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- rivermorevandaag om 16:52
- well
- if i had a choice between spending time with you or sharkguest
- i'd choose you every time
- so there's that lol
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:52
- ...
- But I've been treating you like shit
- and pushing you away
- i dont even understand
- how you're still trying to be my friend
- even after all the shitty things ive been saying to you
- rivermorevandaag om 16:53
- i mean we've both been harsh to each other and you have a bunch on your plate
- so i don't blame you for how you've been acting
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:53
- i've constantly been attacking you
- rivermorevandaag om 16:53
- we both said things to each other that we regret :/
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:53
- and putting it more and more on your shoulders
- how you made this friendship die and blablabla
- and while that shit fucking broke me when you did what you did back then
- i've been doing fucking nothing
- to fix this shit in the end
- i've been spending some time with you
- but what the fuck
- ive constantly been a massive asshole
- rivermorevandaag om 16:54
- i mean you're dealing with a boatload of issues, so i understand that you're super stressed out about everything
- including our friendship sadly
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:54
- and then my conscious keeps on telling e
- why the fuck am i even trying
- to fix this friendship
- rivermorevandaag om 16:54
- but like ive said every single time we had this conversation
- i'll always believe that our friendship can be fixed
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:55
- if it has been proven that you're apparently not as trustable as i though tyou were and then i just turn into a dick already
- because yeah
- why the fuck not
- i just turn into a massive asswipe then
- rivermorevandaag om 16:56
- eeh
- maybe i'm not as trustable as you thought then
- but i like to think i'm more trustable than you think now at least
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:01
- i mean
- if you betrayed someones trust once already
- how trustable are you with any secret
- is the thing
- if you proof that you're capable of just breaking someones trust
- than what does everything else that person or ANY person ever shared with you mean
- trust is quite a shitty difficult concept
- rivermorevandaag om 17:02
- you're looking at it as too black and white
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:02
- because if you can break someones trust
- then you can break anyones trust that easily
- rivermorevandaag om 17:02
- either someone is trustworthy 100% of the time or untrustworthy 100% of the time
- context matters
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:02
- except you still break someones trust
- rivermorevandaag om 17:02
- imo given the right circumstances, anyone can break someone's trust
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:03
- and thats the moment that i cant befriend those people any longer
- rivermorevandaag om 17:03
- not trying to justify what i did, just saying you can't expect people to be flawless 100% of the time
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:04
- i mean if you proof that you are perfectly fine capable of breaking someones trust in something even THIS important and risky
- than i dont know what the hell you can be trusted with
- rivermorevandaag om 17:04
- anyone can make a mistake, no matter how close they are to you and how they feel about you
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:04
- that goese for like
- any person
- rivermorevandaag om 17:04
- well
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:04
- anyone could've done what you couldve done
- rivermorevandaag om 17:04
- nothing bad happened with welly, did it?
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:04
- no, thankfully not.
- but you put it entirely in risk though
- and thats also just a terrible argument
- rivermorevandaag om 17:05
- sorry but i still don't think there was ever any real risk
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:05
- so wait, you go to the one and only person I trust the very least with this information at this very moment
- and you show that information to that person
- how do you expect me to react
- that you show something that could get me hurt
- rivermorevandaag om 17:06
- that's why i waited for like 2 months
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:06
- to like LITERALLY
- rivermorevandaag om 17:06
- before i told you
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:06
- honestly, i just find that even more fucked
- rivermorevandaag om 17:06
- to show you that whatever you thought of xandricia, she had no intentions of sharing anything with welly
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:06
- that you waited forever
- rivermorevandaag om 17:07
- myself, i trusted her 100% not to show him anything
- guess which one of us was right
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:07
- You, does that make it right.
- No, you still risked it all.
