Morgan 20:23
kk, hitting...

benedikt.k@gmail.com 20:23
have fun!

Morgan 20:23
now
spping 20:27
sping 20:27
spinnng 20:27
i think im sitting 20:28
e;lse my sister will freak 20:28
nah 20:28
i can see stuff 20:28
going to you 20:28

benedikt.k@gmail.com 20:28
cool

Morgan 20:28
high
so high 20:28

benedikt.k@gmail.com 20:28
i feel like the chat windows are interconnected
like i have a virtual window to a dude in usa smoking salvia 20:28
world is small 20:28

Morgan 20:29
im high\
right now 20:29
falling down shigh 20:29
escaping 20:29

benedikt.k@gmail.com 20:29
from?

Morgan 20:29
the roman
see irc 20:30
hi 20:34
mostly back 20:34
but i don't wanna talk in irc 20:34
cause it's... hard 20:34
on this poen 20:34
pheon 20:34
fuckit 20:34
afk 20:34

benedikt.k@gmail.com 20:34
hah

Morgan 20:35
the high is mostly past
but i'm still... 20:35
everything is a fastly rotating thing 20:35
followign the curve of my cds 20:35
i'm sober enough i know it's insane 20:35
but everything is spinning in bands 20:35
at the edges of bands, they're well defined, i feel lamost cutting 20:35
always, in theese... bands, the whole high, i've been trying to make myself go widdershins 20:36
ITS A REAL WORD 20:36
if I... close my eyes i can see white lines going distinctly opposite the banding 20:36
the feeling is gone now 20:36

benedikt.k@gmail.com 20:36
you sound really high

Morgan 20:36
but at the start of the high there was a great urgency
to... left my right arm 20:36
but i couldn't, it was stuck in the spinning 20:37
not to lift my arm 20:37
to break out 20:37

benedikt.k@gmail.com 20:37
what sort of urgency

Morgan 20:37
of the spinning
impending badness 20:37
it's gone now 20:37
hard to describe 20:37
the song didn't help 20:37
but yea. just... i broke out in a sweet, i think i'm in my computer chair now, i was laying down then 20:37
only i didn't know it 20:37
i thought i was spinning and on front of my eyes, were the spinning bands, like when you spin really fast, that, my eyes, saw the bong, my hand. the cds, and they were all distinct, but stretched from horizon to horizon 20:38
as soon as i realized i was high, i twas a few seconds, i tried to get up 20:38
to say 20:38
and... then i came back and then had to go back to the spinning... it was bad to leave it 20:39
i'm out of it now and as I come down that... it's quite literally a tugging 20:39
on my left side, to embrace... that part of my bedroom 20:39
looks normal from hwere but better, under those discs 20:40

benedikt.k@gmail.com 20:40
how does it look now?

Morgan 20:40
normal
oh and as i was falling into high 20:40
i was like... falling 20:40
literally, being pulled into the spinning 20:40
so i desperately took a hit before i was pulled away 20:40
I see now I knocked the bong over. 20:40
(I'm pretty well out of the high now, i still feel... like everything is at a low frame rate. But other than that normal.) 20:41

benedikt.k@gmail.com 20:41
and bongwater on the floor?

Morgan 20:42
ahh fuck there's tea all over my desk
not much i lowered the water level in expectation 20:42
why did i try to drink tea 20:42

benedikt.k@gmail.com 20:42
you stood up and got tea?

Morgan 20:42
i moved around a bit
still had to do shit, just... without leaving the spin of the song. 20:42
It'd make more sense if you saw my ceiling 20:43
it has cd's on it, that because some have fallen, look like ribbons 20:43

benedikt.k@gmail.com 20:44
that sounds weird

Morgan 20:44
Mhm
and i had to lay perpendicular to it 20:44
watching the apex, or I felt wrong 20:44
and a physical pull back 20:44

benedikt.k@gmail.com 20:44
ah

Morgan 20:44
fuck half a bowl left of that... don't really wanna do more

benedikt.k@gmail.com 20:45
sounds like a powerful high
that was half a bowl? 20:45

Morgan 20:45
Big bowl
wait 20:45
no 20:45
i took a hit 20:45
right 20:45
after i was falling into the high 20:45
I mentioned that