4/2008 10:47:01 PM Joe Nikki So do you want to start your story?
- 8/4/2008 10:47:24 PM Nikki Joe sure
- 8/4/2008 10:47:44 PM Nikki Joe so i was born on september 9th, 1992 and i don't know what hospital it was :P
- 8/4/2008 10:48:11 PM Nikki Joe and basically, my mum had had a lot of miscarriages before she had me and the doctors had said she wouldn't be able to have another child
- 8/4/2008 10:48:57 PM Nikki Joe but then i came along and in the hospital, i managed to turn around while she was going through labour, and something went wrong so they had to give her emergency surgery to get me out
- 8/4/2008 10:49:36 PM Nikki Joe they informed my dad and my sister, who was nine at the time, that either me or my mum would die that night but luckily we both survived
- 8/4/2008 10:50:06 PM Joe Nikki I don't mean to interrupt but they had to use foreceps to get me out of my mother, I got stuck, still have a scar on top of my head
- 8/4/2008 10:50:21 PM Nikki Joe really?
- 8/4/2008 10:50:37 PM Joe Nikki Yeah
- 8/4/2008 10:51:00 PM Joe Nikki Carry on then..
- 8/4/2008 10:51:12 PM Nikki Joe sorry, right ok
- 8/4/2008 10:51:42 PM Nikki Joe so, my parents couldn't look after me and they sent me to live with my grandmother, as you know
- 8/4/2008 10:52:20 PM Nikki Joe i don't really remember much about that, to be honest i don't remember much about my childhood
- 8/4/2008 10:52:43 PM Nikki Joe and my grandmother used to have some illnesses, so she went to the doctors regularly
- 8/4/2008 10:53:20 PM Nikki Joe she always used to take me with her, but one day she didn't for reason, and on this day she fell off the chair at the doctor's office and hit her head on the floor and died
- 8/4/2008 10:53:28 PM Nikki Joe it was really unexpected
- 8/4/2008 10:53:45 PM Nikki Joe so since my grandfather couldn't look after me i went back to live with my parents
- 8/4/2008 10:54:25 PM Nikki Joe and obviously didn't really get on with them, i felt a bit left out because my sister and them were so close
- 8/4/2008 10:54:47 PM Nikki Joe but my sister used to spend so much time with me that i was really close to her and always have been
- 8/4/2008 10:55:02 PM Nikki Joe anyways, i had a couple of problems as i was growing up
- 8/4/2008 10:55:56 PM Nikki Joe my heart had a leak in it and i had to have scans a lot but then they stopped giving them to me because of the risk of radiation and i also had frequent nosebleeds that were really heavy and i used to have them literally every week
- 8/4/2008 10:56:10 PM Nikki Joe i had loads of operations of my nose, and had it burnt but nothing worked
- 8/4/2008 10:56:37 PM Nikki Joe both problems have eased as i grew up though
- 8/4/2008 10:57:01 PM Nikki Joe so..i went to primary school which i really enjoyed because i loved learning so much
- 8/4/2008 10:57:58 PM Nikki Joe and at home my sister used to teach me things and i really liked reading so i was the top of the class in pretty much every subject, even art :P
- 8/4/2008 10:58:36 PM Nikki Joe i didn't have too many problems in my junior school and the teachers were generally nice, and it was quite a small school too so any problems were dealt with straight away
- 8/4/2008 10:58:45 PM Nikki Joe then i went to howell's.
