(6:00 PM) Connie: :3
(6:00 PM) Jenziraptor!: ?
(6:00 PM) Connie: hai
(6:01 PM) Jenziraptor!: why are you talking to me?
(6:01 PM) Connie: why not?
(6:02 PM) Jenziraptor!: cos you're a douche?
(6:02 PM) Connie: :3 quite a big one right?
i suck so bd
(6:02 PM) Jenziraptor!: yup
(6:02 PM) Connie: there's really no getting back any friends from this
you, encendre, georgie
you all know what im like now
:3
(6:02 PM) Jenziraptor!: yup
and you could be however you like i you weren't so outwardly aggressive about it.
(6:03 PM) Connie: o:
How do you mean? ;D
(6:03 PM) Jenziraptor!: MEMEI'MGUNNABEATOTALCUNTTOMYFRIENDSMEMEME
(6:04 PM) Connie: >friends
lolwut
(6:04 PM) Jenziraptor!: well we were
(6:04 PM) Connie: yeah, of course.
AH WELL
that's all gone now :3
cos of what i've done
(6:04 PM) Connie: i ruined it all ;p
(6:04 PM) Jenziraptor!: yup
(6:05 PM) Connie:
(6:06 PM) Jenziraptor!: how old are you again?
(6:06 PM) Connie: heh.
15.
(6:07 PM) Connie: although im incredibly immature and petty :3
right?
(6:08 PM) Jenziraptor!: That's not why I asked.
(6:08 PM) Connie: Why did you?
(6:08 PM) Jenziraptor!: Because I'm talking to Sadie and we couldn't remember.
I thought 15, though.
(6:08 PM) Connie: ISNT THAT
JUST
LOVELYT

(6:08 PM) Jenziraptor!: Yup.
(6:09 PM) Connie: WEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
what are ya saying? :3
(6:09 PM) Jenziraptor!: I was telling her what happened.
(6:09 PM) Connie: :£
does she dislike me now
(6:10 PM) Jenziraptor!: Nope.
(6:10 PM) Connie:
why?
(6:10 PM) Jenziraptor!: Because she doesn't give a crap.
I don't dislike you, either.
You're just not my friend.
(6:10 PM) Connie: anymore :3
(6:11 PM) Jenziraptor!: Nope.
(6:11 PM) Connie: damn.
you're both wrong.
i deserve to be hated :/
(6:11 PM) Jenziraptor!: Nope. I have to give a crap to hate you.
I think it's worse when people don't even care.
(6:12 PM) Connie: you think wrong ;D
but that's cool too
LETS JUST
BE
(6:12 PM) Jenziraptor!: I don't think wrong.
(6:12 PM) Connie: you do think wrong
(6:12 PM) Jenziraptor!: No u.
(6:13 PM) Connie:
OOH
What about georgie.
ooh
oooooh
kbrb.
(6:16 PM) Jenziraptor!: What about her?
brb
(6:17 PM) Connie: why am i not your friend

(6:28 PM) Jenziraptor!: Cos you're retarded and I have no respect for you whatsoever.
(6:31 PM) MY BODY IS READY has changed his/her status to Online
(6:31 PM) Connie: you did before? o_o
(6:32 PM) Jenziraptor!: Yeah. You were alright.
(6:34 PM) Connie:
OH WELL
(6:34 PM) Connie: NOT THAT IT MATTERS ANYMORE
I'VE ALIENATED
everybody
:3
(6:35 PM) Jenziraptor!: No you haven't.
You've alienated yourself.
(6:35 PM) Connie: what does that even MEAN?!
(6:36 PM) Jenziraptor!: It doesn't mean anything. It doesn't make sense.
You've alienated everyone, yeah.
(6:37 PM) Connie:
silly
jen
;D
(6:37 PM) Jenziraptor!: :\
(6:37 PM) Connie: ah well
i guess im just waiting for encendre now :/
(6:37 PM) Jenziraptor!: why?
(6:38 PM) Connie: that's if she'll talk to me, right? ;D
because i wanna know how she feels about it..
me coming out batshit crazy and destroying my arm and taking pictures and sending them everywhere
(6:38 PM) Connie: well
thats just not normal
(6:38 PM) Jenziraptor!: I would have thought it was fairly obvious.
Obviously not.
(6:39 PM) Jenziraptor!: Your problem is.
You can't just...
Leave it.
(6:39 PM) Connie: beat
it
JUUUUUST
beat it
Leave what?
;D
you mean
(6:39 PM) Connie: like when i've done something a bit silly
i need to give people space
BUT THEN
I have a ridiculous idea
and then i do it
and it just ruins everything a little bit more?
YOU MEAN
LIKE THAT?
(6:40 PM) Jenziraptor!: And then, you feel the need to just keep bugging the shit out of everyone.
(6:40 PM) Connie: YES!
exactly like this
:3
damn
(6:40 PM) Connie: i'm good right?
im good

