I hate my job. I can not wait until my ETS date and can finally relax without stressing about every little mistake I make. I'm always worried that I'm doing something wrong and in return this stress causes me to fail. When I first got here I  watched the more senior guys and followed what they did. The things they did were wrong. I did not know it was.I had to do "corrective training" because of this, though nothing happened to them. This too is demotivating, sometimes I think of ways to get my self kicked out without it causing problems with future goals for myself. I feel trapped here. More time to get personal problems fixed when not busy would be nice. We waste so much time doing dumb stuff during the day or literally sitting for hours after work waiting to be released that when we get off everything is closed or we don't have the time to get our own tasks done.