Inner Feelings - Tyler

The feelings i feel inside ...Rregret
Regreting being alive not wanting my life
Everyday and night feeling the strife
A knife maybe that is what i need
Clean and swift just do the deed
Looks like my arm loves to bleed
Everyday i have to cry
Dreaming of the day i die
Not even gonna lie ..
Sick of the pain and the agony
Please someone just end me
A bullet to the brain,a bomb out a plane
maybe hit by a train..drowning in a drain
I know these words ryme but dont think its a joke
I just wanna die,i just wanna croak
Face go red with a belt get choked
Blood so black with ice its coke
I just wanna be gone
Pain from night to dawn
Use my blood to water the lawn
Lawn mower mow me down to the ground
Reap what u sow...What a clown
Please just put me down
Were a crown with no jewels
Cause my life is so cruel
Anybody,Somebody i need help
Wanna hang myself from a shelf
I just wanna murder myself
2 shots to the head
4 to the chest
1 in the back then take a deep breath
The smellof the blood on the floor
Give me more
Blood on the doors
so much gore
I find pleasure in torturing my soul
Death calls me because im cold
Nigga my muderous thoughts shine like gold
Demons and death i uphold
Begone,Get out,Dont eat,Dont drink so im told
Friends are what i hold most dear
If only they knew my thoughts would they fear
You make me feel small
As small as a mouse
But im the same mouse that'll run up in your house
Shoot u in the head, Shoot u kids in the mouth
Make a red rainbow when your blood starts to spout
Get out the thoughts Tyler, that's what i keep saying
While other people keep praying
Lord forgive him for all his sins
Thinking bout it makes my head spin
I just need to Cut myself, Hurt myself keep the pain in
Before i kill somebody
Or some other stupid thing