- 8/4/2008 10:59:36 PM Nikki Joe oh i'll tell you something strange that happened
- 8/4/2008 10:59:48 PM Nikki Joe there was this girl that i was friends with in nursery, right
- 8/4/2008 11:00:01 PM Nikki Joe but i didn't remember what she looked like
- 8/4/2008 11:00:09 PM Nikki Joe i just knew her name was lucy
- 8/4/2008 11:00:41 PM Nikki Joe and then on the first day of howell's, i recognised her in my form room and i just knew it was her :/ i didn't have any photographs of her or anything
- 8/4/2008 11:00:58 PM Nikki Joe so me and lucy and claudia became friends in year 7
- 8/4/2008 11:01:25 PM Nikki Joe and the group expanded, which i didn't notice at first.. and it turned into the 'popular' group
- 8/4/2008 11:01:33 PM Nikki Joe think mean girls here
- 8/4/2008 11:01:39 PM Joe Nikki Oh dear
- 8/4/2008 11:02:08 PM Nikki Joe i didn't really fit in with these people so i left it and became a bit of a loner for a while but i was happier not to be in that group
- 8/4/2008 11:02:27 PM Nikki Joe that's when i met anna, amie and rachel and we were friends through year 8
- 8/4/2008 11:03:00 PM Nikki Joe anna and i were the closest and she went through a few problems but i helped her out and things were generally happy
- 8/4/2008 11:03:49 PM Nikki Joe but at the end of year 8 there was a major drift in the group because both anna and amie became complete bitches and didn't appreciate a thing we'd done for them
- 8/4/2008 11:04:00 PM Nikki Joe and trust me, we did a lot.
- 8/4/2008 11:04:04 PM Nikki Joe so year 9 comes along
- 8/4/2008 11:04:38 PM Nikki Joe and it's just me and rachel really, we have other friends but no one that i'd like to be closer friends with
- 8/4/2008 11:04:45 PM Nikki Joe year 9 is when i met the lovely amber
- 8/4/2008 11:05:14 PM Nikki Joe we were in the same set and it was just the best year ever, we had so much fun
- 8/4/2008 11:06:08 PM Nikki Joe year 10, i don't really see amber anymore
- 8/4/2008 11:06:31 PM Nikki Joe i meet george because we're in the same classes and rachel's still my closest friend
- 8/4/2008 11:07:02 PM Nikki Joe nothing much really happened in year 10 though, we first got into boys, we started maturing a lot more
- 8/4/2008 11:07:56 PM Nikki Joe oh, one thing that happened that reminds me of that link you sent me about 'close moments' was that rachel and i went to the music block one lunch time
- 8/4/2008 11:08:24 PM Nikki Joe and we sat there from around 12ish to 2 just talking about everything that mattered to us, about life and death
- 8/4/2008 11:08:33 PM Nikki Joe it was one of the best discussions i've had in my life
- 8/4/2008 11:08:58 PM Nikki Joe we were both in tears at the end of it, not because we were particularly sad but just because we were touched
- 8/4/2008 11:09:14 PM Nikki Joe oh, i've forgot to mention a few things here
- 8/4/2008 11:10:00 PM Nikki Joe year 10 was also our depression year where we would sit in the toilets and cry. it was quite stupid looking back at it now :/
- 8/4/2008 11:10:53 PM Nikki Joe oh and the other thing was that in year 7, i got bullied a bit by a girl for being indian which was quite upsetting for me
- 8/4/2008 11:11:02 PM Nikki Joe because i'd never really experienced anything like that before
- 8/4/2008 11:11:12 PM Nikki Joe anyhow
- 8/4/2008 11:11:21 PM Nikki Joe we got to year 11
- 8/4/2008 11:11:28 PM Nikki Joe it's the closest i've been to any of my friends
- 8/4/2008 11:11:33 PM Nikki Joe and to my year as a whole really
- 8/4/2008 11:11:46 PM Nikki Joe i met some new people
- 8/4/2008 11:12:19 PM Nikki Joe i learnt a lot more about myself and my sister and i were more distant that previously just because we have completely different lives now
- 8/4/2008 11:12:35 PM Nikki Joe but, my parents are getting worse
- 8/4/2008 11:13:11 PM Nikki Joe they argue all the time and clash so much, they'd probably be divorced by now if they weren't such indian traditionalists
