songs about my friends

1. WHATS IN MY SINK
it takes me courage to look in my sink
if the tap runs that makes me think
the bathroom tiles may be up to no good
swim away in a shower
i knew that i would
maybe i'll be fine if i know
what's in my sink

believe me
i don't want to be his friend
cases
what i don't understand
but something
in the way he talks to me
i think of his show
romatically

maybe i'll be right when i know
what's in my sink

2). LISTEN TO THAT DIZZY SING
unlock the door and breathe it in
she's reaching for dizzy again

im sunburned
dizzy will be proud
he blames me
dizzy can be found
a warming sight
so just blame the kids
something's untied
so what she never did

what did she mean when she said
she's a little more than tired
about this life that she's in

dizzy seeps through the cracks and
watches your reflection
in behaviour
learned what's not important to forget

dizzy lay under her poncho on the shoreline
points to skylines
she drew with fingers dipped in ink

watching cartoons was the best time
on that shoreline
animated optimistic tales of growing old

strong and lovely
i concede
it will end
to make friends

weak and lonely
in defeat
she'll make friends

listen to that dizzy sing
how she fucked up everything
she's proud of just being alive
but don't glance or it passes by

balanced in her need to breathe
dizzy panics when she leaves
she's so scared of the great rest
i guess we all fail that test


3. LOOKING AT OKAY WAY
so looking's a symptom of fault
and a short-tune-train-ride won't change that
but it'd be nice to see you smile naked
without needing an alibi
as to why i'm looking down from places
you can't or don't wanna be

for your life won't be mine to mend
but i guess you can see me as a friend
so be a knife in the latest trend
she might glance my way in the end

to be in love with an empty space
we'll save time and meditate
stop taking drugs and be okay
she might glance my way today

you saw me on the inside
i'll tell you otherwise
but it's cold to bring up such things in conversation
time-wasting on a fucking joke
but it might make you laugh so here's my presentation
so what if i'm conflicted
i'll just have a smoke
at least i look both ways before i go and choke?

for your life won't be mine to make amends
but i hope you can see me as a friend
don't be uptight with the latest trends
she might look my way in the end

to be in love with an empty place
we'll break time and meditate
start taking drugs and be okay
she won't look my today

4). FOR HER
could you sell your knowledge
on the path to
something beautiful
something perfect
probably don't want it to exist
you're mistake was
so vulnerable to aversion
vulnerable to something
so outstanding
dream of sliding down
to a valley green
is overwhelming

for you

for her

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I.
the spiders are crawling out of their webs and into my heart
even though we're closer i feel we're drifting further apart
i regret the way we talked where nothing is said
but an aristocrat's game of feelings reminds me of how we bled
saying our muted goodbyes as lives flew back and forth
time revolved around us but i knew we'd eventually be caught
why in your dreams am i left locked outside upside down your door?
and you'd look away and laugh
but i could feel it shook your body to the core

II.
hey whatsup
we're just some boys tryna summon the devil
that's all we are
this represents our strength
cos we're strong

III.
guess what time of day doesn't cry for help?
a gentle happiness of which life never felt
peaceful in its darkest glory
but we know you won't read the full story
sombre cannons bursting at the stitches
they blow holes towards world's richest
they say it's better to burn out than to—
who am i kidding
i miss you
)

it's comforting to know
that you're sleeping alright
hope you're sleeping alright

it's wonderful to know
that you're doing just fine
that you remember the times well

i'm dreaming of the song that you
told me about
wouldn't shutup about

you're dreaming of the song that i
told you about
wouldn't shutup about