- rivermorevandaag om 17:07
- it doesn't make what i did right, not at all
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:07
- I could've easily told you hey aeon is a good guy
- back in the day
- while you would've said no
- rivermorevandaag om 17:08
- i'm just trying to show that there was never a risk involved
- at least in my perspective
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:08
- there was a fucking risk involved 24/7 because nobody is fucking trustable especially not this slimy piece of shit
- rivermorevandaag om 17:08
- see that's why i waited 2 months to tell you
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:08
- because I TRUSTED HER LESS THAN I'D TRUST RPGREEGY SDGSDFHDHJDSHJ
- rivermorevandaag om 17:08
- if i just went to you and said "hey i told xandricia but it's ok shes a good girl u can trust her" then of course you'd call bullshit
- and i wouldn't blame you for it at all
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:09
- ??? i stil called bullshit
- becauuse she can easily
- at any time
- rivermorevandaag om 17:09
- that's why i waited 2 months before letting you know, so you could see that nothing bad happened
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:09
- any given day
- use this against me
- rivermorevandaag om 17:09
- she understandably blamed welly for it more than she blamed you
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:09
- the fact that she didnt i'd consider myself very goddamn lucky with
- rivermorevandaag om 17:09
- why would she go to the one person she disliked the most?
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:09
- to fucking bring me down
- because i was hurting her
- rivermorevandaag om 17:11
- aaaaaaaa why are we talking about xandricia again lmao
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:11
- because you still fucking say to me
- that theres no risk
- there never was
- rivermorevandaag om 17:11
- anyway she knew you were hurting her yes, but she still cared about you
- and always asked me how you were
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:11
- if aeon and me ended up working out
- rivermorevandaag om 17:11
- of course theres no way in hell she'd go to welly lol
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:11
- would there actually be a fucking risk
- of him sharing my nudes
- YES THERE FUCKING WOULD BE
- even if i trusted him
- rivermorevandaag om 17:12
- well i don't know aeon on a personal level
- all i know is he has a spiky sausage in his pants
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:12
- who the hell cares about that
- look at how shark is treating me rn
- i've sene that guys dick
- i know about very personal shit
- that he has done
- even illegal shit
- and weird shit
- rivermorevandaag om 17:13
- but imo i had good reasons to trust xandricia not to go to welly
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:13
- you thought you did
- rivermorevandaag om 17:13
- i did
- and still do
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:13
- you thought you did
- rivermorevandaag om 17:13
- but...she didn't go to welly??
- you did.
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:13
- yeah to save my own ass
- from you
- and xandricia
- because you two are fucking insane for letting it go this far
- rivermorevandaag om 17:14
- but neither of us was going to let welly know anything
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:14
- okay, how much money can you actually fucking bet
- that such a thing
- would never happen tho
- would you actually
- rivermorevandaag om 17:14
- xandricia was even super nervous about letting welly know anything about it
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:14
- bet your own life on it
- rivermorevandaag om 17:14
- like she literally asked me for advice
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:14
- becausee i fucking would never
- fucking ever
- rivermorevandaag om 17:14
- on whether to ignore welly when he talks to her
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:14
- bet my own life on what a random person
- thinks
- and can suddenly do
- rivermorevandaag om 17:15
- because she thought that if she suddenly starts ignoring him, welly might figure it out or idfk
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:15
- good for her
- rivermorevandaag om 17:15
- like she literally forced herself to pretend her and welly were okay, just to make sure there was 0% chance he would find anything out
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:16
- she and you can easily at any given moment
- break another persons trust
- no matter the situatiopn
- the morefucking people who know
- the most people chances there are
- rivermorevandaag om 17:16
- that's the thing i want to emphasize to you, the situation DOES matter
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:17
- the situation doesnt fucking matter because xandricia couldve easily went to save HER OWN ASS
- TO WELLY
- rivermorevandaag om 17:17
- you view other people as chances that things can go wrong
- lol save her ass from what???
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:17
- THIS LEAKING?
- THIS SPREADING MORE?