- 8/4/2008 11:13:16 PM Nikki Joe my dad drinks a lot too
- 8/4/2008 11:13:34 PM Nikki Joe seriously like every night he drinks
- 8/4/2008 11:13:59 PM Nikki Joe and then he rings up people and doesn't have a fucking clue what he's saying to them the next morning
- 8/4/2008 11:14:05 PM Nikki Joe and there's a lot of problems with my family
- 8/4/2008 11:15:39 PM Nikki Joe on my mum's side, they're all stubborn as each other, argue all the time. my grandmother, who's my only actual living grandparent and the only one i can remember (my mum's dad died when she was eighteen, my dad's dad died when i was 7 and living in cardiff) well her brother has taken her house in india
- 8/4/2008 11:16:10 PM Nikki Joe and she was living with her daughter in canada and her husband and kids but they've left to live in toronto and left her behind
- 8/4/2008 11:16:14 PM Nikki Joe so she's basically alone
- 8/4/2008 11:16:24 PM Nikki Joe and on my dad's side, things are even worse
- 8/4/2008 11:17:07 PM Nikki Joe my dad had two brothers, the oldest one passed away when he was cutting a tree in his garden. he just fell off the ladder and landed directly on the concrete and suffered serious head injuries
- 8/4/2008 11:17:31 PM Nikki Joe he was in hospital for over a year, and this was the year my sister was doing her gcses, but he wasn't getting any better
- 8/4/2008 11:17:57 PM Nikki Joe he died in january after he bit his lip accidently and had interal bleeding
- 8/4/2008 11:18:14 PM Nikki Joe my dad, obviously, was heartbroken, especially after the death of his parents
- 8/4/2008 11:18:24 PM Nikki Joe and no one on that side of the family was the same again really
- 8/4/2008 11:18:56 PM Nikki Joe then my dad's other brother, his younger one made his life even worse along with my dad's older brother's wife and kids
- 8/4/2008 11:19:20 PM Nikki Joe they formed a kind of gang against him, since he decided to move from birmingham and start a business in cardiff
- 8/4/2008 11:19:48 PM Nikki Joe you see, my family moved here from india right and they literally had no money at all but life here was better than in india
- 8/4/2008 11:20:46 PM Nikki Joe so my dad started completely from scratch, he had no qualifications and hardly any education but he managed to start up a successful business and get me and my sister into private education so that we can have a better life than they did
- 8/4/2008 11:20:55 PM Nikki Joe and his brother etc was jealous of him
- 8/4/2008 11:21:06 PM Nikki Joe because they expected to sit around and get money for nothing
- 8/4/2008 11:21:50 PM Nikki Joe of course, my dad paid for their houses, and everything. without him they'd have nothing but they threw it back in his face. they didn't offer to pay him back even now that they have the money and they owe him so much money it's ridiculous
- 8/4/2008 11:22:17 PM Nikki Joe on top of this they treat him like complete shit and as if he's the one that somehow is being horrible to them
- 8/4/2008 11:22:39 PM Nikki Joe so yeah, they disgraced him infront of all the other family
- 8/4/2008 11:22:42 PM Nikki Joe and we're now outsiders
- 8/4/2008 11:22:48 PM Nikki Joe and currently fighting them in court
- 8/4/2008 11:22:55 PM Nikki Joe anyway, i've gone off on a tangent now :P
- 8/4/2008 11:24:53 PM Joe Nikki Carry on, I'm not talking to avoid putting my text here, fantastic so far though
- 8/4/2008 11:25:22 PM Nikki Joe well, that's about it really
- 8/4/2008 11:25:32 PM Nikki Joe and you're the first person i've ever told this to
- 8/4/2008 11:25:43 PM Nikki Joe i've never even spoken to anyone about it apart from my sister
- 8/4/2008 11:26:05 PM Joe Nikki Well I certainly feel honoured ;D
- 8/4/2008 11:26:18 PM Joe Nikki I'll brb for 10 seconds, and make a transcript
- 8/4/2008 11:26:24 PM Nikki Joe ok
- 8/4/2008 11:26:29 PM Joe Nikki Ok, now to save it..
