Pixeled: could you please play rust with me
River: if you can convince my mom to give me my computer back
Pixeled: what happened
River: she took my computer
Pixeled: why
River: because when she left to be with her friends last weekend
River: she told me to feed the cats and bring the chlorine into the house
River: and when she came back
River: she yelled at me for not replacing the cats water even though it was full
River: and for not taking the chlorine outside
River: even though in its a sealed container
River: and has no danger of spilling
River: so if u can tell her to give it back
River: then sure
Pixeled: I mean if it was over reacting then i would help but something as simple as bringing a container inside and pouring some food
River: no like
River: she said
Pixeled: Im not sure what i could say
River: bring the chlorine inside
River: so i did
River: and she got mad for not putting it outside
River: and she said feed the cats
River: and i did
River: and she got mad for not refilling their full water
Pixeled: sounds like over reacting
River: ya
Pixeled: and this was last weekend?
River: ya
Pixeled: when you say take your computer did she take the whole thing or did she say not to play on it
River: she took the whole thing
River: and prob broke some cables in the process
Pixeled: i think you should be worried about the cables and grapics card
River: the gpu is fine
River: the cables are prob broken
Pixeled: do you usaully play on you computer during the week
River: yea
Pixeled: well I think one week is enough
Pixeled: for something that little
River: same
Pixeled: did you tell her that
River: no
River: she said ill get it back when i start caring about other things than myself
Pixeled: well
Pixeled: she kidda has a point
Pixeled: welp
River: well i cant play rust unless she gives it back
Pixeled: did you say please
River: lol
River: no i havent asked for it back
Pixeled: well ask nicely
River: i dont think thatl work
Pixeled: its worth a shot
Pixeled: do you think saying you want to play with me would do anything
River: prob
River: prob would do more if u said u wanted to play with me
Pixeled: well ok
Pixeled: you have my phone number ye
River: i dont think literally telling her would do anything
Pixeled: well what then
River: should i just say
River: can i play with hadrian
Pixeled: ye
River: or should i say
River: hadrian wants to play with me
Pixeled: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ye
Pixeled: did it work
River: she said no
Pixeled: aww man
River: and told me that once i start doing the things on the list of things she gave me to do( which i already did all of them)
River: shell decide
River: im prob just gonna wait till she goes out
River: bring a bunch of food into my room
River: take my computer back myself
River: and lock myself in my room
Pixeled: oh my god
Pixeled: what will you use for a bathroom
River: idk
Pixeled: what about water
River: ill just have water bottles
Pixeled: that doesnt sound like a good idea
River: well its to show her that i her overreacting over bullshit isnt going to work with me
River: and that her way of handling it as well
River: isnt going to fucking work with me either
River: and to show that i dont care about the consequences
River: because i dont
Pixeled: max this is a really bad idea
River: oh well
River: call her yourself then
River: because i cant talk to her
Pixeled: I dont have her number
River: when she inevitably bangs on my door yelling my name
River: i wont answer
River: i have a key to my door that i can just take with me when i go to school
Pixeled: this is starting to sound like a suicide
River: to lock my room
Pixeled: she can call a locksmith
Pixeled: or break down said door
River: true
River: then how can i lock my room
Pixeled: I dont think you should go though with this
River: what else is there to do
Pixeled: beg
River: lol
River: no
Pixeled: convice her that you did the things
River: im at the top of my classes in school
River: school is my job
River: and i do my job well
Pixeled: bribe?
River: and she doesnt care
River: bribe her with what
River: she taped that list of things on my door
River: im going to dye it red and rip it up
River: and tape the red shreds  on the door
Pixeled: maybe care more for others
River: lol
River: the way she raised me
River: is to seclude myself from people that make me angry
Pixeled: well back then you had me over alot
River: and every other moment in the actual world that i care about the affairs of others
River: i get told to care for only myself
River: everytime i try to just have a conversation with my mom
Pixeled: what you are doing does not match the crime that she did
River: not just this week but way before then
Pixeled: oh fuk are you going emo
River: she ruins the conversation by bringing politics into it
River: and i fucking hate politics
River: and ive told her this
River: and she still fucking does it
River: so whenever she does that i just leave her and she gets mad
River: and thats another reason why she took it
River: because "i cant have a conversation with her"
Pixeled: what you are doing is really immature
River: if she just said
River: heres the checklist
Pixeled: walking away cause you dont like the subject
River: do these tasks
River: and youll get it back
River: id be fine
River: but the fucking
River: "ill decide then"
River: will be her downfall
Pixeled: max dont over throw her
River: maybe i wont lock myself in my room
River: but when she confronts me when i take it back
River: then ill tell her that i hate beating around the bush
River: fucking be definitive
River: and then ill truly respect you
Pixeled: this isnt how the world works max
River: it actually is
Pixeled: well maybe
Pixeled: yeah
River: jobs: complete this task and you get paid
River: contracts: heres is an agreement and you must follow this agreement
River: taxes: complete these payments and receive services
River: there isnt fucking
River: "uhh
Pixeled: but not how a familly should work
River: maybe you should pay first
River: and then well decide whether you get what you want after"
River: all this endeavour is doing
River: is further proving my own mental point
River: that i never want a girlfriend or a wife
River: i hate family
River: family gets in the way
Pixeled: youve gone full emo
River: prevents you from doing what you want
River: if emo means you dont like being held back by bullshit
River: then sure
River: ive said before that id want to live with my mom even when i become an adult and make a living
River: but now im having second thoughts
River: and im also understanding what my dads reasoning was
River: when he constantly fought with her
River: or i can just copy and paste this conversation
River: and send it to her
Pixeled: you two need to express your feelings in a non hostil way
River: cant do that in person
River: doesnt work that way in my family
River: it turns into a fight in person
River: if i send her this conversation shell know how i feel
Pixeled: are you actually going to send this
River: why not
Pixeled: welp
Pixeled: there isnt a reason not too
Pixeled: good luck