- rivermorevandaag om 17:17
- ?????? why would she go to welly about it of all people
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:18
- because welly fucking made the screenshots
- duh
- rivermorevandaag om 17:18
- yeah and?
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:18
- welly of all people
- should be fucking able
- rivermorevandaag om 17:18
- that's stupid, why would she beg the person who started the whole thing
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:18
- to put a stop to the sharing
- rivermorevandaag om 17:18
- especially when WELLY was the one who prohibited you from sharing it with anyone to begin with
- wouldn't going to him defeat the whole purpose of it being kept secret?
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:19
- why keep it a secret when you can bring down 1. the person who has been bringing you down, me
- and 2. get on good terms with welly again by doing such a thing
- and restore your friendship with him
- rivermorevandaag om 17:19
- she didn't want to bring you down, she never did
- and she definitely 10000000%
- did not want to be on good terms with welly
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:20
- i didnt want to be on good terms with xandricia either
- rivermorevandaag om 17:20
- which i wouldn't either if someone spread my personal information
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:20
- but i guess i fucking had to
- in the end
- rivermorevandaag om 17:20
- not really, she wouldn't have done anything even if you continued to hurt her
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:20
- nah i think she wouldve
- she proved herself in my messages
- that shes still a massively toxic whore
- and that as a matter of fact
- she even grew worse than before
- rivermorevandaag om 17:21
- and she proved in my messages that she was completely against welly knowing no matter what happened
- so theres that
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:21
- yeah just like aeon proved he was a great boyfriend
- at the start
- very caring and makes you feel beautifu
- l
- and like you can trust him with anything
- i just think you havent had enough people come to you betraying you yet
- rivermorevandaag om 17:22
- aeon betrayed you, xandricia didnt
- at least not when it came to welly
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:23
- What?
- rivermorevandaag om 17:23
- idk what reasons you had to trust aeon
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:23
- What did she betray me in.
- rivermorevandaag om 17:23
- but i think my reasons for trusting xandricia on this were good
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:23
- What did that dumb bitch say about me to you
- rivermorevandaag om 17:23
- idunno you said she couldn't be trusted
- so i assumed she did betray you at some point??
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:23
- oh
- rivermorevandaag om 17:24
- she said nothing about you, don't worry '-'
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:24
- yeah no i dont believe that at all lol
- rivermorevandaag om 17:24
- aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
- do you really want me to copy and paste an entire discord log of our conversations since we added each other
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:24
- yeah
- rivermorevandaag om 17:24
- because i can if thats what it takes to prove my point
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:25
- except you'll edit out texts
- rivermorevandaag om 17:25
- assuming she's fine with it
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:25
- like any fucking person does to hide special information
- rivermorevandaag om 17:25
- i'll edit out the texts when she talked to me about personal issues, no shit
- not when she said anything concerning you
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:25
- personal issues about me
- rivermorevandaag om 17:25
- lol
- nope
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:25
- uh yeah
- now this is anotherthingof
- trust me that i wont remove everythingshe said about you
- and i'd need to be
- OH YEAH
- OF COURSE
- YOU'RE GONNA REMOVE SHIT
- EXCEPT THAT
- rivermorevandaag om 17:27
- smh you're being way too stressed and paranoid about this shit
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:27
- no idea what the hell
- you sending me
- edited messages
- is going to actually proof
- rivermorevandaag om 17:27
- maybe i should just give you my discord login so you can check for yourself idfk
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:28
- i wonder what the fuck elseyou've said about me honestly to her
- but you probably remove that shit
- rivermorevandaag om 17:28
- nothing about you '-'
- no i don't remove anything lol
- brb i need to do school related shit
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:29
- eitherway. there's always going to be a reason not to trust someone with someone elses fucking safety
