1. Your personality. Having one is a start. Lot's of people are very monotone, and lack personality. You have a fun personality, and I generally enjoy your company. I like your silliness, and I like how mature you can be about things when it really matters.

2. Memories. We have a lot, some good, some bad, but the good ones are not to be outdone with anyone I'll ever meet.

3. My family. You are my family. No piece of paper can dictate otherwise to me. And I love the thought of us beig 100% for each other. There's nothing that can stop two people in love that are dedicated to each other. I don't always ay it, but i've grown in ways I never thought possible with you. it's taken me time to understand this, but I can never forget it now. This and everything else on my list make me want every future memory to include you, because I want you to be my family forever.

4. Your mind. Even though we don't always agree, I love how you think most of the time. You have a wit that keeps me on my toes and surprises me constantly.

5. Your beauty. It's not skin deep with you, but I have to say how lovely you look. You're such a unique person in so many ways, and there's no doubt you're one in a million when it comes to your looks.

6. Your voice. I've neglected you before on this, but truth is, I wouldn't rather talk to anyone else. And you know you're the first person I want to share my passions with. In turn, I love how ou come to me with what you enjoy talking about, and that I'm the one you're talking to. Fact is, I love it so much I get sefish with you an don't wanna share!

7. Mother. There's nothing more attractive to me than you, than a woman I love caring for my offspring, my essence, the way you do. Nobody on earth can compare. You have given me the most precious gift I could ever imagine in my offspring. I can't put it to words.

8. That you love me. I'm not talking about a feeling, I'm talking about the choice. You have loved me, and I have experienced the greatest love I have ever known because of that. I just hope you will choose to love me again.

9. My Partner. We make a great team. This is evidenced by the fact that, as I've said, we've been through a great deal together. We've both made mistakes and even took the stress of hard times out on each other, but not always. It's those "you and me, and fuck the world" type times that gives me the confidence I have in you. Granted, I think we both needed time to find ourselves again. I never really found myself until now. Evey other time I've been alone, I slacked off, and wallowed in my own self pity. I didn't do that this time. I did what I had to do and I'm stil taking care of business. I just wish you knew what kind of partner I could be now. I AM a shoulder you can lean on, and for as many times as you've relied on me and I've failed, it makes it so much more satisfying knowing that I can actually be there, contribute, and be someone you can rely on. In finding myself, I accompished a lot, but it seems like a waste of time and money for me when the situation would be so much better if we were a team again. I owe you and my offspring that much. You don't know my situation, but if you did you would be surprised and proud. No question. I did it myself and for myself, but I'd much rather do it for you.

10. Fresh eyes. We havent always been as supportive of each other as we needed to be. I had a long conversation with my mother about some of the things she's worked through, and how she got to where she is. She knows what I'm going through and where I'm at, even though she was surprised because she knows how well things are going for me. I know she has been a source of great pain for you and for me as well, believe it or not. But she is good natured, and wants the best for everyone. Essentially what I gathered is that she admitted to being at fault at times too. Nobody is free of fault in a relationship, unless someone gives up. I've been at a place where I wanted to give up too. One thing I love and miss about you has also been a source of strife for us. You have a different perspective on things a lot of times. I miss it, and I think it's safe to say you miss mine too. I'm not talking about the times where I couldn't comprimise. There were those times. But what I learned from you and from mother is that comprimise, even on things you're passionate about can bear amazingly good fruit. We've proven this, we just weren't experts. I think there's huge potential here though, and it's something I think about alot.

11. The Future... You've told me I can't have the future I invision with you. On the other hand you've had a lot of time to think. I already mentioned how I want to support you, but I don't need you to save me this time. I do want your support, because as I recall, having you by my side made every victory in life that much sweeter. I had very minor victories with you in the past (my offspring being a huge vitory among them). I have goals, and plans that are actually coming to fruition. I know you have goals and plans for the future as well. I admire them all and want to be your partnet in those. I know your needs, and I know what your problems are and where you need support. You can't say I'm not giving in this area from the past, but I'm ready to take it to the next level and never let you doubt for a second that I ee my future with you.

12. The Song That Never Ends. I want to spend the rest of my life adding to this. I love you.