18:25		Started talking with Solice on lørdag 20.11.2010 18:25:14
	Nougatti	Please read my testimony at ******** While doing a DTS, I submitted EVERYTHING to God in a hope of him connecting to me.
18:28	Solice	You're holsind something back, or you'd be conected.
	Nougatti	I didn't hold anything back.
18:29	Nougatti	I truly and honestly sook God with all my heart
	Solice	Nah, just look at what you're saying in the channel. You don't trust God.
18:30	Solice	Trust is the foundation of love.
	Solice	If you don't love God and christ, there is nothing to forjm the connection.
18:34	Nougatti	I don't trust God NOW, because he didn't come through for me when I searched for him the most
18:39	Solice	You were probably looking for YOUR idea of how God should behave. Lots of people make that mistake.
	Nougatti	But I need to know he's there before trusting in him. If not, I'm just trusting the people telling me to trust him
18:40	Solice	Never trust other people. Trust only God.
18:41	Solice	That's why I'm recommending you read the gospels--in the KJV or RSV. Avoid other versions like poison.
	Nougatti	But how can I trust that what they say about God is true?
	Nougatti	How am I to know they aren't distorted by a person?
18:44	Solice	Dont' trust people. Read what Jesus said, ask the holy spirit to help you understand it.
	Nougatti	But by reading the Bible, I'm trusting that you're telling me the truth about the bible
	Nougatti	See my problem?
	Solice	No, I don't.
18:45	Nougatti	You're telling me to read the bible with the holy spirit as guidance to gain a trust in God.
	Solice	When you read the gospels i the KJV or the RSV yourself, you then decide whether this is what you want in your life.
18:46	Nougatti	That the bible is trustworthy. But all I have is your word for it
	Nougatti	I don't even know you.
	Solice	You're not having to take my word for anything.
18:47	Nougatti	Okay, but how can I trust what the bible says about God?
	Solice	I'm only recommeding that you not rely on people, and that, instead you read Jesus' words yourself. What happens then has everything to do withy what you want.
18:48	Nougatti	I agree!
	Nougatti	But how do I know that what the bible says is really what Jesus said?
	Nougatti	that whoever wrote it down, didn't write wrong?
	Solice	I could tell you, but really, I don't want to take the time to type out a lesson for you.
18:49	Nougatti	Right. So it's just a matter of believing that what you're saying about the bible is true
	Nougatti	Can you now see my problem?
	Solice	I don't care, as much as od does, whether you find your way or not.
	Solice	God
	Nougatti	But God cares?
18:50	Solice	You shouold be careful. Other people rally don't care if you find your way or not. We'll point you in a reliable direction, but we ain't gonna spoon feed you. Another good reason not to lean on people.
18:51	Nougatti	But I thought christians wanted other people to be saved?
	Solice	God, however, does care whether you find your way or not. If you ever read the whole BIble, you'll find that it's a story of God preparing humans for a relationship with him, and to be fully aliv ein what they are.
18:52	Solice	Don't bet your happiness on other christians wanting others to be saved. Sure we do, but we're ot going to drag you kicking and screaming. You have to do your own leg work.
18:53	Nougatti	I REALLY WANT TO BECOME A CHRISTIAN. I'M NOT RESISTING. I'm simply asking for your help on how to get to the point of where I can trust in the Bible and what it says about God, because I'm currently unable to
	Solice	I can't help you. I'm not God.
	Solice	The next move is yours.
18:54	Nougatti	I've tried to understand this for two years now, seeking earnestly for understanding of God and for communion with him
18:55	Nougatti	He hasn't said anything. I don't know what is holding me back
	Nougatti	What have I done or haven't done?
	Solice	Ask God
	Nougatti	But he wont answer me:(
	Nougatti	I feel that I've done all in my power to "find God". I feel it is his move
	Solice	Keep asking. Read the gospels.
18:56	Nougatti	I have!
	Nougatti	I've read all the gospels
	Nougatti	the entire new testament
	Nougatti	I'm about to break
	Solice	bS
18:57	Nougatti	You think I'm trolling you??
	Nougatti	I'm being serious here!
	Solice	Stop wasting my time.