- just like you as an adult
- dont date a minor even if you wanna
- because there's afucking risk
- a fuckintg chance
- no matter howgood you trust that minor
- that your safety is fucking in danger
- you put that safety into that persons hands
- and then its SO MUCH MORE FUCKED
- to put SOMEONE ELSES
- SAFETY
- into THE PERSON THAT PERSON TRUSTS THE LEAST
- THAT persons hands
- and let THAT person handle the situation
- i think you have to genuinely be fucked in your priorities and shit
- if you're gonna do something like that
- your ass just went oh yea heres stu's safety take good care of it dont drop it
- and xandricia went oh yeah thanks
- and you because you know her
- and for some retarded reason
- YOU didnt have a shitty experiennce with her like i had
- YOU felt it was fucking okay to put my safety into someone elses hands
- and watch her play around with it
- as some proof that she wont do anything with it
- i warned continuously that welly was fucking crazed around trust and that he'd hurt people over it
- and you still went to the person i fucking constantly, over and over again, told you not to go to
- with this shit
- you genuinely were putting my fucking safety on some goddamn stick
- and hung it above a fire
- and did little skateboard tricks with it
- and went hahaha look at me
- it can fly
- huhuhuhuh
- you dont play around with other people their safety like that
- its someone elses fucking well being
- that you're sharing around
- you're literally putting the faith that xandricia, the person who fucking hurt me
- you're putting my well being, my safety
- into that persons hands
- then it doesnt even fucking matter
- if its xandricia
- or someone else
- the fact you just share my safety around like its nothing
- is absoolutely mindbottling
- its fucking mindblowing
- or ANYONES safety for that matter
- not just mine
- this shit is not a fucking game or something
- this is playing with someones safety
- someone elses well being
- thats fucked
- if someone elses safety and well being means this goddamn little to you you'd share it around to other people
- then you shouldnt be trusted by literally any person at all
- because doing this shit
- one fucking day
- it's gonna go wrong
- and you'll share private shit
- to the wrong person
- and trust the wrong person
- and you're gonna fucking be responsible
- for something extremelyterrible
- and when that happens
- i hope you get punished so goddamn hard you'll end up as scared as i am
- as paranoid as i am
- thats all i'll tell about it unless you seriously still think this means fucking nothing
- rivermorevandaag om 18:12
- ugh i'm still not sure what the best course of action should have been for me
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:12
- cant you see it by now
- that the best course of action is not playing around and juggling around balls ofsomeone elses safety into someone elses hands
- rivermorevandaag om 18:14
- so what should i have done with xandricia then?
- i couldn't let her just remain in the dark either
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:15
- yeah you couldv
- e
- rivermorevandaag om 18:15
- especially when she was getting closer to welly
- no.
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:15
- you definitely couldve
- and that wouldnt have been playing around with my goddamn safety
- at least
- that would be letting someone else in the goddamn dark
- and tell her no means no
- rivermorevandaag om 18:16
- i couldn't just leave her confused and desperate and obsessed over you
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:16
- you really couldve
- rivermorevandaag om 18:16
- and becomign closer "friends" with welly
- no
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:16
- welly already broke up with her
- rivermorevandaag om 18:17
- she was getting closer to him at the time that i told it
- maybe they weren't in a "relationship" but she genuinely thought he was her friend
- and cared about her
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:17
- yes welly probably was trying to get into her mind
- because of me
- rivermorevandaag om 18:17
- i was not going to sit by and let my friend be manipulated when i could stop it at any time by telling her the truth
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:18
- by putting my safety into her hands
- you forgot to add that to it
- rivermorevandaag om 18:18
- that's why i kept trying to get you to tell her yourself
- with welly's permission
- for months i tried to get you to be upfront with her
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:18
- ??? dude you realise
- that welly genuinely
- wants to hurt you
- because you shared it to her right
- rivermorevandaag om 18:19
- okay and
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:19
- so do you really think
- me fucking asking
- if i can explain it to xandricia
- will be a
- ''oh yeah sure! okay!''
- no
- fuck no
- dont be stupid
- fuck no
- rivermorevandaag om 18:19
- well why not?