- 8/4/2008 11:27:31 PM Nikki Joe i feel a bit mellow now and listening to history's not helping :P
- 8/4/2008 11:27:49 PM Joe Nikki Yeah it does that :P
- 8/4/2008 11:28:25 PM Nikki Joe hmm
- 8/4/2008 11:28:32 PM Nikki Joe feels weird having all that out in the open
- 8/4/2008 11:28:34 PM Joe Nikki One third of my story
- 8/4/2008 11:28:38 PM Joe Nikki in size\
- 8/4/2008 11:28:49 PM Joe Nikki But not necessarily worse
- 8/4/2008 11:29:00 PM Joe Nikki I don't feel weird, i feel better
- 8/4/2008 11:29:13 PM Nikki Joe i feel better too
- 8/4/2008 11:29:27 PM Nikki Joe just that until now, no one really knew anything about it
- 8/4/2008 11:30:11 PM Nikki Joe so yeah, that's my story sort of
- 8/4/2008 11:30:15 PM Nikki Joe what do you reckon?
- 8/4/2008 11:31:08 PM Joe Nikki Very interesting
- 8/4/2008 11:31:15 PM Joe Nikki Dad sounds like a good guy
- 8/4/2008 11:31:29 PM Joe Nikki I transferred the transcript to you
- 8/4/2008 11:31:46 PM Joe Nikki Feel free to share it at your own descretion
- 8/4/2008 11:31:52 PM Nikki Joe you did?
- 8/4/2008 11:31:58 PM Joe Nikki I won't share it with anyone
- 8/4/2008 11:32:15 PM Nikki Joe i don't think i got it
- 8/4/2008 11:32:22 PM Nikki Joe thank you, i won't share yours either
- 8/4/2008 11:32:50 PM Joe Nikki You can if you want
- 8/4/2008 11:32:58 PM Joe Nikki Doesn't particulary bother me
- 8/4/2008 11:33:13 PM Joe Nikki I'll send it to the guys when they're on
- 8/4/2008 11:33:46 PM Nikki Joe did you put it in the sharing folder?
- 8/4/2008 11:34:03 PM Joe Nikki Yeah
- 8/4/2008 11:34:04 PM Nikki Joe nope, it doesn't feel right talking about other people's pasts
- 8/4/2008 11:34:12 PM Joe Nikki "Nikki's Story"
- 8/4/2008 11:35:02 PM Nikki Joe hm it's not in there
- 8/4/2008 11:35:07 PM Nikki Joe maybe it'll come later
- 8/4/2008 11:35:43 PM Joe Nikki It's definatly there
- 8/4/2008 11:36:27 PM Nikki Joe the only thing i have that's not in a folder is 'missed'
- 8/4/2008 11:36:35 PM Nikki Joe and it doesn't say synchronising
- 8/4/2008 11:36:47 PM Joe Nikki you should have two transcripts..
- 8/4/2008 11:36:56 PM Joe Nikki I'll try moving them to the random stuff folder
- 8/4/2008 11:37:04 PM Nikki Joe ok
- 8/4/2008 11:37:27 PM Joe Nikki there now?
- 8/4/2008 11:37:43 PM Nikki Joe no :/
- 8/4/2008 11:38:38 PM Joe Nikki hmmm..
- 8/4/2008 11:40:14 PM Joe Nikki This is rather annoying
- 8/4/2008 11:40:37 PM Joe sends C:\Users\Joseph_2\Desktop\transcript.txt
- 8/4/2008 11:40:41 PM Nikki Joe try old school sending?
- 8/4/2008 11:40:42 PM Joe sends C:\Users\Joseph_2\Desktop\Nikki's Story.txt
- 8/4/2008 11:40:46 PM Transfer of "transcript.txt" is complete.
- 8/4/2008 11:40:47 PM Joe Nikki yeah
- 8/4/2008 11:40:47 PM Transfer of "Nikki's Story.txt" is complete.
