BomberCat - Yesterday at 9:27 PM
we need to talk sometime tomorrow
gonna head to bed rn im kinda dying
EllieBell - Yesterday at 9:30 PM
Okay, sleep well. I'll try to make time tomorrow
October 21, 2017
EllieBell - Today at 6:14 PM
So this may just be my paranoia and anxiety messing with me, but are you going to break up with me?
BomberCat - Today at 6:50 PM
Wanna talk about it?
Sorry for no reply was sleeping
EllieBell - Today at 7:01 PM
You're fine, and I can't call right now but if you want I'm okay texting if you need to tell me anything
BomberCat - Today at 7:01 PM
ugh that makes me uncomfortable
i feel like tone wont be conveyed correctly
if it makes you more comfortable i can
ideally would talk about things like this in person >_<
EllieBell - Today at 7:04 PM
It's the only option I have right now, sorry
BomberCat - Today at 7:05 PM
yeah but what would you prefer
EllieBell - Today at 7:06 PM
Text is fine with me
BomberCat - Today at 7:07 PM
ok. ill try to make my tone clear. i just want you to know it isnt anything wrong with you or anything like that
in fact i think youre a fantastic person
thats dealt with way too much bullshit
and thats why i wanna not bullshit you on how i feel
like i straight up feel like the way we communicate is extremely incompatible
and i kind of assumed it was due to anxiety or something but since it didnt change at all even after i shared everything about myself
it made me feel like itd be that way permanently or itd take a lot time for things to be more the way i like it
and that would put an unreal amount of stress on me because i have a specific desire for the way i communicate and receive communications in a relationship
and i feel communication is a foundation of a relationship, romantic or platonic
and for me, if i am to have a romantic situation with someone, i want to feel like i can walk in that person's shoes to some degree. i want to be able to know how they felt about things in the day. i want to know what they thought funny... in general im just an extremely needy bitch
and i feel like these things are too much to ask of you because its just not your personality, its mine
so i feel like its some sort of personality / way of communication issue that should result in a breakup
not because i feel malice or i want you to feel malice
but one of my goals of a relationship is for both people to be very happy
and if i cant be very happy you wont be very happy
so continuing would be a lie
and i dont want lies in my life
but i do greatly appreciate you as a person and you have an amazing amount of worth and you can easily make someone more compatible very happy