(6:41 PM) Jenziraptor!: You're not bugging the shit out of me.
Because, y'know, I'm beyond trying to make you stop being the way you're being.
It's just funny, now.
(6:41 PM) Jenziraptor!: But you should leave E alone. You won't, but you should.
(6:41 PM) Connie: you get that too?
it's fucking hilarious right?!
i dont even get that
it's just
incredibly funny
and yeah
(6:41 PM) Connie: shame about E
:/
(6:42 PM) Jenziraptor!: Shame about your arm.
(6:43 PM) Connie: are you kidding?
that was actually the sharpest blade i ever used
THERE WAS SO MUCH BLOOD
(6:43 PM) Jenziraptor!: HA
what was it from?
(6:44 PM) Connie: a mirror that i smashed a while back :3c
(6:44 PM) Connie: the edges had these nice ass blades where you could like hang it up
and i never used one before then
but shit
SO SHARP.
i reopened one during lunch, it wouldnt stop bleeding
:3
(6:44 PM) Connie: almost fainted, y'know.
(6:44 PM) Jenziraptor!: Haha, I bet
(6:44 PM) Connie: :/
nah
you're right.
i probably didnt.
but still.
(6:45 PM) Connie:
but yeah
doing it to encendre
ugh
(6:45 PM) Connie: it was SO GOOD
knowing how she felt
the attention, the rush
wow.
(6:46 PM) Jenziraptor!: lol
(6:46 PM) Connie: :3c
she's a very messed up individual
i'm uh
attempting to surpass her nuttiness
:')
(6:46 PM) Jenziraptor!: haha
well
what do you want
a trophy?
(6:47 PM) Connie: :3c
i'd deserve one
(6:48 PM) Jenziraptor!: So, what happened to make you this way?
(6:48 PM) Connie: pff
(6:48 PM) Connie: who knows
maybe lots of years repressing shit just did a little click
or
hm
(6:49 PM) Connie: i'm a pathetic coward and because the chances of me meeting any of you is below 0% i can get away with crazy shit and losing you as friends