- 8/4/2008 11:41:54 PM Nikki Joe cool, i've them both
- 8/4/2008 11:41:55 PM Nikki Joe thanks
- 8/4/2008 11:42:00 PM Joe Nikki No problem
- 8/4/2008 11:42:08 PM Joe Nikki This is what you call an epic night
- 8/4/2008 11:43:20 PM Nikki Joe yeah
- 8/4/2008 11:43:26 PM Nikki Joe i seem to have lost control of typing now :P
- 8/4/2008 11:43:32 PM Nikki Joe my hands just move without me thinking
- 8/4/2008 11:43:37 PM Joe Nikki My hands are tired here
- 8/4/2008 11:43:41 PM Joe Nikki Or rather my wrists
- 8/4/2008 11:43:59 PM Joe Nikki I wall of texted you more than I have any other person
- 8/4/2008 11:44:05 PM Joe Nikki And vice versa?
- 8/4/2008 11:44:09 PM Nikki Joe yes
- 8/4/2008 11:44:47 PM Nikki Joe you'll also probably be the last person i talk to about that for a long time
- 8/4/2008 11:46:19 PM Joe Nikki I can imagine
- 8/4/2008 11:47:27 PM Nikki Joe so now do you understand why i don't like my family? :P
- 8/4/2008 11:48:02 PM Joe Nikki Yeah
- 8/4/2008 11:48:10 PM Joe Nikki You don't know much about my family though
- 8/4/2008 11:48:25 PM Nikki Joe do you want to talk about it?
- 8/4/2008 11:48:37 PM Joe Nikki Lol, not tonight
- 8/4/2008 11:48:46 PM Joe Nikki My arm's are a'aching
- 8/4/2008 11:49:03 PM Joe Nikki I have n't stopped typing for hours
- 8/4/2008 11:49:20 PM Nikki Joe alrighty
- 8/4/2008 11:49:29 PM Nikki Joe it's the most i've typed in a long time too
- 8/4/2008 11:54:08 PM Joe Nikki Talking to amber at the moment about things with josh
- 8/4/2008 11:56:35 PM Joe Nikki And now she's gone..
- 8/4/2008 11:56:43 PM Joe Nikki I sent my story to nick
- 8/4/2008 11:56:45 PM Nikki Joe ahh yeah
- 8/4/2008 11:56:51 PM Joe Nikki He finds it interesting
- 8/4/2008 11:56:52 PM Nikki Joe she said things were better today
- 8/4/2008 11:57:31 PM Nikki Joe good, it is interesting
- 8/4/2008 11:58:42 PM Joe Nikki I'll send it to yani tommorow
- 8/4/2008 11:59:27 PM Nikki Joe ok
- 8/5/2008 12:00:36 AM Nikki Joe hmm
- 8/5/2008 12:00:54 AM Nikki Joe i'm craving a hot drink for my throat, but downstairs is locked up and the alarm's on now
- 8/5/2008 12:01:09 AM Nikki Joe i just got the transcripts
- 8/5/2008 12:01:16 AM Joe Nikki Take your time :P
- 8/5/2008 12:02:41 AM Nikki Joe yeah, msn; take your time :P
- 8/5/2008 12:02:54 AM Nikki Joe so, what now? y
- 8/5/2008 12:03:03 AM Nikki Joe ^you realise we haven't played a game all day
- 8/5/2008 12:03:13 AM Joe Nikki I put the coldplay on one more time
- 8/5/2008 12:03:23 AM Joe Nikki Sit back relax
- 8/5/2008 12:03:32 AM Joe Nikki and enjoy the night as goes on
- 8/5/2008 12:03:36 AM Joe Nikki as it*
- 8/5/2008 12:04:27 AM Nikki Joe night's over
- 8/5/2008 12:04:30 AM Nikki Joe good morning josephyy
- 8/5/2008 12:04:40 AM Joe Nikki Stealing my lines
- 8/5/2008 12:04:51 AM Joe Nikki Good mornign Nikki
- 8/5/2008 12:05:55 AM Nikki Joe which line was yours?