- he clearly does not actually give half a shit about her
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:19
- ??? i just told you why not
- rivermorevandaag om 18:19
- why would he see that as an issue
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:19
- he doesnt trust xandricia with that info
- he didnt want me to use it against her either
- rivermorevandaag om 18:20
- then he shouldn't have fucked with her feelings to begin with huh?
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:20
- okay???? probably not???
- even though its funny that he did
- and i enjoyed it now that i've seen almost the full convo
- but that doesnt change shit though?
- he did what he did
- and i shared it to the one and onlyperson
- that since 2015
- i managedto finally learn to trust
- and this shit happens
- rivermorevandaag om 18:22
- you realize xandricia trusts me as well right
- the way i saw it, i had a choice between lying to your face for a month or two
- or lying to her face for fucking ever
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:22
- she would at least
- move fucking over it
- and forget me eventually
- rivermorevandaag om 18:23
- because ive already lied to her for months about it
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:23
- like its a bad memory
- rivermorevandaag om 18:23
- i gave her months to forget about it but all she did is obsess over you and get closer to welly
- plus
- it's not like she could forget you when you harassed her in public rooms
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:23
- and who's fault was that
- rivermorevandaag om 18:23
- yours
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:23
- who let it cometo that
- you fucking did
- when you didnt leave this shit be
- rivermorevandaag om 18:24
- typically, to forget someone, you need to not see that person or interact with them
- YOU DIDNT LEAVE IT BE EITHER
- none of us did
- not me, not her, not you
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:24
- we can scroll beautifully back into the fucking convo
- and see where the fuck
- a breaking point
- finally lied
- where i went
- FINE
- ill just attack herin public then
- and you'll see that it happened when you were fucking bothering me
- rivermorevandaag om 18:24
- okay but don't expect her to forget you
- also i bothered you in response to you attacking her
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:25
- attacking her in private
- messages
- HERE
- ON DISCORD
- TO YOU
- rivermorevandaag om 18:25
- we had an argument or 2
- or 5
- yes
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:25
- no more
- rivermorevandaag om 18:25
- then that shit quelled
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:25
- lol
- rivermorevandaag om 18:25
- and you whispered me on tfm or whatever
- about how you were attacking her in whispers
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:26
- yeah
- rivermorevandaag om 18:26
- pretty much dangling an excuse to argue with you in my face
- so please don't pretend like i'm the only one who couldn't move on
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:26
- you definitely fucking couldnt
- rivermorevandaag om 18:26
- neither could you
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:26
- or i doubt i would've made as big of a deal out of this
- i know myself way better than this
- and can say that this shit
- is literally how all my fucking fights have went
- i always fucking went nuts
- then ranted to someone
- until i felt better
- you get rid of your fucking anger
- until you feel less anger
- just like you fucking vent when you are upset
- and then you feel better
- you know what doesnt fucking help then
- if someone brings it the fuck up
- and tries to fix it
- rivermorevandaag om 18:29
- by the time i saw you attack her in public/whispers, i already gave up trying to fix it
- i just wanted her to not be hurt by you
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:29
- yeah gg at annoying and pissing me off about it even more
- wasnt that just a brilliant idea
- rivermorevandaag om 18:30
- it's hard to predict your emotions sometimes
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:30
- it shouldnt be
- i announced everything i was going to do
- rivermorevandaag om 18:31
- and by the time i realize it, it's too late and we're in the middle of a heated argument that neither of us can let go
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:31
- you knew i was going to attack her
- i announced it every single time
- rivermorevandaag om 18:31
- yes and i did not want my friend to be attacked.
