for Shu

Dearest Shu,
I never knew the meaning of true love until the day when we had lunch. It was all like a dream come true for me. I become a little weak and shy of course when it comes to speak my feelings in front of you. So therefore i have decided to text down my feelings and do not want to miss the chance of letting you know that things escalated quickly in these 4 weeks
These weeks were hell crazy where i always wanted to see a text or a notification from you  in the morning which could make me smile and excited for the rest of the day. It was so difficult to be patient in the morning for hours where i would text you just and start the day laughing and looking at the memes together. I love you so much that you're always on my mind especially it was so difficult in the past two days where you called off. I was restless,relentless and helpless, where i couldn't think of any way to solve this. I'm not sure if you have feelings for me because i had no experience with dealing love relationships. I was so very much attached to your smile and presence when you were around ,that being separated is what i cannot even think off. I developed the part where i started caring for you and i could stop because you were on my mind every time . I cannot even think off your absence from my life since it is going to be dead hard as day passes by... simultaneously where i will be thinking of the time we spent together. I request you to come back and start where we are left with and you'll find a completely different person at the other end.
I adore and respect you a lot and i look forward to get a glimpse of yours everyday. You have touched me deeply like no one else (this feelings are so difficult to express). Your arrival in my life has changed me a lot. You are far more important than you think you are to me. I m proud of whatever you call it between us.
The recent days are not so joyful and beautiful without you.