- 8/5/2008 12:06:25 AM Joe Nikki Night's over, good morning
- 8/5/2008 12:07:02 AM Nikki Joe i don't actually remember you saying that :P
- 8/5/2008 12:07:34 AM Joe Nikki A few nights ago
- 8/5/2008 12:07:42 AM Joe Nikki I could trawl the logs and find it :P
- 8/5/2008 12:07:47 AM Joe Nikki Save your convos, girl!
- 8/5/2008 12:09:00 AM Joe Nikki as I said, save your convos!
- 8/5/2008 12:09:23 AM Nikki Joe when i get a new computer, i promise i will
- 8/5/2008 12:09:41 AM Joe Nikki You don't need a new one
- 8/5/2008 12:10:59 AM Nikki Joe but then i know it'll be private
- 8/5/2008 12:11:25 AM Joe Nikki No one would read yours now
- 8/5/2008 12:11:46 AM Joe Nikki Trust me, i've tried reading through other people's to find interesting stuff and it's never there
- 8/5/2008 12:12:00 AM Joe Nikki Just meaningless "how are you" or 'generic text"
- 8/5/2008 12:12:29 AM Nikki Joe but mine's not necessarily meaningless stuff
- 8/5/2008 12:12:43 AM Joe Nikki It is to an outside observer
- 8/5/2008 12:13:33 AM Nikki Joe hmm
- 8/5/2008 12:13:39 AM Nikki Joe if i do it, will you stop nagging?
- 8/5/2008 12:13:53 AM Joe Nikki Yes :)
- 8/5/2008 12:14:54 AM Joe Nikki Done it yet?
- 8/5/2008 12:15:32 AM Nikki Joe this is typical
- 8/5/2008 12:15:42 AM Nikki Joe you know when you type on your screen name, it won't let me do that
- 8/5/2008 12:15:45 AM Nikki Joe any other way to get to it?
- 8/5/2008 12:16:07 AM Joe Nikki Eh?
- 8/5/2008 12:16:15 AM Joe Nikki Just go via options
- 8/5/2008 12:16:20 AM Joe Nikki under tools
- 8/5/2008 12:16:33 AM Nikki Joe ahh, wicked
- 8/5/2008 12:17:21 AM Joe Nikki Then messages
- 8/5/2008 12:17:29 AM Joe Nikki click the save a history button
- 8/5/2008 12:18:03 AM Nikki Joe yeah i've done it
- 8/5/2008 12:18:23 AM Joe Nikki Good
- 8/5/2008 12:18:37 AM Joe Nikki Now you won't have to rely on me for transcripts :P
- 8/5/2008 12:18:49 AM Joe Nikki Although I'll still end up doing them for you
- 8/5/2008 12:19:35 AM Nikki Joe haha, why will you?
- 8/5/2008 12:20:29 AM Joe Nikki Because you can't be bothered/no idea how to do it
- 8/5/2008 12:21:31 AM Nikki Joe but i thought it automatically saves anyway?
- 8/5/2008 12:22:16 AM Joe Nikki Yes, but FANCY TRANSCRIPTS!!1!!!
- 8/5/2008 12:22:27 AM Joe Nikki In text form
- 8/5/2008 12:22:33 AM Nikki Joe oh i say, calm down mr hart!1
- 8/5/2008 12:22:45 AM Joe Nikki Shh miss gil?