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:31
- when i was going to do it
- rivermorevandaag om 18:31
- should i just say "ok go ahead" every time +miam wants to attack you
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:31
- no, since I actually never did SHIT to Miam
- and you know I didn't
- since Miam explained it all to you
- rivermorevandaag om 18:32
- doesn't mean that you attacking xandricia is justified either
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:32
- yeah it is
- rivermorevandaag om 18:32
- or that i'll stand by and fucking watch
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:32
- you made it go that far
- you wanted to piss me off so fucking bad
- rivermorevandaag om 18:32
- any more than i would if miam was attacking you
- no
- i did not "want" to piss you off
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:33
- you needed me to be pissed off?
- rivermorevandaag om 18:33
- for what?
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:33
- to ruin this friendship? idk
- rivermorevandaag om 18:33
- that makes no sense but ok
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:34
- idk neither do you honestly
- i mean
- 3 others are literally reading along
- right now
- saying pretty much the same shit
- rivermorevandaag om 18:34
- sladkoru and who else
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:34
- i dont talk much to slad anymore
- i mean it must be hard when absolutely nobody understands your ridiculous logic to putting someone elses trust in someone elses hands
- someone elses safetyy
- and well being
- and thinking
- yeah ok
- this is ok
- this is totally ok to do
- rivermorevandaag om 18:35
- i mean caerula was somewhat understanding
- tell me though, who are you sharing our conversation with?
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:36
- caerula was understanding of fcking both of us
- rivermorevandaag om 18:36
- or is that a secret
- i'm not saying what i did was right
- but i'm not saying what you did, and still doing, is right either
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:36
- what am i doing
- tell me
- i'm blaming you for the destruction of my trust in you
- what else am i doing
- i'm not attacking xandricia
- rivermorevandaag om 18:37
- telling me that i should've just stood by and watched you harass xandricia, while lying to her
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:37
- you didnt need to stand by
- and watch me harass xandricia
- because if you let it fucking stop
- rivermorevandaag om 18:37
- like i've already lied to her for months before this happened
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:37
- after i ranted
- for that time
- rivermorevandaag om 18:37
- you did not make that clear to me
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:37
- that harassing wouldve never fucking happened
- rivermorevandaag om 18:37
- from what it sounded like, you were hellbent on attacking her until the end of time
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:38
- and i never did
- until it grew that far
- i constantly said
- I WANTED TO
- empty fucking threats
- just like how you want to absolutely slit ladynasty's throat
- but i dont take it serious when you say that either
- and call the police on you
- they're just empty fucking threats
- of how badly you wiish you could defend yourself but you cant because you have that fucking dignity
- rivermorevandaag om 18:39
- how the hell was i supposed to know it was just an "empty" threat?
- it sure sounded serious when you talked about it
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:40
- dude i havent destroyed miams life either
- have i
- no matter how many times i said i wanted to
- or goondad?
- that i told him to killl himself
- and that i made a gofundme
- to gather money
- to actually have him killed irl
- because i wanted him fucking dead
- rivermorevandaag om 18:40
- lol did you actually do that '-'
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:40
- yes i did
- i can send you thelink
- lol
- rivermorevandaag om 18:40
- wtf anyway
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:41
- i did plenty of insane shit
- that i WANTED to
- i wanted to so fucking badly
- but i didntpush through
- rivermorevandaag om 18:41
- you do attack people you dislike though
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:41
- because i fucking am not thatperson
- yeah i bully turks
- rivermorevandaag om 18:41
- and i did not want xandricia to be on the receiving end of that
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:41
- thats it
- i bully fucking turks
- i dont even attack raz in public
- rivermorevandaag om 18:41
- especially when she was kept in the dark
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:41
- i never did
- she did
- rivermorevandaag om 18:42
- also who else is reading this convo
- you still havent told me '-'
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:42
- thats none of anyones business is it
- rivermorevandaag om 18:42
- it is if you want to continue this conversation
- because guess what?? i'm involved in it!!!