(6:49 PM) Jenziraptor!: LOL
yeah
I CAN'T MEET MY INTERNET FRIENDS DERP
(6:50 PM) Jenziraptor!: *sliceslice*
(6:50 PM) Connie: kinda.
(6:50 PM) Connie: although i think the slicing thing was probably something else.
(6:51 PM) Connie: i'm debating whether the situation is entirely the *get away with stuff* thing
or i've actually got something wrong with me :/
(6:51 PM) Jenziraptor!: cos y'know, cutting yourself cos you can get away with it, is normal
(6:52 PM) Connie: that's true.
i think generally
if you cut
there's definitely an underlying problem.
bleh
do i get some form of counselling?
(6:52 PM) Connie: y'know, outside of you not caring
what would you reccomend?
(6:53 PM) MY BODY IS READY has changed his/her name to "Kieeeeeeeereeeeeeeen :3"
(6:53 PM) Jenziraptor!: fap
(6:53 PM) Connie: bleh.
fapping is lame.
(6:53 PM) Jenziraptor!: O
(6:53 PM) Connie: especially as
yknow
recent events show i'll be
FOREVERALONE.jpg
(6:54 PM) Jenziraptor!: also your arms all cut up super bad
(6:54 PM) Connie: they were that before :/
(6:56 PM) Connie: hm.
I should maybe
brooooood.
and attempt to get encendre
to urm
not forgive me
just sort of
understand
(6:56 PM) Connie:  kinda.
(6:57 PM) Jenziraptor!: yeah that'll happen
(6:57 PM) Connie: pff.
maybe, I dunno
she may not completely hate me.
(6:58 PM) Jenziraptor!: doesn't mean she'll understand
she deserves better than to put up with your shit
(6:59 PM) Connie: hah.
yeah
cos sheeee's amaaazing
(7:04 PM) Kieeeeeeeereeeeeeeen :3 has changed his/her status to Busy
(7:05 PM) Jenziraptor!: not as amazing as she thinks though, eh?
(7:05 PM) Kieeeeeeeereeeeeeeen :3 has changed his/her status to Online
(7:05 PM) Connie: god no.
but yet you suck her cock
because
she's so coooool
(7:06 PM) Jenziraptor!: I don't suck her cock.
I like her. I think she's awesome. I think the majority of my friends are awesome.
(7:06 PM) Jenziraptor!: You aren't a reliable judge of amazingness anyway.
(7:07 PM) Connie: nah
not being one of your amazing friends anymore
(7:07 PM) Jenziraptor!: Yeah.
(7:07 PM) Connie: i guess i dont get an opinion
(7:07 PM) Jenziraptor!: You don't have to be my friend. You just have to not be you.
(7:08 PM) Connie: oh ok
so now
EVEN if i become uncrazy
i cant be your friend?
(7:08 PM) Jenziraptor!: It'd take a lot for you to prove you're not like that anymore.
You realise that?
(7:09 PM) Jenziraptor!: I don't believe it'll happen, either.
(7:09 PM) Connie: I did realise that.
And I think, if I really wanted to, and I cared enough, it's entirely possible.
(7:09 PM) Jenziraptor!: But you don't, do you?
And you won't. Because that's how you are.
(7:11 PM) Connie: I might
if i stop being a nutjob, i might realise what an idiot i've been.
(7:12 PM) Connie: but i think it's far too late to redeem it, and it'd just seem like a desperate attempt for friends.
(7:12 PM) Jenziraptor!: You know already.
(7:12 PM) Connie: and obviously
(7:12 PM) Jenziraptor!: And it's not changed anything.
(7:12 PM) Connie: my dignity is SOO high now.
i do know
(7:13 PM) Jenziraptor!: Well then.
(7:13 PM) Connie: well indeed.
i dont know
it's probably best you're not even around me :/
i must have such a negative effect.
(7:14 PM) Jenziraptor!: I'm not that impressionable.
I'll be near you in a few weeks.
=P
(7:15 PM) Connie:
where you going?
(7:15 PM) Jenziraptor!: cornwall. ish.
(7:17 PM) Connie: oh wow
that's cool ;D
(7:18 PM) Jenziraptor! has changed his/her status to Away
(7:18 PM) Jenziraptor!: anyway
bye

Session Start: 30 September 2010
Jenziraptor! (blueeyedwolf@hotmail.co.uk)
Kieeeeeeeereeeeeeeen :3 (captain_jack_sparrow2@hotmail.co.uk)
(9:05 PM) Connie: hey jeennn.
i would like to take this brief moment before you respond
to apologise. not like it's even gonna fix anything, and thats cool.
(9:06 PM) Connie: but you didn't deserve this.
i've done this before, to you and sadie, and i dont even know why, i guess im just self destructive or something.
but i upset people
(9:06 PM) Connie: and you dont give a shit, you're not upset
but whatever.
sorrrry.
(9:07 PM) Jenziraptor!: Okay.
(9:07 PM) Connie: thanks.

Session Start: 30 September 2010
Jenziraptor! (blueeyedwolf@hotmail.co.uk)
Kieeeeeeeereeeeeeeen :3 (captain_jack_sparrow2@hotmail.co.uk)
(10:00 PM) Jenziraptor!: no