- 8/5/2008 12:22:56 AM Nikki Joe gill yes
- 8/5/2008 12:23:49 AM Joe Nikki It's funny when I know the intricities in your family but not your second name :P
- 8/5/2008 12:24:32 AM Nikki Joe indeed :P
- 8/5/2008 12:24:47 AM Joe Nikki Well the more you know I guess
- 8/5/2008 12:25:05 AM Nikki Joe ya
- 8/5/2008 12:25:11 AM Nikki Joe you learn something new everyday
- 8/5/2008 12:25:14 AM Nikki Joe but in this case
- 8/5/2008 12:25:23 AM Nikki Joe i've learnt about 208 new things
- 8/5/2008 12:25:53 AM Joe Nikki yeah same
- 8/5/2008 12:29:03 AM Joe Nikki Oh yew and your disconnections
- 8/5/2008 12:29:29 AM Nikki Joe it's not been too bad lately
- 8/5/2008 12:29:58 AM Joe Nikki It wasn't bad for a good few hours
- 8/5/2008 12:30:35 AM Nikki Joe yeah
- 8/5/2008 12:30:43 AM Nikki Joe not like hosh's that time :P
- 8/5/2008 12:32:29 AM Joe Nikki Oh god
- 8/5/2008 12:32:34 AM Joe Nikki I was so pissed
- 8/5/2008 12:33:32 AM Nikki Joe me too even!
- 8/5/2008 12:33:42 AM Nikki Joe it's equally as annoying being on the receiving end
- 8/5/2008 12:33:53 AM Joe Nikki Really? I didn't notice
- 8/5/2008 12:33:58 AM Joe Nikki ;D
- 8/5/2008 12:34:27 AM Nikki Joe i'm sure it seems like a barrel of laughs :P
- 8/5/2008 12:34:36 AM Joe Nikki Oh it does
- 8/5/2008 12:34:52 AM Joe Nikki While I plot torture for you disconnectors
- 8/5/2008 12:35:14 AM Nikki Joe what torture is this?
- 8/5/2008 12:35:20 AM Joe Nikki No comment
- 8/5/2008 12:35:26 AM Joe Nikki I'm going to sleep well today
- 8/5/2008 12:35:41 AM Nikki Joe it's got something to do with spiders? :/
- 8/5/2008 12:35:51 AM Joe Nikki Maybe
- 8/5/2008 12:35:59 AM Joe Nikki Like that tiny black widow
- 8/5/2008 12:36:00 AM Nikki Joe no matter
- 8/5/2008 12:36:06 AM Nikki Joe my friend fell off the wall
- 8/5/2008 12:36:12 AM Nikki Joe so he'll protect me
- 8/5/2008 12:36:13 AM Nikki Joe (HH)
- 8/5/2008 12:36:27 AM Joe Nikki My index finger disagrees
- 8/5/2008 12:37:19 AM Nikki Joe your index finger's silly then
- 8/5/2008 12:37:50 AM Joe Nikki He's a serious chap i assure you
- 8/5/2008 12:38:09 AM Nikki Joe does he have a name?
- 8/5/2008 12:38:37 AM Joe Nikki Joe's index finger
- 8/5/2008 12:38:41 AM Joe Nikki of doom
- 8/5/2008 12:39:05 AM Nikki Joe that's the prettiest name i've ever heard
- 8/5/2008 12:39:17 AM Joe Nikki Why thank you
- 8/5/2008 12:40:57 AM Nikki Joe anytime
- 8/5/2008 12:41:01 AM Joe Nikki So what are you doing then?
- 8/5/2008 12:41:35 AM Nikki Joe talking to you, occasionally catrin, texting rachel and listening to music
- 8/5/2008 12:41:36 AM Nikki Joe you?
- 8/5/2008 12:42:10 AM Joe Nikki Relaxing
- 8/5/2008 12:42:15 AM Joe Nikki coldplay
- 8/5/2008 12:42:24 AM Joe Nikki reminising with nick
- 8/5/2008 12:43:34 AM Joe Nikki I really need to go to bed though
- 8/5/2008 12:43:41 AM Joe Nikki Been trying to delay
- 8/5/2008 12:43:48 AM Nikki Joe reminiscing's fun, i'm doing the same
- 8/5/2008 12:43:50 AM Joe Nikki Keep the night alive and such
- 8/5/2008 12:44:05 AM Nikki Joe ok, no worries
- 8/5/2008 12:44:07 AM Nikki Joe i'll see you tomorrow then
- 8/5/2008 12:44:28 AM Joe Nikki Yeah I'll see you
- 8/5/2008 12:44:51 AM Nikki Joe byee
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