- and i like to know who can read what i type
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:43
- then dont talk to me
- rivermorevandaag om 18:43
- ok
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:43
- because others canread it a lot of times
- because its always niceto know
- that people dont agree with this crazytalk
- rivermorevandaag om 18:43
- i forgot it's bad to share conversations with other people unless it's you doing it, then it's okay
- but whatever, if you don't even want to tell me who's reading my messages than i'll just stop talking '-'
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:50
- Ohyeah, because yep
- I DEFINITELY
- am putting you at HUGE RISKS HERE !!!
- oh my god
- your family aurora
- WATCH OUT
- OH MY GOD
- WHATS HAPPENING
- YOUR FAMILY
- YOU
- EVERYTHING IS FALLING APART
- EVERYONE IS HARRASSING THEM
- OH MY GOD
- rivermorevandaag om 18:51
- yeah because ur 100% comfortable with me sharing our conversations with other people
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:51
- didnt you do that to caerula
- rivermorevandaag om 18:51
- you totally didn't freak out about the idea of me sharing a single message of you with people like beroze, without consulting you first
- but yet here you are, not even willing to tell me who's reading my conversation with you right now
- no i did not
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:52
- yeah because your dumb piece of shit ass actually somehow
- miraculously
- agreed with beroze
- besides
- its more than 3 people
- rivermorevandaag om 18:52
- i see so like i said
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:52
- i cant think of a single person
- that doesnt know why our friendship is destroyed
- rivermorevandaag om 18:52
- it's totally fine to share other peoples conversations as long as its you doing it
- but when im doing it its suddenly super duper bad because im a dumb piece of shit and you're a special smart snowflake
- whatever, im done with this conversation until i know who exactly is reading it
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:53
- well its not exactly like this shit drama between xandricia
- compares to anything else
- we've fucking had
- i'd love some fucking hindsight
- from other people
- without getting them involved
- with yu aswell
- because at fuucking times
- you make me genuinely think
- that i'm some fucking problem here
- but then people need to remind me that sharing around someone's safety like it means nothing
- is not a great thing to do
- and that its not bad of me to be upset about it
- because i gave YOU
- and only YOU that
- because YOU were the only person
- i'd trust such a fucking thing with
- as my safety
- because i felt like we were that close as friends
- even more than friends at times
- you didnt just play with my safety
- you played with my trust because i trusted you with that fucking safety of me, and ONLY YOU
- and then you try to explain it here over and over again
- everytime you get called out on it
- as if its somehow
- idfk
- somehow
- justified what you did
- and that its forgivable because of your reasoning behind it
- every single time
- instead of just admitting your piece of shit mistake and seeing you fucked it all
- you're out here defending yourself
- as if it was okay what you did
- no? you're not defending yourself? then what the fuck is this constantly about
- where i need to constantly explain
- what the hell you did wrong
- over and over again
- because you cant seem to grasp how doing something like this is fucked in the head
- anyone
- anyuhow
- i was more or less
- planning on sharing this entire convo
- to everyone that knows this situation
- think of the names yourself
- i assume it involves
- (large list of a fuckton of names of everyone that knows why aurora and me arent friends anymore)
- so on
- 3 people was a large understatement
- since i would love to get to know
- if anyone actually properly will argue for you
- and push sense into sharing other peoples safety around like it means nothing
- and try and defend that
- at least somehow better than you do
- anyhow now you can continue your dumb argument
- now that you know
- and try to defend yourself for sharing my safety around to the only person i would never trust that shit with
- because i mean
- that was what we were doing right
- you were convincing me it was all okay what you did
- because nobody got hurt
- and it was all okay what you did
- because you had this dumb reason for it
- and it was all okay what you did because i was a hypocrite too
- or no wait
- i was the definition of hypocrisy i forgot
- those were your words i remember
- Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 19:17
- besides you're likely paranoid because you know you're in the wrong but you're somehow still trying to spin it all right here like you're doing something good by doing what you did
- and now with others possibly reading what your reasoning is
- and why you think its okay to do such a thing
- you shut up and get quiet
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