Honestly, when I first read the task, I was off-put that anyone would have the nerve to ask someone else to do that, let alone a stranger on the internet. But I thought more about it: somewhere I felt the openness to do this task (and tasks like it) or else I wouldn't be talking to you. And you obviously benefit from this as well. That in mind, I gave it a go this morning.

This morning, I sat down and cupped myself with both of my hands in the toilet bowl. At this point, I thought I wouldn't be able to let it out, like how you're unable to pee when you know someone is watching. In that moment, it felt like you were watching, derisively, gleefully, judgingly watching.

But my piss streamed out anyway which caught me by surprise. Here I was, hands in a toilet bowl, pissing on myself, and overwhelmed with the sheer realness of what I was doing. This task's humiliation for me was mostly from the meditative refocusing of my consciousness; for a good minute or so, all I was was piss and something to be pissed on. I was even more shocked then as my cock began to harden while my piss and thoughts where storming.

And more seeply humiliating still: why was I doing this? The first answer that came to mind is because you told me to. Which isn't at all an explanation but it is the reason I did it. This could only mean that there is some deep, submissive core a part of myself that I haven't really accessed or considered, that you understand, acknowledge, and accept this side of me, and that I willingly obeyed this order both to interact with that side of myself and to degrade myself for your pleasure/amusement.

I have a small out-of-body experience as I get done peeing, realizing what's happening as we talk and what is bound to happen as we talk more. My cock is fully awake now, leaking a few straggling drops of piss and some precum. My hands are wet and I feel guilty because I know why they are wet, like I've been caught, and you have given me both the crime to perform and the just punishment for following along.

So as I washed my hands all I could really think is "I can't believe I'm going to do this again tomorrow." Thank you for the task, Master.